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OOC; CAN YOU SEE ME CRYING

hello loves-- it’s bun bun-- i’ve come as a bearer of bad news;; after weeks of frustration, with little to no motivation to write, i’ve decided that it’s best to drop both jisoo and sooj and withdraw from this lovely directory. this might seem like a sudden decision(?) considering i was shooting out ideas and plotting interactions with some of you just a week or two ago, but truthfully i’ve been thinking about this for a rather long time now. it’s not that i don’t have the muse, because trust me-- i do. i just can’t seem to get myself to write out my ideas and that’s the worst part. all this frustration has come to a point where it’s too much and i feel awfully guilty to leave in the midst of character and relationship building but that’s just how it all played out. i am sincerely sorry to everyone. 

that being said, i’ve made some great friends here and i thank each and every one of you wonderful people for helping me grow as a writer and loving my problematic fave soojie and cinnamon roll stoner baby jisoo. it’s been a long ass ride with you all; i’ll miss you all lots!   

feel free to follow my new personal (it’ll be like 200% wanna one i’m sorry i’m trash) account @pwoojinss

xoxo. bun.

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pipe down; sooj and jiho

“yeah whatever, shorty,” jiho said, brushing her reprimand off, his hand doing a sass-filled snap in the air. “no one who hears me is gonna care.” the two of them actually got along quite well when they weren’t bickering, as the two soon-to-be seniors just trying to rein in their cliques could relate to each other… sometimes. he knew soojung could actually be quite sweet under all the crap she gave him, so he wasn’t really afraid of her, but the hipster did know she could pack a serious punch so he tried to make sure he was at least 3 feet away from her little arms before rolling his eyes in the vicinity. this also probably wasn’t the best time to be messing with her.
the two of them had somehow drifted off campus together after the whole mess with the police had finally started to slow, deciding to get some food from street vendors in the boulevard nearby. jiho had been starving, as the police had had a lot of questions of him, since people pointed him out as the ex-boyfriend of somin, the stoner leader. as they sat at a plastic table near the food stand, he continued on with his noisy explanation, paying little attention to the fact that he was disturbing the other people trying to enjoy their evenings.
“listen, I’m just theorizing here, and I think we can rule out your leader as a snitch,” jiho nodded, talking animatedly with his hands and drawing abstract shapes in the air. “let’s be logical, hm?” the male gave her his usual cheesy half-smile, his brows furrowed together, trying to remember the facts. “our café was trashed, but why would the rebels mess with the place just for the sake of it? yongjoon doesn’t seem like the type to fuck with people just for the heck of it. I can’t say anything for the art room or what happened to the stoners, but if my suspicions are true, this is all one person’s doing, or maybe one group, but it’s not a war like they want us to think. seeing how whoever’s messing with us seems to be moving up the school food chain, it just doesn’t add up. why would the rebels fight down? you guys don’t have anything to prove,” he concluded, taking a bite out of his spicy rice cakes while quirking a brow at her, curious to know her thoughts.

Shorty? Seriously? Soojung sneers at the nickname, her eyes blazing as she glares in annoyance at the hipster but the male seems to pay no attention to her heated gaze. Soojung had tried to quiet him down after noticing the looks they were receiving but seeing as Jiho wasn’t planning on lowering his voice anytime soon, there was nothing more she could do (though she does make a mental note to never bring him out in public ever again). The rebel slowly returns to munching on her food, doing little to interrupt the male’s extended analysis of the odd situation. Soojung watches lazily as he uses wild gestures to explain his viewpoint, offering a nod every now and then to assure the boy that she was still listening. “Alright, Sherlock Holmes, I think you’ve been watching too many episodes of Criminal Minds,” Soojung snickers “but you do have a point.”

The rebel rolls her eyes at the mention of her leader, temper flaring momentarily as she recalls the baseless accusations thrown his way. "Why would anyone even suspect Yong? As far as my knowledge goes, he doesn't even give a fuck about — well, anything, let alone all this clique bullshit." Soojung takes a long sip of her slushie before giving her friend a long, thoughtful look. "That being said, I wouldn't entirely rule out the rebels either. I mean, I'm not saying the culprit is a rebel, but they could be for all we know. Personally I think this whole shit show is less about moving up the food chain and more about destroying it as a whole from the inside out." Surprised by her own moment of rationality, Soojung gives herself a mental pat on the back before hiding her proud smirk under a blanket of practiced neutrality.

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“Quit ignoring me.”

