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My sweetest Stace.

Thank you so much for considering me a friend. This is indeed the wonderful hellhole that’s called tumblr and I’m glad I have some amazing people in my life. So I’m sending this back to you and to @dean-winchesters-bacon @deanwinchesterswitch @deanwanddamons @idreamofplaid @waywardnerd67 @babysimpala @asgoodasdancingqueen @cosicas-cuquis @winchest09 @cockslutpadalecki and all the people who have been with me in here.

Zee. My darling ❤️ Right back at you.

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@deanwanddamons I can’t tell you how much I needed this today 💕 thank you lovely! Right back at you 💕

Tagging some more wonderful people*…

@spnexploration @zepskies @pink-sparkly-witch @deanwinchesterswitch @deanwritings @dean-winchester-is-a-warrior

*Sorry if I’ve missed you, my brain is most definitely not working today

Dying at this 😂😂

Assistant Hottie

Pairing: Jason Teague x F. Reader (implied Jason T. x Lana Lang)

Summary: Jason Teague, Assistant Football Coach, meets you in the faculty break lounge at Smallville High. He tries to kick you out, thinking you’re a student. Technically, you are. Turns out, you both go to the same university. 

AN: So I know it’s about 20 years late, but I’ve been wanting to write some Jason Teague for a while now. There’s a very dated reference to iPods (remember this show was circa early 2000s).

Word Count: 2,600 Tags/Warnings: Implied love triangle (quadrangle?), fluff, tinge of angst, and a meet cute.

“Hey, Coach T!”

Jason turns his head, shooting Clark Kent a smile that’s just a little bit forced. He slows down in the busy hallway so the younger man can catch up.

Clark’s friends, Chloe Sullivan and Lana Lang keep walking, though the brunette glances his way. Her hazel eyes catch his.

But Jason focuses on Clark, who’s coming at him with all six feet and three inches of farm boy earnestness.

Jason has City Boy Charm in his arsenal.

So since you mentioned you were going to write Jason Teague I’ve been very excited and this did not disappoint in the slightest!

I liked how this built at the start, establishing the relationship with Clark and the lingering glance from Lana, obviously we know why that is!

But when he walked in and saw the reader and tried to kick her out, it was just adorable 😂 how nervous he was and how he was trying to play it like a cool teacher had me cackling. “Pretty sure you’re the one the cheerleaders are calling Assistant Hottie,” you say. Your gaze is wry and a hint playful.” I mean, is there any wonder? I couldn’t think of a more perfect nickname 😂😂

Their conversation was so sweet though, the misjudging of ages and the talks of their backgrounds and how they have similarities. It was just so fun to read the instant clicking of two people. I thought the guess the subject was fun (though you slated maths a bit hard there 😉), and how she made the comment that football wasn’t all there was to him. And the haiku, gah I wish I could write stuff on the fly like that, but again it was so sweet!

The last comment on Lana though… I did always find her a bit annoying as a character anyway, i vote more reader and Jason interaction and he lets Lana go back to clark 😂

Overall? I loved this. Please do write more! I would absolutely love a second part to this or just some Jason in general! 💕

10 Fandoms/ 10 Characters/ 10 Tags

Thank you to my beautiful @makeadealwithdean for the tag! ❤️

Tagging (no pressure) - @hintsofhoney @denim-devil @never--doubt @pink-sparkly-witch @zepskies @laylaackles @syrma-sensei @that-sarcastic-writer @foxyjwls007 @winchestergirl2

Thank you so much for your tag ❤️

1- Code Lyoko - Ulrich Stern (I know it's old but couldn't help it 😜)

2- DC - Raven

3- Marvel - Tony Stark

4- Supernatural - Rowena

5- The Boys - Soldier Boy

6- Attack On Titan - Erwin Smith

7- Bleach - Aizen Souske

8- One Piece - Roronoa Zoro

9- A Song Of Ice And Fire - Jaime Lannister

10- The Walking Dead - Negan Smith

tagging: @zepskies, @kaleldobrev, @deans-spinster-witch, @ketchupjasmin, @vienna-fae, @deanbrainrotwritings...

Thanks for the tag friend 💓💓

Tagging: @zepskies @deansbbyx @deanwanddamons @thatonewriter15 @jackles010378 @k-slla @kazsrm67 @spnexploration @octoberclidan @roseblue373

Thanks to everyone who tagged me (including @winchestergirl2 who made her own thread)!! I already know this one's gonna be difficult...

