Since I made one for my overwatch sideblog I decided to make an official one here!

Cherie, She/Her, Korean

-Proshippers DNI

-Very random with what I post, mostly reblogs

-The one thing I’m actually consistant with posting here are related to Kpop (Even then I dont stan any group besides IVE, I love them), though I also enjoy Pokemon, Kirby, and Magical Girls!

Speaking of my overwatch sideblog, Its @cheriewatch! But I might still post about Overwatch here every now and then, that accs more focused on gameplay

I also have an Heartsteel hyperfixiation and I have an oc x canon/self shipping blog called

@scarlet-moonlight

with Aphelios <3

Anyways, free to stop by and enjoy!

I am back on this blog after about 5 months (cause I was too focused on my league sideblog) to say that I went to the IVE cocnert (Show What I Have Tour) and I have THOUGHTS

1) I went with my mom cause my sister is still at college and I didn’t have anyone else to go with, she was more then happy to go with me tho (Her bias is Yujin, mine’s Liz and Wonyoung)

2) I knew only pretty people stan IVE and all but OMG the OUTFITS everyone was wearing?? So much of those platform heels and the ribbons everywhere and the Love Dive school uniforms like YALL UNDERSTOOD THE ASSIGNMENT (I wore something that looked like the black dresses with the stockings in I AM era, complete with the pearl necklace). Personally one of my favorite parts about kpop concerts are to see the outfits everyone wears lol

3) Yujin and Leeseo, I hope you know your Woman Like Me cover changed my life thank you

4) And Gaeul with 7 Rings holy shit

5) The horror VCR followed by Hypnosis and My Satisfaction???

6) All Night was such a good way to end the concert

7) Also as I was waiting for the concert I saw someone carry the IZ*ONE lightstick with them like DAMN that was kinda foul- not against anyone carrying other unrelated groups lightstick to concerts and anyone says otherwise is wrong (Sometimes we don’t have money and all) but I just thought it was funny that it HAPPENED to be the IZ*ONE lightstick

8) Also while we were waiting I saw this other girl wear this cat ear beanie and it just so happened that they had red hair and I know I’m too brainrotted by Heartsteel to immediately think of Sett at that moment

I hate being sick my throat has been hurting for the past 2 days and now I have a lowkey cold

I was supposed to get a perm today which was something I wanted for a long time (I got a perm earlier this year in March but the curls went away) but now I cant because I’m sick and tired and its better for me to just stY home today

Okay thats it..I caved and made an oc x canon blog. Its @scarlet-moonlight where I can ramble about Aphelios, Heartsteel and my OC Seol because I love her and Aphelios lot! I’m moving all my Heartsteel stuff there. I dont have anything and I’m still setting it up but still check it out and watch me fangirl lol

I HATE MY HYPERFIXIATIONS SOMETIMES DO I MAKE A NEW SIDEBLOG TO POST MY APHELIOS SELFSHIPPING BULLSHIT BECAUSE IM INSECURE ABOUT ANNOYING PEOPLE OR SPAM THIS ONE BECAUSE I KNOW ITS JUST A HYPERFIXIATION THAT’LL GO AWAY EVENTUALLY

Okay so Heartsteel opening ceremony/“debut stage” is coming up so now I’m imagining me comforting Aphelios because I feel like he’s very nervous about performing for the first time without his vocal cords. (I think thats how it goes? He was a singer before his surgery and he worked as a songwriter after and now in Heartsteel)

I want to tell him that even without his voice I still love him for his personality and charm and thats why I fell for him in the first place. I’ll probably joke about how cute he looked in the mv so he can just go up there and be pretty and its still more then enough lol

I’ll tell him that he’s still gonna dance and have fun with all the other members and that if nothing else, I’ll always be proud of him and I’ll support him always (I hope they do that thing for True Damage where they used projections/screens of all the characters and its not just the singers on the stage cause otherwise this is gonna be very awkward to look back on lol)

Its special to me because he helped me get over my stage fright on my first dance performance at school and how he told me that he’ll always support me whether I do good or not. Its like repaying the favor I suppose, but more then that I just wanna to be there for him the way he does for me (Though what I do will never measure up to the support he gives me) I’m totally imagining my oc decorating a lightstick+wearing a matching outfit for his performance lol

Anyone who also ships themselves with another member Heartsteel please imagine hyping your favorite member up for their first stage at Worlds because its wholesome and I like the idea of comforting them for once

Ykw I’m just gonna throw out all my Aphelios self insert headcanons cause I am so turning this into an x reader blog for the next couple of months and I am absolutely normal about him

Most of these are used interchangeably with Classic and Heartsteel because I love them both (Feel free to use these as you wish)

Can I make the super self-indulgent definitely not canon compliant (Cause I dont actually know anything about league lore and im too lazy to research) that all Lunaris are born with little galaxies/stardust in their eyes including Aphelios

Then I can imagine tracing my thumb under his eye and admire how they sparkle,,,giving him kisses on the eyelid (Especially on his left eye with the moon marking, makes it extra special)

Oh that also applies to his skin, I imagine him with stardust on his body glowing faintly in the night,,,it just makes him look prettier then he already is

Little comfort character win today? This is gonna be cringe

So this entire week I was preparing for a dance performance i signed up for at school, and I was feeling kinda nervous about it because its my first time performing and all but Aphelios made me feel better about it.

I went up there and did really well! I played it off naturally and most of all just had fun! And I feel like I have to thank Aphelios for it, for all the comfort he gave me. After the performance when I was walking home I saw a lot more stars in the sky, i couldn’t see the moon, but there were definitely more stars then usual, a lot brighter too. I cant help but imagine him hanging them up in the sky to cheer me on (I’m sure Alune probably came up with the idea first however)

I’m just rambling cause im feeling a lot and im lowkey sleep deprived but it just feels like i found him at the right time honestly

The best part about me crushing on Aphelios is that I can obsess over him like I used to do with kpop idols without having to worry about them making me heartbroken in two very different ways but still heartbroken nonetheless because hes not real and hes always happy and perfect in my eyes

though then i get sad over the fact that he isnt real