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The Fighter [18+ content, institutionalized slavery]: The system had started as a way to curb crime in the mid 2030s. Prisoners had been given the option to join the contracted worker system (slavery – but no one dared call it that), and years would be taken off of their sentences. Power leads to corruption leads to more power leads to more corruption. Ten years in, coercion was readily used to force criminals into the system. Twenty years in, rights started being stripped. Now, within a 60 year old system that has expanded beyond anyone's control, a U.S. Senator finds himself holding the contract of the favorite worker of one of the most powerful men in the country. 

✥ Luke & Leo (Recovery Arc) ✥ 

  1. You Can Help Him
  2. Luke Visits Leo
  3. Leo Comes Home 
  4. The Doctor 
  5. Leo Gets Sick 
  6. Leo and Luke Talk 
  7. Bathtub
  8. Leo Gets a Haircut
  9. Talk to Me
  10. I Said Put It Down
  11. Facility
  12. Occam’s Razor
  13. A Hand Carding Through his Hair
  14. A Fluffy Blanket
  15. Ice Cream Drabble
  16. This One is For You
  17. Christmas Lights
  18. Sometimes 
  19. Confrontation 
  20. Not Ideal
  21. Quicksand
  22. Scrabble Rematch
  23. 28 Hours 
  24. Get Out of the Car 
  25. You Didn’t do Anything Wrong
  26. Luke’s Nap Drabble
  27. Please Don’t Let Go of Me
  28. The Disaster Fundraiser: A Drabble/Introduction
  29. Bring Me the Collar, Leo 
  30. Post-Nightmare Cuddles Drabble
  31. One Day
  32. Can I Close My Eyes?
  33. Hospital Arc - Part 1
  34. Leo Tells a Story
  35. Panic Lemon
  36. Saying I Love You Without Saying It 
  37. Seven Years Later

✥ Before Luke ✥ 

  1. It Looks Good on You 
  2. Emergency Disciplinary Form (18+) 
  3. The First Time Leo Cried on Christmas
  4. Don’t Do It Again 
  5. The First Time (18+)
  6. Get Off the Floor
  7. Nothing Permanent 
  8. First Day with Parker Drabble (18+) 
  9. First Day with Parker Drabble (Parker POV) (18+) 
  10. He’s a Fighter (18+) 
  11. Say You’ll Forgive Me 
  12. The Shower Scene (18+) 
  13. The Second Time Leo Cried on Christmas (18+
  14. The Third Time Leo Cried on Christmas 
  15. I Got Something For You
  16. The Fourth Time Leo Cried on Christmas 
  17. What Can You Tell Me About Leo Evans
  18. You’ve Been Selected for a Demo
  19. A Small Mercy 
  20. A Work of Art 
  21. Strung Up
  22. It’s a Book 
  23. Hold Your Breath 
  24. Ivan’s Rendition of ‘Tender First Aid’ 
  25. Dislocated Shoulder Drabble 
  26. The Defunct Prologue
  27. Waking Up in a Strange Place 
  28. It Doesn’t Hurt, So It’s Fine (18+) 

Belleview [18+ content, institutionalized slavery]: On the outside, it is a beautiful campus. Elegant in its simplicity, with three brick buildings forming a crescent at the mouth of a long, rose-bush lined drive that intersects wrought iron gates. On the inside, what was once a testing grounds for training tools, drugs, or whatever other uses could be found for workers who were deemed unable to be placed, is now a temporary housing center for those same workers. Tasked with keeping the inhabitants alive and as comfortable as possible while the government figures out a real plan, Doctor Lincoln Prescott spends his days learning the true horrors of the system, while carving a safe-haven out of the very institution that previously housed unfathomable misery.

  1. Welcome to Belleview

Derek’s Back [18+ content, prison whump]: Eight years ago, a group of college friends spent the summer backpacking in Turkey. Seven years ago, all but one returned. Derek had been left behind, in one of the most brutal, inhumane prison systems in the modern world. It was 3:17 AM on one arbitrary Tuesday night when Jack got the call. Derek was being released.