No Pressure Tags: (I'm going to try to tag people who haven't yet been tagged!) @waywardxwords @waywardlatina @deanwritings @iprobablyshipit91 @chernayawidow @jessjad @lacilou and anyone else who wants to play along.~

Thanks @zepskies for the tag! This one is fun but also hard 😂

NP Tags: @spnexploration @pink-sparkly-witch @deanwanddamons @deanwinchesterswitch @deanwritings

I'm like the water when your ship rolled in the night.

Willow - Taylor Swift

@steh-lar-uh-nuhs @ratedslutty @romanoffshouse @ilovesnat @alastorgrimm

Thank you for tagging me! <3

I said remember this moment

Long Live – Taylor Swift

Tagging: @lives-in-midgard @alotofpockets @stephanieromanoff @waltermis @lovelyy-moonlight

Thank you for tagging me! 💞

I walked through the door with you

All Too Well - Taylor Swift

Tagging: @lokisbiiiitch1993 @buckys-wintersoldier @sergeantbarnessdoll @nicoline1998enilocin @secretswiftymarvelfan

Thank you for tagging me!🩵 @lives-in-midgard

I was enchanted to meet you.

Enchanted -Taylor Swift

Tagging: @katherineswritingsblog @buckys-wintersoldier @lokiandbuckysdoll @lil-miss-mayflower @nicoline1998enilocin

Thank you to @lives-in-midgard and @sergeantbarnessdoll for tagging me! You were literally one after another hahah, but thank you both so much! 🩵

Now that I'm reading everyone's back it's funny how you all chose Taylor Swift songs and I didn't lol!

When I was a young boy

Welcome To The Black Parade ~ My Chemical Romance

No pressure tags (I know this is WAY more than 5 people, but I can't leave any out!) 🖤 @skittle479 @cevansbaby-dove @ccbsrmsf1 @otpcutie @multiversefanfics @funkybarnes @katherineswritingsblog @levans44 @jamneuromain @cosmicbucky @jtargaryen18 @sebastianstanisahotmf @marvelouslizzie 🩵

@buckys-wintersoldier I know you've already been tagged a few times, but I'm going to make mine special because you're my little pumpkin 🎃

i love this idea thanks for the tag @nicoline1998enilocin 💙

In the chaos you are the peace, In my suffering your here with me.

Sound Mind By Melissa Helser

Tagging. @creativepromptsforwriting @k-slla @alternativeprincess94 @cutedisneygrl

Thanks for the tag! @cevansbaby-dove

Well, I don't have favorite favorite song, it changes daily depending on my mood😅

BUT if I have to choose

I'm comin' up only to hold you under

The Funeral by Band of Horses

It's been on repeat a lot today 😄

No pressure tags: 💖 @jackles010378 @eevvvaa @deanwinchestersgirl87 @kaleldobrev @dean-winchester-is-a-warrior 💖

Thanks for the tag friend! 💜 @k-slla

Like you, I have a playlist of my favorite songs. But my all-time favorite is probably:

Carry on, my wayward son

(Obviously: Carry On Wayward Son by Kansas)

Reason I picked it is because this has been the song I’ve loved the most for the longest even though I do have other favs 💓

Tagging: @zepskies @spnexploration @octoberclidan @thatonewriter15 @jackles010378 @syrma-sensei @deanwanddamons @deansbbyx

@kaleldobrev Thank you for the tag, lovely!

Damn, favorite song is beyond difficult. Like, ridiculously difficult, but this one has been on my mind most recently.

In every heart, there is a room

(Billy Joel, "And So It Goes")

NP Tags: @iprobablyshipit91 @deans-spinster-witch @waywardxwords @chernayawidow @deanwritings

@zepskies thank you for the tag!

I find this ridiculously difficult as I don’t think I have one fav song, more like a list of go to’s depending on my mood. This one, however means the world to me and will always have a special place in my heart as it was mine and my husbands first dance 💕

I found a love, for me

(Ed Sheeran, Perfect)

NP Tags: @spnexploration @pink-sparkly-witch @deanwanddamons @deanwinchesterswitch @deanwritings

Talk to Me

Pairing: Soldier Boy x Reader

Summary: Ben had a vivid nightmare last night. You know how he is about is “man feelings.” But you try to get him to open up anyway, before you both lose your tempers.

