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Helsinki syndrome is a term sometimes used incorrectly in place of Stockholm syndrome. It’s use in literature is often ironic and deliberate and literally means when a captive refuses to cooperate with their captor.

Summary: A war of wits does have some rules too. But if one party refuses to acknowledge the sacred rule of leaving family out of it, the other must retaliate stronger to quell any such advances for the future… Or at least that’s what Min Yoongi told himself when he abducted Kim Namjoon’s younger sister. That was before he realized that this elaborate game of chess didn’t have just two players and before he had promised Namjoon he’d keep her safe, But also before he realized that one month was enough to leave his whole life in chaos.

Genre: MAFIA AU, slight yandere themes, smut, a happy sprinkling of fluff/comfort, and a truckload of ANGST.

WARNINGS: Guns. Lots of gun action, please be cautious. Major character gets shot. High speed chase. Crying. Fainting.

Pairing: Main pairing: Mafia!MIN YOONGI X READER

Others include: Collegeboyfriend!Hosoek x reader + Mafia!Taehyung x reader + Kidnapper!Seokjin x reader.

Word count: 6k words

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A/n: I MISSED YOU GUYS SO MUCH 😭😭 I promise, I'll try to be more regular with my updates. Honestly I missed there two idiots so much. Infact, all these idiots. This chapter was an adrenaline rush to write, I hope it translated well.

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You were exhausted. You had slept uneasily on the plane ride home. And now, you sat stoic in the backseat of the car that some chauffeur had brought, which Yoongi had ushered you into, opting to sit beside you so that Taehyung, who he was still fuming at, would have no choice but to cast a dejected glance your way and settle into the passenger side.

You had no idea which city you were going towards, all you knew was that you were back on Korean soil. And that was the only comfort you had, heart still heavy because you missed Mrs. Fen. You debated asking Yoongi where you were, especially because you had a feeling he’d tell you anything at the moment, with the way he was constantly looking over at you with concerned eyes, and not being subtle about it at all. But you knew that you had to make things right with Taehyung first. He had been silent and miserable the whole plane ride and you were too tired to do anything about it, even though it was your fault.

“Taehyung?” you called.

The Deal

Drug Lord!Yoongi x Coffee Shop Owner!Reader

Genre: Strangers to Lovers!AU, Angst, Fluff, Smut

The Final Chapter – Chapter 33.

Series Warnings (Will Be Updated): Mentions of Drugs and Drug Deals, Blood, Smut, Emotional Damage, Love, Gunshot Wounds

Warnings For This Chapter: Nothin Just Good Ol’ Fashioned Fluffernutters

A/N: Final chapter coming to you a day early because I’ll be too busy tomorrow to post~! Enjoy~! If you guys are missing books currently At Your Service is finished on Patreon as well as Spoils of Fortune being at chapter 16 already~! See you guys there~

Sometimes it’ll be the winter chill creeping through the open lace curtains or Rex the rooster waking you up at the crack of dawn. In those moments it’s easy to pull the thick duvet cover closer to your body and try to will your body to go back to sleep. Most of the time your loving fiance will drape his arm over you and mumble sweet words in your ear with a sleep laden voice as his lips drift over the back of your neck. Some mornings when he presses his face to your skin, you can feel the gnarled scar by his eye grazing against you and somehow it comforts you even further.

But this morning when Rex wakes you, there’s no comfort to be found.

You lie still for a bit, pulling the covers closer and closer until your body simply refuses to fall back into the peaceful slumber it once was in just moments ago.

You can hear the soft patter of gentle footsteps in your bedroom that seem to echo all around you and you know for sure that you’re not getting back to sleep anytime soon.

“Morning, buddy,” your fiance whispers, trying not to wake you.

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Helsinki syndrome is a term sometimes used incorrectly in place of Stockholm syndrome. It’s use in literature is often ironic and deliberate and literally means when a captive refuses to cooperate with their captor.

Summary: A war of wits does have some rules too. But if one party refuses to acknowledge the sacred rule of leaving family out of it, the other must retaliate stronger to quell any such advances for the future… Or at least that’s what Min Yoongi told himself when he abducted Kim Namjoon’s younger sister. That was before he realized that this elaborate game of chess didn’t have just two players and before he had promised Namjoon he’d keep her safe, But also before he realized that one month was enough to leave his whole life in chaos.

Genre: MAFIA AU, slight yandere themes, smut, a happy sprinkling of fluff/comfort, and a truckload of ANGST.

WARNINGS: SMUT! (I added markers if you wanna skip) Making out, humping, fingering, jacking off, cursing, mutual masturbation, definitely something that might be regretted later, floof ball Yoongi NO ONE IS READY FOR HIM, Taehyung being vulnerable, a dam of memories bursting, massive meltdown, Yoongi ready to swing fists, Yoongi’s heart breaks (more than once), all the Tae enthusiasts might feel some type of way, a heartbreaking goodbye, did I miss anything???

