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Our sweet blasphemy

@foroursweetblasphemy

When life gets blurry, adjust your focus. 📷📷📷 The name's Molly! 27 Photographer, anime nerd
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Grimore Ideas

So you want to make a grimore, but you have no idea what to put it! Here are some ideas!

  • Spells, of course
  • The elements
  • Crystals and herbs you like, and their correspondences
  • Astrology: the signs, your chart, etc
  • Divination, both how to’s, and answers you’ve gotten
  • Sigils!
  • Moon phases, I find even sticking a calendar in there is good
  • Deities, Spirits, and things like that you’ve talked to or worked with
  • The Sabbats, if you do those, and what you can do on them
  • Recipes and Potions
  • Meditation charts and what you get out of them!
  • Dreams and dreamwork
  • Plant identification
  • Tarot card meanings
  • Art
  • Terminology
  • Crystal Grids
  • Pendulum keys
  • Tarot spreads
  • Essential oils you like
  • Mythology
  • Scrying
  • Pocket Altars
  • Runes

Hopefully this has give you some ideas! Good luck!

~Advicewitch Kween

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jungshookz

beauty & the bookworm {librarian!namjoon}

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→ pairing: kim namjoon x reader

→ genre: librarian!namjoon who’s a little nerdy a little dorky but we loVe it, university!au, y/n’s the brat this time around, fluff softer than clouds, a bit of heartwrenching angst :’(, BTS as in BIG TIME smU T

→ wordcount: 20.8k this will definitely make the app crash as per usual don’t come for me

→ note: okay first and foremost i apologize because this is wAY overdue! i started writing librarian!joon in october but i kept putting him off and it’s not what he deserves :-(( but the most important thing is that he’s here now and he’s ready to trip his way into your hearts!! also i finally gave one of my fics a title instead of just naming the au so we’re spicing things up for the new year! enjoy!! 

pst if u wanna talk to y/n or joonie or even jimin u know what to do ;-)

(gif isn’t mine!)

(((and the read more function iS there but most of the time it doesn’t work on mobile :// i am sorry don’t attack me by sending passive-aggressive anon messages)))

  • you’ve always been the type of person to just go with the flow
  • whenever life throws an obstacle your way you somehow always aLways make it out alive
  • you always have a backup plan and you never worry about anything
  • because worrying gives you frowning wrinkles and you want your skin to remain smooth and beautiful
  • maybe it’s maybelline??? maybe it’s just not giving a fuCk
  • but this is the first time you’ve ever been… slightly concerned
  • you are in unfamiliar territory because you feel
  • …worried
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shymagnolia

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

okay so i just got my dream job??? a week after applying to it?? and now i’m thinking….maybe this is the good luck post

…..not even six hours later i got an offer of a well paying full time long-term job with free room and board in queens in nyc, allowing me independence and a way to escape an abusive situation and an unhealthy environment

likes charge reblogs cast, folks, this is the good luck post

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This is the Baby Money Yoda, reblog in the next 60 seconds of seeing this to receive a blessing from our green bean prince.

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deluxury

THIS IS THE SINGLE GREATEST POST IN TUMBLR HISTORY. RECOGNIZE.

👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

only time i will ever reblog family guy

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kaiasinclair

🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

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Stay with me // Jimin x Reader // fluff

This is a smol piece I wrote for @foroursweetblasphemy​ skskskksk enjoy! It’s .v. short but I like it.

Word count: 135.

Soft orange light spilled in from the quiet outside through the small gap in the curtains. Gentle were his fingers carding through your hair; dexterous digits working out tangles left over from your harsh day. There were some murmured apologies when you shifted in discomfort if his fingers hit a snag, but you didn’t truly mind. It was a price you were more than willing to pay just to preserve this tranquil moment.

Jimin’s heartbeat was in your ear, his chest rising and falling in steady breaths. Your own breathing was almost matched to his; as he exhaled, you inhaled. There were things to do, people to meet, bills to pay and dinner to cook, but all of it could wait.

For all either of you cared, there was only the treasured here and now.

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Somebody to love // Park Jimin x Molly // fluff.

Summary: You meet Park Jimin at a fan meet and instantly is there a connection between you. You see the man, not the symbol, and a chance encounter leads to serendipity. This is what he sings for.

