Don't mind me 😗 just reposting this since the tags didn't work last time and I actually like this piece of art or mine for once 🙂

Happy Birthday part. 2 @snoobins

Whilst I

Wriggle through the lines of

Appreciated life

In my

Self the

Bed I wake in

The home I stay in I'll

Attempt to pay my due diligence in

Thanks to God

For at least I'd woken up

To you

Happy Birthday to the loveliest of friends, @snoobins <3

Twin stars

A universe apart

Just close enough

To wistfully gaze at the other

Knowing yet not

How fate will lead them together

Also, I forgot to add this to one of my reblogs, but I drew your Animal Crossing character. <3 @snoobins

For anyone wondering whatever happened to me, my last laptop gave up on me at some point after getting so slow, just seeing a gif was enough to freeze it up. Then I got a Chromebook to replace it, and that also was a bust, because even brand new, it was so slow gifs and even just normal web pages would slow it down and make it nearly unusable sometimes.

I'm sure a big part of this is a problem with my internet, but that stuff is already expensive as it is, so I can't imagine trying to find and pay for something better than what I have.

So, this blog ended up on the back burner while I made and deleted a couple other blogs trying to figure out what I want to do here. But I did stay active in the BL drama scene while I was gone! I was the anonymous behind the massive BL Poems collection on AO3, which is now public on my page Onnecent_don0.

So, not everything changed, I just ended up having to make some hard decisions, and now I really don't keep up with dramas anymore. I definitely missed being part of the community, though! I had so much fun while it lasted! I just kind of wanted to say something in case I decided to use this blog for something in the future.

Thank you to everyone who interacted with me back then and made running this blog so much fun!

Happy Birthday to @snoobins !

Birthday Poem for @blckpinkmilk : I'm going to write about her. Go beyond drawing cursive scribbles in pink marker, in the pages of my books, when I first bought them. I'm going to use words not well enough, to describe a sensation too big for me. Spell a feeling wrongly, in an attempt to say what I'm thinking. She will give me art, leave me with little to say, nowhere to mark off the end of my praise. Unsure of what it is I did to deserve, more than I've ever got, I'll read her messages all over again, looking for a spot of, doubt. But that's not what she's about. So, when I think of my favorite drinks, I think of her. Sweet things that remind me of what I've needed but rarely had before. I want to be there for her, and, be seen all the same. She's for the type of people who get happy when it rains, stick their tongues out and laugh, and strain, their shirts of the cold. She's the type that makes it hard to get rid of my clothes, see something the color of rose and think I can't be relieved of those, cut it up in an attempt to remake them all, look down at my legs, see perhaps I'm tall. When the sun shines and beams, I think she's what I need. She's the shades of the trees, protecting me from the heat. She will not lie, she will see, read the lines of the earth, the call of the sea, direct the world towards me, dig these holes for my feet, where I cannot make plans to, be relieved. Her heart, that beating thing, has its marks, on all my belongings. In the hobbies I, find myself free, flowing between, within the mumblings, of my skin etchings, beside my smile in the crackling day breathings. She is all, she is who, a piece of my heart, belongs to. In messiness, in nestling.

Happy Birthday @blckpinkmilk !! I hope you're having a really wonderful day and enjoying yourself just as you deserve to! You've changed my life in such a phenomenal way since the day we met and every moment where we get to speak and talk about the hobbies I thought I would never share with others, or the passions I didn't think anyone else would care about are my absolute favorites! You always lift my mood and have inspired me in so many ways, the things your support has allowed me to create will never be replaced! I never thought when we started talking that we would end up speaking for so long and becoming such great friends, but I'm so glad we did! I'm happy you're here and hope you're celebrating that just as you should be! This is an important day and though I'm not sure my presents measure up to just how special it is, I was guaranteed to make you something, and the drawing above is one of them! I haven't drawn anything in a minute, and my hand writing is not good at all, especially digitally, so I started this as a physical painting then did a little digital add ons to make it more visually pleasing in hopes you would be able to read it better and the colors would pop more! Anyways, I love you and hope we stay talking for a long time, if not forever!! You mean so much to me, happy birthday!