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Cemetery Roses

@raininginsanity / raininginsanity.tumblr.com

Poetry, Cringe, and Depression.
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This is what makes life worth it

Those fleeting moments

Where the world stops and

For a moment things are good again

And you can forget what hurt you-

Before it all comes crashing down again

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I should've known you'd leave

When the only flower you ever gave me

Was a dandelion puff, so weak

So intricate that if I dared breathe on it

It'd explode and spread

Stuck in my hair and bed for days

I should've known

That I breathed to hard

When I asked you to move in with me

And that by not holding my breath

I've only made your memory explode

Stuck in my hair and bed for days

But I loved you deeply anyways

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I feel as if I'm lost

Or as if you took a piece of me

When you left, more than a hole in my body,

You carved out my soul and put it in your pocket

To have and to hold

Until death do you part

You promised me everything

While promising nothing at all

Why would you stay for so long

If you couldn't love me in that way

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I dont want to fall asleep

not for fear of nightmares every night

not because father time doesnt guide my head towards bed.

No,

I shant fall asleep because if I do

I have to wake up and do it all over again

The desperate act of trying to be better

And wanting to be alone

Yes,

I have class in 4 hours but if I stay here longer

I don't need to worry about what comes after

The murderous silence, and conversation

I wish isolation meant isolation

I wish my grandfather hadnt passed away days ago

Before I got to see him again for the first time in 6 years

I wish he had put us in his will

I can barely deal with my own emotions right now

Please dont ask my for help with yours

Yes,

I'll do it anyways but it only pushes me down further into the hole I'm digging

I don't want to sleep

for I'll have to wake up,

make coffee,

eat breakfast,

think about all my failures,

go to class online,

think about my inadequacy,

worry about an assignment i havent done,

talk,

pay attention,

think,

talk,

pay attention to me,

think harder.

Then, lose myself in background noise

Until it's 4am again, and I don't want to sleep.

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first we got no shave november, then no nut november... by 2050 various other november-based viral self-control challenges such as "robevember" (wearing only robes for the month of november) will result in a fairly large number of young men accidentally living the life of an orthodox monk for a month out of the year

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My INTP Friend

*INFJ and INTP are at the store*
INTP: LOOK! A big stuffed elephant! I want it
INFJ: you don’t need it
INTP: I do
INFJ: you already have a giant stuffed bear
INTP: Yeah… so?
INFJ: Can you fit both of them in your car when you have to move out of the apartment?
INTP: No… but I want it
INFJ: If you buy it you’ll have to leave it on the streets and abandon it
INTP: No D:
INFJ: He’ll DIE by being hit by a car probably too
INTP: Stop I’m sad now :’(
INFJ: You can’t take in this stuffed elephant if you’re not properly equipped to take care of it, you’ll be responsible for his death
INTP: This got too realistic, stop being a cynic
INFJ: *quietly* Everything we build will fall one day…
INTP: Oh, you’re having an existential crisis. I get it now
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INTx at the restaurant

INTP calls the waiter because the INTJ doesn’t feel comfortable talking to people.

INTJ calls the waiter to complain about the food, because the INTP doesn’t feel comfortable talking to people this way.

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INTX and Expressing Affection

INTX: *mentally* I love you you're perfect and amazing and I don't know what I would do without you you're my favorite person you mean so much to me I love you
INTX: *verbally* you're the worst fuck you
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Things your INTJ wish you knew

We know we can be jerks, but we desperately want you to know how much we love you.

We actually get our feelings hurt very easily, but we’ll never let you know that.

We want to talk about our emotions, but it is very, very difficult for us. When asked to say what we’re feeling, our minds draw a complete blank, and we just don’t know how to express it, so we generally just end up either refusing to speak about it, or end up muttering a lot of nonsense. It’s like a wall goes up in our mind preventing us from expressing ourselves.

We’re actually incredibly insecure and terrified of the people we love leaving us, despite our generally prideful exterior.

We notice when you’re hurting, even if we don’t say anything.

We notice a lot about people’s emotions, actually. While INFJs definitely hold the trophy when it comes to who reads people better, INTJs aren’t far behind, we’re just a lot more quiet about it. Why say anything if it isn’t important?

We put up our “cold sarcastic charismatic” persona as a protection, and what we really want is someone who cares enough to try and get past it.

Please be patient with us, we’re trying.

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Mbti types I’ve met irl (I haven’t met every type so sorry if you don’t see yours)

ESFP:

-tells what’s on their mind, but doesn’t want to hurt others.

- strong opinions about what’s right. Hates people who are damaging. Will rant about them for hours.

- super caring, and loving. But when In a serious mood, they are super logical and give the best advice.

- has so many friends it causes a ton of drama. Hates being in the middle of things.

- doesn’t really have an interest to art, but is jealous of the people who are good at it.