I haven’t written much for Jimin so I hope that he’s in character! It’s been a while since I wrote for anything other than Joker (2019) lmao so I hope that you like this gift!!! We’ve been friends for three years and it’s crazy how fast the time has gone past but also how we’ve both been through a lot and come out the other side. Here’s to another three years of friendship; may we have met by then! Merry Christmas, love! <3

I use ‘you’ so that it’s Jimin x Reader, but instead of Y/N I use ‘Molly’, the name of the person this is dedicated to as a gift. She gave me permission to post it here, though! @foroursweetblasphemy

Word count: 1, 131.

You had been standing for hours and, oh, your knees ached.

Like a mantra did all seven members’ names run through your head. They were all you had been focusing on for months, ever since you had bought a ticket to this fan meet, and the closer you got to the panel, the more your entire body seemed to shake. 

You were so nervous and yet, so jittery were you with excitement to meet the seven men who had been your reason, your purpose, your motivation and your inspiration for so long. From that very first song had you been hooked on them, and you knew that never again would you get to love one thing in this same way. You loved the way you loved BTS.

They were your entire life, for better or for worse, and you wanted to tell them as such.

You focused most especially on Jimin as you got closer to the panel where they were all sat. There was still ten or more people in front of you, and it seemed like there were hundreds behind you, but your eyes were only on Jimin. You did your best to not stare at him, you really did, but your eyes kept coming back to him as you looked the members over one by one, your mind going elsewhere while you waited patiently for your few seconds with each of them.

You had so much that you wanted to say to all of them. So much, in fact, that your mind would undoubtedly freeze when your moment finally came.

Jimin, for his part, was aware of your fleeting gaze. Even as he high fived fans, signed CDs and DVDs, T-shirts and the like, even as he told people that he loved them and thanked them for the same thing, even as he joked and flirted with male and female fans alike, he was aware of you. How could he not be? You were practically screaming at him with your eyes. Your attentions weren’t sinister or even creepy, though, and he found himself anxious to get you up to the panel so that he could speak with you. 

Finally, finally, were you called forward to meet the first member: Kim Seokjin.

The smile that greeted him made Jin smile just as widely at you; you were truly happy and he could feel it coming off of you in waves. He nudged the member next to him, and each of them took in your smile. You weren’t the only one to be so happy, so giddy to meet them, but there was something about you that had caught Jimin’s eyes and as such, the other six men who had so captivated your heart and ensnared your senses paid attention to you. They were each careful to not make it obvious to other people though, and most especially not to the staff which were on hand to help them out with anything, but Namjoon nudged Taehyung, who nudged Jimin and murmured something to him.

You didn’t catch what was being said, but as Jimin’s eyes met yours did he blush, and a fire began to simmer low in your stomach, making your toes curl in your socks. Your heart began to pound and there was a roaring in your ears as you spent some moments with each member, going down the panel until you reached Jimin, and you swore that your heart stopped, fell through your stomach and rolled right across the floor.

He was so ethereal and your breath caught in your throat. You smiled at him, you smiled, and Jimin laughed, his eyes disappearing into his cheeks with the movement of his facial muscles. 

“Hello,” He ran a hand through his hair and reached the same hand out to take yours. “What’s your name?”

“M-molly.” You stuttered out, so nervous yet so in love were you, and it made your words stick in your throat even as tears sprung to your eyes. You loved him so much that it was causing you actual physical pain. But who were you to Jimin? You were just a stranger who didn’t live in the same country as him who supported him silently. Sure, you had gone to concerts and you had bought merchandise, but you didn’t know each other. You were strangers. The thought sobered you almost instantly, and Jimin missed that spark in your eyes, which he thought had dulled.

“A pretty name for a pretty lady,” He flirted. The blush which came to your face made him giggle, and you were both aware of how all six members were watching the two of you interact with smiles on their faces.

“Thank you. You’re so beautiful, Jiminie, I - I love you.” 

There was a chorus of soft coos and ‘awh’s from the other six members, and Yoongi chuckled as he whispered something to Namjoon, who shook his head and then raised a hand to motion over one of the security guards.

Jimin thanked you sincerely, ducking his head in embarrassment.

“How are you, Jimin? You look very tired.” You smiled, finally getting to talk with him as a person and not just as a member of BTS, and you fell into a small conversation made up mostly of small talk, both of you wanting to talk for longer even though you were already over your time with Jimin.

The guard made his way over to Namjoon and leaned in close, listened to what he had to say, and then he raised an eyebrow to Jimin: what do you think? There was a silent conversation going on between the members and the security guard, but finally were you approached by them and handed a VIP badge.

“This is for you,” Jimin said, “I hope you like it.” He slipped you a piece of paper under the laminated badge and eyed you meaningfully; don’t open it now, wait.

