Hi there,
I don´t know if any of you have noticed the lack of update in my blog in these past months, it has been a really hard time for me since November last year.
I am going through a few things since then, personal and mental issues, but actually it started a lot earlier, however I always managed to make it work, untill I couldn´t anymore and now I´m here, totally done and trying to get up on my feet.
I´m struggling to find any peace in all the chaos I have inside me, it´s really complicated, there are days I feel I can deal with everything, one step at the time and maybe eventually I´ll make it, but there are other days I feel I´m not strong enough and it´s very hard to even get up in the mornings.
I´ve been on tumblr since 2012 I think, I´m crying right now while I´m writting this, because it´s hard to open my heart like this, and say goodbye, I always came here when I needed to scape, this was my happy place, but right now I´m gonna press the pause botton, cause I can´t find hapiness in anything.
I have no idea if I´ll be coming back or when, I just know I´m not ready to delete my blog, but I´m taking a break from everything.
I want to say a big thank you to eveybody that talked to me all these years, the people who supported and reblog my gifs and stuff, and all the great people I have meet in here, I feel very grateful for all the moments some of you gave me and all the things we share.
Hope to see you soon and take care everybody, love you all.