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indie rebekah mikaelson private and semi-selective TVD/TO/AU | mun/muse 18+ under construction | est. 3.8.2016 written by nyxie sideblog to notreallyablackwell
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talk about bex in the black and white verse; oh oh and in the 20’s one too pls

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that one meme ~ no longer accepting ! - @xxrebekahm

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v; he wore black & she wore white

“ she doesn’t think I do everything for her good. To keep her safe, to keep her looked after. She deserves more however than what I’ve given her. She left everything behind on account of me  and yet I’ve been unable to provide as much as I’ve promised. I don’t think I could love anyone like I love her, she’s the very air in my chest and the whole reason I still carry on. Whether she realizes it or not, sees herself as the reason I continue on with such ambition, than I’m not sure how to convince her. “

the 20′s verse i don’t remember the verse name of

“ There are times when I wish that I could be enough for her. Enough for her whims and demands. Gifts and attention are satisfying for awhile but often times just looking at her and finding her distracted by someone else - it makes me strive far more to become the man that she might need. “

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He smiles at her as she gets in, his gaze traveling to where she’s sitting there beside him once the door is closed. “ It’s a surprise. Aren’t you at all interested in being surprised tonight? ”
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“You know how I feel about SURPRISES, Nik,” she eyed him for a few moments, trying to hide the little smile there-- something he’d ALWAYS been able to get from here. She uncrossed her arms from her chest then, a spare glance at the flowers before she slipped into the car. “Just tell me where we’re going.”

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It takes him a moment to really process what it is that he’s feeling. It’s all built there beneath the surface but he knows that allowing it out will only serve as something painful, something ultimately cutting. He sighs softly, taking her face in his hands as his eyes soften. They always soften when he looks down at her, they always soften whenever she looks up at him. It’s as though the world itself changes whenever he knows she’s seeing him far different than anyone else does.
“ Rebekah… ” he breathes out softly, small shake of his head given. Not in negation but in the inability to accept it. Only because he knows he can never give her the kind of life that she deserves after all this time.  "…you don’t know what you’re saying. “
and she certainly didn’t realize who she was talking to given the moment and the feelings that were coursing through him all at once. Here they are, possibly happy but he knows eventually he’ll ruin it.
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Could he really be that DAFT or had she been imagining things? She wasn’t even completely certain, not anymore. She sighed heavily, shaking her head as her name came from his lips. Yet another excuse, perhaps? Or a REPRIMAND? She’d given away her life for him, followed him everywhere like a lost puppy and yet-- perhaps he was right. Perhaps she DIDN’T know what she wanted-- who she wanted.

A frown settled on her lips REGARDLESS, her eyes threatening tears as se pulled back. How could she have been happy with something so WRONG? She puled back from him then, already hating the feel of his hands on her skin, the way he looked at her like she was STUPID and could have know better instead of letting her heart lead her places.

“I’m sorry,” the words left her soon after. The best she could do was deny it-- chalk it up to a temporary DELUSION that she could worm her way out of. And yet her heart was breaking; she didn’t know it would ever be possible that he would HURT her and yet, here they were.

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Caroline looked down, staring down at her hands — well, Rebekah’s hands. She was right. She was A HUNDRED times more powerful in the body of an original than she was in her own frail, weaker, fledgling vampire body. But it still wasn’t HERS. She wanted her hands. Her fingers. The arms that had last hugged HER mom. And she sure as hell didn’t want to be stuck in a body that had had a threesome with Katherine Pierce’s daughter. Avoiding eye contact with Rebekah, she stared down at her phone, sighing at the text back she’d gotten from Bonnie. “Bonnie says we need a celestial event and we need to do a blood transfer. Also, some weird herb thing, I think?” She held out the phone for the other blonde’s inspection. “And probably a coven. So…what’re the odds that your brother will let us use his witches?”
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There was something ENJOYABLE about being this frail still-- reminded her of the thousand years ago when she could break and be VULNERABLE. Perhaps that was what she enjoyed the most about being in Caroline’s body-- and if she closed her eyes and concentrated hard enough, she felt the WARMTH of being human, of being alive, something she’d forgotten for being alive all those years ago. “Of course, we do,” she let out a sigh, ROLLING her eyes in response, shrugging her shoulders. “We could start looking for that-- herb thing,” she hummed, barely looking down at the phone in her own hand. “Well, if NOT, there’s always an attempt to compel and torture. That always puts me in a GOOD MOOD.”

