☆ ┆ chose freedom

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( sam . )

    Again. He appreciated the gestures the angel performed for the hunters, he did. He stared at him, puzzled.Is it bad? I feel fine, Cas. He assured the other. Damn, how Sam despised when his illness got the latter with this one.
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Castiel didn’t believe Sam took his health serious enough - in fact , neither of the Winchester boys did . But h i m , he could tell when they were overworking themselves , and this was one of those times .

                                          ❝ Not severe , but still something you                                               should be taking into consideration .                                               Your health is i m p o r t a n t . What                                               work will you be able to do on your                                               death bed ?

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( stranger . )

“Please?” She made a face at her foot, before looking up at the man. “I swear I don’t get stuck in sewage grates often.”

Castiel barely yanked her leg , foot coming out smoothly and s i m p l y .

                                            ❝ Then you should                                                be more careful , ❞

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Castiel took it upon himself to place a hand on Sam’s forehead, though he could e a s i l y feel the illness radiating off of the younger Winchester. Just a cold, nothing s e r i o u s.

                                             ❝ You’re getting sick, perh-                                                  aps you should rest, ❞

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Dean would not be pleased, Castiel was sure of t h a t, at least. He had always known there was something strange about that car, something powerful. The Angel approached the other with e x a m i n a t i o n.

                                             ❝ How long have you                                                 been in there? ❞

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Death of a Bachelor starters

VICTORIOUS.

‘ tonight we are victorious. ’ ‘ all my friends were glorious. ’ ‘ let me be your killer king. ’ ‘ it hurts until it stops. ’ ‘ my touch is black and poisonous. ’ ‘ I know you need it. do you feel it ? ’ ‘ drink the water, drink the wine. ’ ‘ we gotta turn up the crazy. ’ ‘ I’m like a scarf trick, it’s all up the sleeve. ’ ‘ I taste like magic. ’ ‘ Throw the bait, catch the shark, bleed the water red. ’ ‘ 50 words for murder and I’m every one of them. ’

DON’T THREATEN ME WITH A GOOD TIME.

‘ it’s a hell of a feeling, though. ’ ‘ who are these people ? ’ ‘ I just woke up in my underwear. ’ ‘ I should probably introduce myself. ’ ‘ there’s no such thing as getting out of hand. ’ ‘ memories tend to just pop up. ’ ‘ don’t think I’ll ever get enough. ’ ‘ champagne, cocaine, gasoline– and most things in between. ’ ‘ I roam the city in a shopping cart. ’ ‘ this night is heating up. ’ ‘ raise hell and turn it up. ’ ‘ If you go out you might pass out in a drain pipe. ’ ‘ don’t threaten me with a good time. ’ ‘ what are these footprints? they don’t look very human-like. ’ ‘ Now I wish that I could find my clothes. ’ ‘ I wanna wake up, can’t even tell if this is a dream. ’ ‘ how did we end up in my neighbor’s pool ? ’

HALLELUJAH.

‘ A moment you’ll never remember, and a night you’ll never forget. ’ ‘ Show praise with your body. ’ ‘ Say your prayers. ’ ‘ My life started the day I got caught. ’ ‘ the time for being sad is  over. ’ ‘ you miss them like you miss no other. ’ ‘ being blue is better than being over it. ’ ‘ I was drunk and it didn’t mean a thing. ’ ‘ I love the things you hate about yourself. ’ ‘ just finished a daydream. ’ ‘ no one wants you when you have no heart. ’ ‘ I’m sitting pretty in my brand new scars. ’ ‘ You’ll never know if you don’t ever try again, so let’s try. ’

EMPEROR’S NEW CLOTHES.

‘ finders keepers, losers weepers. ’ ‘ welcome to the end of eras. ’ ‘ dress me up and watch me die. ’ ‘ if it feels good, tastes good, it must be mine. ’ ‘ you just might see a ghost tonight. ’ ‘ And if you don’t know, now you know. ’ ‘ I’m taking back the crown. ’ ‘ I’m all dressed up and naked. ’ ‘ I see what’s mine and take it. ’ ‘ so close, I can taste it. ’ ‘ I’m so much more than royal. ’ ‘ Heroes always get remembered, but you know legends never die. ’ ‘ welcome to my world of fun. ’

DEATH OF A BACHELOR.