You nodded, your heart pounding in your head, and as you left the panel, you waited until you were outside of the room to open the piece of paper:

Jimin’s phone number and a time was scrawled hastily, presumably by him, and your eyes flooded with tears. He meant for you to meet with him backstage after the fan meet. He wasn’t finished with you yet.

You went backstage, and what followed after was sheer bliss.

You saw the man, and not just the status symbol, and for that alone had Jimin fallen head over heels for you. It was moments like this which he sang about, and from now on were you his muse.

It was up to you to keep his motivation and inspiration for his craft well fed; and all you had to do was to be your wonderful self.

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I'm binging your masterlist to take a break from studying critical reviews of Hamlet because? apparently? I have you on blog notifs and I've STILL managed to miss stuff sksksksk

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I noticed you weren’t showing up in my notifs 😭 so I’m glad you’ll get to catch up on my posts! I’m glad I finally got to fully update my masterlist lol

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@joker-flecked-me there are people I tag in my posts who haven’t been in my notifs and they’ve later DM’d to say they aren’t seeing my stuff so I think it’s a tumblr bug sksksks this hellsite is so full of holes <33333 yeees omgggg am gonna DM you soon once i’ve done these last 12 pages [give me strength Arthur I have a headache already skskskk]

It happened to me as well! I think it was when you changed your blog name tbh!

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Maybe I wrote a thing...

