forever is the sweetest con

chapter one - prologue

Astarion x F!Durge

Word Count: 1,331

Tags/Warnings: enemies to lovers (kinda), blood

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what I had left here, I held it tight, so someone with your eyes might come in time to hold me like water or hold me like a knife

Astarion had only ever felt like this two times before in his immortal life. 

The first being when he’d awoken in pitch black – an unusual occurrence for an elf like himself who was adept at seeing in the dark. But when there was not a sliver of light to reflect and give way for him to make out his surroundings, and upon realizing his arms and legs could not move more than a few inches as he lay in total confinement, he knew something was terribly wrong. 

You need to draw and make art or else all the images will stay in your head and you'll get sick

David Shrigley

Julien Baker, Loss Protocol

if you're not obsessed with a fucked up female character i hope that changes for you soon. becoming obsessed with a genuinely deranged fictional woman will change your life.

Painting by Odd Nerdrum

Night at the museum, Nicolas Krief

i’m at my clits end

my cat stopping me from petting her

her swift maneuver, for context

Me

the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.

i hope 2024 brings me the love of my life. and a one direction reunion.

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yeah you were absolutely right, I really only hear the music when my heart begins to break

new years eve!!! wooo!!! go crazy go wild! 🥳🥳🥳

Krux is something I find under a park bench sifting sadly through and empty bag of crisps and I take him home

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“bérard designs beds” artwork by christian bérard, vogue, april 15, 1939 .