hi it's been a while đź‘‹
#i know I'm supposed to have deleted my tumblr and only kept this blog as an archive but#I've just been scrolling through#and I can't help but say a few words#I see there are still 800+ people following me for some reason#though it's probably mostly bots or inactive blogs#I don't regret deleting tumblr but I admit I've sort of run out of a platform to express myself#so thoughts have been bottling up#I thought my mental health would get better after that but ehhhhh#when I first created a tumblr it served as a safe place from the outside world from where I felt terribly excluded from everything#and it was a place that homed similar people who gave each other support#now it feels like those people who made me feel like that in the first place have broken in and turned this place hellish#not just tumblr the internet in general#tbh I really hate the new generation on the internet#and real life isn't really any better so yeah#it feels good to use the tags so liberally and rant tho haha I missed this#I'm glad I kept this blog as a monument its contents still make me happy and love my past self I think she'd be glad to hear that#if you played a part in creating memories this blog contains even if it is a single post that I reblogged - thank you ♡