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Independent & private Amon Koutarou
(Hiatus until inspiration returns.)
Written by Shi.
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Amon's luck had picked up drastically since he had been praying at the temple. At first, he had assumed it was simply superstition and nothing more; however, the more he came her and saw that familiar white fox, the more he began to question himself. The white on the other's fur began to show patterns of red in a way that confused him, Amon bending down to slide fingers through the fox's fur. ❝Did you get hurt? Hmm no, these look like they're a part of your fur. How odd.❞

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“Oya?”His tone was deep, husky for a creature so small and purely colored;though tail of one swayed under the curious and worried touch of thehuman; Kazehiko’s optics shimmered in a delight for the factor that;this one was starting to see his true self. Paws settle in one stop;ears lowering to either side as the others palm ruffles his ivory furjust right; crimson bled; but it wasn’t his own blood; nor was itblood in the first place. Spiritual pressure climbed; but only by theminute; he was testing the other wariness; the others ability to takeit. How would he take it? A human that he had blessed with his luckand cleansed him of all bad luck and ill-will from that growth in theothers work building.

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Howamusing; though his movements were slow; edging a step closer to thehuman; brushing cheek over knuckles and then allowing that hand totrail down white strands and red followed his fingers; streakingunder the fur like two-toned cushions. Ears twitched; tails swayed -- - - tails? Two; now; split from the fluff upon his rear end.Showing off; but would it be seen? The Shrine itself was shudderingfrom the sheer pressure; the Local priest too; no were in sight forsuch display or explanation; yet; he doubted the other would questionwhat he saw before him. “You can see… Me?” A talking…. fox?!

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Purrs and curls around Hinata. Ah, he had missed her presence. It was as if her very being could soothe in the most vicious of beast, although Amon himself was not a violent being (not like Orochi could be, anyway). ❝Has the world treated you better, priestess?❞ he asked, his voice a deep rumble as he gently rubbed his cheek against her arm. Affection from a guardian such as himself was a rare thing, but he had come to rather like this woman during the time he knew her.

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Fingersrose to greet him; a hesitant touch at first but since he initiatedthe contact; her palm was brisk to run over the large head and earthat came closest to her. The power she felt in his being with hertouch alone would of made any other fall to their knees and pray butthe best he was getting out of her was a luminescence in her hues; asudden glow like a computer downloading the information shared; butalso taking every fibre of his power into her mind. She wasn’t doinganything with it; but it was a common occurrence when she came intocontact with those of the supernatural realm. It was like a warningbeckon for herself but mostly for others… “ As good as it wishesto be.” Her reply short and truthful; though her lips did curl intoa faint smile; an emotional release she wasn’t often allowed whenwith her own family; or those that come to them in need of aid.

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Thoughshe felt that warmth from her core radiating to him; she couldn’thelp but find another emotional respond to that of the othersplacement. Greeting her like this must have been a danger to him; shewasn’t so sure he should be so close to the edge of the foreststhicket in all honesty. “May I … request we go deeper? I havemissed this forest; I’ve dreamt of it often in my absence. Tell me… of yourself? Did my — meddling help you at all?”

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[YELLS! If you’ve been wondering where I’ve been, I have been primarily over here on this blog. So, if you want to see me on a more active basis, this is where I’m mainly going to be from now on. I’m thinking about making it my main blog from now on though this does not mean I’m dropping Amon! For some time now I have just been losing interest in T.G due to the direction the manga has been going as of late though I love Amon to bits. HE’S MY SON OKAY FKJSHDFS.]

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Anonymous asked:

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!!!

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     ❝AH, I DO THINK YOU are perhaps talking to the wrong person.❞ He didn’t think he had any children? N-No, what was he thinking? Of course he did not have any! Why was he even humoring this thought?!

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Amon hummed, wrapping his arms around Shiro and burying his face into the crook of his neck as he simply relished in this moment of closeness. The investigator was sure he would never get tired of doing this - never get tired of everything in general considering how wonderful he felt being around the other man. Even now, all he could feel was that warmth that seemed to cling to Shiro's very being no different from the sun high in the sky. ❝You make an excellent heater, Takashi.❞

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@investigxter | Fluffy, so v fluffy ;;
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                  It was so easy to be comfortable around him, which was difficult to find concerning his own hang ups on closeness. With anyone else, he was at arms length and only allowed himself to dish out affection when it was needed by others, and even then he tended to shy away as much as he could. This? This was being at ease, being content to be held onto, being able to return it without fear of hurting him– This was absolute. His arms shifted to coil about him and he smiled when he found himself thinking about how much he’d hesitate to let go every time. He hummed in amusement at the words spoken and felt his features grow hot in realization at how true they were. For a moment he wondered how the universe ever managed to come up with him, how it could possibly have the ability to create such a wondrous person that could be so loving and kind. It was as though the universe just decided to put all of its best quasars and nebulae into the making of this one man. 

His organic digits shifted to gently trace along the curve of his spine as he chuckled,”I guess I should aim to be back in full swing by winter then, hm?”