Pairing: Main pairing: Mafia!MIN YOONGI X READER

Others include: Collegeboyfriend!Hosoek x reader + Mafia!Taehyung x reader + Kidnapper!Seokjin x reader.

Word count: 7.6k words

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The next morning dawned fresh and bright. But when you went downstairs, there was no flower on the ornament table, and the dining room was gloomy and empty, the table set for only one. 

“Ahjumma, is it okay if I have my breakfast here instead?” you stood in the kitchen doorway, hating the silence that engulfed the house.

“Ofcourse my dear,” Mrs Fen nodded. 

After breakfast, you were gathering the plates to place in the sink when it dawned on you that you had absolutely nothing to look forward to the whole day. That made you feel sadder. And to think you had been looking forward to the day. 

“Ms. Kim, I was going to take a day off since both the masters are absent. Is that okay with you?” Mrs. Fen’s voice snapped you back to reality. 

You smiled weakly at her, “Of course! You’ve worked really hard. I’ll be okay.”

“There are extra bodyguards outside on Mr. Min’s orders. You’ll be safe, I’m just worried that you’ll be bored.”

Extra bodyguards huh? You shook your head. “I was going to take a nap. And I asked Taehyung if I could play with his playstation earlier, so I’ll be fine.” you assured her.

Mrs. Fen nodded contently, moving to wash the dishes as you wandered out of the kitchen, into the living room, and sat down on the couch, staring at the blank tv screen. Presently, you heard Mrs. Fen going towards her room and you decided to go back up to yours, in want of anything better to do. 

Something that preferably involved a certain dark haired, cold hearted mafia boss.

The Deal

Drug Lord!Yoongi x Coffee Shop Owner!Reader

Genre: Strangers to Lovers!AU, Angst, Fluff, Smut

Chapter 32.

Series Warnings (Will Be Updated): Mentions of Drugs and Drug Deals, Blood, Smut, Emotional Damage, Love, Gunshot Wounds

Warnings For This Chapter: Firearms, Gunshot Wounds

Looking out the passenger side window, you watch as the autumn leaves blow through the chilly wind.

Your car is racing down the highway and the sound of your family screaming at the top of their lungs sounds like some sort of abysmal choir goading you on towards the finish line.

The small velvet box in your lap feels heavier than anything though and you know it’s because the gold engraved bullet with today’s casualty lies inside of it.

Even without looking at it, you can just feel the weight of it.

The leaves, as pretty as they are, can’t distract you for even a second.

Your mind is solely focused on Hyunwoo, you’re running through memories of this man that has only ever been kind and supportive.

You remember the date and how sweet he was when you were acting like a psychotic teenager. Even when you were shot, you can see how disgusted his face was that you were even getting hurt so clearly.

Yoongi won’t listen to you when you say that it might not be Hyunwoo’s fault, he’s hellbent on the snake’s destruction. And who are you to stop him?

Your boyfriend went away for months and to be taken away from his unborn daughter and his woman… that amount of anger cannot be rivaled.

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— ig.agustd

The Deal

Drug Lord!Yoongi x Coffee Shop Owner!Reader

Genre: Strangers to Lovers!AU, Angst, Fluff, Smut

Chapter 31.

Series Warnings (Will Be Updated): Mentions of Drugs and Drug Deals, Blood, Smut, Emotional Damage, Love, Gunshot Wounds

Warnings For This Chapter: Nothing Really

There is very little to do when Yoongi gets a thought in his mind. Especially these days with a child on the way? Anything that threatens if he’ll even be able to meet her has got to go.

After he told you his plans of getting revenge on Hyunwoo and the Snakes, you find it unfortunate because you do like the guy. He’s always been kind to you and shown compassion even though he masked his real job from you to begin with.

You might have thought that his family was trouble but not him.

And now he’s going to die.

It’s all such a strange concept for you.

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Helsinki syndrome is a term sometimes used incorrectly in place of Stockholm syndrome. It’s use in literature is often ironic and deliberate and literally means when a captive refuses to cooperate with their captor.

Summary: A war of wits does have some rules too. But if one party refuses to acknowledge the sacred rule of leaving family out of it, the other must retaliate stronger to quell any such advances for the future… Or at least that’s what Min Yoongi told himself when he abducted Kim Namjoon’s younger sister. That was before he realized that this elaborate game of chess didn’t have just two players and before he had promised Namjoon he’d keep her safe, But also before he realized that one month was enough to leave his whole life in chaos.