AN: This was requested by my lovely friend @deans-spinster-witch. It's set in the Break Me Down-verse and is a sequel to the SB imagine below:

See this imagine for context: Ben loses you.

Word Count: 1,600 Tags/Warnings: Angst, hurt/comfort, fluff

Imagine: You confront Ben about his fears.

“What the fuck is wrong with this cocksucking coffee maker?” Ben snarked.

He bumped the top of it with his hand, so hard you thought he was going to break it.

Your brows furrowed as you shot him a look. It was too early for all that.

“Nothing?” you said. “Worked just fine for me.”

He sported an even grumpier face as the coffee finally poured into his mug.

Something’s wrong, you thought.

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“What the fuck is wrong with this cocksucking coffee maker?” Ben snarked.” I mean what a start 😂 I don’t think there’s many characters I could imagine saying this but Ben is for sure one of them 😂

I know bens got a reason here, don’t get me wrong but the reader has the patience of a saint dealing with him most of the time, I must say 😂 and it’s so tough to read how grouchy and short he is with the reader and know the reason but also know he won’t want to admit his feelings because he’s solider boy and that’s not how he works. I thought the reader tread a happy medium here, not blowing up at him but standing her ground too, like suggesting she’d go out with Annie if he was going to continue being pissy. She reads him well and knows there’s something underlying happening, it’s just about getting him to open up.

“This man was protective, but he had never been this bad. Not even after you got out of the hospital after Vought Tower collapsed. Granted, you’d been fully healed. He’d never outright tried to forbid you from leaving the house though.” I loved this line because yes, hes going about it wrong but at the end of the day Ben is just trying to be protective. It hurts to see how much that dream really has rattled him. “You need to take Compound V,” he said.” I really should have seen this coming as his response to the dream but I was so caught up I really didn’t. “You need to live in fucking reality. I can’t be with you 24/7. I don’t trust those CIA fucks to wipe their own ass, let alone keep an eye on you. Especially when I’m in the field.” I found this really sad though because it’s absolutely true of how Ben feels but the reality is in his dream he was with her and he didn’t save her and that’s got to be killing him just as much as the thought of her dying in any circumstance.

But again, the reader is so good for him. She’s smart enough to put all the pieces together and get to the crux of the issue and finally tease it out of him.

I could literally quote so much here; I particularly loved this line though “Somehow, you’d become his reason…for most things.” Because damn 🥹 I also loved the reader gave him her reasons; it gave him more understanding of the situation. Obviously we happily know that she has her supe STD 😂😂 so all is good, but I liked this addition to the overall story.

“I thought you didn’t mind a few wrinkles,” you teased” this was such a good way of relieving some of the tension and heaviness of this, it literally made me laugh out loud.

I’m glad he compromised in the end and the reader was totally for it haha!

As always, I loved this! I love this whole verse and your version of Ben. Great job 💕

When I saw the prompt you had for this I was a little worried, you know I’m a hardcore dean girl until the bitter end. I trusted that you too are more a dean girl though 😁

Witches. Of course it’s witches and it’s not just something Sam decides to do, it’s hard to imagine him doing that to his brother, especially after the chat they had. But a spell makes perfect sense.

So many little details I loved in this…

I love that Dean recognises the change in his brother straight away. He knows what’s happened and he’s trying to save Sam from himself. It did make me laugh that when all else fails we got “But that's also when Dean knocks him the hell out.“ very dean 😂

I love that it’s the reader who says “It doesn't change anything." I feel like it’s a much stronger statement than coming through dean.

I love this sentence “Trust. That's what that is. Dean trusts you, and now that the spell has worn off, he trusts Sam again.” And just the thought of dean having this in a relationship makes me so happy.

But yeah, it is really sad and I feel for Sam of course but this is ultimately the only way it could go for me reading as the reader.

Thank you for giving us such amazing imagines 💕 I loved this!

Smoke Eater - Part 8

Pairing: Firefighter!Dean Winchester x F. Reader 

Summary: Dean Winchester is the cocky, but well-respected Lieutenant at Firehouse 25. He leads by example, but he’s also known to break a few hearts. He’s starting to crave something he’s never had, though. Something stable. Something real. 

That’s when he meets you, on a truly terrible day, trapped in a rickety old elevator.   

🔥Series Masterlist

AN: Just wanted to say thank you so much for all the amazing feedback on the last chapter! I work hard on all of these, but I agonized over Part 7 in particular lol. Really wanted to get that balance right. 😉

Word Count: 6,400 Tags/Warnings: 18+ only! Angst, fluff, suggestiveness, implied sexual harassment, and a (sort of) cliffhanger.

