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torch.
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‘Fleeted Happenings’ by Andrew Lyman
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trauma didnt make me soft it’s made me angry and empty
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Fuck nudes, send me s̑̓͏̣̮͖͙̖̼͍̦ţ̸͇̘͇̤̤̰ͥ͆͢r͈̙̆͆̎ͤͭ͂̽̀̀ã̡̖̻̟ͧi̴̸̩̟͙͇̪̯̙̮̇̄ͬ̉́ͭ̈́g̨͇̠̳̤͓̼̦̬̭̊͛ͪͬ̀̒ͭ̉͜h͖̟̫̑̎͘t̠̺̤ͤͤ̕͜͡ ̲̓ͤͤ̍ͩ͞ţ̶̙̥͚̗̱̍o̱̻͙̭͍͔̰̱̚̕ ̝̱̥̟̼͈̱͈̙̉͊ͩ͐͗ͯḥ̵̶̭̲̖̹̫ͥͤ̎̌ͦ̓͑ͩe̶̘̬̳̳̞͚͉̖͒ͭ͊̊l͎͙̝͉͓̽ͤ̀͢͞l̷̩͎͙͓̝̏̇͝ͅ
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i wonder what its like to get upset without getting suicidal
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englishmajorinrepair
Some Asshole: You can’t be! Truly yourself! If you’re on medication! It’s changing the Real You™!
Me: if the real me is going to lie on the floor for 3 weeks and try to drown herself in the river I don’t want to know her, Barbara
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suicidehours
bpd: hey y’know what we should do?
me: oh god what now?
bpd: don’t say a word to anyone until they text you first
me: why?
bpd: it’s the only way to prove that they actually care
me: ……..shit ur right
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no one gets it
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my borderline ass: hey is everything okay are you mad at me you had a slight change of tone with me at 10:34:42am 1/30/2019
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i dont feel alive and it makes me sad
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me: *worries that I’m Evil and Manipulative and tries very hard every day to be a good person*
me: oh my god
me: I’m manipulating people into thinking I’m good
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i’ve spent a good 1/3rd of my life alone in my bedroom
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depression meal: a dick in my throat