✥ Derek’s Back ✥

  1. Part 1
  2. Part 2
  3. Part 3
  4. Part 4
  5. Part 5

✥ Before Release Drabbles ✥

  1. Does it hurt
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Worlds’s Whumpy Recomendations

[Large Text: World’s Whumpy Recomendations /End ID] Sorted by genre for convenience. If you feel your story fits better in a different category, or would like to add a note let me know and I’ll do that!

BBU/Pet Whump

Unintentional by @distinctlywhumpthing (+ Medical/Lab whump)

Medical/Lab Whump

Mediwhump May Masterlist by @demondamage (+Nonhuman Whump, Angles and Demons. Comics)

Heroverse

Honhuman Whump

Kane & Jim by @whumpsday (Vampires)

Historical/Fantasy

The Tiefling by @redwingedwhump (DnD Homebrew)

No Warrior by @secretwhumplair (Medieval, Vikings)

Fog and Furrow by @wildfaewhump (Urban Fantasy/Dystopia, telepaths)

Sci-fi/Futuristic/Dystopian

MD-264N by @pigeonwhumps (Living Weapon Whump)

Morja & Company by @newbornwhumperfly (Conditioned Whumpee)

Weapons Don’t Weep by @wolfeyedwitch (Living Weapon Whump)

Honor Bound by @whump-tr0pes (Near Future Apocalypse-ish)

Other

Freelancers by @whumpacabra (Modern, Mercenary/Millitary whump)

A1 and A2 by @hcnnibal (Modern, Mercenary, Romance, Comics)

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HOLY SHIT, it’s been a while since I’ve had to write a middle-of-the-night, melted-brain chaotic book recommendation, but it’s TIME. Because I just finished the Captive Prince trilogy after a week long binge and I am !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Listen, I know I’m so late to the game, and most of my followers have probably already read this series (and love it), but I have to post about how obsessed I am. @hold-him-down had been trying to convince me to read it for literal years, but I held off because I had some hang ups about the content in the first book — but let me tell you, it paid tf off!!!!

All I want to do for the next 25 business days is just look at all the beautiful fan art and day dream about this story, so if you need me that’s where I’ll be

this makes me wanna do another thorough reread cuz i forget almost everything that wasn’t whump lol

but i def highly recommend these if you’re looking for a whumpy adult book it is spicy and whumpy fooorr sureeee

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  1. What is one of the strangest things you have had to research for your whumpy writing?
  2. What is the most recent thing you have researched for use in your whumpy writing?
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What is one of the strangest things you have had to research for your whumpy writing?

mormon missionary handbook & a wealth of medical procedures that include some of the wildest things. oddly (or maybe not) a lot of bdsm-facing things. a lot of hypotheticals like how a synthetic inhibitor would work on a vampire, etc.

What is the most recent thing you have researched for use in your whumpy writing?

most recent was a deep dive on how Embassies work, including looking up directions from the US embassy in Turkey to Adana, if there are medical units within US embassy offices, what security within the Embassy generally looks like, what after-hours at Embassy locations look like, why someone might be lodged at an Embassy location vs. a hotel, etc. I might have been added to a watchlist or two for that night.

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For the most recent ask game: 4, 11, 24?

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4. Is there a kind of whump you wish you could write better?

answered here , but the gist of it is i wish i could write everything better, but most specifically i wish i could write trauma-conversations better (or at all frankly).

11. Share one of your favorite whumpy scenes that you have written.

Here's part of one I really like! (from this thing)

Leo nods, his lips tight as tears flood his eyes, dropping down his jaw, onto his shoulders, some even rolling down his stomach and disappearing in to the water. He does let go, though, and brings his hands back into the tub. His arms are limp in the water, and his eyes go distant. 

“You’re fine, my Leo,” Ivan says. He presses his lips into the top of Leo’s head, then whispers, “Hold your breath.”

Leo gulps down air, nodding again, but he’s far away. It doesn’t stop Ivan.

Again and again, he pushes him under, watching hungrily as his body weakens and weakens and weakens. Every time he comes up, it’s less and less intense, until finally he comes up silently, sucking in soft breaths with a near lifelessness. Ivan holds his head above the water with one hand, more gentle now. Is the lesson learned, he wonders idly?