Part 8: “Likewise, Baby”

You woke feeling delightfully warm. Your eyes cracked open. Though the room was dim, the window behind you had horizontal blinds that were letting in a bit of light.

You cradled the pillow beneath your head, with your hand tucked under your cheek. And you weren’t alone.

Dean was sitting up against the headboard beside you.

Look at me getting caught up 😂 how can I resist this man though 👩‍🚒🔥

“You woke feeling delightfully warm.” Hmm I bet she did alright after that night 😏

It was so sweet that Dean was just waiting for her to wake up but staying close to her. I loved that. And this line “And you hadn’t felt this relaxed, this warm and comfortable and safe, in a very long time.” Was just so lovely to read. Their relationship is developing so nicely.

But oh no. Reading his text messages, I do not agree with. I get being in love sends you a bit crazy and she did have those talks with Meg and Jo but she needs to talk to him not scroll his history 🙈 I felt like I was screaming at her to stop. I mean I appreciate the messages weren’t great but they were old or unanswered, he’s been honest with her about his past she needs to let this go. I honestly thought Dean was far more patient and forgiving than she deserved for that. I am glad they worked it out though and got some feelings out and used the b and g words! Yay! I don’t want them to be in an actual fight, I like the happy warm fuzzy feelings much more 🥰

I’m glad Dean got to show some of his cooking skills because he honestly always seems so happy in the show when he’s cooking.

I also want her to ask Dean about her car because I adore it when he goes into protective mechanic mode 😂

And she finally got to meet Sam, I loved that whole interaction. You know Sam secretly shipping dean and the reader is my absolute fav Sam and you didn’t disappoint. I loved this line “Sam’s brow quirked. Mr. Serial Bachelor was joking like that already?” Cackling! But in all seriousness again, I love how far they’ve come already to even joke about something like that! “He continued to sip his coffee, all the while hiding a certain smile behind his mug.” Yes Sam 😏

Sam was very wise with his take on the reader reading the texts and I do see his point. I still think she went a bit far though 😂

Hmm I was a bit sad at the conversation with Andrea. I really loved their friendship at the start but it feels like they’re drifting and I agreed she didn’t seem as invested in the readers relationship as her own which is really sad. I’m interested to see where that goes.

I’m glad Meg apologised at the firehouse. Yeah she was a bit drunk but it was still out of line. And the conversation with benny, I loved that she got the comments in their to give Dean some ammunition 😂

But of course he takes her to his office. What’s going to happen there i wonder 😂😂 in all seriousness I liked the little bit with Mary and dean saying he thinks she would have liked the reader. That was really special. But what?! You left it there! Haha you’re killing me girl.

This was another great chapter and I eagerly await next week! 💕

Smoke Eater - Part 7

Pairing: Firefighter!Dean Winchester x F. Reader 

Summary: Dean Winchester is the cocky, but well-respected Lieutenant at Firehouse 25. He leads by example, but he’s also known to break a few hearts. He’s starting to crave something he’s never had, though. Something stable. Something real. 

That’s when he meets you, on a truly terrible day, trapped in a rickety old elevator.   

🔥Series Masterlist

AN: So I don't know why it takes me exactly seven chapters to get to the smut, but so far that's three different series where that's happened. 😂 (Never Say Goodbye, Break Me Down, and now Smoke Eater. Go figure! 🤷🏽‍♀️)

Word Count: 6,200 Tags/Warnings: 18+ only! For smutty smut and baking shenanigans, tinge of angst.

Part 7: “Cherry Pie & Lemon Drizzle”

You liked Dean’s apartment. It was on the second floor out of three, and a modest, clean, comfortable space.

Though overall it felt very “dude bro” in décor. You supposed that made sense, considering it was just Sam and Dean living here.

And while you still hadn’t met Sam (he was working late tonight), it gave you a chance to do something you’d been very much looking forward to doing with Dean… 

“Not for nothin’, this is probably one in three of the best things I’ve ever put in my mouth,” said Dean.

Here for my weekly dose of sexy firefighter dean 👩‍🚒🥰 (delayed again - I’m sorry)

I love how I straight from the off you’d got the innuendos going. Obviously we couldn’t see what they were doing and it easily could have been something else until you said pasta 😂 I think it set the tone of the chapter really well though. And dean certainly did not disappoint with the flirty banter throughout, and I liked that the reader got a few in too!

