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hey, y'all! my name is riley. i'm nineteen. my pronouns are she/they. i'm a writer and have a pretty big thing for fictional men.

requests are open! shoot me an ask, i regularly reblog prompt lists too!

i write for the following characters:

  • criminal minds: aaron hotchner, spencer reid, luke alvez
  • ncis: jethro gibbs, tony dinozzo, jimmy palmer
  • mcu: bucky barnes, steve rogers

i will write for other characters if asked to!

general things about my blog:

- i will tag anything triggering, and let me know if there's something i miss! i want this to be a safe place for anyone who wants to be here

-to add to the last point, i will not write any SA fics that are requested. period. i can't really stomach writing those types of fics anymore.

- i have one emoji anon at the moment! so far only ⭐is taken.

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okay so i know i disappeared for a little while, which i'm sorry about.

school started back up and while i wanna get back into writing, i only have weekends free at the moment, and even then i'm in two AP classes so my weekends are a little taken over now too.

i'm working on a bucky barnes fic i hope to finish soon, if it's any consolation!

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yknow what now that i'm redoing my pinned i think i wanna switch to be more of a multifandom account... T.T

#riley rambles
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Prompt List #1

A/N: phew finally finished my first prompt list. a vast majority of these are my own but there are a few that I found online/was inspired by.

Prompt List #2

Fluff

  1. “Is that my shirt?” “You mean our shirt?”
  2. “It’s you, it always has been.”
  3. “You’re everything I could’ve wanted and more.”
  4. “Kiss me.”
  5. “Home stopped being a place when you entered my life.” 
  6. “You should probably go home.” “But I’m already home.”
  7. “You’re an idiot.” “But you love me.”
  8. “I’d do anything for you.” 
  9. “You took all the pillows so I’m using you as one.”
  10. “Stop moving and let me braid your hair.”
  11. “I’m so proud of you.” 
  12. “Could you say that again?” “Were you not listening?” “No I was, I just like hearing your voice.”
  13. “I didn’t think it was possible to love someone this much.”
  14. “You are my family.”
  15. “I’m right here.”
  16. “Can you just please hold me?” 
  17. “I’m pretty sure (you’re/she’s/he’s/they’re) my soulmate”
  18. “You come here often?” “Well considering I work here, yes.”
  19. “You know, I think my (mother/father/parents) would be proud if I brought (you/her/him/them) home.” 
  20. “I just want to see you happy.”
  21. “I haven’t seen (her/him/them) smile like that in ages.” 
  22. “You made me a better person. Thank you.” 
  23. “I’d rather live in the woods with you than in a mansion with some (girl/boy/person) I barely know.”
  24. “This reminded me of you.” 
  25. “Your hair is really soft.”
  26. “You’re really warm.”
  27. “Are you blushing?”
  28. “Can I stay here tonight?”
  29. “Because I love you.”
  30. “I’ve been in-love with you since we were kids.”
  31. “I’m never going to leave you. I promise.”
  32. “Make a wish!”
  33. “I love seeing you smile.”
  34. “Why are you wearing my sweater?” “Because it smells like you.”
  35. “I just want to be there for you.”
  36. “I couldn’t get you out of my mind.”
  37. “You’re just a softie.”
  38. “You owe me.” “Fine, whatever you like.”
  39. “You’re safe now, I’m here.”
  40. “Why are you scared of loving?”
  41. “You are crushing me right now.”
  42. “Darling I love you and all, but please step out of the kitchen.”
  43. “I love you.”
  44. “You’re an idiot.” “But I am your idiot.”
  45. “Take my hand. Just trust me.”
  46. “You’re hurt. Please just let heal it.”
  47. “At least let me clean it.”
  48. “I told you to take care of yourself.”
  49. “You’re the only thing that matters.”
  50. “Stay.”