The tears don’t stop, but Ivan has a certain appreciation for them. He feels the muscles constrict under his hand. Tonight, Leo will curl up against him and sleep, the first time in days. And he’ll be fucking thankful for the relief. It’ll be bliss.

“You’ve had enough?” he asks, when Leo’s caught his breath the best he can. 

His boy hesitates. He’s shaking so hard, and has been, for so long. He doesn’t curl himself up anymore, he just waits. Terrified eyes meet Ivan’s, all blue and red, with fresh tears gathering even now, even when Ivan was sure he’d run out. “I don’t know,” he whispers. “I don’t– I don’t know.”

24. Do you have any whump pet peeves? Meaning things that just bug you when you see them in a fanfic.

I am generally unbothered by anything that takes place in the for-free fanfic/tumblr OC world. I'm MUCH more bothered by things in pieces that I pay for, but here are a couple things I am prone to side-eying:

  1. whumpee forgiving whumper and/or ESPECIALLY entering some type of romantic relationship with whumper without the whumper 'earning' the forgiveness/apologizing/accepting blame/etc. Got there was this fanfic in the twilight fandom where Edward was part of a big-time conditioning/noncon ring kind of like BBU honestly, and 'bought' Bella to be his wife and we were supposed to like... eventually forgive him/ship this and it was SO tricky. Stuff like that.

I actually think that type of thing is the only thing I would consider a 'pet peeve', usually if something isn't working for me I just don't read it in fandom/tumblr/online reading.

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Day 58

Part of Fifty-Eight Days. This is it. Elijah & Grayson, and the day it all comes to a head. 

Picks up directly after Day 57.

BIG WARNINGS FOR: NONCON, blood, gun violence, failed escape attempt, starvation, captivity, death & lots of thoughts of death. This is a heavy one. Their last day with Myles is not a pleasant one. 

Elijah ran.

Flashes of dusk-painted greenery blurred past him, his labored breathing and the steady thud of his footfalls driving him forward.  Adrenaline drowned out the physical pain of his exertion until he was flying. Movement without direction, speed without shape.

Beyond the trees was a gate, and beyond the gate were more trees, and further beyond that was the camp he had fled from fifty seven days–fifty seven scratches on the wall–prior. It was a singular vision in his head: if he could just make it to the other side of that gate, he could…

He could…

He didn’t know what. Couldn’t think about it. Didn’t have time.

Elijah had never tried to run from Myles before; had never been brave or stupid or opportunistic enough. He knew what it meant if he tried to escape. He knew what it meant the second he removed that padlock from the door and took off toward the dark tree line at the edge of the property.

But he also knew what it meant if he stayed.

It was a sure death versus a likely retaliation.

They would never make it out alive. Not on their own, not after all this time. If there was any chance of getting Grayson out, of surviving himself, he had to find help. That was the only mantra drumming through his head as he tore through the woods:

Get help. Get him out. Get them home.

The air was hot and damp on his naked skin. Sweat poured off of him, collecting at the waistband of his threadbare briefs. The soles of his feet caught and tore on jagged edges along the forest floor, but he didn’t slow down.

Get help. Get him out. Get them home.

Get help. Get him out. Get them home.

Get—

A sharp weight landed across the back of his skull.

He was out before he hit the dirt.

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Okay. So I know he possesses none of the physical characteristics described, but Ray Nicholson gives off Andrew vibes in this scene and I’m stuck with that every time I reread the Aftg books. Any thoughts?

https://youtu.be/sL1bHiBbODo?si=ICRgexq5N8yDCDEl

(It’s probably the smirk and tendency towards violence haha)

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HELLO I HAVE NEVER WATCHED THIS BUT YES-

The smirk and the lip lick and the taunt, major Andrew vibes.

I actually think Mike Faist is also giving some Minyard vibes here (which is who I initially thought you were talking about because I know nothing), in the cold assertive march toward violence. And I am in my Mike Faist era forever, so this was a treat do I need to watch this?