And then you got them baking together. I mean adorableness right there. I loved it. I also liked that you included the bit about they could have gone to hers but she didn’t invite him. I totally see why she wouldn’t, not even considering the point about germs and his cancer. Having your grandpa there isn’t exactly screaming romance. But I’m also glad that Dean was quite blasé about it really, he showed that it wasn’t a big deal for him that she lives with him. I feel not all potential romantic partners would be quite so understanding. And actually, it just goes on deans growing tick list of things he loves about the reader. Double win!

When he told her the story of his mum and the apple pie my heart just hurt for him. Poor boy. It’s so lovely to see him keeping opening up to her though.

I like how you incorporated johns canon obsession here slightly differently. But still dragging his boys through it. I think Sam’s concerns are completely valid but i do look forward to seeing how that whole side of the story pans out. It’s got to be different this time right?

Hmm I do love all the soft touches and build up as they were baking. Kisses to the neck and then when he licked her fingers. It’s clear there’s only one way this is going! I’m all here for it though

“Perks of dating a firefighter.” Loved this line 😏 one of many.

“You couldn’t believe this was the first time you were seeing him with his shirt off. It was a damn shame, really. But you caught the bit of smugness curving his lips at the way you were ogling, first with your eyes, then with your exploring hands over his toned arms and chest, and the solid plane of his abs, all the way down to his belt. You started undoing the clasp.” I loved this paragraph because I could totally relate. We would all ogle if we had the chance, let’s face it 😂 and I can totally see deans proud smirk at you doing it too haha.

But he stops and checks. That bit really surprised me but I thought it was a great addition! It really shows how serious he is about this relationship.

And then we get to the smut! I know you say you find smut harder to write but girl, you did an amazing job with this 🔥🥵🥵 you did not disappoint in the slightest. The start when she was shocked he even wanted to do that for her and to his cheeky comment “Oh, I’m about to earn it.” His eyes found yours. “You know what my real favorite pie flavor is?” SO. DAMN. HOT.

And what impressed me even more is you managed to get in the protection talk/check which is very important but it didn’t take anything away from the smut. Great job!

And after all that there’s going to be some very burnt cake. I think it’s worth it though 😏

Amazing chapter. I adore this story as you know and this totally didn’t disappoint!

The One That Got Away - Chapter Thirteen

Warnings: tw: child abuse, tw: physical abuse, tw: mentions of fire, tw: minor character death, tw: funeral, insecurities, self-doubt, a little fluff.

Word Count: 1.6k

A/N: There are TRIGGER WARNINGS in this part - please heed these, and if you think you’ll be affected by any of them, please do not read.

You can catch up here!

 My Masterlist AO3    Ko-Fi

The fire in the abandoned warehouse had kept Dean and his crew out all night, only finally getting it under control as the sun broke out over the horizon. Arriving back at the firehouse, weary and covered in soot and sweat, Dean felt his insecurities take hold again.

“Captain, a word?” Bobby grumbled.

“Yeah, sure,” Dean replied, trying to keep his exhaustion out of his tone. “I’ll hang my gear up and be right in.”

Knocking on the door, Dean leaned against its frame and waited for permission to enter the Chief’s office. He couldn’t have stood up straight if he wanted to. His muscles were screaming at him from battling the warehouse inferno.

“Come in, and close the door behind you,” Bobby grunted, looking as tired as Dean felt.

“What’s up, Chief?” Dean said as he sat across the desk from his boss and mentor.

“Good job at the warehouse, Dean. You and your team did great tonight.” Bobby’s words of praise were scarce. His actions usually spoke louder than he did, so he meant it whenever he voiced how good of a job had been done.

“Thank you. I’ll pass that on to the crew. They’ll appreciate hearing that.”

“I also wanted to say that the paperwork can wait a while. The relief crew will have a lot of work to do to make the structure safe or have it condemned. It’s likely to roll into the next shift, so go home, eat, sleep, and come in tomorrow at some point and file your initial report,” Bobby said.

“Thanks, Chief. I’ll check in with everyone and make sure they’re good. A few bumps and scrapes happened in there, and I wanna make sure no one needs medical attention.”

“You’re a great captain, Dean, and it won’t be long until you’re sitting in this chair,” Bobby nodded his head to gesture at the seat he was sitting on. “And you’ll have my full backing.”