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Soojung just barely stops herself from gifting the stoner leader with a punch in the face; sure they were friends but Somin was riding on her very last nerve and God knew Soojung wasn’t exactly a fan of “talking it out”. The rebel throws a glare over her shoulder, not at all hiding her irritation as she addressed the orange haired stoner. “I wouldn’t have to ignore you if you would just take a hint and get the fuck out of my face.”

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“I told everyone that I didn’t want to talk but I’m actually dying for attention.”

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Lazy afternoons spent watching drama reruns had become a sort of staple in their friendship; away from all the chaos around campus, Soojung had found solace in the mountain of pillows atop Yohan's bed. They usually didn't talk much either, preferring to laze around in comfortable silence but today it seemed as though the younger had something to get off of his chest. Startled by Yohan's sudden confession, Soojung almost chokes on her cherry slushie. Rendered speechless, she can only eye him cautiously. A heart to heart at 4pm? This was new; especially coming from Yohan who — at least to her knowledge — was almost never unhappy. Soojung coughs awkwardly, uncertain of how to approach the situation, setting her melted drink aside. “Oh. Is that so?”

Soojung folds her hands into her lap, cringing at her sad attempt at playing therapist. But having somebody to talk to was better than struggling alone, right? The rebel offers a soft smile, hoping to provide even a bit of comfort to her friend. "Can you tell me more? I don't quite understand what you're getting at."

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“I knew this was a bad idea.”

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They had broken up over 3 months ago but Soojung can still remember the fury in Hyuksoo’s eyes; it was red and hot and as clear as day. He had grown angry at her — lately he seemed to get angry a lot — they had fought countless times already over trivial matters that she can’t even recall. And she still remembers how exhausted she felt; her shoulders sagging and heart falling as she felt the weight of her boyfriend’s — now ex-boyfriend’s — words. "I knew this was a bad idea." Soojung remembers how her eyes had grown wet with unshed tears, how she had watched wordlessly through blurry vision as the love of her life stormed out of her apartment. He had come by to take all of his things two days later and that was the last she saw of him.

Until now, of course.

She knew something was off the moment she stepped into the coffee shop and boy did she have a killer sixth sense. In the corner of the shop sat her lovely ex-boyfriend looking as handsome as ever. Soojung curses. Fantastic. Quickly stepping into the queue, Soojung turns away from the devil himself, hiding behind her curtain of honey colored hair. She didn't even like coffee, for God's sake! Damn Jisoo and his incessant need for coffee. Why did she have to pick this shop? Damn the campus cafe for getting trashed at this time of need. The rebel just wanted to get Jisoo's drink and leave as soon as possible. Damn the queue for taking so long. What was she supposed to do now? Wallow in self pity? Pretend her ex-boyfriend isn't just meters away? Unable to stop herself, Soojung sneaks a quick glance over her shoulder just in time to see Hyuksoo laugh at whatever his companion had said. Soojung sighs. Damn him and his gorgeous smile.

Groaning at her own thoughts, Soojung mumbles under her breath. "Stupid brainiac. Really stupid good looking brainiac."

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random drama sentence starters

  • “Can you stop thinking about yourself for once?” 
  • “Don’t think I forgot about what you did last time.”
  • “I know you lied to me.”
  • “I’m not even sorry.”
  • “You backstabber!”
  • “I never want to see you again.”
  • “You never mattered to me.”
  • “I knew this was a bad idea.”
  • “Rot in hell.”
  • “It was supposed to be a secret!”
  • “No one loves me.”
  • “He/she/they is/are so petty…”
  • “You made me cry.”
  • “I don’t know who you are anymore.”
  • “How DARE you?!”
  • “I know you’re not talking to me…”
  • “I SAW you with him/her/them!”
  • “Just leave me alone.”
  • “What did you do?!”
  • “I told everyone that I didn’t want to talk but I’m actually dying for attention.”
  • “Just admit that was extra…”
  • “I forgive, but I don’t forget.”
  • “[text read thirty minutes ago]”
  • “Did you see what he/she/they was/were wearing?”
  • “So what if I had sex with your ex?”
  • “There’s something I have to tell you…”
  • “I can’t do this anymore.”
  • “You weren’t there for me when I needed you the most.”
  • “I never loved you.”
  • “It’s too late.”
  • “Quit ignoring me.”
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YOUR STEREOTYPICAL MASCULINE SIDE

you love hoodies.  you love shorts.   dogs are better than cats.  it’s hilarious when people get hurt.   shopping is torture.   sad movies suck.   you own a car racing game.   you played with hot wheels cars as a kid.   at some point in time you wanted to be a fire fighter.   you owned a ds, ps2, n64, or sega.  you used to be obsessed with power rangers.   you have watched sports on tv.   gory movies are cool.   you go to your dad for advice.   you own like a trillion baseball caps.   you used to collect hockey or baseball cards.  baggy sweats are cool to wear.   it’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.   green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favourite colours.   you love to go crazy and not care what people think.   sports are fun.   you talk with food in your mouth.   you sleep with your socks on at night.   you have fished at least once.