Genre: MAFIA AU, slight yandere themes, smut, a happy sprinkling of fluff/comfort, and a truckload of ANGST.

WARNINGS: None ⊙.☉

A/N: It's here! My pretty, precious, favorite chapter. Be nice to her y'all.

Pairing: Main pairing: Mafia!MIN YOONGI X READER

Others include: Collegeboyfriend!Hosoek x reader + Mafia!Taehyung x reader + Kidnapper!Seokjin x reader.

Word count: 2.6k words

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“I asked her in passing once if there was some hobby she’d like to resume, but she just shrugged and said she didn’t have many hobbies in the first place.” Mrs. Fen stood in front of Yoongi, who was sitting cross-legged on his bed. They both looked a little agitated.

“Then are you sure she said she was bored?” Yoongi sounded a little annoyed.

“Positive.” Mrs. Fen nodded.

“God…” Yoongi ran a hand through his already distressed hair. “Ok, thank you for telling me. I’ll figure something out.”

just watch [part 24 / final] | yoongi x reader x hoseok ! fuckboi au

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a/n : that’s it laid ease !! thank you so much for reading , it’s been a wild fucking ride with this one ,, i actually dont think ill be doing an epilogue for her, i kind of really liked where it ended – with the prospect of even more chaos!! i think this is it this time,, thank you for sticking with her! <3

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Helsinki syndrome is a term sometimes used incorrectly in place of Stockholm syndrome. It’s use in literature is often ironic and deliberate and literally means when a captive refuses to cooperate with their captor.

Summary: A war of wits does have some rules too. But if one party refuses to acknowledge the sacred rule of leaving family out of it, the other must retaliate stronger to quell any such advances for the future… Or at least that’s what Min Yoongi told himself when he abducted Kim Namjoon’s younger sister. That was before he realized that this elaborate game of chess didn’t have just two players and before he had promised Namjoon he’d keep her safe, But also before he realized that one month was enough to leave his whole life in chaos.

Genre: MAFIA AU, slight yandere themes, smut, a happy sprinkling of fluff/comfort, and a truckload of ANGST.

WARNINGS: Trigger warning: Depiction of PTSD and anxiety attacks, guns. Min Yoongi APOLOGIZING????

Pairing: Main pairing: Mafia!MIN YOONGI X READER

Others include: Collegeboyfriend!Hosoek x reader + Mafia!Taehyung x reader + Kidnapper!Seokjin x reader.

Word count: 2.3k words

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“I never took you for the pink frills kind of girl.” Taehyung observed, eyeing the pile of soft, pink garments you had slung over your arm.

“Wait, my wardrobe choices aren’t exclusively pink!” you defended yourself.

“Mhm? Doesn’t look like it.”

You turned, storming back to the racks, to put some of the pink stuff back and contemplated what new colour tickled your fancy, a little miffed at how Taehyung was getting so involved.

.

“Ooh, definitely this one is better.” Taehyung, who was now leisurely manspreading on one of the waiting couches, announced as you stepped out in a lilac mid length dress. You had liked this one as soon as you had laid eyes on it, but now that Taehyung had announced his stamp of approval, you looked down and wondered if it was worth the money.

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Five stores and nine shopping bags later, you looked up at Taehyung, who was walking into another store, convincing you that you still needed another good pair of spare jeans. “I’m too well stocked now Taehyung. We’ve done enough.” you argued.

The Deal

Drug Lord!Yoongi x Coffee Shop Owner!Reader

Genre: Strangers to Lovers!AU, Angst, Fluff, Smut

Chapter 30.

Series Warnings (Will Be Updated): Mentions of Drugs and Drug Deals, Blood, Smut, Emotional Damage, Love, Gunshot Wounds

Warnings For This Chapter: Deep Talks, Unprotected Sex, Pregnant Sex, Sir Kink, Begging, Praise, Creampie

It didn’t take long to get back to the forest and the whole time Yoongi clung to you like a sloth.

It’s almost as if the four months your boyfriend was gone had completely disappeared in the blink of an eye. The way he holds you in sheer silence with his hand pressed snuggly to your stomach makes you almost want to crawl into a hole and die.

You thought you would have so many things to say and so many questions for him but the silence ended up being more comfortable than you could imagine.

No one spoke, really. It was like a gigantic invisible force field was wrapped around the drug lord and nothing could get to him.

Without a word, he scooped you up from the backseat of the trunk once you were both safely home. Now with the both of you sitting at the end of your large bed, he finally speaks.

“I love you.”

Your heart wants to shatter and dissipate at the simplicity of his words.

“I love you too,” you breathe.

Yoongi pulls you closer, burying his face into your neck with a sigh.

With the silence of the house creeping around you, it feels comfortable.

