Hi, y’all.
I know it’s been a long time since I’ve done anything with this blog, and I’m sorry for just up and disappearing like that. I guess I came back for a bit to give a wave and make official what everyone probably already knew–this blog on hiatus and I’m not sure when I’ll be back.
The trouble is, when I started RPing here, RWBY was my huge hyperfixation. Unfortunately, it no longer is. I still love it and I still have some writing ideas, but right now, my attention’s been turned to other interests (namely, Final Fantasy XIV) and trying to get my own original writing off the ground. This has left me with very little bandwidth for RPing RWBY on the regular, which sucks for everyone I’ve left hanging high and dry. For all of that, I apologize profusely.
However, I’ve made some adjustments for if/when I return. After some deliberation, I’ve made the decision to permanently drop Sienna as a muse. I hope we all understand that the White Fang, as was written in the first two volumes, had started out analogous to the Black Panther Party in the United States during a very turbulent time that many would say never really ended. Sienna herself shares many philosophical similarities with Malcolm X. Given these ideas, I don’t feel that it’s appropriate, especially in light of recent events, for me, a pasty-white lesbian, to tell her story. I empathize, sympathize, and stand in support of Black people and agree that Black Lives Matter–but ultimately, I do not and cannot share in that experience or tell any kind of story like that. It’s not my story to tell.
As far as Blake and Ilia go… Blake was the basis of my roleplaying here in the RWBY RP community and Ilia is, perhaps, more of an analogy of LGBTQ+ rights (after all, the Stonewall Rebellion happened for similar reasons as what’s happening now) which is a story I can tell. Blake has moved past her time in the White Fang, as has Ilia. I will be as respectful as I can regarding the White Fang where it comes up for them, but it will still be from the limited perspective of a privileged white woman, and I apologize for that.
At any rate, TL;DR: I’m sorry for vanishing, but at this time, it looks like that’s the norm for me now. I’ll still check in from time to time and will still reblog muse art when I see something I like, but for now RP is on hold indefinitely.
If you play FFXIV, I’m on Mateus, part of the Crystal datacenter. You can DM for character names (I have a few, lol). If you just wanna talk, hit me up on Discord: Zhanael#5939 (though please let me know who you are). And in the meantime, please take care, and stay safe.