HEADCANON. giichi has a hard time communicating with others. during his childhood he was ripped away from other children ( due to reasons because of his quirk ) and didn’t have much socialization outside of his house because of it. not until giichi was in middle school did he connect with kids his age, however, because of his insecurities and shyness it was difficult for him to make friends, so he was never in a friend group for long because of it.
i need to be here but i don’t have many interactions.
‘ you deserve to be loved without having to hide the parts of yourself that you think are unlovable. ’
no words were spoken as giichi was left in complete and utter silence. did ... did he really mean that? the teen stares back, emerald green eyes reflecting back at him as if to question if that really had happened or not. like an open book, remus had read him well, too well. he’d be lying to himself if it didn’t make him feel vulnerable and easy to read having him say such a thing. but it was true, he was always hard on himself and concealed his traits in fear of pestering people, or worse, hurting them. gloved hands fall to the hem of his shirt, fingers clutching tightly onto the fabric as his body began to shiver. so confused, how was he supposed to act? he’s been hiding himself for long, he forgot what he used to be like. was he loud? kind-hearted, but maybe too noisy? or was giichi really this shy type of person, who never poked his nose where it didn’t belong and remained obedient. just who was he? what part was meant to be loved, what parts were meant to be hidden? which ... which part of him had remus fallen for?
his hand tremble as he stares at the floor, reminiscences of tears brimming in his green eyes. he was tired. so tired of hiding and trying to fix parts of himself that maybe, just maybe, didn’t need altering at all. “remus...” he spoke, unknowing if his voice was heard through the steam of water currently trailing down his cheeks, falling down to the floor in little droplets. gripping tighter onto his clothing he hiccups, struggling to keep his composure as emotions begin to override his well-being. “ y-y-you ------- th-thank you. t-thank you s-so much... ” it was the truth. he shouldn’t have to do these things, jump through so many hoops just to have people accept him. giichi had to be himself, hide nothing. no matter how they stare or perceive him, lying to yourself is the worst kind of pain compared to putting on an act. staying quiet for a few more seconds during this time he tries to steady his breathing, calm himself more before speaking out once more;
“... a-and, i... i hope i haven’t h-hid anything from you ... “ and, that you love those parts he deemed unlovable, too.
❛ only if i can use your lap as pillow~ ❜ buries his face on the other’s shoulder.
giichi looks down at him, smiling with a nod. " i guess it's fine ... a-as long as you don't drool t-this time. "
❛ giichan~ where are you going~? ❜ grins, now clinging to his arm. @dokusci
“ i-i was going to go to the l-library, do you want to come? ”spoke, raising brows as the other clings onto him.
WILL SMITH POSE @ HIM "FRIEND"
“ —— ????!! ” giich is confused. what is that pose ??
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giichi wasn’t one to really defy bedtime when he had to sleep. his bedtime was adjusted on days of school and the weekend. he was permitted stay up a little later on days there wasn’t school, but overall he was used to the times set for him and fell asleep early, even on weekends. schedules like that were a big part in his childhood; whether his mother had set him or his biological father at the time, but giichi preferred listening to his mother. whenever he was tucked into bed his mother would read him a book of his choosing. he was never in bed later than 9:00 p.m & 11:00 p.m as a child. although, as giichi grew the times he’d sleep at would fluctuate due to the random influxes of insomnia.
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❛ Did someone hurt you? ❜
instinctively at those words his hands tremble, very few saw his palms without gloves, and that was for a good reason. this wasn’t the first time, he’s had questions surrounded around them before, like; ‘ why do you always wear those ? ‘ or ‘ what are you hiding ? “ and each time giichi has swiftly dodged the question. all he’s ever truly wanted was someone to call a friend, but this accursed power of his always reminded him it was never meant to be, just a fairy tale’s dream. just the bitter thought of possibly hurting him made giichi’s stomach turn in disgust. but he desperately wanted to make a friend, oh so badly he did. maybe one day, he can be honest with you. but not now. at that moment hands are hidden behind his back as the student swallows down his anxiety, trying to conceal it.
” … w-what makes you say that? i’m fine.. ” he spoke rather calmly, a forced smile upon his lips as snake-like pupils reflect back at him, clear uneasiness shown in them. his words are false, even if he was oblivious to it and truly believed in his own lie; “no really, i-i’m fine, goto-san. you w-worry too much.”
❛ somewhere special~ ❜ drags him all the way to a closet, hands him a dress.