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For the whump ask game:

  • What is one of the strangest things you have had to research for your whumpy writing?
  • Is there a kind of whump you wish you could write better?
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  • What is one of the strangest things you have had to research for your whumpy writing?

I think the weirdest rabbit hole I went down was when I was heavy into the book of mormon (musical) fandom, I went super niche on the missionary rules and read through their entire manual.

Usually I'm just researching dark/weird med whump things, or like prison systems in turkey, or looking up how far it is from some random location in russia or something to a supermarket. I am NOT well researched at all I believe fully in my E.R. (1994) medical degree and my vibes.

There are expected searches that anyone outside of my circle might think are super weird but everyone on here I think would say it completely tracks, things like if male patients ever need to use stirrups (lol), what the most dangerous prison in the world is and why, etc, but I don't feel like those are all that strange on here.

  • Is there a kind of whump you wish you could write better?

ALL WHUMP I WISH I COULD WRITE BETTER. I am TERMINALLY hard on myself and my ability to put words onto paper, and I read some stuff on here and absolutely envy what some folks can do with words. I think I have some specific strengths with writing, but I have so many areas that I feel like I wish I could figure out better. With regards to whump writing, I guess I specifically would like to be better at writing dialogue/conversations (particularly *hard* conversations), that I could be better at choosing words that evoke the imagery in my head, and that I felt less reserved in writing the truly graphic scenes that have been bopping around in my head for so many years.

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What fandom would you like to write whump for, but haven't done so yet (due to not knowing it well enough, etc.)?

I’d like to write a story or 7 for the Billionaire series by Alexis hall. I’ve got ideas for the Tarot Sequence series. I’d like to write a fix it fic for A Little Life. I’d like to write more for All For The Game. I think that’s it! Usually if I want to write fanfic I go for it, seldom do I hold out (but I’m not often moved to the fanfic-verse. Usually I’m moved to the problem-daydream-verse.)

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Whump Ask Game

Pass it on!

  1. What kind of whump is your favorite to write?
  2. What kind of whump is your least favorite to write (although you still do write it)?
  3. What kind of whump do you absolutely refuse to write?
  4. Is there a kind of whump you wish you could write better?
  5. What character or characters are your favorite to do whumpy things to in your writing?
  6. What character or characters are your favorite to turn into caretakers in your writing?
  7. Have you ever written whump inspired by personal experiences?
  8. How many whumpy stories do you currently have published online?
  9. Which of your stories has the most whump in it?
  10. What is your favorite whumpy story you have written?
  11. Share one of your favorite whumpy scenes that you have written.
  12. What is one of the strangest things you have had to research for your whumpy writing?
  13. What is the most recent thing you have researched for use in your whumpy writing?
  14. Has any of your whump research ever come in handy in real life?
  15. Are you ever hampered by your lack of medical knowledge when writing whump?
  16. Has anyone ever called you out on an incorrectly written medical or whumpy scene (such as telling you that the character would have bled out long before help arrived)?
  17. Do you consider character death (that is not reversed) to be whump?
  18. Do ever rely on magical cures or deus ex machina to resolve whumpy situations?
  19. How long have you been writing whump?
  20. What was the first fandom you wrote whump for?
  21. What fandom would you like to write whump for, but haven't done so yet (due to not knowing it well enough, etc.)?
  22. Do you have any particular songs or playlists that help you get in the mood to write whump?
  23. Do you write whump for OCs or just canon characters?
  24. Do you have any whump pet peeves? Meaning things that just bug you when you see them in a fanfic.
  25. What advice or wisdom would you like to share with other whump writers?
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TW: MEDWHUMP/MEDICAL LANGUAGE

Hi everyone! @whumpetywhumpwhump here- I noticed there doesn't seem to be an official Medwhump May running this year, so I'm running one myself :)

I appreciate it's pretty late in the game to be releasing prompts, but I was waiting to see whether the official page was going to post anything before deciding to start mine. Hopefully a few of you would like to get involved (even if it is short notice lol)

RULES!

  • No AI-generated content
  • Please tag this account if you post your challenge submissions on Tumblr and use the tag 'medwhump may' (as in the tags of this post)
  • For completionists, all 31 days must be completed (using either the daily prompt or an alt prompt)
  • Have fun!

