i’m secretly starting to look forward to autumn again (summer isn’t even fully here yet)

“Are you happy here?" I said at last. He considered this for a moment. "Not particularly," he said. "But you're not very happy where you are, either.”

-Donna Tartt, The Secret History

once you stop looking, things find you

i love how quiet tumblr is

Edward J Steichen, Road into the Valley-Moonrise, 1904

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your character gotta hold more weight than your appearance for me to desire you

In the era of loving myself more.

And choosing myself more

The fucking whiplash from “I’m the best thing at this party” to “I wouldn’t marry me either pathological people pleaser who only wanted you to see her” 😭🫠🫥

In another universe we never faded out of eachother

in another universe, we still have a shared playlist 

friendship can be so fleeting no wonder humans are so scared to be vulnerable . what do you mean we put our hearts and souls into people only for something as simple as time to rob our bonds … what do you mean some friendships just aren't meant to last forever?? that sometimes we outgrow people we once knew better than the lines on our palms?? when the version of them we have in our heads becomes outdated, when it means nothing that we know exactly how they take their coffee and why they don't talk about their brother. that today I mean the world to somebody who might only think of me on my birthday in a years time. what an open fucking wound.

— Michael Marshall