You feel comfortable for the first time in forever.

“I’m so sorry, baby doll,” your boyfriend whispers.

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Helsinki syndrome is a term sometimes used incorrectly in place of Stockholm syndrome. It’s use in literature is often ironic and deliberate and literally means when a captive refuses to cooperate with their captor.

Summary: A war of wits does have some rules too. But if one party refuses to acknowledge the sacred rule of leaving family out of it, the other must retaliate stronger to quell any such advances for the future… Or at least that’s what Min Yoongi told himself when he abducted Kim Namjoon’s younger sister. That was before he realized that this elaborate game of chess didn’t have just two players and before he had promised Namjoon he’d keep her safe, But also before he realized that one month was enough to leave his whole life in chaos.

Genre: MAFIA AU, slight yandere themes, smut, a happy sprinkling of fluff/comfort, and a truckload of ANGST.

WARNINGS: None (◔‿◔)

Pairing: Main pairing: Mafia!MIN YOONGI X READER

Others include: Collegeboyfriend!Hosoek x reader + Mafia!Taehyung x reader + Kidnapper!Seokjin x reader.

Word count: 2.4k words

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Thunder peeled loudly and Taehyung sat up in his bed. It was a brutal storm. He could hear the harsh rain falling heavily outside and once in a while another weak streak of lightning would light his room.

The house was very silent, but that was to be expected at 3 in the morning. Still, an uneasy feeling sat in his stomach that urged him to get up and check on the residents. Was his brother even home? He wasn't sure. And he sure as hell, wasn't sweating about your safety, but he still found himself swinging his legs off the bed and standing up, reaching to turn on the bedside lamps.

The Deal

Drug Lord!Yoongi x Coffee Shop Owner!Reader

Genre: Strangers to Lovers!AU, Angst, Fluff, Smut

Chapter 28.

Series Warnings (Will Be Updated): Mentions of Drugs and Drug Deals, Blood, Smut, Emotional Damage, Love, Gunshot Wounds

Warnings For This Chapter: Revelations

The prison yard is bustling with the known bad guys of the area early this afternoon and your boyfriend is smack dab in the middle of all of them.

Yoongi really didn’t want to be forced out into the open with other drug dealers and murderers, even going so far as to try and bribe the overnight prison guard on duty.

But unfortunately, it didn’t work out in his favor.

Every inmate in his place knows he’s the biggest fish here and they either love that or they really, really despise it.

He has no choice but to sit here and listen to the loud cacophony of bad men speak about what they’re going to do when they get out of this joint.

But at least it shrouds him in a veil of uniformity where he can do the same.

“Did you do it?” he inquires softly, pulling from his cigarette.

Taehyung hums in agreement, sitting down beside him casually.

Yoongi can tell that the younger man isn’t affected by being in this prison, he’s been locked up on a few occasions and it’s like going back to a summer camp for him.

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The Deal

Drug Lord!Yoongi x Coffee Shop Owner!Reader

Genre: Strangers to Lovers!AU, Angst, Fluff, Smut

Chapter 29.

Series Warnings (Will Be Updated): Mentions of Drugs and Drug Deals, Blood, Smut, Emotional Damage, Love, Gunshot Wounds

Warnings For This Chapter: Shorter Chapter, Fluffy

Your nails have never been so fractured and ripped, all the polish has been peeled off and the skin around your nail beds has been bitten clean.

“Calm down,” Jin whispers soothingly in your ear.

All you can do is turn your head to him and narrow your eyes.

The courthouse is immaculate before your eyes and you roll the passenger side window down to get a better look at it.

The hearing this morning is private and it’s so strange to know that Yoongi is just yards away behind closed doors.

“Repeat what you said,” you order Taehyung.

He lifts his head from his phone, running his fingers over the tattoos over his kneecaps. “Younghan said that the court will have nothing to go on, since they lost the case folder for so long it’s illegal as fuck and they’ll have to drop the charges on hyung.”

You hum in agreement, entering your finger into your mouth to rip whatever is left of your nail off.

Namjoon wraps his large hand around your wrist, tugging slowly and steady even when you fight against his grip. “Stop.”

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But Don’t Say That You Love Me (Yoongi x You)

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Trigger Warning : Depression, Suicide Attempts, Character Death

Insipred by this lyrics of Katy Perry - I’m Still Breathing

Did I get your attention ‘Cause I’m sending all the signs and The clock is ticking And I’ll be giving my two weeks Pick your favorite shade of black You’d best prepare a speech Say something funny Say something sweet But don’t say that you loved me

“I’m… I’m sorry Y/N, I just cant do this anymore,”

You were a weeping mess on the floor as you watched your boyfriend of six years, well now your ex boyfriend, walked out the door, leaving you alone with your shattered heart.