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worry writes across his features as he watches her. she looks uncertain, withdrawn and Klaus reaches to set his hands on either side of her face. Gently his thumb brushes along the side of her face, his brows lightly furrowing as he regards the way she looks at him. Something tells him she’s talking about something other than where they’re currently living.
“ Sweetheart - I’m happy, very happy. ” he draws her somewhat closer, taking in the breaths that she slowly lets out. He can breathe her in with  how close she was and he feels somewhat intoxicated by it, by her but dare he ever cross those lines?
A moment passes, between them this close, it feels like forever. “ I don’t believe I’ve ever been happier. Not with anyone before. ” his voice is soft, a mere whisper as he holds her eyes. “ Don’t talk as though you think it would be better for us to leave here. ”
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HOW ELSE could she let him know what she felt for him without saying the words out loud? She couldn’t tell, at least not anymore. She closed her eyes for a few moments, letting herself get LOST with the feeling of his thumb grazing against her skin, opening her eyes after a while, her blue eyes reflecting on his as she breathed out, managing a smile.

It was always better when he was close; this CLOSE to her that she could taste the breaths that he was exhaling. She didn’t doubt his love, not even at the SLIGHTEST, but this-- this was wrong in many levels and yet-- so very tempting. She sighed, her hand in his other giving it a tight squeeze just then, a little shake of her head making her curls bounce. It felt good to feel his words on her lips just then.

“It’s NOT that,” she mumbled softly, biting on her lower lip, pressing a little closer against him, and there’s a moment there when her lips graze his and it feels like heaven. “Nik, I--” she took in a breath, then. “I LOVE you.”

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“ Far more than. ” he tells her with a small nod of agreement before reaching for her hand so that he might lead her along towards the car. “ Tell me you’re excited otherwise I would have wasted my time for tonight. ”
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“I find it hard NOT to be,” Rebekah responded, a bit of a tug of a smile on her lips, settling down the flowers. Sparing a smile before turning, she looked her brother over before reaching to take his hand, following him towards the car and getting in once he’d opened the door for him. “Tell me where we’re going?”

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i’ve neglected bekah quite a bit ( a lot, really ), oops. i will get to drafts-- soonish? hopefully this weekend.
mini starter call?
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“ You’re ready, aren’t you? “ there’s a party tonight that he fully intends on taking her to tonight. Or rather what he’s pretending is a party when in fact it’s a dinner for the two of them, a gift given in the closed off section of the restaurant at the heart of the city. He holds out the flowers he’d bought for her with a waiting smile. “ Because the car is here. “

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She’s decked out in her BEST DRESS; partying was probably the only thing she’d missed from their old life. She hummed softly, doing a little TWIRL with the dress she had on. “Is this festive enough?” she asked, her eyes falling to the flowers in front of her, taking them into her hands. “-- they’re LOVELY, Nik, thank you,” she hummed as she stepped closer towards him. “-- SHALL WE?”

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he can see a touch of upset whispering in her eyes and so he catches her again, his arm wrapping around her waist to tug her closer against him. She’s all softness and his eyes go over her features with a sort of studious look echoing across his face. She’s distancing herself and there’s a cloud hanging over them.
Lightly his brows furrow as he clears his throat to look closely at her. “ Rebekah - ” he breathes out, his hand falling slowly to her waist instead of holding her flush against him. his head cants some to the side as he takes hold of her hand.
With a gentle touch he runs his thumb over her skin while holding her eyes. “ - what’s wrong? ” he asks with obvious heavy confusion. “ You can tell me. ”
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Could she REALLY tell him? And if she did, what would he say? Would he push her away like he had in Milan-- in Paris? She took in a sharp breath when he moved to tug her against his chest, his warmth making her slightly uncomfortable, a flush growing on her cheeks as she shook her head. She can’t-- she couldn’t be DISTANT from him, either. She’d begged for him to live the life he led, and she couldn’t keep running away.

She lifted her eyes to meet his once she was READY, unprepared for his warm gaze as she turned her hand over, linking her fingers with his as she forced a smile to her lips. “It’s NOTHING, Nik, I swear it,” she chuckled, noting the fakeness in her tone as she cleared her throat, licking her lips.

Perhaps their father was right in telling her she was STUPID for being so blindly devoted to him. “I’m just--” she began, her eyes tearing away from his gaze. “-- I don’t think you’re as happy as I am with you here,” she admitted softly before she looked up to meet his gaze once more. “-- that you FEEL the same way.”

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WAS SHE READY? Caroline wanted to laugh at the question. She was ready for a lot of things. Paris. Milan fashion shows. Buttery foods and more carbs than she’d ever seen in her entire life. Part of her was prepared for New Orleans. She’d prepared herself for the carnage that she’d soon have to face — but there was never going to be a moment where she felt ready. Partially because it was just who she was. She wasn’t a killer. She couldn’t do this whole revenge thing and not feel the crushing weight of guilt over it. On another end of the spectrum, just being here felt like disrespecting her friends. But she didn’t want to think about their reactions. She was here for Rebekah. And no matter how unready she was to face all of this, she was READY to face it with her best friend.
Caroline turned and gave the other blonde a half smile. “As ready as I’ll ever be.” Her eyes focused on the original carefully, trying to read her, trying to gauge her level of ‘okay.’ But it was harder than reading something through a brick wall. Rebekah had always kept things under wraps. But now was different. This wasn’t just some STUPID BOY that she’d fallen for. This was FAMILY. “Are you ready?”
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She wasn’t ever going to BE READY to face everything, just being back in New Orleans felt like it was suffocating; something she was so ready to run away from, be BANISHED by her own brother at one point just to earn some flimsy ounce of FREEDOM and here she was, standing before the house just like she’d never really left. Her eyes lifted to Caroline’s little smile; and even that didn’t help her demeanor. She was out for BLOOD; ready to slaughter whatever this Hollow was and all of its followers just to have her brother back. Anything to have Elijah back. She knew that Caroline wasn’t as ready-- nor would she ever be, really. “You know, you can back out anytime--” she began. if she wasn’t WILLING then she could hold them back for certain.

