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「 CRY FOR ME 」 ♡ MASTERLIST
PAIRING : Suna Rintarō x Reader. Sakusa Kiyoomi x Reader.
GENRE : Angst.
TAGS/WARNINGS : NSFW. Fake Dating. Unrequited Love. Profanity. Enemies (not really) to Lovers. Friends with Benefits. Not very canon compliant.
SYNOPSIS : You have been in love with your best friend Sakusa Kiyoomi for as long as you can remember. The problem? He is in love with somebody else. And for you to snag even the tiniest bit of his affections, it seems like you would willingly go through drastic measures.. Even if it means teaming up with his lifelong rival, Suna Rintarō
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CHAPTERS
ACT I – PARTNER
ACT II – PLAYING WITH FIRE
ACT III – BLUR
ACT IV – LET'S NOT FALL IN LOVE
ACT V – SAFETY NET
ACT VI – LIE TO ME
ACT VII – TEACH ME HOW TO LOVE
ACT VIII – ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS STAY.
ACT IX – ALWAYS
ACT X – BITTER LOVE
ACT XI –
MORE COMING SOON.
talking about your feelings is SO important I won’t do it but u guys definitely should
"can u multitask" yes actually i am losing my mind and chilling at the same time
「 CRY FOR ME 」 ♡ ACT X : BITTER LOVE
PAIRING : Suna Rintarō x Reader.
GENRE : Angst.
TAGS/WARNINGS : NSFW. Fake Dating. Unrequited Love. Profanity. Enemies (not really) to Lovers. Friends with Benefits. Not very canon compliant.
SYNOPSIS : You have been in love with your best friend Sakusa Kiyoomi for as long as you can remember. The problem? He is in love with somebody else. And for you to snag even the tiniest bit of his affections, it seems like you would willingly go through drastic measures.. Even if it means teaming up with his lifelong rival, Suna Rintarō
BEGGING U SERIOUSLY PS PS PS PLEASE LOOK AT THIS NOTE : Act title inspired by this song from Pia Mia which I listened to religiously while writing. 10k words for Act X! I am so sorry for the wait. I didn’t have enough time to edit this and I wrote this with a very new and anxiety inducing approach. I’ve never written purely driven by emotions but this act was exactly that. Every time I feel like giving up on the series, it’s the love and feedback I receive for it that keeps me going. I’ll finish this series with you and I’m so happy to be able to put this out hehe. I love u all so much thank u for waiting!
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There’s radio silence everywhere. Your room, the living room, the doors of Kiyoomi’s bedroom. It seems as though the others knew not to leave theirs and make a commotion—neither of them making a move to interfere as four people’s hearts break over each passing second. No one knew the weight of it all. But they at least know not to make light of it either. Everyone pretends like everything is fine—like there isn’t an almost tangible tension hanging in the air.
He can hear the television in the twins’ room playing faintly in the background. Maybe they can hear your cries too, maybe they can hear hers. Perhaps Suna’s heart beats a lot louder than he believes it to and Sakusa’s own breaks into little pieces by the second. Everyone is trying to ignore the situation they know nothing of, drowning it with their own laughter and the sound of their radios and televisions. That way, maybe they can hold on to the friendships they can almost see falling apart. They won’t choose a side. It’s hard enough to see the looks on all your faces whenever you’re in a room together. There’s an impending doom they can see coming sooner or later. Maybe if they ignore it, all four of you can continue pretending to be happy.
Suna is making all kinds of scenarios in his head. It’s easier to hold on to ideas that everything will end up being fine if he just ignores it—if he pretends like everything is fine and holds on to the relationships he doesn’t want to break, he doesn’t want to lose. It’s way more convenient than wallowing in the endless loop of despair that wouldn’t stop sinking its claws to him.
That’s almost impossible, though. Because now, it’s a lot later than he originally thought. She’s taken a much longer time sobbing against his chest than he expected her to. The anxious tapping of his finger mixes with the faint sounds coming from every room of the house. He tries not to stop. Maybe tapping and tapping, over and over, would drown out the sound of your heavy breaths in the room you shared. That should save him the pain of hearing you cry in pain.
the only option now is for YN to become a rich single lady that charmed everyone but love none. be a badass man-killer, YN. you deserved it.
「 CRY FOR ME 」 ♡ ACT X : BITTER LOVE
PAIRING : Suna Rintarō x Reader.
GENRE : Angst.
TAGS/WARNINGS : NSFW. Fake Dating. Unrequited Love. Profanity. Enemies (not really) to Lovers. Friends with Benefits. Not very canon compliant.
