be sefe ,

all hail the new queen

Thank you so much 😭😭😭 this is so sweet! I'm doing quite well!! I've been running around with my head chopped off to get everything ready for another kiddo. That probably doesn't sound fun, but it's actually motivated me to get a bunch of other random tasks done that I've wanted to accomplish since moving into our place 6 months ago lol. I feel like I've done more in 1 month than I have in the past year lol.

I also quit my job in April which I NEVER foresaw. I'm kinda sad to walk away from labor and delivery because it's a wild ride and I enjoyed it, but it got insanely stressful and unsafe. By the time I decided to leave all but 2 of my coworkers on night shift had quit and well over half of the day shift left too. We were so understaffed and it was a nightmare. I kept having horrendous shifts where it was lucky that we had decent outcomes. I realized it wasn't worth sticking around a place that puts my license and people's lives on the line just to save money (for the higher-ups🙄). Once I was out of there my life became so much less stressful.

Other than that I'm just enjoying the extra time I get to spend with Charlotte . I got married in July with a fancy courthouse wedding lmao. Which honestly was great cause the thought of having a full-on wedding makes me wanna vomit. We finally picked out a name for this next baby. We're going with Gemma. We are middle name less at the moment but oh well. I'm 37 weeks and the last time I delivered I was 38 weeks so I'm just sitting here waiting to pop. I'm having major anxiety about delivering because last time was a c-section but this time I'm going to try vaginally. I've seen too much at work to not be nervous about how it's gonna go lol. I get one period cramp and turn into a baby so yeah...we'll see 😩😂. ANYWAYS that is all. Still obsessed with my cats, still have a guinea pig trucking along, and still a mess 99% of the time. Thank you for checking in 😘, I miss this site sometimes!

plz look at this cute little reading corner i made for charlotte 🥹

i bought 3 books to read to try to become one of those cozy book girls who drink tea in bed in their aesthetic pleasing bedrooms..as if I don't have a half-unpacked/undecorated house, with a wild 1.5 year old running around, and about to birth a newborn straight out of my vagina in less than 2 months...which will give me an average of 3 hours of sleep at night.

also if you still don’t watch formula 1 you are missing out

hello it’s time for my random drop-in post that happens maybe once a month. i’m here to say: fuck the boston celtics