𝕭𝖚𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖋𝖑𝖞

I want to be saved

I want to die. like really badly. I'm tired. there's no one I can talk to. I've been handling my depression for like 5 years and I'm just 17. I can't do this anymore, I want the voices to end.

guess what people!?? New safe food unlocked 😍😍😍 so this is how it feels to be a god...

anywayyyy it's 1 boiled egg (remove the yolk after cause those are absolutely disgusting) and add some spices. literally tastes like I had a full course meal and I can't get over it 😭😭

Like this post for no reason at all. And also because I love you

I hate seeing another day. can't I just die in my sleep? god

you know you're disordered when you just got teeth surgery and all you're happy about is that you don't get to eat solid food 😋

I'm just falling apart physically and mentally at this point

I have this serious underlying hatred for one of my roommates. fuck she's so disgusting. she looks like a literal pig omg. and she talks, eats like one. fuck I want her to go already.

when you've had imposter syndrome since you were a kid and now you're not even sure if you can do anything at all

the rush I get from the thought of dying. ahahaha.

I think I'm sick. like, physically sick. I don't think it's from my ed but who knows. everywhere fucking hurts, i always feel like im on the verge of fainting and my head won't stop throbbing. but I can't tell my mom. and I also have lots of things to do this week so Idk how I'll survive it.

when you wanna go out for a walk to clear your head but it starts to rain cats and dogs 🤩🤩

okay so I was feeling so bad about my body. I felt like I had gained and it made me an absolute shit wreck. but like, I'm laying down a bit hunched and I can like feel this bone on my back. I kinda got scared cause I didn't know what it was cause it wasn't my spine but turns out it's like the back of my ribs. they're showing out more and I'm happy for that at least.