I'm sorry for the layout, @sebastianshoe suggested I post this... enjoy?

~~~~~~~~~~~NSFW~~~~~~~~~~~

Classes were hard, you werent failing, but you definitely werent top of your class. No, that spot was taken up by Park Jimin, the sweet nerdy boy who didnt really talk to many people. Class was in session and the teacher was droning on and on about some project, but your eyes drifted to him. You had never really talked to him, but he intrigued you. You wanted to get to know what went on in that smart noggin of his. You wanted to make him whimper and squirm under you... but that was an understatement. Suddenly your name was called "...and Park Jimin are paired" huh, did you just... no way, you just got paired with him for the project that you had missed the information for. The professor gave the rest of the class for brainstorming with your partner. Seeing Jimin look around the room, not sure who his partner was, you slowly make your way to him. "Hi Jimin, I'm your partner" he flashes a smile, one portrayed as innocent at you. "Hi, should we get started?" He questions you. You nod and sit down, "did we get a topic assigned to us?" Jimin nods, "we did, it's the psychological benefits to bdsm for both parties" he turns a slightly flushed color as your mouth drops, they assigned THAT topic. What? You had been interested in it before, but no one had ever satisfied you before. You and Jimin start passing back and for possible topics to hit. "You've never experienced proper BDSM have you?" Jimins question side swipes you. Blushing, you shake your head no. A look surfaces on Jimin's face that you dont recognize, sweet nerdy jimin, with a smirk like that, subconsciously, your legs squeeze together and you swallow your breath. "Come to mine tonight, we can do some... research." Jimin hands you a notecard, as the professor dismisses the class. before you can say anything, hes gathered his items and is out the door, leaving you speechless. Slowly you glance down, the notecard read out a phone number, and an address, an address in the most expensive part of town. What have you just gotten yourself into...?

Anxiously, you make it through the rest of your classes, that smirk always teetering in the back of your mind. It sent shivers down your spine everytime you imagined it. Gathering your belongings at your locker, you pull out your phone.

Me: what time did you want me to come over?

You hit send, and anxiously wait a response. Not long after, your phone dings. Gripping it, you see the message.

Park Jimin : I have some things to take care of first, let's say two hours?

Me : okay, I'll see you then

Park Jimin : just tell the gate you're a guest of mine, and they'll let you in. See you then.

Two hours, you have two hours to kill. Heading outside, you run into a friend of yours.

"Hey! Did you want to grab some drinks tonight?" They ask you.

"I'd love to, but I'm working on a project for psychology tonight, maybe another time?"

"Oh boo, who is your partner?"

"Park Jimin"

"Oh good luck, we all know it's a more sexual topic, and that boy screams virgin"

You chuckle as you wave goodbye to your friend, hop in your car, and head home. Arriving home you let your dog out, and grab a snack, before working on your homework. Before you know it, its time for you to get ready to head over to Jimins. After a quick shower and picking an outfit, it's time to go. The drive wasnt too long, maybe 15 minutes, and you're pulling up to a gate, eyes widening at the sight.

"Yes I'm a guest of Park Jimins" you nervously tell the guard.

"Ah yes, he did mention he was having company tonight" and he let's you in. After a few more minutes you pull up to the address you were given. Taking a deep breath you get out of your car and grab your bag. Here goes nothing.

The door opens shortly after you knock.

"Hello-"

But the person standing at the door, greeting you, is not the same park jimin you know. Did he have a twin?

"Ah! I'm so glad you made it!" He smiles and turns to let you in. Nope, that Is him, that smile gave it away. How in the world...? Jimin looks completely different from the version at school. His fluffy black hair is styled up, showing off his forehead. Instead of the usual oversized sweater and loose jeans he wears, he has a form fitting white t shirt on, and black Jean's so tight, they appear to be painted on. You follow him in once the shock wears off. Were you checking him out? Yes yes you were, but how could you not, when his ass and thighs look like they were sculpted by god himself.

"Would you like anything to drink?" He asks softly

"Just some water would be great" as he hands you the glass of water, he motions towards the table. He pulls out a computer and the assignment you guys had been working on.

"So, what do you know about BDSM?" he asks as if it's the most casual thing in the world.

"Uh, well I know pretty much what weve been told from class, and that it tends to hurt."

Jimin sighs, and smiles a sad smile, one that breaks your heart.

"Ah, see that's where its misconstrued. BDSM isnt supposed to hurt, it's supposed to make you feel good, and not always sexually. Yes, it can include objects that cause pain, but a majority of the time the party receiving is using that pain as pleasure."

You nod, allowing him to continue.

"There are many different type of bdsm, I think we should choose one type and focus solely on that." He looks at you, and you agree with him.

"So what kinds are there?" You ask him, blushing for the answer you are about to receive.

"Well, there is non sexual, which can include little/bigs, that is when the dominant person takes care of the submissive in a way that may be seen as childlike. There is also sexual bdsm, it doesn't have to be every time, but it can include your typical daddy or mommy dom and the submissive. Both can include punishments as well." He smirks at you before continuing.