Aaand I’m all caught up 😁 (finally! Again, sorry for the delay)

I just wanted to give Dean a big hug at the beginning of this. Poor boys like a puppy that’s been kicked and after what sounds like a hell of a fire, he’s really not in a good place! But then Bobbys praise was just so sweet and I can totally see in my mind his little face lighting up with the praise that’s so well deserved but rarely given to him. I love it.

But oh god, at least the reader has a very good reason for the no contact. And deans response to Bobby had me all teary 🥹 “Of course. Whatever she needs. Anything. Everything. Always.” This is the Dean I love. My favourite dean.

The scene where she’s gone to her father and he apologised. God. I don’t even know what to think. I’m glad he remembered and I’m glad he actually regretted it and apologised but it’s a lot too little, way too late. I thought the reader was amazing and shows how far she’s come since the start of this story.

But oh dean 🥹 turning up to the funeral and being there for the reader completely and utterly and making sure she has other support if she needs it. Honestly this man might just be god damn perfect. I look forward to seeing where they go next now this weight has been lifted.

Amazing update and as always, I can’t wait for the next chapter! Great job!

The One That Got Away - Chapter Twelve

Warnings: nerves, first date, fluff, angst, Dean’s insecurities raise their ugly head.

Word Count: 1.7k

A/N: I didn’t have a beta for this, so all mistakes are mine.

You can catch up here!

 My Masterlist AO3    Ko-Fi

Dean hadn’t told her what they were doing for their date, only to dress casually. As she was putting the finishing touches to her hair and makeup, there was a knock at her door, and she felt her nerves build. As she walked through the apartment, her heart beat wildly, and the nervous energy coursing through her made her feel like she’d take off at any second.

Stopping at the door, she grasped the handle and took a few deep, calming breaths, desperately trying to calm her racing heart and the butterflies swarming in her stomach.

Opening the door, the sight of Dean made Y/N’s knees go weak. She could tell he was just as nervous as she was by the way he was shuffling from foot to foot, and she couldn’t help but grin at how adorable he was.

“You look beautiful, Y/N,” Dean swallowed nervously. “These are for you.” He held out a bouquet of her favourite flowers with a shy smile.

“You remembered?” Y/N asked in awe.

“Of course I did! I’d never forget my girl’s favourite flowers.” Dean blushed as soon as the words left him and looked down at his feet, and she swore her heart skipped a beat.

“They’re beautiful,” Y/N smiled bashfully and leaned forward, smelling the fragrant blooms. “Thank you, Dean. Come in while I put these in water.”

“I love what you’ve done with the place,” Dean said as he followed her through the apartment. “It’s nice to see colour on the walls rather than the usual beige.”

Y/N frowned in confusion, wondering if he knew one of Jody’s previous occupants.

“I help Bobby get the place spruced up and ready for the next person. Despite what he says, he’s not as fit as he used to be!” Dean chuckled.

“If you value your life, don’t tell him that!” Y/N laughed.

“Oh, I’m smarter than that, Princess!” Dean’s amused smirk became much softer as he watched Y/N fill a vase with water and place it on the dining table. She carefully put them in the vase and leaned towards the blooms, inhaling their scent one last time.

On a roll lol!

Eek I felt the nerves right with the reader with regards to their first date but oh man I can just imagine how adorable Dean looks when he answers the door. Then this line right here “Of course I did! I’d never forget my girl’s favourite flowers.” Adorable on its own but I am WEAK for when guys say “my girl”. I just can’t 🫠 I love it.

Oh and bless him his idea is so sweet for their second first date. Just pretty perfect. And I loved the little details of including things from their first first date.

It was interesting to get a bit more into their relationships between them breaking up and now. You’ve touched on it but I like details haha. “To jeopardise a happy life with a loving partner on a “what if” was bittersweetly romantic to Y/N.” I completely agree with this. It made my heart melt and I’m so glad they’re here now. But I also adore this line, because just yes! “That they truly were still in love with each other. They were made for each other, and nothing and no one could ever come between them.”

But oh no, I don’t like that ending! Has something happened? Maybe with her dad..? Eek. Need to read more…

Amazing chapter as always 💕

The One That Got Away - Chapter Eleven

Warnings: angst, language, fluff.

Word Count: 1.6k

A/N: I didn’t have a beta for this, so all mistakes are mine.

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“Are you only here until your father goes, or are you back for good?” Dean asked, and Y/N bit her lip and furrowed her brow.