You knew this is coming. You know the end of your relationship is inevitable. You had sensed it for a long time now. Yoongi is always late. Late to your dates, late to come over, late in replying your texts, late in returning your phone calls. You knew this is coming but you believe in your relationship too much to think it would actually really happen. You believe in him.

How the both of you met is a typically cliche love story. You were a burnout, a highschool dropout, working fulltime as a waitress at the local diner. Yoongi is a freshly debuted idol, filled with talent, on his way to claim international fame. You served him his hot black coffee every late night when he comes to the diner, eyes tired with lack of sleep, hands tightly holding a worn notebook which he dilligently scribble in every time you peeks at him from behind the counter.

For weeks the two of you just simply acknowledged each other. You asks him if he needs a refill and he only answers you with a nod and a thankyou after. Only on one particular cold night, when the diner is emptier than usual you decide to open your mouth and talk to this particular customer of yours. Small talks about the weather and how are yous turn into full conversation that during some nights, goes beyond the diner. Both you and Yoongi start to hang out during days where the both of you are off work. You learn about his family, and what he do. Alresdy well informed on how talented he is by reading and listening to his music on your nights together at the diner, you are not surprised when he told you how he is actually a member of an idol group who’s doing quite well. He laughs when you told him you never heard of them, or any other current popular groups he mentioned, making his amusement towards you grow.

Been living on your own since you were young, you dont have the time nor the privillege to learn about what’s going on in the entertainment world. Your days are filled with work. Work that took up almost all of your time. Work that you need so you can afford to pay the rent of the tin can you call home every month, work that will let you feed yourself once a day , just enough to feul you so you can live another day just to slave yourself away. You quit school, not being able to afford it, and dedicate yourself to the diner. Working day in and out, grabbing every opportunity for any extra hours available, seeing Yoongi sitting in his booth, calmly sipping his coffee and writing in his notebook is the only highlight of your day.

So the moment Yoongi asks you to be his girlfriend, with the view of the rising sun, on top of the hood of his car, you said yes. Even with all the major differences in your life, with everything you lack and all the things he have, you swear he didnt care, because the two of you are in love. And you are sure that this love you shared is enough to last a lifetime.

Now, six years into the relationship, you’ve come to a realization that its not enough. Maybe not for Yoongi. You can understand it somehow. Yoongi is getting more recognition, making his mark in the industry, in the world. He’s meeting influential people every day, millions of beautiful girls screaming his name. Smart, beautiful girls. Interesting, talented people. And you are just a waitress he met in an almost run down diner way back when he just started. Granted, you are now a waitress in a respectable restaurant, but still, just a waitress. A nobody compared to him. You know Yoongi deserves better than you. But you also know there’s no reason for you to live without him in your life. He gave you hope when you almost given up everything back then. He pulled you up and he is the only light in your life. What’s the point of living if Yoongi is not a part of it?

Feeling lost and alone, you stayed on the cold floor, curling yourself into a tight ball, crying until there is no more tears to cry. You eventually drifted off to sleep in the dark, cold house, with mind filled with thoughts of Yoongi and your memories together.

Days that followed after Yoongi walked out from your life seems dark and gloomy. Yoongi didnt try to contact you, nor reply to any of your calls and text, begging him to at least talk to you. You cant focused on anything, be it work or taking care of yourself. The only thing in your mind is how to get Yoongi back. Or atleast make him talk to you. You miss him so much. Everything about him. You miss snuggling close to him on days he would sleep over, you miss the grumpy ways he would answer you when you are annoyingly cheerful, you miss how he would be too lazy to go out for dates eventhough he promised and the two of you would spend the day in bed instead. You miss everything, and the tears wont stop falling everytime you thought about him.

You start to do everything and anything, just to get his attention, including hurting yourself. You know its stupid and dangerous, and definitely not healthy, but if its to get Yoongi to even look at you, then its worth it. You start going to clubs, getting shit drunk, talking and flirting with random strangers. In your drunk state, you will always somehow ended up calling Yoongi. Knowing how you are when you are badly intoxicated, Yoongi still have it in his heart to not just ignore your drunken phone calls and let you get hurt, always coming to pick you up when you call.

“Y/N, you cant keep doing this to yourself,” Yoongi softly tells you while wiping your face with a wet towel. You were perched up on the sink after he helped you throw up all over the toilet bowl.  "This is the fifth time this week. Please dont do this to yourself,“ you said nothing. Just staring deep into his eyes. The eyes you had miss so much. The eyes that use to look at you with love.Yoongi help you to bed and tuck you in before he patted your head and start to leave. You quickly grabbed his arms.

