why am I too much of a coward just to end myself it would be the best for everyone
I'm going to do it I've had enough.
I've hurt myself too much and now I can't sleep because I cant lie comfortably
I keep thinking there's no way I can feel any worse but then boom there I go further down into the dark
What is wrong with me? Why do I have so few people who care about me? What do I have to live for?
~i hate myself i am a horrible person let me die~
Literally why am I still here
Im cold and lost and too tired to walk or find my way back
I am incapable of sustaining any friendship because I'm an awful person
I wish I could die without any repercussions so I didn't upset my family I'm so desperate to just stop
I am absolutely nothing and i mean absolutely nothing and i deserve to be left behind and forgotten about
What have I got to look forward to? What have I got to give? I will always be the hanger on, the spare part, the extra one, the dispensable and it feels awful
I dont feel like a person anymore
I'm going to go now
No one will notice me gone in the long term and will continue to thrive
The world will move on without me and is already
I am utterly unloved and unlovable and as a result I will never be happy and I will never make anyone happy