- hides many things, will tell you casually huge secrets after a while like it’s nothing. Or maybe they forgot to tell you, who knows.

ISFP:

-don’t get on their bad side, can’t stand assholes.

- if you hurt their friends, you better run.

- really kind, tries to be as nice as possible when you’ve done wrong if they care about you.

- artist a heart. Wants to travel to the tropics to paint the waves.

- a strong activist. Doesn’t give others who are hurtful to the environment much sympathy.

- will save every stray on the side of the road if they could.

INFP:

-the sweetest person I’ve ever met.

- tries to not hurt anyone ever. If someone they don’t like are being hurt, they don’t like it. Hates injustice.

- doesn’t speak at first, then tells you everything when you get to know them.

- loves animals, would run a farm for fun.

- daydreams about the future, making it as romantic and beautiful as possible. Probably with the new romantic interest they met a day ago.

- will give you the universe if you deserve it.

INTP:

- will warm up to you. Give it some time.

- doesn’t understand why friends are sad sometimes, but try their absolute hardest to help them.

- loves attention, but not when they’re stressed out.

- a leader, wants to win. Very competitive.

- talks a lot, and may accidentally say something hurtful, but when they realize it they will apologize like no tomorrow.

- artistic, but isn’t the most open about it. But when they are, they’ll be so proud about their work and love sharing it with friends.

INTJ:

- pretends to be “evil” for fun. Really a cinnamon roll.

- may take years to know their deep emotions because they don’t want to seem weak.

- has their own little circle they will always protect.

- loves to think about the future and the success they plan to get. Thinks through every possible problem.

- likes to be alone, but super clingy at the same time. Won’t let you leave if they love you.

- 100% plans to be a millionaire. Will share their future mansion with their friends. But, will want a whole wing to themselves.

ENTP:

-has 5000 memes on their phone.

- emotional but doesn’t show it. Trusts only a few people, and when they’re done wrong they never forget.

- have tons of random facts. Always searching up the weirdest things.

- craves attention, but don’t overwhelm them.

- honest, but not rude. Very good at nice crossing the line between constructive criticism and blunt rudeness.

- sarcastic and sassy, will make memes out of you.

INFJ:

-the brightest smile ever.

- doesn’t like to argue. Finds it useless and is mostly in the middle when their friends are fighting.

- doodles in class but still manages to ace the class.

- has their group that loves with their whole heart.

- helps others when they can. Gives great advice.

- will find a way to make you laugh.

ISTP:

- a leader. Will find a way to get through anything.

- cheers you on even if you don’t really know them. 100% a team player.

- nothing seems to bother them, they easily brush it off and go to the next thing.

- music > socializing. Don’t bug them when they have their headphones in.

- will come up to you and talk to you. Don’t force it.

- tells you how to get better, and will motivate you. Never wants to be rude, but sometimes the truth needs to be told.

ENFP:

-will talk to you about anything. Pick a random subject and they’ll have something to say.

- don’t get them angry. Tries not to blow up but when pushed off the edge will tell you exactly what you did wrong. Regrets it afterwards.

- randomly disappears off the face of the world. Will return. Don’t worry.

- either really sad, or jumping off the walls. No inbetween.

- will give you anything until you prove you don’t deserve it.

- new hobby every week. Completely forgets about what they used to like the week before.

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the MBTI types as multiple people i know

INTJ:

-has the emotional intensity of a potato

-just lost in general

-communism jokes

-Actual Satan ™ (and proud of it)

-really intelligent and talented in academic fields or art

-probably has sex with the concept of math

ENFP:

-energy for days

-absolutely no chill

-if they call you they will talk for 12 hours straight (you cannot escape)

-falls in love with literally anything

-a fool

-atleast a bit gay

ENFJ:

-also zero chill

-secretly a nerd

-an active tinder user

-can go from 0 to 100 real fast

-perfect instagram feed

-probably bi

INFP:

-The Purest Person ™ on this planet

-just trying their best

-great aesthetic

-protect them at all cost

-smart but wont admit it

INFJ:

-enough feelings to share to five INTJs

-seriously, no one needs to feel that much, okay?

-also has zero chill but hides it and explodes on the inside

-laughs at funny birds

-people might think that they have their shit together but in reality they have no idea what they’re doing

INTP:

-nerd

-fueled by memes

-is actually watching youtube videos when claims to be studying

ISTP:

-nerd, but likes to snowboard

-fueled by bad tumblr memes

-never studies

ENTJ:

-thinks they’re always right

-gets offended when someone tries to ask about their feelings

-very independent

-a fridge full of alcohol

-questionable morals

ESFP:

-just wants everyone to have a great time

-creates drama for themself just for the fun of it

-a mess but still somehow manages to survive in life

-cares alot about their friends

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