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not waving but drowning

@eternal-flame / eternal-flame.tumblr.com

"Every portrait that is painted with feeling is a portrait of the artist, not of the sitter. The sitter is merely the accident, the occasion. It is not he who is revealed by the painter; it is rather the painter who, on the coloured canvas, reveals himself." © | Idris, they/them, 23 | discourse blog: discourse-and-suffering, kin blog: sword-of-darkness, kink blog: kinky-cat | AO3: lady_of_the_labyrinth | ko-fi: ko-fi.com/idriss
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hewwo tumblr! I am opening ✨writing commissions✨

what I will write:

original fiction, preferably. if you really want to commission a fic from me for some reason, ask and I will decide if I can write for that fandom.

other than that, just about anything. sfw, nsfw, weird kinks, weirdly specific ideas, etc.

what I won't write:

graphic gore

vomit, scat, piss, and adjacent topics

nsfw content of characters below the age of 14

I reserve the right to realize I forgot a kink I'm squicked out by and refuse a commission (or for other reasons)

pricing:

$1 per 100 words

+ $0.5 for writing fanfic or your specific ocs (as opposed to giving me a general idea) (if you want me to write about your ocs I will also need a detailed description of what their deal is)

+$0.5 for action scenes or nsfw scenes (yes, I have the exact same problems writing both. no, I cannot explain why.)

+$1 & a reference of some kind for detailed visual descriptions, because they drive me insane

+$5 for every 500 words above 1500

I will write up to ~1500 words. if I get hit with sudden inspiration and end up writing more than we discussed, I won't charge you for extra words, but feel free to give me more money if you want. tips are appreciated!

payment methods:

paypal or ko-fi (ko-fi is listed in my blog description, paypal will be given out in private) (please do not mention anything nsfw on either of those platforms)

if you wish to see examples of my writing, my ao3 username is also in my blog description. unfortunately, all my original writing is either really old (and in russian) or private WIPs, so I will not be sharing that, unless I decide I like & trust you.

writing speed:

will have to be decided on a case by case basis, depending on length and complexity of the commission and how much coursework I have at any given point in time.

should generally be between a week (if it's really short and simple) and two months.

I will not be working on more than one or two commissions at a time, but hopefully that will mean I can go through them quicker.

I keep all rights to my work, and I am allowed to post/publish it wherever/whenever I want (although I will not post it publicly until the commission is complete). you will not publish it under your own/some else's name.

(if you really want to hide it from the world for some reason we can discuss additional payment for that. either way, I will not be disclosing who the commissioner is if and when I post it, so you don't have to worry about your anonymity.)

commissions status: open

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reblogged

smh people these days are so blinded by nostalgia and disparaging of progressivism. I wish we could just go back in time and return to a period before society started to decline this way, back when people were normal about the past and just lived in the moment.

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nudely

who needs a social life when you have followers who don’t talk to you and you run a blog no one cares about

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About the AO3 "No Guest Comments for a while" warning

If you're not following any of AO3's social media accounts you might be in the dark as to what kind of "spam comments" have engendered this banner at the top of the site:

These spam comments have been posted about a great deal on the AO3 subreddit for the past couple of days. Initially they comprised a bunch of guest (logged out users) bot comments that insulted authors by suggesting they were using AI and not writing their own fics. Some examples, from the subreddit:

But it then escalated to outright graphic porn images and gifs being posted in comments, again by logged out 'Guest' accounts. Obviously, I'm not going to give examples of those, but between these two bot infestations, AO3 has clearly decided to act and has temporarily closed the ability to post comments for users who are not logged in with an AO3 account.

Unfortunately, this means that genuine readers who don't have an AO3 account won't be able to leave comments on fics that they enjoy.

If you are a genuine reader who doesn't yet have an AO3 account, I strongly suggest getting yourself on the waiting list for one. More and more AO3 authors are now locking their fics down to registered users only - either due to these bot comments or concerns about AI scraping their work - which means you're probably missing out on a lot of great stuff.

Hopefully guest commenting will be enabled again at some point soon, but I suggest not waiting until then. Get yourself on that list.

Wait times are going to be longer than usual at the moment, due to the current Wattpad purge [info on Fanlore | Wattpad subreddit thread], but if you're in line, then your invite will come through eventually.

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Genuinely, how do so many anti-endo people have the fact that they're anti-endo and "fakeclaimers DNI" right next to each other in their profile/pinned/etc.? Babe, you are the fakeclaimer. The thing you are doing when you say "DNI endogenic "systems"/supporters", putting "systems" in scare quotes to state that you don't think they're really systems, is by definition fakeclaiming. You just think that it's justified when you do it because this time you've got the REAL fakes and you REALLY know how to tell when someone is lying about their experiences and identity, pinkie promise. That doesn't make it not fakeclaiming - all fakeclaimers think that. They wouldn't do it otherwise.

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all media that causes the audience to feel something is manipulative and problematic. to avoid this, i exclusively engage with horror media while also playing so called "cozy games" like stardew valley. the horror and the cozy cancel each other out and I feel absolutely nothing and remain unmolested by the whims of big feelings

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txttletale

several times a day i will come across a post that i would otherwise agree with about a Thing Being Bad but it is unfortunately like inexplicably linked to a reactionary societal decay narrative for like no reason whatsoever

people will say shit like 'people are so unwilling to seriously engage with media nowadays' and its like. what is that 'nowadays' doing at the sentence when was this mythical time youre positing when everyone was sitting in a circle discussing critical theory be serious

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wildbasil

things haven't been great but i think they will be. eventually 🌻🌼🩷

I'm sad to see this little comic resonates with so many people, although I hope it gives you strength and solidarity in difficult times. Likewise, thank you for your comments and insights in the tags. It helps me feel less alone.

Also, hello new followers! If you followed me for this sort of thing, prepare to be very, very disappointed hahaha  

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