“Please dont leave me Yoongi,”

Yoongi sigh and turned to look at your laying form. His eyes looks sad and you felt a glimpse of hope. All that dissappeared when he slowly pushed the hand that is tightly gripping his arms.

“Dont do this again Y/N. Dont make this harder than it already is,” Yoongi’s voice soft, trying to make you understand. The both of you might have broken up, but he would never want to hurt you intentionally.

“Please dont leave me Yoongi,” you whispered, barely audible. Yoongi finally released his hand and look at you one last time.

“I’m sorry Y/N. Take care of yourself,” and walked out from your bedroom door.

Since that night, whenever you got drunk, Yoongi no longer come to your rescue. Instead, your one and only friend is your hero for the nights after. Yoongi had apparently inform everything that had happen to your friend and asks her to keep you safe. All this while, you had shut yourself down, cutting communication with everyone that knows you, which is not that many to begin with. Yoongi feels that its a good thing for you to not see him for a while. At least until you heal. What he doesnt understand is, how can your heart ever heal if he’s already taken half of it with him? How can you repair a broken heart if the broken pieces is not there to be glued back together?

You stopped going to the clubs. Instead you tried various other methods to catch his attention again. You tried to go out alone at night, hoping something would happen to you. You tried to jump into the river, drowning yourself. You even sleep with the candles burning, in hope for your house to burn down while you are sleeping. Anything, as long it will get Yoongi to come back to you and tell you he still loves you again. All your efforts are wasted as your friend seems to always be around you. Always in time to stop you from hurting yourself. She even invited herself to move in, keeping a close eye on you. At nights when you are just too tired to even try anything, you would just stay in her arms and cry your eyes out, breaking your friend’s heart seeing you breaking into pieces in her arms.

“It’s bad Yoongi. It’s really bad. She tried almost everything. Just so you would come back to her,” Min Hee speak rapidly into the phone. On the other line, Yoongi sigh.

“I know Min Hee. But it will pass. I’m sure of it. Thank you for doing this Min Hee. You are a good friend,”

“Are you sure there’s no way for the two of you to fix this? She really loves you Yoongi,” Min Hee coaxed, hoping Yoongi would listen to her this time.

“I… I dont think so. I do love her. But.. but, I think its best for us to not be together right now,”

“Alright then,” Min Hee sigh, dissapointed. Wait, where did Y/N go?“ Yoongi heard Min Hee panic voice on the other line. "Shit Y/N no!” And the line goes dead. Yoongi quickly grab his jacket and went out the door, hastily making his way to your house, mind blank, thinking of nothing other than the fastest way to reach you.

When he arrived, the door is already unlocked. He walked in to see a disheveled you on the couch besides Min Hee, face pale and hair sticking up everywhere. He stepped closer and see Min Hee is wrapping quite a big wound on your wrist, tissues stained with deep red blood everywhere. His eyes widen. He definitely gets the idea what you tried to do this time.

“Y/N, did…did you-”

“Yoongi…” your voice weak but managed a smile when you noticed his presence. “You came. I thought you wont ever come to see me again,” Min Hee got up after she finish treating and wrapping your wounded wrist, giving some space to the two of you, hoping the both of you will work things out. Yoongi sits beside you and hold both of your hand, careful not to touch the wound. He closes his eyes.

“Y/N. You have to stop doing this to yourself. I’m not worth all of this,” he rubbed your arms, lightly touching the wounded area.

You shakes your head. “You are worth everything to me Yoongi. There’s no point in living if you are not there with me,”

“You have so many other things to live for Y/N. Please,” he plead. “Please dont do this anymore. I am not the best thing that will happen in your life. There are so many other things to look forward to!”

“I need you Yoongi. And I know you still love me. I know you do,” you insisted. “Lets be happy again. I’ll forgive you, and we will be happy again,” your face is filled with desperation and hope. . Yoongi let out a heavy sigh, tired and frustrated. “Please listen Y/N. I am not worth your life. Nothing is. You are more precious than anything you can ever imagine,” he swallowed a lump in his throat before he continue the words that he knows will hurt you. “And I… I dont love you anymore Y/N. I’m sorry if you believe otherwise, but I dont,”

“What?” your eyes widen. All this while you still have a tiniest ray of hope that Yoongi still loves you, he just need some time to think things through. You believed when he’s done, he will come back to you. He never once said he doesnt love you anymore. “You are lying,” you whispered. “You are lying Yoongi. You are!” you have gone hysterical, hitting his chest. Yoongi grab both of your hands to stop you from further hurting yourself.