YOUR STEREOTYPICAL FEMININE SIDE

you love to shop.   you wear eyeliner.   you wear the color pink.   you go to your mom to talk.   you consider cheerleading a sport.   you hate wearing the color black.   you like going to the mall.   you like getting manicures and/or pedicures.   you like wearing jewelry.   you cried watching the notebook.   dresses are a big part of your wardrobe.   shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.  you don’t like the movie star wars.   you are/were in gymnastics.   it takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up.   you smile a lot more than you should.   you have more than 10 pairs of shoes.   you care about what you look like.  you like wearing dresses when you can. you like wearing high heel shoes.  you used to play with dolls as little kid.   you like putting make-up on others.   you like being the star of everything.

APPEARANCE

i am shorter than 5’5”. i have scars. i tan easily. i wish my hair was a different color.   i have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.  i have a tattoo. i am self-conscious about my appearance. i’ve had/have braces. i’ve been told i’m attractive by a complete stranger. i have more than two piercings. i have/had piercings in places besides my ears.

EXPERIENCES

i’ve gotten lost in my city. i’ve seen a shooting star. i’ve wished on a shooting star.  i’ve seen a meteor shower. i’ve gone out in public in my pajamas. i’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.  i’ve kicked a guy where it hurts. i’ve been to a casino. i’ve been skydiving. i’ve gone skinny-dipping. i’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. i’ve crashed a car. i’ve been skiing. * i’ve been in a musical. i’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue. i’ve seen the northern lights. i’ve sat on a rooftop at night.  i’ve played a prank on someone.  i’ve ridden in a taxi. i’ve seen the rocky horror picture show. i’ve eaten sushi. i’ve been snowboarding.

HONESTY/CRIME

i’ve done something i promised someone else i wouldn’t. i’ve done something i promised myself i wouldn’t. i’ve snuck out. i’ve lied to my parents about where i am.  i’ve cheated while playing a game. i’ve ran a red light. i’ve witnessed a crime. i’ve been in a fist fight. i’ve been arrested.

DEATH AND SUICIDE

i’m afraid of dying. i hate funerals. i’ve seen someone/something dying. someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide. i’ve written a eulogy for myself.

RANDOM

i can sing well. stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. i open up to others easily. i watch the news. i don’t kill bugs. i sing in the shower. i am a morning person. i paid for a cell phone ring tone. i am a sports fanatic. i twirl my hair. i care about grammar. i have “?”’s in my screen name. i’ve copied more than 30 cds in a day. i bake well. my favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange. i would wear pajamas to school. i like martha stewart. i know how to shoot a gun. i laugh at my own jokes. i eat fast food weekly. i’ve not turned anything in and still got an a in a certain class. i can’t sleep if there is a spider/cockroach in the room. i am ticklish. i love white chocolate. i bite my nails. i’m good at remembering faces. i’m good at remembering names. i’m good at remembering dates. i honestly have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
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GROUP CHAT; JSC

ksxsunhee:
[ ✉ → mama bear and cute boy that likes sprinkles on his coffee ] wait what am i missing what would he do?
[ ✉ → mama bear and cute boy that likes sprinkles on his coffee ] i mean the way that im going about it isn’t the best solution either lets be honest here 
[ ✉ → mama bear and cute boy that likes sprinkles on his coffee ] thank you ma :’) i don’t :’)
[ ✉ → sooj and shortie ] don’t pay attention to soojung  

[ ✉ → babies ] such disrespect

[ ✉ → babies ] i’m right next to you for god’s sake 

[ ✉ → babies ] good luck!! hopefully jaesuck isn’t mad 

[ ✉ → babies ] he’s #scary when he is 

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(  ✉ → juju ) i can’t wait for him to confront you, could you FILM it or something~? 😈 (  ✉ → juju ) NOOOO! I just want to know what you got me 😌 (  ✉ → juju ) i am not a PATIENT person, you know this!

[ ✉ → drama queen ] he’s going to KILL ME and you want me to FILM IT

[ ✉ → drama queen ] i cannot believe this disrespect, but yeah i’ll try

[ ✉ → drama queen ] i’ll give it to you later i promise!!

[ ✉ → drama queen ] you will LOVE IT 

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