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I also wish the game had more gay stuff, either in the Yuri or Yaoi way. But that's a separate issue.

Like, I'm happy monsters can use sexual attacks on each other and stuff and don't seem to discriminate between gender in battle. Its just I would love, idk, a few background Monster Girlfriends or something.

Sara was the original trilogies token gay, or I guess Bisexual. Hentai and lesbians always lead to them getting fucked by some guy regardless so its legit hard for me to tell what she's supposed to be. Its honestly annoying but that's a tangent for another day. Here, Sonya doesn't really show a lot of interest in women outside of a few easily missable castle dialogs.

And even here its treated as a "Haha she misspoke" type joke. I would love for her to get together with a girl at the end. But i'm not gonna hold my breath on this one. This all in all was mostly just a tangent and me venting, not even a frustration but a strong desire. I'm still gonna play the game until the end, i'm already in it for the long run. I won't lose sleep at night if we never see a pair of married monsters or Luka getting fucked by a guy or someone's gender getting transed. But, you know. I will jump for JOY if any of those happened.

I always get the hint i'm supposed to like Sonya and I don't hate her or anything. I just Hate the Trope of, "Girl likes boy, but boy doesn't realize it so she gets mad at him." Especially when it leads to like, physical violence. Which is ironic because I AM a sucker for "two idiots don't realize that the other person is in love with them but they both love each other but are afraid to say it". Which to me is slightly different. The former is presumption. "I like them, so if they don't like me back its because they're clueless and stupid and I need to hit them." Gross gross GROSS! Sonya its clear as things are now Luka isn't into you. There isn't any mutual pining here its one sided. If you *Told* him how you felt then yeah, maybe he can like you back. But assuming ownership because you like someone is just awful. Now if there were lots of cute scenes with them both blushing or afraid to talk to the other. I WOULD EAT THAT SHIT UP. But there's not. Luka seems particularly uninterested in romantic relationships, which is natural as its a whole game mechanic to avoid them, and he's got more important things on his mind. I would love the game to tackle romance but its just so bad at it.

But whatever, that's just a little vent for today.

Liveblogging time! I started the Elf Rebellion but then I took a break to train and Pack for Moving Tomorrow. Time to get back to it.

Starting off at the start of the Chapter 3 Demo.

Hey everyone. So. Paradox has a new Demo out that recently got translated. I may be happily married, but its time to return to my TRUE love! Problematic Erotic games! LETS GOOOO!

Me in the past: “I love the game sure. But one day I’m gonna have a partner and I’m gonna put it down. I can’t let them know I’m into this degenerate stuff”

My girlfriend today: “ugh I want part 3 to come out when will it come out!”

Sometimes I wish I did more with the Doppels.I kind of just felt self conscious about them though. They sort of existed to vent stuff about my gender and feelings pertaining to it.

I sort of felt like I was annoying people when I used them though. But I loved using them.

Doppel Lukas gimmick of switching Gender Presentation is something I would use for a character later. A character I use in RP named Tamaki. A gender fluid Kitsune with a bit of a streak at being an ass.

Honestly. I just love playing with the idea of magical creatures who’s concept and presentation of gender could be a bit funky.

And that’s all the asks for now. Maybe later I’ll do some more.

This is less me coming out of retirement and more just filling an obligation that’s been bothering me.