‘ do I look lonely ? ’ ‘ people have told me I don’t look the same. ’ ‘ maybe I lost weight. ’ ‘ I’m playing hooky with the best of the best. ’ ‘ I’m walking the long road, watching the sky fall. ’ ‘ how could I ask for more ? ’ ‘ a lifetime of laughter and the expense of the death of a bachelor. ’ ‘ it feels like my heart is going to burst. ’ ‘ and when you think of me am I the best you’ve ever had ? ’ ‘ share one more drink with me, smile even though you’re sad. ’

CRAZY=GENIUS.

‘ you can set yourself on fire. ’ ‘ you dance on a tightrope of weird. ’ ‘ but when I wake up you’re so normal that you just disappear. ’ ‘ there’s no residue of a torturer inside of your eyes. ’ ‘ then I’m a fucking arsonist. ’ ‘ I’m a rocket scientist. ’ ‘ you can set yourself on fire, but you’re never gonna burn. ’ ‘ you’re never gonna learn. ’ ‘ Darlin’, you know how the wine plays tricks on my tongue. ’ ‘ other boys you may have dated serrated your heart with a slice. ’ ‘ the cut of your love never hurts. ’

LA DEVOTEE.

‘ you got two black eyes from loving too hard. ’ ‘ I wouldn’t change you. ’ ‘ I wouldn’t ever try to make you leave. ’ ‘ just another LA devotee. ’ ‘ I couldn’t change you. ’ ‘ I couldn’t ever make you see. ’

GOLDEN DAYS.

‘ I found a pile of Polaroids in the crates of a record shop. ’ ‘ boy, he was something debonair in 1979. ’ ‘ and she had Farrah Fawcett hair. ’ ‘ don’t you wonder when the light begins to fade ? ’ ‘ all the memories that we make will never change. ’ ‘ time can never break your heart, but it’ll take the pain away. ’ ‘ Right now our future’s certain. ’ ‘ I won’t let it fade away. ’

THE GOOD THE BAD AND THE DIRTY.

‘ truth is that it was always going to end. ’ ‘ if you wanna start a fight, you better throw the first punch. make it a good one. ’ ‘ And if you wanna make it through the night, you better say my name like the good, the bad and the dirty. ’ ‘ I know what it’s like to have to trade the ones that you love for the ones you hate. ’ ‘ don’t think I’ve ever used a day of my education. ’ ‘ there’s only two ways that these things can go. ’ ‘ how was I to know that all your friends won’t hold any grudges ? ’ ‘ I got the final judgement. ’ ‘ you’ve been gone so long, I forgot what you feel like. ’ ‘ but I’m not gonna think about that right now. ’ ‘ all our friends want us to fall in love. ’

HOUSE OF MEMORIES.

‘ the lonely moments just get lonelier, the longer you’re in love. ’ ‘ I don’t want to be afraid. ’ ‘ baby, we built this house on memories. ’ ‘ promise me a place in your house of memories. ’ ‘ I think of you from time to time, more than I thought I would. ’ ‘ you were just too kind. ’ ‘ I was too young to know. ’ ‘ that’s all that really matters. ’ ‘ I was a fool. ’ ‘ those thoughts of past lovers, they’ll always haunt me. ’ ‘ I wish I could believe you’d never wrong me. ’ ‘ will you remember me in the same way as I remember you ? ’

IMPOSSIBLE YEAR.

‘ there’s no sunshine. ’ ‘ all the guests at the party, they’re so insincere. ’ ‘ these nightmares always hang on past the dream. ’