Angst

  1. “I’m leaving.” “Of course you are, that’s all you know how to do.”
  2. “You started drinking again, didn’t you?” 
  3. “You promised you’d stop drinking.” “And you promised you wouldn’t hurt me!″
  4. “But it’s my fault right?”
  5. “I don’t want to feel this. I want to be numb again.”
  6. “You’re lying to me again. Why can’t you just tell me the truth for once?” 
  7. “I love you.” “No you don’t” 
  8. “I can’t lose you.” “You already did.”
  9. “Did it mean anything to you? Did I mean anything to you?”
  10. “How was I such an idiot, to believe that you, out of all people, could ever love me?”  
  11. “I loved you.” “Then why did you let (her/him/them) get in between us?”
  12. “Maybe they were right, you never did change.” 
  13. “This is all in my head. It’s all happening in my head.”
  14. “Don’t you dare walk away from this!” 
  15. “What gives you the right to just waltz back into my life after all the pain you’ve caused.”
  16. “You’ve changed.”
  17. “You win, happy?”
  18. “Any other lies left to tell me?”
  19. “Why did you wait until I moved on?”
  20. “Don’t look at me like that.” “Like what?” “Like you still love me.”
  21. “Its (her/him/them), isn’t it?”
  22. “It’s always been (her/him/them).”
  23. “When did you stop loving me?”
  24. “Let me go.”
  25. “You’re not you.”
  26. “I miss the old you.”
  27. “What happened to their happily ever after?” “Not all love stories get a happily ever after, sometimes it’s just once upon a time.” 
  28. “Move out of my way before I make you.”
  29. “You deserve better.”
  30. “I risked my life for you.”
  31. “I never would’ve thought (she/he/they)’d end up with someone else.”
  32. “They were perfect for each other.”
  33. “I was happier with you.”
  34. “I would’ve done anything for you.”
  35. “I loved you. I loved you so so much but you hurt me.” 
  36. “They warned me about this.” “About what?” “You.” 
  37. “Lie to me. I don’t care what you say, just lie to me. Make me feel okay again.” 
  38. “You broke me.”
  39. “You just threw four years of friendship out the window.”
  40. “Hasn’t this addiction done enough damage already?”
  41. “Sorry doesn’t fix everything.”
  42. “You promised.”
  43. “I don’t need help! I need an end to this pain.”
  44. “What am I in your life? Because as of lately I feel as though I’ve been nothing to you.”
  45. “Leave.”
  46. “I can’t keep playing pretend.”
  47. “You deserve so much better.”
  48. “Give me one reason why I shouldn’t leave.”
  49. “I wish we never met.”
  50. “I’m sorry I’m not enough for you.”

General

  1. “I love you.” “Tell me that when you’re sober.” 
  2. “It’s pouring rain why are you here?”
  3. “I love you.” “You shouldn’t.”
  4. “Where are you?”
  5. “What happened?”
  6. “Have you been taking care of yourself?”
  7. “Is that blood?” “Yes but that doesn’t matter right now, what does matter is-” “You are literally bleeding.”
  8. “Is that my book?”
  9. “Are they dead?”
  10. “You want to play pretend? Well two can play at that game.”
  11. “Did you know that you talk in your sleep?”
  12. “Come back to bed. Please.” 
  13. “You’re who they warned me about.” 
  14. “Come back.”
  15. “You should’ve listened to me.”
  16. “I haven’t seen you in days.” 
  17. “Are you jealous?”
  18. “Cheers, I’ll drink to that.” “You drink to everything.” “Cheers!”
  19. “Why is there a deer in the room?” 
  20. “Is that vodka? At 7 in the morning?”
  21. “It’s not my choice.”
  22. “Can we take this home?”
  23. “Hey, look at me. Focus on me alright?” 
  24. “I haven’t seen (her/him/them) smile in months.”
  25. “(She/he/they) don’t belong with (her/him/them)!” “Than who do(es) (she/he/they) belong with?” “…..with me.”
  26. “Come home.”
  27. “I hope you’re happy.”
  28. “They don’t need to know.”
  29. “I made this for you.”
  30. “Why is arson always your first answer?”
  31. “Is this really the time for jokes?” 
  32. “You always do this.” 
  33. “Wake me up when it’s over.” 
  34. “You look happy.” 
  35. “I’m sorry, do I know you?” 
  36. “Why can’t I get you out of my head?”
  37. “Do you want that?”
  38. “Don’t let go.” 
  39. “Just let me stay.”
  40. “Can I at least tell my side of the story?” 
  41. “Do you trust me?” 
  42. “Are you flirting with me?”
  43. “Is the weight of your sins too heavy?”
  44. “Just let me see (her/him/them) one last time. Please.”
  45. “Are you afraid to die?”
  46. “Are they really ‘just a friend’?”
  47. “I wasn’t lying when i told you that I loved you.”
  48. “I won’t hurt you.”
  49. “Have you been sleeping?”
  50. “I didn’t know where else to go.”
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bau-baby

please send me asks with some of these prompts! i wanna get back to writing but have no inspo :/

#self rb#i would like some requests if y'all got any!
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scvrllet

Prompt List #1

A/N: phew finally finished my first prompt list. a vast majority of these are my own but there are a few that I found online/was inspired by.