SYNOPSIS : You have been in love with your best friend Sakusa Kiyoomi for as long as you can remember. The problem? He is in love with somebody else. And for you to snag even the tiniest bit of his affections, it seems like you would willingly go through drastic measures.. Even if it means teaming up with his lifelong rival, Suna Rintarō
BEGGING U SERIOUSLY PS PS PS PLEASE LOOK AT THIS NOTE : Act title inspired by this song from Pia Mia which I listened to religiously while writing. 10k words for Act X! I am so sorry for the wait. I didn’t have enough time to edit this and I wrote this with a very new and anxiety inducing approach. I’ve never written purely driven by emotions but this act was exactly that. Every time I feel like giving up on the series, it’s the love and feedback I receive for it that keeps me going. I’ll finish this series with you and I’m so happy to be able to put this out hehe. I love u all so much thank u for waiting!
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There’s radio silence everywhere. Your room, the living room, the doors of Kiyoomi’s bedroom. It seems as though the others knew not to leave theirs and make a commotion—neither of them making a move to interfere as four people’s hearts break over each passing second. No one knew the weight of it all. But they at least know not to make light of it either. Everyone pretends like everything is fine—like there isn’t an almost tangible tension hanging in the air.
He can hear the television in the twins’ room playing faintly in the background. Maybe they can hear your cries too, maybe they can hear hers. Perhaps Suna’s heart beats a lot louder than he believes it to and Sakusa’s own breaks into little pieces by the second. Everyone is trying to ignore the situation they know nothing of, drowning it with their own laughter and the sound of their radios and televisions. That way, maybe they can hold on to the friendships they can almost see falling apart. They won’t choose a side. It’s hard enough to see the looks on all your faces whenever you’re in a room together. There’s an impending doom they can see coming sooner or later. Maybe if they ignore it, all four of you can continue pretending to be happy.
Suna is making all kinds of scenarios in his head. It’s easier to hold on to ideas that everything will end up being fine if he just ignores it—if he pretends like everything is fine and holds on to the relationships he doesn’t want to break, he doesn’t want to lose. It’s way more convenient than wallowing in the endless loop of despair that wouldn’t stop sinking its claws to him.
That’s almost impossible, though. Because now, it’s a lot later than he originally thought. She’s taken a much longer time sobbing against his chest than he expected her to. The anxious tapping of his finger mixes with the faint sounds coming from every room of the house. He tries not to stop. Maybe tapping and tapping, over and over, would drown out the sound of your heavy breaths in the room you shared. That should save him the pain of hearing you cry in pain.
「 CRY FOR ME 」 ♡ ACT IX : ALWAYS
PAIRING : Suna Rintarō x Reader.
GENRE : Angst.
TAGS/WARNINGS : NSFW. Fake Dating. Unrequited Love. Profanity. Enemies (not really) to Lovers. Friends with Benefits. Not very canon compliant.
SYNOPSIS : You have been in love with your best friend Sakusa Kiyoomi for as long as you can remember. The problem? He is in love with somebody else. And for you to snag even the tiniest bit of his affections, it seems like you would willingly go through drastic measures.. Even if it means teaming up with his lifelong rival, Suna Rintarō
BEGGING U SERIOUSLY PS PS PS PLEASE LOOK AT THIS NOTE : Very raw. Very emotional. Probably not in a way you expect it to but I want to say read everything before you say anything about the characters and their decisions. I wanted it to be as realistic as possible. Not everything happens the way we want it to as outsiders and situations may be a lot more difficult than we think hehe just saying this was so hard, so emotional to write. I hope you guys enjoy all 5.8k of it!
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Suna wouldn't call himself smart but he liked to believe he wasn't stupid either. A lot of people think he's very tactical, incredibly street smart, good with a lot of things. He's a fast learner, that's for sure. He usually accomplishes a lot of things without trying too hard as long as he's learned it properly. Volleyball was one of the very few things he felt as though his brain was working overtime—going around blocks, reading the opponent's movements, he always felt exhausted mentally after a match. Not to mention, he's practically the top scorer of the team.
However, right now, as his fingers grip the steering wheel of his car with another lady by his side, he couldn't help but feel like he's the one thing he never imagined himself to be—stupid.
It was a spur-of-the-moment kind of thing. The ring on her necklace threw him off guard and the next thing he knew, he was taking her invitation despite having pre-existing plans. The view of the familiar black line running along the edge of her pendant, the gleam he's very used to seeing blinks at him almost mockingly—filling him up to the brim until he feels like he could snap.
if your boyfriend has a girl best friend, that's fine. but if they both don't know what a limit is, then that's a problem.
ANYWAY, I just checked in tumblr today to see if this fic has updated, and it did! I WAS GETTING TOO COMFORTABLE WITH READING THIS then I had this ominous feeling that something bad will happen because no way it'll be happy so soon... and boi, something bad did happen.
p.s to yura, you should contribute to earth by decomposing yourself six feet under.