"That, is the kind of BDSM I am into."

You happened to be taking a sip of water the moment he says that, and choke slightly. Clearing yourself with a cough.

"You, soft sweet park jimin, are into BDSM?!"

You couldnt believe your ears, well, looking at him once more, its starting to make sense.

"You should believe everything you see, my dear"

there is a gling of something in his eyes, that sends shivers down your shine. He gets up and whispers into your ear,

"Would you like to experience true BDSM, my dear?"

Without thinking, you nodded.

Smirking, Jimin takes your hand and leads you away from the kitchen.

"From here on out, you may only refer to me as Sir, or Daddy. Got it?"

You nod

"You must use your words, baby"

"Yes... Sir" you swirl the word around on your tongue. It excites you.

"Good girl, now, choose your safe word"

You think it over for a second, as jimin opens the door to what seems to be his bedroom.

"Watermelon, watermelon is the safe word."

He mumbles it a time or two before he starts speaking again.

"Okay, good, now, we will use the red light method too. When I ask your color, Green means you're good to go, yellow means slow down or you are not sure, and red is stop immediately. You do not have to be asked either, if something is uncomfortable, or you want me to stop, say it. Color out, do you understand?"

"Yes Sir"

"Good girl, now" Jimin has sat down, and pats his lap, "come sit"

The reaction is immediate, something in you forces you to stay quiet and sit on his lap, he pulls you around so that you are straddling his waist.

"Good girl, what is your color?" He looks you in the eyes as he asks. You maintain eye contact.

"Green, Sir."

He nods and continues,

"Now be a good girl and sit here while I finish this last piece of homework, no complaints, or you will be punished."

You shoot him a confused look, how is he supposed to work on his homework while you're on his lap? He notices the confusion and pulls you towards him, setting your head over his shoulder, and wrapping his arms around your waist to reach the table. You nuzzle into his neck and relax. No one had ever really just held you like this before. Soon enough the sounds of pencil hitting paper starts, making you slightly sleepy. You make two mistakes.

"Jiminieeeee, are you almost done?"

The sound of pencil stops in its track.

"Baby girl. What did I say to call me? And did I, or did I not, tell you not to complain. Tsk tsk, two little rules, and both broken? I think it's time for a punishment."

Your eyes widen, realizing your mistakes. He stands up with you still straddling him, before setting you on the bed. Sitting down next to you.

"Lay across my lap baby girl" and you do so. He moves you around slightly, ass up.

"Color"

"Green Sir."

He runs a hand down your back, resting on your hip, before caressing your ass. As he squeezes it

"Make sure to count"

Next thing you know, you were spanked.

"O-one"

The hand pulls back and comes down again

"T-two, t-three, four, f-five"

He pauses for a moment,

"You're doing so well baby girl, only 5 more"

But he pulls down your pants over your ass this time, and you hear him groan softly at your thong. Gripping your asscheek before contact stops.

"S-six,"

Holy fuck that feels so different when your ass is bare. You feel a shiver run up your spine, as warmth pools in your lower abdomen.

"Sevennn"

You start feeling wet, and couldnt hold back the slight moan that slipped out.

"Eight, n-nine, tennnn"

By the time hes finished, you're panting, and dripping wet. His hand is still on your ass, rubbing the red spot was surely forming. He runs a finger down your center, and you cant hold back the moan.

"Mmm baby girl, I havent even done anything and you're this wet? My my, arent we impatient. Stand." He orders. And you do so.

"Looks like I should do something for that, shouldnt i?"

He smirks as you nod alot faster than before.

"Pants. Off."

You are quick to obey, shimmying out of your jeans before waiting for further instructions.

"Baby girl, could you help Sir out?"

Once again, the nod is immediate.

"Good girl. Now on your knees."

He points to the floor in front of his legs.

"Put that pretty little mouth of yours to good use."

Kneeling down in front of you, you can see a slight bulge, eyes widening, but also shooting sensations straight south. Unbuckling his belt, you glance up at him, and he nods for you to continue, he hisses as his cock bounces out of his boxers. Even just half hard, you can tell his cock is large, and your mouth starts to water.

"Heh, what are you waiting for baby girl?" Is all you need to start. Kitten licks to the head, before taking the head into your mouth and sucking on it, before slowly taking more of his cock into your mouth. His hands take hold of your hair, as his cock gets harder, and he let's out a deep throaty moan.

"Mmmm baby girl, that's a good girl"

His grip tightens, and he starts moving your head with you. Unlike all the other times you've had a cock in your mouth, this was different, you never salivated this much, or got this wet before being touched. You can feel him getting close, and you send his whole cock down your throat, and swallow on him, causing the lowest guttural moan you've ever heard, rip through jimins throat. His hands hold you down as he cums down your throat.

"Fuck, that's such a good girl" he moans out, letting you off his cock and pulling you to his lap, kissing you harshly. A whine escapes you own lips. You grind your thong covered self onto his sensitive cock,

"More Sir, I need more." Another groan slips past both your lips as he thrusts up towards you.

"Daddy please" was all it took.

