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hannah //  dumb

dear felix,

i’m not writing this letter because you nearly died, or because i should’ve been in the car next to you. i’m writing this because i want you to know that you annoyed me into falling in love with you, and i’m hoping that after saturday you’re starting to understand why i needed to lie to you about that. i meant it when i said that you know me better than everyone - this is me, this is exactly what i am, and you have no reason to want any of this, but in case you still do, i want you to know that i’m not afraid anymore.

love, 

harley

ps. i’m not trying to bribe you but these two records remind me of you and i want you to have them. take care!

felix: what the fuck
elsie: felix! are you awake?
felix: i guess so. what happened? everything hurts
elsie: you drove into a lamp post just outside the town
felix: shit
elsie: were you drinking?
felix: no, of course not! i must have fallen asleep. it was still irresponsible of me
felix: are you mad at me, elsie? i was a dickhead to you too
elsie: of course not. i’m glad you’re okay

Can we just talk about how gourgeous your last posts look? all of them are so pretty that I wanna cry but those last post are giving me a vibe I can't explain

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omg thank you so much babe, this means a LOT!! i’m kinda proud of those posts too and i’m v happy i could convey some of the mood i wanted! thank you so much for reading my story and sending this nice ask ily !!!!!

harley: thanks for coming. just knowing you’re here made this a lot more bearable
felix: anything to protect you from bodily harm
harley: i need to go now, i have to catch the last train back to oasis springs
felix: come on, i have theo’s car, i’ll take you home in the morning
harley: no, i already have my ticket and i paid a shitload of money for it
harley: but you should stay. mika thinks you’re super cool
felix: fine. see you at home some time
harley: have fun!
felix: are you happy you saw your friends?
harley: i wish people would stop asking me if i’m happy
felix: you’re right. i’m sorry
harley: don’t worry about it
felix: wanna dance?
harley: i’m not really in the mood
felix: just this one song
harley: fine 
matty: so how are you? you look better than-
harley: better than when i broke my arm and nose at your wedding? yeah, the bar is pretty low
matty: how’s oasis springs? i’ve heard you have a record store now, just like you wanted. are you happy?
harley: happy? are you serious? 
matty: i’m just saying, you deserve to be
matty: listen, harley, you should know that meeting you changed my life completely, even though i didn’t turn out who you wanted me to be
matty: you are... really something else and you should give yourself a chance some time
harley: are you happy, matty?
matty: i am
felix: so what happened at the wedding? 
mika: long story short harley got hammered and fell off the roof of the barn
felix: oh my god
mika: anyway he didn’t leave the house for like two months after that, and then he moved to oasis springs
mika: and i guess you know the rest
mika: i sure hope he’s gotten over it by now
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