“I’m not Y/N. The years spent with you were wonderful. But I dont feel the same anymore. I’m focusing on my career now and I need you to understand that,” you just kept on crying and shakes your head, not believing any of it. “You need to stop hurting yourself just to get my attention,” he cupped your chin so you will look at him. “I wont be coming again Y/N. I wont be coming no matter what you do. So just stop all this. I dont love you anymore and you need to start taking care of yourself,” he lets go of your face and stands up. “Goodbye Y/N. Take care of yourself,” and walked out the door.

Yoongi decides to just walked the distance to his dorm. The whole fiasco played in his head. He did loved you. He loved you very much and you never did anything wrong that cause him to actually want to end this relationship. He didnt cheat on you, nor did he plan to find another girl the moment he breaks things off with you. He has gotten busier these days and he no longer have the time to play the good boyfriend act. The lack of available time to spend with you leads him to start feeling just a little less for you. He misses you less. The need to call you or text you back becomes less urgent. There’s less excitement to see you, replaced by tiredness and the need to sleep. All this just makes him feel that perhaps he just dont love you anymore. So he decide to break things off. You dont deserve to be in a relationship with someone who cant love you fully, with someone who has doubts about his love, someone who needs to figure things out. You deserve someone who will give you his everything, someone like he used to be.

His phone rang the moment he stepped inside the dorms. He is greeted with Min Hee’s extremely panic voice the moment he answer the call.

“Yoongi, you need to come here. Now! She… she locked herself in the bathroom. She’s not answering me anymore Yoongi. And I cant get in!”

“Not this time Min Hee,” Yoongi calmly answered.

“What?!” Min Hee is angry. “She needs you Yoongi!”

“No. She doesnt. I told her I wont be coming anymore, no matter what she tries to do. She will stop once she realized that I really mean it this time,” Yoongi calmly explain.

“You are an asshole! Dont regret it if anything happens to her,” Min Hee angrily shouted before hanging up. Yoongi sigh and locked himself in his room, where he stayed for the rest of the night.

“Please open this door Y/N. Please lets just talk,” you can hear the strain in Min Hee’s voice. You stare at yourself in the bathroom mirror but you cant see anything. You are nothing without Yoongi. The bathtub is almost completely filled with water, just like how you wanted it.

“I’m fine Min Hee, I’m just taking a bath,” you replied with an exaggerated cheer in your tone. “Last one long long bath,” you added under your breath, inaudible to Min Hee. You open the bottle of pills in the cabinet. You know some of them are sleeping pills, but you are not sure about the rest. You dont need to know and you dont care either as you popped the contents of all five bottle in your mouth, swallowing everything. You quietly get in the filled to the brim bath tub and close your eyes.

“Okay Y/N. But please just unlock the door. You can take the your bath after, I wont disturb you. Just please open the door,” you can hear Min Hee crying as you start to feel dizzy and your body start to feel cold and numb. Yoi can faintly hear Min Hee talking to Yoongi, maybe asking him to come, but you know its not going to happen.

Dont bother Min Hee, he’s not coming. Not this time.

You heard Min Hee screamed at Yoongi and start calling your name again. You feel bad for making the one and only person in the whole world who cares about you this way, but you dont see any other choice.

I’m sorry Min Hee. I love you, but Yoongi is my everything.

Everything you did before was only meant to catch his attention. Just so you can see his face again, hear his voice. The moment he bluntly and honestly said he dont love you anymore, something snapped inside of you. You are sure its not your heart, since your heart seems to already been broken to tiny pieces before. Everything starts to makes sense and you realized you are not enough. You were never enough for him. You should feel lucky you even get the chance to love him this past six years. Yoongi really dont love you anymore. There is no point in trying to catch his attention. Not anymore.

Yoongi doesnt love you anymore.

Those are the words that kept on replying in your head as you mind goes blank, your vision turns dark and your body slowly slipped into the water. You hope beyond hope that Yoongi really meant what he said when he told you he didnt love you anymore, assuring yourself that you are making the right decision to leave this lonely world.

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“Where is she?”

“What the hell are you doing here?!” Min Hee screamed at him, not caring about anyone else in the hospital. “You said you wont be coming ever again, so get the fuck away!” two of her friends tried to calm her down, holding her back from hitting Yoongi. Back at the apartment, Min Hee tried her best to try and break the bathroom door, but she’s just a small, weak girl, lacking in strength. Using everything she can, she tried and tried to break open the door, tears streaming down her face when you dont respond to her calling your name anymore. The next door neighbour who just came home heard her cries for help and rush in to help her break the door, which seems to be a little to late, when she is met with your body submerged in the water. In her hysterical state, she quickly get you out while the neighbour immediately call for an ambulance.

Min Hee can already sense its going to be a very slim chance for you to have survived. But she keeps on praying and hoping, all the way to the hospital. Seeing Yoongi there, with the nerve to actually shed tears and asking where you are sent her into a frantic mode again.

