you are the black hole that all of my stars orbit around

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+anna · 16 · she/her · themes tracking #bazinjeanstm
carry on is a book
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Baz looks better than Simon. Always. So I made this thing, for school, even though my teacher had cancelled the project. I showed it to him on the last day and he thought it was a gift. He’s my favourite teacher so I let him keep it. Now I’m trying to make one for myself.

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Do you ever think about how happy Baz must be after Carry On? I mean yes. Things suck. Things suck so so much but. He gets to hold Simon and he has two people that make him feel like he worth being alive (I will fight you on this. Penny and Baz secretly adore each other but love handing out shiz). Baz gets to hold the sun he for sure thought would burn him alive some day. Baz gets to look him in the eye and whisper all of the thoughts he held back for so long because he hated himself and because he thought he didnt deserve someone as good as Simon. And yet.

Here Simon is. Choosing Baz. Choosing Baz after everything happened. Choosing Baz after losing his own magic. Choosing Baz with his fangs and his widows peak and his JEANS and just. Baz, for once in his life is being chosen.

He is now Simon’s good thing. Simon’s sun. He is what Simon holds on to and thinks of when things are dark.

And I just.

I just really hope Rainbow lets them end up happy.

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Can you believe Simon actually put the football pitch third on his ‘good things’ list just so he could mention Baz and how strong and graceful he is… Did he expect us to just be ok with that???

coming back to this because i just started reading it again and simon literally says he barely plays football and it’s third??? on??? his??? list??? SIMON YOU ARE NOT GETTING AWAY WITH THIS

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wow look @ me logging in for the first time in like two months how’s everyone been

for the record, im 17 now! my bday was about a week ago

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