— relentless as a waterfall;
synopsis: you’re in way over your head. you’ve overestimated your abilities to keep your feelings for none other than your childhood friend, sakusa kiyoomi. things were fine, until the river of love you hold for him starts to burst through, flowing free and strong as a waterfall. you soon realize that everything was a mistake, especially when your heart is in the receiving end of never ending ache.
or, you make a big oopsie and now you have to try to get things under control before you go insane (or he finds out, whichever one happens first).
pairing: sakusa kiyoomi x f!reader
genres + warnings: childhood friends to lovers, friends with benefits to lovers, fluff, angst, suggestive themes, swearing, mutual pining, slow burn
a/n: PLS THIS IS THE LONGEST THING I’VE WRITTEN JSKDJSK this is so self indulgent aaa i’ll rb the taglist later shsjhd
What classifies as a mistake?
Honestly, it depends on what you’ve done recently, or whatever pops into your head first. Mistakes could be trivial, like going somewhere you shouldn’t have, or they could be quite impactful, for example, cheating on an exam you should’ve studied for and getting caught.
There are many things a person can classify as a mistake.
For example, buying a pet when you can barely take care of yourself, agreeing to go somewhere with friends only for it to turn sour, or doing something when you think is right until you realize that it’s just the beginning of your downfall.
Mistakes are an extensive gray area. Some people consider such trivial things as mistakes, while others don’t. Now, everyone could agree on one thing, and that’s what everyone knows as ‘fuck ups’.
You’d like to think your life had just had small, insignificant mistakes.
You’d never actually done many things that would classify as a fuck up. But you should have expected all those 21 years of your life where only small mistakes happened to build up to what should — and actually is — your biggest fuck up.
So, everything was alright the way it was. Your life was sailing smoothly, completely free from fuck ups.