"No, you may not come to the gym with me."
Your lips purse in indignation. "Excuse me?"
Sakusa stands up from tying his shoes, still tall enough to look down on you though he's standing in the genkan. "You heard me." His eyes narrow.
You narrow yours right back. "And why exactly, pray tell, can I not come to the gym with you? Meian said it was okay!"
"Because," he grimaces, "you're a distraction. You just stand around ogling my teammates."
"I don't ogle them," you scoff. "I hangout. And if they happen to come up and talk to me that's hardly my fault!"
"Is that what you call it?"
"Excuse me?" you ask, your voice darkens defensively.
"Tch." Sakusa starts to open the door but you slam it shut, throwing yourself in his path. "Move."
"No," you snap. "We've been friends and roommates long enough that you should know I'm not going to put up with your bullshit or let you walk out mid-conversation, so spit it out Kiyoomi!"
"Get out of the way," he snarls. "Don't act insulted like you're there to hangout when all you do is flirt with Miya!"
"Flirt with Miya!?" You scowl. "What are you talking about?!"
"I'm talking about the way the two of you are all over each other, leaning into each other's personal space all the time. He picked up that stupid nickname from you and you're always going off somewhere private to talk."
"Oh my god, we talk about you!"
and immediately you realize you've said something more than you meant to say.
Kiyoomi straightens up. "What did you just say?"
"Nothing," you quickly reply. "I didn't say anything."
You try to sidestep him but he blocks your path.
"You said" --his voice is quieter but harder now in a way that makes you shiver involuntarily-- "that you talk about me?"
You try to step past him the other way but he cuts you off, his arms caging you in from both sides.
Sakusa says your name cautiously and it spikes your pulse. "What are you saying to Miya...about me...that you can't say...to me?"
You don't say anything for a long moment, unable to look at him. "Can you just let this go? I'll stop asking to go to the gym with you."
And then he says something you've never heard him say before.
His voice is so low, so restrained, so fervent when he says it that you reflexively look at him and immediately wish you hadn't.
His expression is creased in worry and it pangs your heart.
"I can't just let it go," he says. He gives a little shake of his head bouncing the curls. "If it were anyone else I would...but you're too important to just let a comment like that slide, so please..." He holds your gaze imploringly. "I need to know what you've been talking about...in regards to me."
Your eyes fall closed in resignation as you whisper "my feelings...
"You're really going to make me say it?" your eyes flash open again in frustration but you just stare at his chest. "Just so you can--"
"Just so I can understand," he cuts you off firmly but not with hostility. "You were right before...when you said we've been friends long enough that you know me...or...whatever you said." He swallows thickly. "So you should know that I'm not the best at reading people...And I want to make sure..."
You're too aware of everything in this moment, every inch of your body and all the space it takes up. All the things you've been through with Kiyoomi in the past,
all the things you've longed for in the future.
"...that my feelings are reciprocated."
Your lips part and your eyes flick back up to his. You give a breathless "what?"
Sakusa stares at you with the intensity you've come to know and love.
You're not sure you would have heard him if you hadn't been so close.
He whispers "I don't want you looking at any of my teammates...or anyone else... because I'm...in love...with you."
All of your reluctance melts away.
"I'm in love with you, too," you whisper back. The words slip out as effortlessly as snow falling. "I...I don't go to the gym to ogle your teammates..." you whisper tremulously, on the verge of grinning. "I go...to oogle you," his eyes widen in shock and your grin breaks out, "your teammates simply caught me."
"You... you're in love with me?" he asks, bewildered, as if he hadn't just given you his own confession.
"Yes," you laugh, cheeks starting to hurt from your wide grin. "Why else do you think I agreed to live with you? I fucking love you, Kiyoo--"
He doesn't give you a chance to finish, cutting your words off with a kiss that's soft yet firm, demanding yet giving as he cups your cheeks and pushes you up against the door with his body as he presses all of himself to all of you.
You're still smiling as he kisses you over and over again. He lets you cup his cheek and run your fingers through his hair with a low moan.
"You have no idea how long I've wanted to do that," you admit as his lips start to trace your jaw, your neck.
"You have no idea how long I've wanted to do this." He lifts you off the floor and you instinctively wrap your legs around his waist, grabbing his shoulders--he chuckles slowly at your surprised sound.
You unwillingly catch sight of the time and groan. "'Omi...you're going to be late for training if you don't leave now."
He snorts against your neck where he's still kissing. "You want me to leave? Right now?"
"Ugh, no," you answer honestly. "But I'm not going to bother you about coming to the gym anymore so--"
He chuckles again, the low sound doing unhealthy things to your heart.
"What?" you ask. Demand, really.
He pulls back just far enough to lock his onyx gaze on you. "You can come with me if you want to..."
The corner of his mouth lifts in the smallest hint of a smirk and heat floods your body.
"but I'll give you something to really ogle when we get home."