I will update these rules if necessary! Happy whumping!

Please reblog this to get the word out :)

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I just finished The King's Men 😭😭😭 I know I'm super lucky because the Sunshine Court is already out! But I don't know what to do with myself and I'm consuming so much fanfic instead. I need more Neil and Andrew.... comfort? I don't know if that's the right word LOL but just more more more more more

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!!!! im on the plane reading it currently- ive never been big into the aftg fanfic scene but @peachy-panic has devoted many an hour to it and is an EXCELLENT source of fanfic for that fandom!

she has two WIPs and i have one wip (under pseud jos11 but let’s be real it is just the intro posted over a year ago). i also have another fanfic cooking in my brain this week and have thought about it off and on for the last couple years but with the reread, think i may dive into it soon:)

have fun with TSC DM me when ya get into it 😀

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I jumped right into TSC 😬😬 I think I fared okay actually, especially since I knew it was preceded by a trilogy so there would be names thrown around that I was meant to know and simply didn’t. After maybe the first quarter of the book there were a lot less instances of navigating mild confusion. And it was definitely worth the read regardless. I loved it so much, and I love Jean. Some of the things in this book are my favourite whump related tropes. I may well message you off anon sometime to discuss them because there’s two in particular that I can’t get over and I would love someone to happily scream about them with…

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WOW i am so impressed you went straight for the sunshine court ! there is a ton of fan service throughout it, i am so curious about how you did this and how it read to you, not having the context of the originals (although this one is much less exy-heavy, so i DO see how it could work on its own, its still VERY impressive).

all THAT said. i'm almost through my reread of the first 3, will finish on the plane tomorrow, and i HIGHLY recommend you and everyone else on this hellsite who likes m/m whump to have a go at it, it is flawed but beautiful.

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I’ve just finished the sunshine court on your recommendation, and oh my GOD it hits perfectly. My exact brand of whump. As a writer (still too shy to post whump yet), it made me feel a lot better about the things I find myself wanting to write. I was like, oh this writer had so much Fun with this story, which is what I want to do with whump too! Give me good men who have gone/are currently going Through It, and give me all of their friends helping them heal! Thanks for recommending it.

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!!! did you read the original trilogy or jump right into TSC? If you jumped right in, I have to know how you fared! (and also highly encourage you to go back and read the original series, while not quite as whumpy or well-written as TSC, they are LOVELY and contain way above average levels of whump). the author definitely is a fellow whump lover and it shows, im so thrilled she's writing again.

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Can I please ask for 6, 7 and 13?

💕

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6. What are the traits of your ideal whumpee?

I like my whumpees to be 'good' people (I know there's some discourse surrounding this BUT I like an innocent kind gentle soul of a whumpee). That's my main prerequisite. They can have vices and 'bad' traits, but I need them to be sweet kind boys at their core.

7. What are the traits of your ideal whumper?

I tend to prefer them to be layered, and not mustache-twirling villains (although I fuck with a mustache twirler here and there, Kylie is one of the 'pure' villains that doesn't really have a human side she just kind of exists to make Leo suffer), I like to understand their motivations and what drives them to be the way they are/understand how they became the way they are/see them as human, even if the evil kind.

13. Have you ever felt insecure because you enjoy whump? How did you overcome that insecurity?

Yes! Answered this earlier but, like okay... sometimes people close to me will tease me (good naturedly), but they don't fully get what whump is to me or what elements of whump I like, and that's when I get to feeling the most weird about it. I'm trying to think of a specific example where my best friend saw something IRL that I wouldn't consider whump, and I do consider gross, and he was like 'that's whump' or something, and I felt poorly understood and like he thought I was a bad person who liked something I shouldn't like? It's stuff like that, where I get feeling insecure, but ultimately I can't do anything about my love of whump and I don't necessarily want to, either.

Second to that, I believe with my WHOLE heart, that a LARGE portion of the population likes whump they just don't admit it and/or realize it (or they're afraid of it). I don't think liking whump is all that abnormal at all, so I think that helps sometimes.

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