Prompt List #2

Fluff

  1. “Is that my shirt?” “You mean our shirt?”
  2. “It’s you, it always has been.”
  3. “You’re everything I could’ve wanted and more.”
  4. “Kiss me.”
  5. “Home stopped being a place when you entered my life.” 
  6. “You should probably go home.” “But I’m already home.”
  7. “You’re an idiot.” “But you love me.”
  8. “I’d do anything for you.” 
  9. “You took all the pillows so I’m using you as one.”
  10. “Stop moving and let me braid your hair.”
  11. “I’m so proud of you.” 
  12. “Could you say that again?” “Were you not listening?” “No I was, I just like hearing your voice.”
  13. “I didn’t think it was possible to love someone this much.”
  14. “You are my family.”
  15. “I’m right here.”
  16. “Can you just please hold me?” 
  17. “I’m pretty sure (you’re/she’s/he’s/they’re) my soulmate”
  18. “You come here often?” “Well considering I work here, yes.”
  19. “You know, I think my (mother/father/parents) would be proud if I brought (you/her/him/them) home.” 
  20. “I just want to see you happy.”
  21. “I haven’t seen (her/him/them) smile like that in ages.” 
  22. “You made me a better person. Thank you.” 
  23. “I’d rather live in the woods with you than in a mansion with some (girl/boy/person) I barely know.”
  24. “This reminded me of you.” 
  25. “Your hair is really soft.”
  26. “You’re really warm.”
  27. “Are you blushing?”
  28. “Can I stay here tonight?”
  29. “Because I love you.”
  30. “I’ve been in-love with you since we were kids.”
  31. “I’m never going to leave you. I promise.”
  32. “Make a wish!”
  33. “I love seeing you smile.”
  34. “Why are you wearing my sweater?” “Because it smells like you.”
  35. “I just want to be there for you.”
  36. “I couldn’t get you out of my mind.”
  37. “You’re just a softie.”
  38. “You owe me.” “Fine, whatever you like.”
  39. “You’re safe now, I’m here.”
  40. “Why are you scared of loving?”
  41. “You are crushing me right now.”
  42. “Darling I love you and all, but please step out of the kitchen.”
  43. “I love you.”
  44. “You’re an idiot.” “But I am your idiot.”
  45. “Take my hand. Just trust me.”
  46. “You’re hurt. Please just let heal it.”
  47. “At least let me clean it.”
  48. “I told you to take care of yourself.”
  49. “You’re the only thing that matters.”
  50. “Stay.”