giichi holds the dress looking shocked; “no, ab-absolutely not, i a-a-am not -- ”
takes a step closer and grabs his hand ❛ come with me ❜
oh no. “ um, w-where are we going? ”
❛ What are you doing? ❜ ❛ Where are you going? ❜ ❛ Where are you taking me? ❜ ❛ How is that working out for you? ❜ ❛ Is everything okay? ❜ ❛ Why are you acting like this? ❜ ❛ You think I would lie to you? ❜ ❛ Are you telling the truth? ❜ ❛ Are you sure you want to do this? ❜ ❛ This is your bright idea of a plan? ❜ ❛ What else do you want me to do? ❜ ❛ What else can I do? ❜ ❛ What do you think I should do? ❜ ❛ What makes you think that? ❜ ❛ Who told you that? ❜ ❛ Who are you? ❜ ❛ Why are you here? ❜ ❛ Who invited you? ❜ ❛ How come you ever asked me? ❜ ❛ Did you really mean all those things you said? ❜ ❛ Why did you have to go? Why did you have to leave? ❜ ❛ Why is it so hard for you to see that? ❜ ❛ Why don’t you understand? ❜ ❛ What don’t you understand? ❜ ❛ Are you joking? ❜ ❛ Did I miss anything? ❜ ❛ You don’t remember? ❜ ❛ Did you really say all that stuff about me? ❜ ❛ Did you think I would forget? ❜ ❛ How can you sit there and say that? ❜ ❛ How do you even sleep at night? ❜ ❛ Are you coming or not? ❜ ❛ Am I the only one freaked out right now? ❜ ❛ Are you laughing or crying? ❜ ❛ Who did this to you? ❜ ❛ Did someone hurt you? ❜ ❛ Is it just me or are you, like, ignoring me? ❜ ❛ You want me to apologize for something you did? ❜ ❛ Are you going to kiss me or not? ❜ ❛ Aren’t you the one who said it though? ❜ ❛ So, you don’t like me like that? ❜ ❛ Where do we go from here? ❜ ❛ Are you being serious right now? ❜ ❛ How was I supposed to know that? ❜ ❛ Oh, is that a challenge? ❜ ❛ Are you flirting with me? ❜ ❛ Are you going to let me go now? ❜ ❛ Are we done now? ❜ ❛ Why didn’t just ask me? ❜ ❛ You’re going to believe them over me? ❜ ❛ How can possibly think that? ❜ ❛ Did you even miss me? ❜ ❛ Did anyone even notice that I was gone? ❜ ❛ Why do you go around and kiss everyone? ❜ ❛ Did you kill them? ❜ ❛ Who’s blood is that? Is that your blood? ❜ ❛ Do you think this is a game? ❜ ❛ Are you having doubts? ❜ ❛ Why haven’t you been at school/work? ❜ ❛ Is there something going on that you need to tell me? ❜ ❛ You said you wanted to talk? ❜ ❛ What am I supposed to do? ❜ ❛ What did you expect to happen? ❜ ❛ How long you think you can keep this act up? ❜ ❛ You don’t like me? Do you? Like in a more than a friend way? ❜ ❛ Is that what everyone is saying now? ❜ ❛ Who do I remind you of? ❜ ❛ Are you hungry? Want to go get something to et? ❜ ❛ Are you drunk? ❜ ❛ Are you lost? ❜ ❛ What’s so great about any of that anyway? ❜ ❛ Are you even listening to yourself? ❜ ❛ What are you going to do about it, huh? ❜ ❛ What are you staring at? ❜ ❛ What are you doing out here? ❜ ❛ Why did you call the police? ❜ ❛ Wait, do you hear that? ❜ ❛ Why don’t you tell me anything? ❜ ❛ Hey, did you get me anything? ❜ ❛ Why didn’t you come over last night? ❜ ❛ What did you find out? ❜ ❛ Can I stay here for the night? ❜ ❛ Are you throwing rocks at my window? ❜ ❛ Are you crying? ❜ ❛ What are you laughing at me? ❜ ❛ Are you laughing at me? ❜ ❛ Do you not understand the word no? ❜ ❛ Is that it? Is that all? ❜ ❛ Are you in some kind of trouble? ❜ ❛ Yeah, but, you have me. So why bother? ❜ ❛ What’s love got to do with it? ❜ ❛ This is where we kiss, right? ❜ ❛ Do you ever not just only think about yourself? ❜ ❛ Are going to leave me again? ❜ ❛ What’s wrong with that? ❜ ❛ Do you have anything you need to say to me? ❜ ❛ I think I’m going to puke. Is there a trash can in here? ❜ ❛ You really don’t know why I’m mad at you? ❜ ❛ Why do you treat me like I’m not important to you? ❜ ❛ Why are you telling me this? ❛ Are you ready? ❜ ❛ What’s with all the questions? ❜ ❛ I thought this is what you wanted? ❜ ❛ Where do you think you’re going with this? ❜ ❛ You’re just going to leave? ❜ ❛ Do you trust me? ❜ ❛ You love me? Or you think you love me? ❜ ❛ When will it ever stop? ❜ ❛ Do you think it’ll ever go away? ❜ ❛ What are you doing this weekend? ❜ ❛ You called for back up? ❜ ❛ What did I just witness? ❜ ❛ How do you cope when the one you love is with somebody else? ❜ ❛ Have you ever thought it? ❜ ❛ Are you wearing a wire? ❜ ❛ Is there something wrong? ❜ ❛ Is it something I said or something I did? ❜ ❛ What’s wrong? I thought that it was okay? ❜ ❛ Are you going to hold that against me forever? ❜ ❛ So, tell me, what else is new? ❜ ❛ You never actually cared, did you? ❜ ❛ You went to a party without me? ❜ ❛ Why wasn’t I invited? ❜ ❛ Do you think that’s a little fucked up? ❜ ❛ Oh, so you do speak? ❜ ❛ Do you think it’s really worth it in the end? ❜ ❛ How many more times do I have to tell you? ❜ ❛ You didn’t think that it would bother me? ❜
HEADCANON. when giichi was around the age of seven, his parents divorced over an argument ( which i’ll expand on later ) on how to raise their son. his mother got full custody of him, and ending up remarrying years later. while not overly close with his step-father, he has a much healthier relationship with him than his biological father, who he no longer speaks too.