He picks you up off the floor, and throws you onto his bed, stripping his shirt off, climbing onto of you. He has you sit up, stripping your shirt off as well, and unhooking your bra in a one handed motion. Pushing you down and sliding off your thong. Before you have time to think he moans at the sight of your body.

"Baby girl you are so beautiful."

Before going to town.

Mouth goes straight to your nipple and a hand sends a finger straight into you. Two fingers was all it takes to send your back arching. He bites your nipple before pulling off.

"Baby girl you are so wet for me."

You whimper out for him

"Daddy please"

He chuckles darkly

"So needy, baby girl"

He moves farther down and removes his fingers, mouth attacking your clit. Your hands go to his hair as he eats you out. His tongue is godly.

"Daddyyyy your tongue is ill-illegal." You moan out for him, feeling heat pool, with no warning, you cum on his tongue. Hard. Never had you cum so hard before, but he keeps going, lapping up all your juices.

"That's such a good girl, so good for me."

You whine as his hands leave you, he knees up and you hear the sound of a condom wrapper being torn open. He rolls it down his still hard cock.

"Color baby girl."

"Green Daddy, so fucking green."

He growls and slams into you, making your back arch again. There is a light pain.

"Watch your language baby girl." He growls into your ear, before giving you a moment to adjust. You whine and buck your hips up, giving him the que. His thrusts start slowly, long and steady. Teasing.

"Dont tease daddy"

He smirks and latches his mouth to your neck, finding your sweet spot immediately, and sucking harshly. His thrusts picking up momentum as you squirm. It feels so good. Who would have known that sweet innocent park jimin, would be the one to make you cum on a cock for real. Moans mix together, harmonizing.

"Baby girl, I'm so close" he moans into your ear.

"Me too Daddy, me too"

And before you can finish your sentence, you feel the once again gathering heat over flow. Long and loudly a moan escapes you, as your legs shake and tighten around him. Jimins cock sputters and he matches your moan with his own. A few more thrusts to ride out both of your highs. He pulls out and lays down next to you. You feel like jelly, and whine as he gets up after catching his breath. For a split second he disappears, leaving you worried he was gonna kick you out, but no, he comes back with a washcloth.

"One of the most important parts of BDSM is aftercare."

And he starts to clean you up, before lifting you, and taking you to the bathroom. Settling both of you into the bath he had drawn. Washing your body and hair, before doing his own. He gets out first, drying himself off, before getting you out and doing the same. He grabs some pain pills and a glass of water and has you take them. Clean now, you both curl up together on his now clean bed.

"And that Baby Girl, is proper BDSM."

Safe to say, you ended up with an A+ on your project, and the best boyfriend ever.

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Slytherins in a Nutshell

• “Shut your whore mouth” 

• Has the most brilliant comeback but they stutter when they say it so they just end up saying “fuck you” 

• “I don’t care if you broke your elbow” 

• Sympathizes with the villains more than the heroes

• They don’t necessarily have green or silver as their favorite color, although they’re fond of it because house pride baby 

• Is open about how much they hate their NOTPs 

• “This is why I hate people” 

• “You’re a Slytherin so you must love Snape” “Oh my goooooooddddd” 

• Drarry

• MANIPULATES PERSONALITY TESTS

• Extremely lazy. The only way you can get them to do anything is say they won’t be able to

• They love proving people wrong 

• Likes to learn dark, forbidden spells not because they’re evil but because they want to see if they can do it or use it in a situation where goodytwofuckingshoes spells won’t work

• “Forgive and forget” “You’re still mad at me for eating the last slice of pizza two years ago” “I didn’t say it applies to you” 

• “Happiness and moving on is the best revenge” “Hahaha no. Someone bring me my dagger” 

• Dark bags under their eyes

• Gods/goddesses in formal wear 

• Fusses over their appearance a lot and take forever in getting ready

• Other days they just throw on what’s comfortable and glare at everyone who stares because “I am not in the mood to dress up and I am not in the mood to get stared at either so shove it”

• Nobody ever sees them study, so everyone is surprised when they pass or get a good grade 

• “I will do it my way or not at all” 

• Brutally honest 

• Actually pretty nice. Just don’t piss them off or shit on their friends (or their ships and fandoms) 

• “Who the fuck doesn’t cheat on tests is that even human”

• Fucking batshit crazy drunks 

• Cussing is second nature (first is being fabulous) 

• “Fuck why am I so cool”

• “Fuck I’m so ugly”

• Walking contradictions 

• Quotes the vine on a daily basis 

• They’re either lightweight drunks or hardcore drinkers who needs to drink at least a fucking gallon before getting drunk

• Sarcasm

• “WATCH ME”

• Sarcasm

• “Don’t try me bitch” 

• Skilled liars 

• Prepares a list of excuses instead of an apology

• Finds a way to get the most benefits without being the actual mastermind so they don’t get caught

• Prefers individual projects

• Zendaya 

• Jams like a retarded seal to their favorite song and does a full-on performance within the confines of their room and tries to not let their embarrassment show when someone walks in

• Taylor Swift 

• So good at hiding their emotions it’s fucking scary 

¤ Shit at expressing what they really feel and even worse when it comes to showing affection

• You won’t even notice they’re insulting you

• Fakes it till they make it 

• “Know your enemies” 

• Brilliant at spotting lies

• SAVAGE

