Sunday Showers
Drops of water blast my skin
like fiery hail, but it’s best
when it hurts.
Fuck it--twist the knob as far as it goes.
Divide
my body into sections,
precise and practiced
as a coroner.
Scour away
his scent, the stale sweetness
that lingers on me.
Scrape until dead
skin clutters the space under my nails.
Step out,
lungs seared by steam,
skin tender and raw and
pink as a newborn--
yet his words still cling
in the cracks of my brain,
No scalpel or saw
in sight,
I open the fogged-up cabinet,
searching
for anything to help me forget
what he made
me do, and ease the bile bubbling
in me
until next week.