“Min Hee…” Yoongi choked out between sobs. He got the emergency call from one of Min Hee’s friend that is currently together at the hospital with her. She thought Yoongi should know, eventhough Min Hee had tell them not to bother informing him st all.He almost fainted when he heard the news, butlucky for him the other boys were there. They took over his phone and after asking about what happened, Jin quickly offered to drive him there, together with the rest of the boys.

“It’s my fault,” he whispered. The other six members hug him tight as he collapsed on his knees to the ground. The doctors who are in the room with your cold body, trying to revived whatever life that is left in you finally came out, shaking his head, gaze downcast.

“I’m sorry,”

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During the days between the incident and the funeral, Yoongi did nothing but lock himself in his studio, blaming himself. He regretted everything. Because of his selfishness and stupidity, he lost the love of his life forever.

I love you Y/N. I’m sorry for what I said. I’m really really sorry.

Trying to turn his emotions into songs, memories of nights spend with you in the diner during your first few months together, him laughing at your attempt to try and help him with his lyrics filled his thoughts instead. He angrily wiped the tears that formed in the corner of his eyes when he heard Jungkook knocked and peek his head inside the room,

“Hey hyung…”

Yoongi raised his head to the maknae, indicating that he heard him.

“This came for you,” Jungkook place an envelope in front of him, understanding the condition his hyung is currently in and quickly went off without saying a word. Yoongi run his eyes on the words scribbled at the back of the envelope.

I think she meant to give this to you.

Yoongi immediately knew its from Min Hee and whatever’s inside is from you. He braced himself and after a deep breath, with shaking hands, he opened the letter.

Pick your favorite shade of black You’d best prepare a speech Say something funny Say something sweet But don’t say that you loved me Not when I’m no longer here to hear you Don’t say you loved me

A/N: for those who are confused, the ending means Y/N doesnt want Yoongi to say he loves her after her death, because then she will only regret her decision for dying, since she loves him too much.

Also, please remember that nothing is worth hurting yourself for. Your life is precious and there is always something to live for 💜

Helsinki syndrome is a term sometimes used incorrectly in place of Stockholm syndrome. It’s use in literature is often ironic and deliberate and literally means when a captive refuses to cooperate with their captor.

Summary: A war of wits does have some rules too. But if one party refuses to acknowledge the sacred rule of leaving family out of it, the other must retaliate stronger to quell any such advances for the future… Or at least that’s what Min Yoongi told himself when he abducted Kim Namjoon’s younger sister. That was before he realized that this elaborate game of chess didn’t have just two players and before he had promised Namjoon he’d keep her safe, But also before he realized that one month was enough to leave his whole life in chaos.

Genre: MAFIA AU, slight yandere themes, smut, a happy sprinkling of fluff/comfort, and a truckload of ANGST.

WARNINGS: Gunplay

Pairing: Main pairing: Mafia!MIN YOONGI X READER

Others include: Collegeboyfriend!Hosoek x reader + Mafia!Taehyung x reader + Kidnapper!Seokjin x reader.

Word count: 3.6k words

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“How has Min not called yet? It’s been more than a day!” Namjoon ran his hands through his hands, clearly frustrated as he paced his head officer’s office.

“I understand that the situation is stressful Namjoon, but please have a seat, you’re disrupting the decorum.” the head detective said in a monotone voice.

“Decorum be damned. That scum took my sister!” Namjoon was at his wit’s end, but still he slumped back into a chair. “Why won’t you let me contact him myself?”

“Because we don’t want to make it seem like we’re desperate, detective. He took her, he’s sure to call. All I ask is some patience and a little bit of faith.”

“But I AM desperate. That’s my little sister. I’m supposed to protect her, sir. What kind of brother does that make me?”

“Trust me, Namjoon.”

“Trust you and stay here like a sitting duck while he could be torturing her as we speak?” Namjoon got sickening goosebumps at the thought alone.

“Min Yoongi is the scum of the earth, but even he wouldn’t hurt a hair on a woman’s head. That’s a rule he abides by that you’re familiar with.”

Namjoon nodded half-heartedly. What a sick twist of faith that he had to place his faith in the mercy in Min Yoongi’s heart, the most merciless man he had known in all his years of service.

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Yoongi - He thinks you’re a spy

Warning - May be upsetting to some readers

You smile softly as you snuggle into Yoongi’s arms, pulling the duvet tighter around the both of you. It’s not often that he stays over at your apartment, but hopefully it won’t be much longer until you find a place for the two of you. You’ve been going out secretly to view places while Yoongi’s at work. You haven’t told him, but only because he’s so busy. Your boyfriend is the hardest working salesman you’ve ever known.

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