• Sarcasm

Feel free to add more ;> 

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✧・゚: *✧・゚:* jimin’s travel journal ✈️📖 *:・゚✧*:・゚✧ | cr happy birthday to our sweetest, selfless, hardworking angel baby! you take care of us and the members and make sure all of us feel so loved. you put your heart and soul into everything you do, from the reassuring hugs you give to the choreographies you practice tirelessly to perfect. I hope that you can feel how much we adore you, and know how comforting your bright smile is, that it always leads us out of the dark and feels like home. we love you so much, jimin! ♡ •́ε•̀٥

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No ones gonna pay attention to this... but I'm really fucking sad right now, and simply want to die. The darkness is seeping in, and all I want to do is take pills and sleep and never wake up.

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The days go by, and the depression seeps in, it seems like you've been burdening everyone recently. Even if they tell you that you arent, you know deep down you are. Yet, another day another dollar right? Work is a drag, things are a drag, life, overall, is a drag. It's roughly 3 oclock when you get home, making it barely through the day at work without bursting into tears. Screaming children may be bad, but screaming parents were worse. You skipped breakfast this morning, nothing unusual, but instead of eating lunch, you go straight for the bedroom, stripping out of your clothes. Hopefully a hot shower will shake you out of it... but who are you kidding, it's not that easy. Tears start to steak down your cheek as you hop in the shower, spotify playlist, the saddest one you've got, on full blast. Going through the motions, you finish up your shower, but stay underneath the stream, the dam finally breaking, tears flowing endlessly as the weight of the world comes crashing down. Sinking down into the tub as song after song passes, and the water runs cold, is what causes you to force yourself out. A towel wrapped around your chest, drying yourself off. Slowly making your way into your shared bedroom, it's shared with your boyfriend, the one light in your life, and the only one who keeps you going. A soft smile graces your lips as you see his favorite onesie laying on the bed. Shimmying into it, it embraces you in the comforting scent you know simply as Jimin. Grabbing your pillows, you cocoon yourself in blankets and start to unleash all the sadness you've been feeling. Finally the tears start to slow down and you drift off to sleep, crying yourself into it.

"Baby girl" you hear softly, as someone shakes your shoulder, "Baby girl wake up" the hand on your shoulder moves to your face, thumb softly tracing your cheek. Blinking your eyes open, you see Jimin's worried face. He pulls you in close, after crawling into your pillow and blanket nest. "Baby girl, cry it all out, tell me everything that's going on in that brain of yours" he whispers, while running a hand through your hair. The tears start up once again, and you unleash everything you've been holding in, from the shit at work, to the terrifying battle you're at with yourself inside your mind. He holds you tighter as you spill your heart out, pulling your chin towards his, gazing deep into your eyes, "it's okay love, let it out, we will make it through this, but for now, you need cuddles, and I need you. Let me save you from yourself." He presses his lips onto yours, not hungrily, but softly, passionately. Curled into his side is where he makes sure you stay until the dark clouds have lifted.

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BTS Reaction: They Get Needy For Your Attention

Jin:

You laid back on your bed, relaxing on the feeling of the mattress. Jin laid beside you, his finger poking your cheek lightly.

“Jagi!” He whispered, as you remained unresponsive. “Jagi, jagi, jagi,” he continued, prodding harder at your body.

“Look at me,” he whined, moving his hands down to poke in your hips, jabbing you to make you turn and look at him.

You sighed, glancing momentarily at him, watching a small smile appear on his face. He knew he was wearing you down as he continued to do so, tickling and jabbing harder and harder.

“Stop it Jin. I mean it.”

“I will when you pay attention to me.”

“Jin! What the hell do you want?” You snapped, eventually caving in frustration, turning to look at him. “Why are you so annoying today?”

“I just wanted to say I love you,” he giggled, pressing a kiss to your cheek. “I really love you and I wanted to tell you that, is that so bad?”

“You could’ve just told me that,” you sighed, cuddling into him, “rather than getting annoying and winding me up. You’re the worst.”

“There was no fun in just telling you that.”

Yoongi:

His tired body entered the hotel room, throwing himself down on the sofa alongside the bed that you laid on, running his hands over his face.

“Ow!” He grumbled, turning to face you. You ignored him, lost in your phone. “Ow! Everything really hurts, I need a cuddle.”

“The boys are next door,” you smugly replied, still not looking at him. He gasped, turning to face you. “What? They give good cuddles.”

He sighed, walking over to join you where you sat, laying next to you, turning to face you with a soft pout forming on his lips only making you feel sorrier for him.

“Just give me love.”

“I’m sure the boys would give you excellent love.”

“Why are you so mean to me? All I want is your love and affection,” he giggled, fighting his way to rest his head on your chest. “Jagi!”

“Yoongi, I’m busy, can’t you see that?” He nodded, and yet continued to cuddle down further into you anyway. “What’s aching? What can I help you with?”

“Everything!” He screamed, throwing his arms up in the air, overdramatizing everything. “I just want you to help me, everything is sore.”