“It depends,” she finally responded.

“On what?”

“If you and I can be okay,” Y/N said, deciding complete honesty was the best way to handle this, and lifted her eyes to meet his. “I’m not expecting things to go back to how they were, De. Too much time has passed for that, but I’d like us to try to be friends again. But I also need to be completely honest and tell you I never got over you.”

“Y/N…”

“Please, just listen,” she begged, “you read my letter, and you know I had some unhealthy coping methods. I’ve only had one serious relationship since I left, which ended when I turned down his proposal three years ago. He told me that he loved me, but I was emotionally unavailable, and he couldn’t stay with someone who couldn’t love him the way he loved them,” Y/N explained.

“When I finally started dating again after that, I always sabotaged it before it could get serious. That was when I knew I would never let anyone in the way I did you, and I’d never get over you. I understand this is a lot, and I get that you might not feel the same, but if you want to try and be us again, awesome. If you want to try and be friends again, great,” she paused and took a deep breath, licked her lips before speaking again. “But if you don’t want me here… if me being here hurts you, and we can’t fix things between us, I can’t stay because I can’t be this close to you and not be part of your life. It’ll kill me.”

There it was. Everything Y/N needed him to know before they made any decisions on their future. This was where her heart lay, shield and armour down, vulnerability showing as she laid her cards on the table and bared her soul to him.

Now it was his turn.

Managed to get back for more!

I’m sorry I’m just so excited. They’ve both finally been brave and just laid it out on the table. They both want to try again and I’m so damn happy and excited because god they both deserve this. Badly! And yes, leaving each other at that time wasn’t easy but they can both see it was the right thing to do. They’ve both grown as people and got passed the difficult conversations of their past and I’m so excited to see where this relationship goes next 💕 I can’t wait to read their date!

Great job as always lovely! I adore this story so much!

The One That Got Away - Chapter Ten

Warnings: tw: child abuse, tw: physical abuse, tw: verbal abuse, angst, heart-to-heart, language.

Word Count: 1.6k

A/N: There are TRIGGER WARNINGS in this part - please heed these, and if you think you’ll be affected by any of them, please do not read.

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Y/N and Dean danced delicately around the things they really should be discussing. They talked about their careers, the town gossip, and what they’d been up to for the past twelve years. She wiped down Dean’s kitchen, ignoring his protests, and now that the surfaces gleamed, Y/N felt the tension in the room rise. She couldn’t take much more of dodging the elephant in the room, it was driving her crazy, and she could feel her hackles rise the longer they stayed awkwardly quiet with each other.

It had never been like this between them before. Not even in the hospital had it been so electrically charged, and it terrified Y/N. She grabbed plates, cutlery, and pie and headed back to the dining table, where Dean quickly sliced and served them a piece of the sweet pastry treat. 

“So, uh, Bobby told me about your dad. I’m sorry, Y/N/N,” Dean spoke, breaking through the thickening tension. And there it was, the first elephant in the room. Y/N shrugged with indifference before she carefully responded.

“It is what it is. That man must’ve gone through five bottles of Jack a week, maybe more, for the past twenty years. It was bound to happen,” she finished and took a mouthful of pie.

“Have you seen him yet?” Dean asked, and she shook her head. “You gonna?” he prodded gently. Y/N shrugged again as she chewed the pie, responding after she swallowed.

“I know I should, I’ll probably regret it if I don’t, but there’s nothing that can be gained by me going there. According to Bobby, he doesn’t remember anything, so an apology or an explanation for what he did isn’t coming, so why bother? It’s not like I’ll get any closure from it,” Y/N shoved another piece of the pie in her mouth, and Dean studied her expression a little more before speaking again.

Sorry this review is so delayed! I’ve got very behind but I promise I’ll catch up!

It was so good to see them finally address the elephant in the room and start talking about the more serious matters. The whole situation with the readers father just breaks my heart. No child should have to go through that and the reasons she didn’t ask for help, as she was scared she’d be taken away. To think that she was living in fear of the next beating but also being taken away is just heartbreaking and you did such a great job dealing with this awful subject. I don’t know whether I think seeing her father will help or not. I do look forward to seeing what you do though.

And then they address the two of them. Gah, all her concerns about how much they’ve changed are so valid but they’re both still helplessly in love and it’s clear the changes are going to be a positive in their relationship moving forward. I just hope they see that! Come on dean, be brave!

Amazing chapter as always, I love this story 💕

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