Angst

  1. “I’m leaving.” “Of course you are, that’s all you know how to do.”
  2. “You started drinking again, didn’t you?” 
  3. “You promised you’d stop drinking.” “And you promised you wouldn’t hurt me!″
  4. “But it’s my fault right?”
  5. “I don’t want to feel this. I want to be numb again.”
  6. “You’re lying to me again. Why can’t you just tell me the truth for once?” 
  7. “I love you.” “No you don’t” 
  8. “I can’t lose you.” “You already did.”
  9. “Did it mean anything to you? Did I mean anything to you?”
  10. “How was I such an idiot, to believe that you, out of all people, could ever love me?”  
  11. “I loved you.” “Then why did you let (her/him/them) get in between us?”
  12. “Maybe they were right, you never did change.” 
  13. “This is all in my head. It’s all happening in my head.”
  14. “Don’t you dare walk away from this!” 
  15. “What gives you the right to just waltz back into my life after all the pain you’ve caused.”
  16. “You’ve changed.”
  17. “You win, happy?”
  18. “Any other lies left to tell me?”
  19. “Why did you wait until I moved on?”
  20. “Don’t look at me like that.” “Like what?” “Like you still love me.”
  21. “Its (her/him/them), isn’t it?”
  22. “It’s always been (her/him/them).”
  23. “When did you stop loving me?”
  24. “Let me go.”
  25. “You’re not you.”
  26. “I miss the old you.”
  27. “What happened to their happily ever after?” “Not all love stories get a happily ever after, sometimes it’s just once upon a time.” 
  28. “Move out of my way before I make you.”
  29. “You deserve better.”
  30. “I risked my life for you.”
  31. “I never would’ve thought (she/he/they)’d end up with someone else.”
  32. “They were perfect for each other.”
  33. “I was happier with you.”
  34. “I would’ve done anything for you.”
  35. “I loved you. I loved you so so much but you hurt me.” 
  36. “They warned me about this.” “About what?” “You.” 
  37. “Lie to me. I don’t care what you say, just lie to me. Make me feel okay again.” 
  38. “You broke me.”
  39. “You just threw four years of friendship out the window.”
  40. “Hasn’t this addiction done enough damage already?”
  41. “Sorry doesn’t fix everything.”
  42. “You promised.”
  43. “I don’t need help! I need an end to this pain.”
  44. “What am I in your life? Because as of lately I feel as though I’ve been nothing to you.”
  45. “Leave.”
  46. “I can’t keep playing pretend.”
  47. “You deserve so much better.”
  48. “Give me one reason why I shouldn’t leave.”
  49. “I wish we never met.”
  50. “I’m sorry I’m not enough for you.”

General

  1. “I love you.” “Tell me that when you’re sober.” 
  2. “It’s pouring rain why are you here?”
  3. “I love you.” “You shouldn’t.”
  4. “Where are you?”
  5. “What happened?”
  6. “Have you been taking care of yourself?”
  7. “Is that blood?” “Yes but that doesn’t matter right now, what does matter is-” “You are literally bleeding.”
  8. “Is that my book?”
  9. “Are they dead?”
  10. “You want to play pretend? Well two can play at that game.”
  11. “Did you know that you talk in your sleep?”
  12. “Come back to bed. Please.” 
  13. “You’re who they warned me about.” 
  14. “Come back.”
  15. “You should’ve listened to me.”
  16. “I haven’t seen you in days.” 
  17. “Are you jealous?”
  18. “Cheers, I’ll drink to that.” “You drink to everything.” “Cheers!”
  19. “Why is there a deer in the room?” 
  20. “Is that vodka? At 7 in the morning?”
  21. “It’s not my choice.”
  22. “Can we take this home?”
  23. “Hey, look at me. Focus on me alright?” 
  24. “I haven’t seen (her/him/them) smile in months.”
  25. “(She/he/they) don’t belong with (her/him/them)!” “Than who do(es) (she/he/they) belong with?” “…..with me.”
  26. “Come home.”
  27. “I hope you’re happy.”
  28. “They don’t need to know.”
  29. “I made this for you.”
  30. “Why is arson always your first answer?”
  31. “Is this really the time for jokes?” 
  32. “You always do this.” 
  33. “Wake me up when it’s over.” 
  34. “You look happy.” 
  35. “I’m sorry, do I know you?” 
  36. “Why can’t I get you out of my head?”
  37. “Do you want that?”
  38. “Don’t let go.” 
  39. “Just let me stay.”
  40. “Can I at least tell my side of the story?” 
  41. “Do you trust me?” 
  42. “Are you flirting with me?”
  43. “Is the weight of your sins too heavy?”
  44. “Just let me see (her/him/them) one last time. Please.”
  45. “Are you afraid to die?”
  46. “Are they really ‘just a friend’?”
  47. “I wasn’t lying when i told you that I loved you.”
  48. “I won’t hurt you.”
  49. “Have you been sleeping?”
  50. “I didn’t know where else to go.”
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bau-baby

please send me asks with some of these prompts! i wanna get back to writing but have no inspo :/

#riley rambles#prompt list
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Anonymous asked:

do u take gibbs requests??

sure! i’ve only gotten into part of season 16 so if it’s episode based you’ll want to do before about s16 e8.

send the request and i’ll do my best!