“You’re such a baby sometimes, you know that?”

Hoseok:

Pressing play on your documentary, you couldn’t wait to sit and watch it having recorded it earlier in the week, tugging a blanket around your body.

“I’m home!” A voice shouted; the front door slamming shut. “Babe! Where are you?” He yelled, following the sounds of the television playing.

“Be quiet, I’m trying to watch,” you snapped, flapping him away as he walked past the television, shifting your body so you could continue watching.

He hummed as you did so, walking back in front of the telly, dancing in front of it until he wore you down enough to pause it, slamming the remote down on the sofa beside you.

“Seriously, move.”

“I can’t. I need to talk to you urgently.”

“What! What is so damn important that you are being needy and annoying!” You shouted, a little louder than you expected, making your point clear.

“I just wanted you to say hello,” he smiled, sitting beside you, pulling you down into him. “I thought you’d be pleased to see me after missing me this morning.”

“I am happy to see you; I’ve just been waiting to watch this for so long. Give me an hour and then I promise I will give you all the attention in the world Hobi.”

“I can live with that. I’ll be quiet, promise.”

Namjoon:

You sat back with your book, resting on the cushions of the sofa, when Namjoon sat beside you, glancing at the book that you held in your hands.

“What are you reading?” He asked, just as you turned the first page. “What’s it about? Who writes it? I’m reading a book; do you want to hear about it?”

“Why don’t you read your book instead?” You sighed, turning back to the book, only for his voice to interject again, continuing to disrupt you.

You stood up, taking your book, moving onto the other sofa to get away from him, glancing up to see him softly pouting at you.

“Don’t look at me like that.”

“Then tell me what I did so wrong.”

“I’m trying to read Namjoon, I don’t need you constantly interrupting me with questions.” You felt terrible as he looked guiltily towards you.

“I’m sorry, it’s just we haven’t spent much time together recently, I thought it would be nice of us to talk for a while.”

“No, you’re right,” you sighed, putting your book down. “We haven’t spent much time together, my book can safe for a time when you’re not here. Let’s talk.”

“I like this, having your attention on me.”

Jimin:

The peace and quiet was quickly shattered as you laid down for a nap, hearing the bedroom door fly open, his heavy footsteps quickly following.

“Jagi! Wake up, it’s like three in the afternoon, let’s go out!” He jumped onto the bed, laying beside you, clapping his hands to make sure you didn’t sleep.

“Jimin, go away,” you kindly requested, burying your face into the pillow. “I’m trying to sleep for a reason, I’m super tired from work this morning.”

He laid beside you, continuing to make plenty of noise, ignoring your requests for conditions nice enough to sleep in, making plenty of noise to make sure you stayed awake.

“Sleep is for losers.”

“If sleeping makes me a loser, so be it. I don’t care.”

“Why are you so boring? I want to do things with you, and all you do is sleep,” he groaned, kicking his legs up into the air.

“It’s not boring, I’m just tired.” You sighed, sitting up. “But you obviously want something, so why don’t you tell me what you want?”

“I just want to see you, I want your attention on me for a while, I’ve missed you.” You sighed, laying back down cuddling into him. “See, this is better.”

“Good, now be quiet, and let me get some damn sleep.”

Taehyung:

A figure slowly creeped into the room whilst you settled at your vanity desk, pulling out your drawer of makeup to prepare for an evening out with your friends.

“Do you have to go,” Tae’s voice whimpered, coming up behind you, resting his chin on your shoulder. “Can’t you just stay here with me?”

“This has been planned for weeks, and you’ve known about, I can’t just bail.” He sighed, heavily rolling his eyes towards you.

He reached into your drawer, trying to grab a few of your products, but your hand quickly came down, stopping him in his tracks.

“You don’t really want to go.”

“They are my friends; I have to go to this and see them.”

“Can you just say you’re ill? I don’t want to let you go tonight, I want you here with me,” he sighed, peppering kisses all over your face.

“I promise I won’t be out too late, wait up for me if you want,” you tried to compromise, but his shoulders shrugged nonchalantly.

“It’s not the same. Are you sure you can’t just reschedule or cancel? How can you say no to this handsome face jagi?”

“It’s taking a lot of willpower, trust me.”

Jungkook:

You laid out across the bed, opening your magazine to flick through with a moment’s peace and quiet, it was the optimum time to settle.

“There you are,” a voice squeaked, opening your bedroom door, flopping down beside you on the bed. “I thought you were hiding from me.”

“I was,” you admitted, “you’re being annoying and playful when all I want to do is read my magazine.”

He softly pouted, pulling a funny face at you, before tickling your sides making you erupt into a fit of giggles, losing your magazine page.

“Stop being such a child Kook.”

“I can’t. It’s in my nature, just humour me and entertain me.”

“What do you want?” You sighed, turning to face him. “What can I do to stop child Jungkook running around and bring back adult Jungkook.”

“Firstly, you love child Jungkook. Secondly, do you fancy coming downstairs and playing a game with me?” You nodded slowly, as he pulled you off the bed.

“Just for clarity, I like child Jungkook when he’s not being a giant pain in the ass,” you informed him as he carried you down the stairs.

“I’m always a giant pain in the ass jagi.”

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