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Made the mistake of reading fanfictions aside from the four I reread religiously again today. Ughhhhh bad characterization makes me sad.

I had to draw them confused and disgusted with what was done to them.

I apologize for calling Macklemore cringe

i actually dont think there's anything funnier than people watching a show or whatever bc they heard it allegedly had gay people in it then getting upset when it includes incredibly normal genre specific tropes that they personally dont like, like maybe you should have checked that before you watched it king and then they get mad at the show for being the show that it is instead of embracing it for what it is. like I'm so sorry that axe murderer 30000 had axe murderers in it and didnt have a happy ending and was really violent but i do think there are some context clues around it that could have let you pick up on that

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i'm sorry

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I like Franziska because she is essentially a marshmallow that is cosplaying a cactus...

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i wasn't sexually harassed by @/musashi, ya'll are just playing the telephone game.

hi, im slushy, i'm 15 and a half years old, i keep hearing these bullshit rumours about my friend wendy, or musashi, as is their tumblr url. i'm here to go on the record to say, that did not fucking happen. unfortunately, since i got banned in the server this went down in. (ha ha. how ironic.) might be tricky but i do have, like, 10 people who can back me up on this.

so, a rundown of events. me, wendy, and a few other people are in a vc. i post a poll about what i should go as for halloween. the options are pretty skimpy but hey, i'm fifteen, going on sixteen years old. i'm nearly an adult and by the time halloween rolls around i'll be old enough to work, drive, and fuck. i'm a teenager, not a toddler.

a couple server members, i think it was around five, voted on this poll. the mods, specifically the owner, got mad at wendy specifically. they said wendy was sexualising me. wendy was obviously like "no, when i look at a teenager in a halloween costume i see a teenager in a halloween costume. slushy's 13 years my junior, im not a weirdo."

the owner proceeded to get mad at wendy and then told me i should dress up as jesus? which is an odd thing to say. it was less of lingerie and more like a bikini. which gives me a feeling that the people getting mad are the type to sexualise teenagers at the beach.

anyway, wendy, with no warning, got banned for this. the mods said they gave plenty of warning but in those "warnings" they seemed to just be making friendly requests, not mod-ly orders.

the whole claim of wendy "offering to buy" me anything is also completely and utterly false. that didnt happen dawg

anyway, i was confused, angry, and upset about this. wendy was also very upset.

anyway, you know who i was groomed by?? someone else on the server who all the mods continue to reblog from and interact with. they know she's a groomer. i've told them. wendy's told them. at least five other people have expressed concern or disgust at this person's behaviour, and yet they continue to talk to the groomer.

i also want to add that i was completely and utterly spoken over. every time i said "wendy wasnt weird or creepy!" they didn't listen to me because i'm just a minorrrr. i'm just a little girl who obviously can't think for herselffffffff.

as for wendy being a "pedo apologist", i think this just refers to wendy...not being an antishipper? god forbid wendy, a grown ass 28 year old adult with adult responsibilities not get into internet discourse? also i find it pretty gross how we put "actual fucking child predators" and "people who don't care about online drama surrounding made up ships" on the same level of bad. one is something i can scroll past or block the tag of. the other caused me trauma, pain, and having grown up way too fast. fictional characters can't experience pain or tragedy in the same way real children and teenagers can.

this post is in regards to this anon message:

you are a bunch of sick people who don't care about real child abuse. you ignore groomers and let them fly under the radar to target people who you, personally, don't agree with. you're making a real victim into a false victim, and at the time of the incident it was sexual assault survivor's awareness month.

if you're going to call someone a victim, at least fucking listen to them. a real groomer is out there living her life while my friend lost a big amount of friends due to false allegations.

jesus christ are we really doing this. ok

the members of my discord server have all been quiet about this on social media because i'm not a cop, i don't believe in callout posts, and we do not fucking waste our time on shit like this. but if you are going to start poking the bear, we literally saved tons of proof that this was all bullshit, so here you fucking go i guess, we have to fucking do this.

addressing the bizzaro anon hate first:

here is what fucking happened:

and you can literally see the ableism up there too. i can't stress enough, THIS is the "combative" behaviour they were talking about:

(notice how nearly everyone is pushing back here? not just me? but i was the one who took the fall for it. when the admin came in to talk to "us," she only talked to me.)

this is literally just me explaining my actions. asking for clarification. trying to understand the rule i broke. the admin sent me a ton of these screeshots (you can even see their nitro bg here) as proof that i was fighting back against the mods.

they painted me as an aggressor literally for autistic traits i exhibit that come from COMPASSION. i wanted to follow the rules, i wanted to make the server a better place, i wanted to make sure i was doing everything right, SO I WOULD SOMETIMES ASK ABOUT IT. these instances above, THESE are what the admin used against me when she kicked me without any warnings.

as slushy said, the inciting incident that got me kicked was that she posted a poll about halloween costumes. there were no pictures attached. i voted for the one that i thought fit slushy best by description alone. then, AFTER I VOTED, slushy posted pictures.

the admin came in and started slut shaming slushy. i shit you not. sexualizing her for wanting to wear clothes that showed skin, "why don't you try dressing up as jesus instead." this was in line with the bizarre way the mods in this server treated minors, and so i tried to subtly affirm slushy like i always do when they and their groomer friend do this--by complimenting the costumes further, ignoring the weirdo sexualizing kids, and trying to talk about literally anything else.

i did not offer to buy slushy anything. i did not tell slushy to dress up in lingerie. the mods and everyone parroting this are intentionally fucking using all the worst possible worst, misrepresenting what happened in the worst possible way, to fucking malign me.

the costume in question was a fuzzy bikini. and when i am looking at a teenager in a fuzzy bikini i am not fucking thinking about her sexually because i am not a fucking freak. i tried to explain this to the admin and she would not hear me. she saw the FIRST opportunity to kick me, realized she could paint me as a pedophile or a predator and maybe get the chat on her side, and did so. we know this is what happened. we have proof this is what happened.

the chat was not on her side. the server bled upwards of 20 members in a day, countless people who weren't even initially close with me were tearing them to shreds for the piss poor modding job (by the way, at least 4 of their mods were minors, which means they had access to all the nsfw channels--those are obviously not the mods i am holding accountable here, but just to give you a taste of the kind of ship they were running here) and they were timing out people left and fucking right. as the server rioted, the admin started suicide guilting the whole server.

oh, and the groomer was still in the server through all of this, while they were yelling about 'protecting children.' nearly all her victims took my side, and one of them just flatout fucking disappeared from the internet for a while. another literally was so traumatized by her treatment they developed DID. she is still following and reblogging from the admins. and now you are spreading her narrative and playing her game.

anyways.

>MFW the fanserver i made for a game where you defend the wrongfully accused defends the wrongfully accused.