「 CRY FOR ME 」 ♡ ACT VIII : ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS STAY.
PAIRING : Suna Rintarō x Reader.
GENRE : Angst.
TAGS/WARNINGS : NSFW. Fake Dating. Unrequited Love. Profanity. Enemies (not really) to Lovers. Friends with Benefits. Not very canon compliant.
SYNOPSIS : You have been in love with your best friend Sakusa Kiyoomi for as long as you can remember. The problem? He is in love with somebody else. And for you to snag even the tiniest bit of his affections, it seems like you would willingly go through drastic measures.. Even if it means teaming up with his lifelong rival, Suna Rintarō
BEGGING U SERIOUSLY PS PS PS PLEASE LOOK AT THIS NOTE : 7.1k+ words and I'm BEGGING you guys to read everything. DON'T just skip to the dialogues READ EVERYTHING so you don’t end up confused about why YN didn't do this and that, who initiated what or things like that. Dw all will fall into place somehow. JUST TRUST MEEE. Sorryyyy for the delay I hope this would make it up to u guys. I DIDN’T proofread but I hope this is ok <3
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The hard chest you're leaning against vibrates with laughter, console falling on your lap as he laughs at something Atsumu said—forehead falling on your shoulders, making you turn your head to him sideways in return. He smiles at you gently, face leaning in to press a quick peck on your shoulders then your cheeks—watching you shy away from his gaze with a teasing look on his face.
He's been playing with the twins since an hour ago, TV blaring with gunshots and a room filled with screams of the three boys as they shout in-game strategies and profanities. The rest are either starting a fire outside or buying drinks from the convenience store, everyone agreeing on spending the rest of the night playing cards and having alcoholic drinks instead of the usual boring in-door dinner.
The cabin has been full of life the past few days, the boys loud and boisterous—clubbing every other night and playing some quick volleyball out in the yard until one of them complains from the cold of the breeze, cutting the game short. It was hard to indulge in your raging thoughts when everyone is determined to keep the house loud, a great distraction from your impending thoughts on just how much longer this whole thing with Suna would last. The more you think about the end, the more you feel like crumbling—especially now that your eyes have been open to the truths of the feelings flowing inside you.
I know I'm weak hearted and this angsty stuff usually just hurt me way more than I expected. BUT I JUST CAN'T STOP??? forgot about tumblr for a while and checking in just to feel HURT?? is this who I am?? is this my personality now?????????
「 CRY FOR ME 」 ♡ ACT VIII : ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS STAY.
PAIRING : Suna Rintarō x Reader.
GENRE : Angst.
TAGS/WARNINGS : NSFW. Fake Dating. Unrequited Love. Profanity. Enemies (not really) to Lovers. Friends with Benefits. Not very canon compliant.
SYNOPSIS : You have been in love with your best friend Sakusa Kiyoomi for as long as you can remember. The problem? He is in love with somebody else. And for you to snag even the tiniest bit of his affections, it seems like you would willingly go through drastic measures.. Even if it means teaming up with his lifelong rival, Suna Rintarō
BEGGING U SERIOUSLY PS PS PS PLEASE LOOK AT THIS NOTE : 7.1k+ words and I'm BEGGING you guys to read everything. DON'T just skip to the dialogues READ EVERYTHING so you don’t end up confused about why YN didn't do this and that, who initiated what or things like that. Dw all will fall into place somehow. JUST TRUST MEEE. Sorryyyy for the delay I hope this would make it up to u guys. I DIDN’T proofread but I hope this is ok <3
TAGLIST : CLOSED
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The hard chest you're leaning against vibrates with laughter, console falling on your lap as he laughs at something Atsumu said—forehead falling on your shoulders, making you turn your head to him sideways in return. He smiles at you gently, face leaning in to press a quick peck on your shoulders then your cheeks—watching you shy away from his gaze with a teasing look on his face.
He's been playing with the twins since an hour ago, TV blaring with gunshots and a room filled with screams of the three boys as they shout in-game strategies and profanities. The rest are either starting a fire outside or buying drinks from the convenience store, everyone agreeing on spending the rest of the night playing cards and having alcoholic drinks instead of the usual boring in-door dinner.
The cabin has been full of life the past few days, the boys loud and boisterous—clubbing every other night and playing some quick volleyball out in the yard until one of them complains from the cold of the breeze, cutting the game short. It was hard to indulge in your raging thoughts when everyone is determined to keep the house loud, a great distraction from your impending thoughts on just how much longer this whole thing with Suna would last. The more you think about the end, the more you feel like crumbling—especially now that your eyes have been open to the truths of the feelings flowing inside you.
