perfection within

suck the marrow from their bones, the blood from their veins, and the life from their souls.

keep to yourself. there’s nothing to be gained from lowering yourself to their level.

(ignore the feeling in your chest that disagrees, that cries about the attention and worship they give. tell yourself that they need you more than you need them. maybe one day that will become true.)

You know what? No. You don’t fucking get the power to hurt me. You didn’t even deserve me in the first place. I hope you regret leaving, and when you finally realize what you lost, I’m not taking you back.

sink your teeth into them slowly, slowly. savor the taste of the flesh splitting in your mouth. close your eyes and let it wash over your tongue...

but be wary. if anyone sees the monster you truly are, you must be ready to fend them off.

observe with cool disdain. perhaps you react to their mindless prattle, but do not let the emotions you show them reach your heart. it is better this way.

to make an entrance, you must show only that which will make an impression. you have feelings, of course, but so does everyone. what makes you better than them is your ability to disregard them entirely, as if they were never there at all. raise your chin and give your best smile - calm, aloof, and superior. they’ll never make it past your cold, dark eyes.

my lungs breathe coal into the engines of my ego and eternal glory, the existence beyond mortal boundaries, in which i will live on forever

can you taste the iron on your tongue? savor it, darling. it will give you strength and purpose in the days to come. do not ask where it comes from, but how it can help you.

never stop praising me, but don’t expect anything in return.

trail your fingers up their skin, feel them melt at your touch. their smile, soft and reverent and loving, may awaken an uncomfortable stirring in your chest. ignore it. you’re here for one thing, and it isn’t love.

You're the biggest, the brightest, the best. Most important, most flawless, the gift from gods. You're the one who people never can reach.

Be perfected in obsidian stone and cleaving purpose, will that is divine flesh above matter and time and energy.

wipe your mouth. a blood-stained face does little for first impressions but leave the blood under your nails. it wont be seen until it’s too late, and it will help you remember who you are

laugh when they walk in, but hide it behind your hand. you are more powerful, people like you more; why not display that to people who dont have what you do?

careful. monsters lie ahead. fight them or become one of them.

feel your fingers twitch and your eyes burn sickly green, but let nothing come of it. envy is something we are so prone to feeling, but do not let it overcome you.