#riley rambles#leroy jethro gibbs
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winterscaptain

news.

Aaron Hotchner x Fem!Reader a joyful future fic

a/n: thank you all for waiting on this one! it is uhhhhh…. sad. but i promise things will be bright again! i’m hard at work putting the season 11 rewrite together for you all. right now, it’s looking like 50k words all together, which is crazy!! i’m so excited to share it with you and thank you for your patience as i work on it. i hope you enjoy this one and i promise we’ll get more kate callahan at some point!

words: 900 warnings: warnings: language, pregnancy mention, implication of miscarriage, grief

summary: “some old wounds never truly heal, and bleed again at the slightest word.” ― george r.r. martin, a game of thrones. march 2015.

masterlist | a joyful future masterlist | ajf faq | taglist | what do you want to see next?

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bau-baby

big ouchie

#fic recs#another day another ajf recommendation from me#please if y’all haven’t already read through this entire series it’s amazing#but this fic… ouchie#big ouch#this hurt me </3
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kinda wanna change my username brb

need to come up with some IDEAS

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i just wanna say with my fic i wrote yesterday, i am so glad it’s been received so well. the fact that some of you relate to what i wrote in that makes me sad, yes, but it also makes me immensely happy to know i’m not alone in my experience.

thank you all so much, seriously.

#riley rambles#you all are so amazing#ily so much
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you're more than what happened to you.

aaron hotchner x reader

word count: 704

warnings: mentions of past trauma, SA, panic attack, very much angst but very much comfort

A/N: This is purely my experience. I'm sorry for not writing much in two months. I'll be honest, I've been struggling. This was finally how I decided to release it. Please understand that it may not be up to my normal expectations because this was purely a part of my comfort. Hope you enjoy <3

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#sa tw#aaron hotch imagine#aaron hotchner x reader angst#aaron hotch x reader#aaron hotchner fanfiction#aaron hotchner x reader#aaron hotchner angst#aaron hotchner x reader fluff
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do the stars gaze back ?

overview: the reader is hopelessly, head over heels in love with spencer (the other option is that they believe they have carbon monoxide poisoning) and thinks he doesn't feel the same way.

genre: angsty-ish (?), fluff-ish(?), PINING (so much pining), friends to lovers teehee

pairing: spencer reid x gn!reader

a/n: hiii ! omg this is my first ever fanfic and asdhfsdfjhgdhjfs i'm super scared and excited rn. i just wanna say tysm for taking the time to read this and especially thank you to @samuel-de-champagne-problems, @jemilyisms and @spencerreidat3am for taking a look at my drafts ! i totally was not projecting onto reader, the entire time, and writing about my real-life scenario where my i'm in love with my best friend and she doesn't like me back ahahahah. anyways if anyone wants to cry about unrequited love come to me and lets cry together. the title is based on this stardust quote and idk it kinda fits the theme of unknown unrequited love - ahhh i'm just waffling at this point. i hope you enjoy the fic :) <3 !

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it had been a couple weeks since you’d last hung out with Spencer by yourself. after forcing him to re-watch your favourite film ‘stardust’ for the 80th time together, you found yourself tucked away in his arms; his hands tracing circles gently against your back, whilst you both lay on the sofa.

you’d almost confessed there and then.

it hadn’t been the first time that you both sought each other out whilst watching a film; you were always almost touching in some way or another. a head on a shoulder. legs draped across one another. pinkies intertwined. it had taken him a long time to get used to your love language, touch, and now you both of you couldn’t go too long without touching each other in some way. platonically of course.

but this time you could barely suppress your feelings – the overwhelming urge to look up at him and tell him there and then that you were in love with him. Spencer Walter Reid.

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bau-baby

if you hadn’t had told me this was your first fic ever i really wouldn’t have known! the way you framed it and the way you built up the feelings really made it awesome, if i’m honest.

if you ever do end up continuing this fic i’d love to see some other parts of your writing!

#fic recs#spencer reid#criminal minds
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So i've been mulling over whether to make this into a multi-fandom account recently. like maybe include NCIS, CM, and maybe even some HP or Hunger Games (recently watched both series again)

But idk if it's... worth it, per se? Like I don't want to do if people don't want to read some of those characters & series and stuff.

So... should I?

#riley rambles
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