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hi im lloyd, they/them, im 16 and read my facking links! at /links, icon by farms-art
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whats the point of living if i cant feel comfortable in my own skin

so I’m a 21 year old trans guy who really needs some help. Over the past 3 years I’ve changed jobs more than 4 times. It hasn’t been easy for me to keep a job because of a lack of understanding and feeling like a second rate citizen: failing to acknowledge my social downfalls as my current physical stature and dead name cause extreme dysphoria. It’s been difficult to work with people at all. I am going to school right now. It’s the only thing my mom will pay for. She supports me in ways I know are necessary, but her support stops short of helping me through anything transition related. As I said, I am 21, and being pre-t after high school seems like a never ending hell. At times I think to myself, whats the point of living if I’ll never feel comfortable in my own skin. It’s harder to be proud of being different, when I’m clearly experiencing life alone because of my differences. My insurance doesn’t cover trans related care either and I’ve been trying to schedule an endocrinologist appointment for months now after finally getting my hormone approval letter. I don’t want to be afraid to live anymore. If anyone would be willing to donate even $1 or a simple rb, it would mean the world to me!

I’ve seen the doctor, but I am waiting for the bill in the mail. I also have another appointment three months from now. He has prescribed me the medication I need and I have paid for that. It was $80 for 10 weeks supply.

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