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☆ ┆o p e n

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       his eyes are forgiving, brows furrowed in a cringe that was meant to speak the intensity of his apology. index and middle reach forward, stopping in their tracks toward castiel’s bruised face.  ❛ would you like me to heal you? ❜ his words are sincere, but that does not work to dissipate the growing hostility in the air; adrenaline still running in the veins of both beings. he hopes that their next meetings – if any – will be much warmer than their first. the angel’s words cause pink lips to downturn in the beginnings of a frown – must nothing end well with these angels? aster was not as close with the angels as they were with each other, not like siblings. they’d never be that close. still, there was a certain familiarity that most regarded him with. castiel, though – he was a different story. aster wanted to be friends, but their circumstances seemed to point in a much different direction.  
        ❛ just give me a chance, castiel. ❜
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Trust does not come easily for the Angel of the Lord. Even upon his brothers && sisters he cannot bestow his own words, as mouths run faster than waterfalls back in his home. && if he cannot even trust the other Angel’s of Heaven, how can he, then, trust a stranger who had just had his hand wrapped tightly around Castiel’s own throat? Not logical. Keeping precautions in mind as he eyes the man in front of him, he gives the simplest of nods; the other may speak, but that does not mean Castiel has any means of listening.

                                             ❝ What is it that you                                                  want from me? ❞

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☆ ┆M E M E

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A  D E M O N.

Castiel was protecting a demon. Black eyes && unintriguing true features stood beside him with hatred practically radiating fromher being. The Angel pursed his lips && askedhis F a t h e r again why he was here, for whatpurpose, but when he, once more, receivedsilence, he cleared his throat to speak withDakota.

                                             ❝ I’m just as displeased with this                                                 as you are, I a s s u r e you. But                                                this doesn’t have to be difficult. ❞

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Her pure black pupils stared harshly at the Angel that stood before her. “Leave me alone!” She demanded, clenching her fists. “I don’t need some Angel protecting me.” She didn’t even want to be near an Angel, they smelt weird. “Now, fuck off. Or else.

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Castiel simply continued to stare at the Demon with unenthused eyes, starting to become rather impatient with her.

                                             ❝ I’m afraid I can’t do that-                                                 Heaven’s orders,

He squinted his eyes at her threat, wondering what she thought she would be able to do to him && knowing that her plan wouldn’t work.

                                             ❝ Or else what? ❞

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Dean blinked for a second, shaking his head a little as he looked around. He frowned, hearing the angel. “Seriously? A werewolf? Man, talk about degrading… I’m supposed to be better than that.”
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He paused, giving the angel an impressed look. “Way to go, Cas. You’re starting to sound like a real hunter,” he said with a smile, carefully climbing to his feet.

The Angel grins widely in accomplishment, remaining aware in case Dean became a bit dizzy again. He stood somewhat taller at the other’s words.

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                                             ❝ A  r e a l  h u n t e r;                                                 you really think so? ❞

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“Almost literally clawed myself out of wherever I was.” She waved her hand. “Doesn’t really matter. I’m back, but…I am a bit limited in my badassery.”

Castiel made it a point to tilt his head in curiosity at Meg.

                                            ❝ What do you mean,                                                 ‘ l i m i t e d . ’ ? ❞

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Ew hugs. Meg was never one for hugging, it was too sappy, too emotional.
Still… It was kind of sweet that he seemed so genuinely happy to see her. Tolerating the hug, she reached up to pat his arm. “Nice to see you too,” she admitted. “I see you still go your head on right.”

                                             ❝ Yes, my head has not                                                 gone anywhere,

Cas leaned away, still smiling at the Demon with fondness. He really did miss her. Meg had been so nice to him when he was having the Lucifer hallucinations. He took a step back to take a quick glance at her, as well.

                                             ❝ You seem okay. How                                                 did you get back?

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"Have you learned more about the pizza man by the way, Castiel? Have you learned why he slapped her rear, although he seemed to love the woman?"

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Castiel shifts his eyes around uncomfortably,trying to think of any way to avoid the subject.

                                             ❝ I’m afraid I have -                                                don’t ask me to                                                explain it, though… ❞

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                                 What was wrong? Obviously they weren’t on the same page ; Chenault was thousands of pages ahead of him.   ❝ When you put it like that y’know, you really killed the mood.  ❞ She sighed and plut her phone away.                                    ❝ Strip poker isn’t your game,                                  got it. What are you in the mood for,                                  darling?  ❞
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Castiel's demeanor instantly lit up before he walked over to a cabinet to pull out a board game, holding it up to the woman with a small smile that brightened his face.

                                             ❝ This would s u f f i c e, ❞

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