Maybe she was asking for HERSELF; if this thing could kill an Original then she could be killed as well-- and maybe that SCARED her a lot more than losing her family. She cleared her throat, running her fingers through her hair. “Nik needs us to interrogate some witches, try and figure out where this thing and its FOLLOWERS are,” she shrugged, trying her best to be nonchalant. “Come now, let’s not waste precious time.”

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STOP doing that,” Caroline reached out, swatting Rebekah’s hand away from her hair. “It’s bad for my hair. It’ll damage it.” Not that she really CARED, given that it wasn’t her body. But still. The blonde sighed, rolling her eyes as she texted Bonnie again. “When I get my body back, remind me of how much I want to SLAP YOU right now.” Though she probably never would. They’d probably only end up going out for cosmos to celebrate. Again.
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“You’re a VAMPIRE, Caroline, if it snaps, it’ll grow back,” Rebekah rolled her eyes in response, breathing out heavily as she moved her hand away from Caroline’s hair. “-- you do know that you’re much more POWERFUL in that body than this frail little one, right?” her eyes fell on her phone, lips pursing together. “-- WELL? What did your witchy friend say?” she asked, a little IMPATIENT as she hummed low. She didn’t like being stuck in a vulnerable body after all; not with her family’s many ENEMIES.

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He wants to believe what she’s saying with all certainty. because if he just believe it maybe in some small way it might become true. Maybe with her hopefulness he might find refuge and give over this desperate torture that had injected inside of him ever since he’d been told of Elijah’s death. His brother, the lifeline that connected him to whatever was opposite of his constant and infernal darkness.
His hand is somewhat shaky as he takes the glass from her, downing it in one go and setting it down unsteadily onto the surface beside him. Her voice is assuring, her features are softened and Klaus wants the world to stop spinning, wants control back because he fears losing everything now that Elijah is gone.
“ How can you be so sure? ” he questions, a tone demanding as he held her eyes and then he’s shaking his head to negate her latter words. “ A sacrifice. That’s what we need, Rebekah. A sacrifice to take the place of The Hollow dying. ”
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How could she be SURE? She couldn’t even afford to be otherwise. Perhaps when they were without their little Hope then she could be desolate; but didn’t he want his little girl to grow up STRONG? How could she do so when her Auntie Bex was falling apart with each moment? They had to try; they couldn’t stop there. They couldn’t lose ELIJAH the way they had lost Finn, and what next? WHO would be next?

She shook her head, keeping her eyes on his, pushing away the tears that had betrayed her feelings, a small smile forced onto her lips. “If there’s ANYTHING I’ve learned from Kol, there’s always LOOPHOLES to this magic,” she gestured, breathing out. “He’s with Freya, pouring over mother’s spell books-- there’s BOUND to be something.”

Centuries of living, maybe it had somehow CAUGHT UP to them. She managed a small sigh, shaking her head. “-- we will get ELIJAH back, no matter what it takes,” she mumbled with as much certainty as she could. “-- we can’t be weak now, Nik.”

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A heavy sigh left her as she watched Rebekah. PART OF HER wanted to stop her, nip the potential original-sized temper tantrum right in the bud, but for once, she wasn’t going to budge. Her arms folded stubbornly over her chest, glaring at the other blonde. “You know you could just APOLOGIZE, right?” She butted in, arching her brow. “I mean, no need to go into the DRAMATICS. I just need you to…not sleep with my best friends. Okay? Stefan is a no-fly zone. Seriously, okay? He’s one of my best friends. I only have like…two of you. I can’t lose him.”
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An APOLOGY? That was what she had wanted the entire time? Somehow, Rebekah felt that sleeping with Stefan Salvatore had much more CONSEQUENCES than what an apology could fix. She took in a deep breath, rolling her eyes as she huffed out. “Then MAYBE you can tell your witchy friend to be a little QUICKER with the spell so I don’t have to,” she rolled her eyes in response, shaking her head, curls bouncing on her shoulders. “I miss my body,” she frowned, twisting a lock of blonde hair around her fingertips.

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*flops down on bed next to her* "We hate men." // idek why. She just missed bex. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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WHOSE liver are we ripping out tonight?”

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