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Diesel felt himself become frustrated as well, unsure as to why the other kept denying him as a mate. He knew that he wasn’t at all like the others that he had come across before in the past, but Amon had never seemed to linger on his flaws— his unnatural color, being a runt, or even where he came from. He took every little thing in stride and taught the canine how to hold himself with pride. If anything Amon was the one and only person that Diesel looked up to and cared what sort of opinion he had of him. He felt the need to better himself and give his all to the other— to be there for him.
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He mulls over what the other has to say about him for a minute before defiantly shaking his head, a hand reaching out to hold onto the other’s wrist. He was certain that he would never grow weary of the other— let alone find someone else. The thought alone made him upset just to think about.
“No—! I definitely won’t grow bored of ya an’ I’ll even become better every day so that ya don’t get bored o’ me either.” He looked determined, thick brows furrowed as he stared up at the other intensely. “I… I know I don’t get everythin’ like ‘m supposed to, but I know that no matter what it takes I want t;be yer mate! I-I’ve even been tryin’ ta figure out how t’do it all right so I don’t mess it up!”

     AS IF IT WAS possible to ever get bored of Diesel. From the moment he clung to Amon like a lost pup, he had been nothing but interesting. Aggravating sometimes, enough to make him sigh and pinch the bridge of his nose, but interesting nevertheless. There was a wildnesss to Diesel that Amon lacked, and though he may be from a lab, he was far more wolf than he could ever be. If anything, Amon was more like a domesticated dog in comparison. All he needed was a collar and many would be none the wiser that they were in the presence of an actual wolf. Taking a deep breath, he released a small sigh as he attempted to figure out what to do with this situation.

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     He couldn't recall being put into it before, at least, not from another man. There were women at work that flirted with him, attempted to catch his attention, but he ignored them and focused more on his profession like the workaholic he was. Most of the time, he hardly even realized what their intentions were anyway. ❝I have never seen a more complicated wolf.❞ Lifting his hand, he gently stroked the other's white hair in an effort to calm him down; soothe nerves that were going haywire from anxiety. ❝Do your best then, Diesel. Win me over. Prove that you are...ah...❞ He lifted his hand, awkwardly rubbing the back of his head, ❝worthy of that title. This is how ‘mates’ work.❞

     Well, not really. Not anymore, anyway. Still, this would give Amon time to...figure all this out as well as keep the other distracted. Hopefully, Diesel did not go overboard...but he knew the other male would knowing him and his stubborn personality.

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Burying himself into his sheets, he gently pat the bed on the other side of himself for Scout to hop onto. He slept far better when the feline was by his side, although in truth, Scout's presence in general did wonders for his mood. His apartment was not such a lonely place anymore, with him actually showing enthusiasm at being able to return to it when his work was over just because he knew that someone would be waiting for him.

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Excitement was an understatement; for when Amon returned home from long hours at the office; it meant love and affection in large qualities if the man wasn’t too tired to put up with him. It meant being fed great food, being held, being brushed on his lap in front of the TV, being spoken too and waited on for replies. It meant safety and warmth and that’s all Scout needed in his life. Where he was allowed to shift forms to watch TV and cuddle into Amon’s side for a few hours; and when he was allowed to try on Amon’s ties because they were fascinating - and not toys for his claws. he learnt to appreciate Amon’s clothing items the more he was allowed to play dress up with them.

But it was the nights that made his love overflow.

Allowed to stay the night; welcomed with a loving smile, with a gently stare; with an open offer to settle upon the bed alongside his new owner and enjoy the comfort of a mattress and sheets beneath his body. To be able to curl up with Amon and be petted until his purrs rumbled off into the darkness of the room. Once patted; he was there, leaping up with a soft mew on his tongue; tail high and eyes wide; taking in any light possible. Nose brushed over Amon’s hand; followed by tongue and then his head curled inward to allow his body to flop into place. Sandwiching his Owner’s hand to the mattress for a few minutes of aggressive nuzzles.

A chuckle from him was his queue; sitting up right to wiggle around; facing Amon and mewing low before paws stretched out to claw into bed sheets. Cheek smushes upon the mattress before the human; tail limp and stomach round from a grand meal. Purring loud but consistent in breakages around his inhales; hues squinted and soon enough; he fell into a slumber alongside Amon.

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Lips press a tender kiss just below the half ghoul's Adam's apple, teeth gently scraping against supple flesh. It's probably wrong of him to want to cover the other in affectionate marks, but he wanted to remember the warmth of Amon's skin.

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     OH, IT HAD BEEN so long since he had a moment like this with Itachi. His skin felt sensitive as a result, breath hitching with each press of warm lips against it. Lifting his hands, he rested them upon Itachi's waist and tugged him closer. Biting back a groan at the bite, he couldn't help the faint tinge of color that danced upon his cheeks at his own reactions. He had longed for this, had wondered if he would ever experience it again or even if he would react the way he used to considering the things he had gone through with Dr. Kanou. However, his body still remembered these touches as something wonderful and affectionate---loving in a way that he had lacked a great deal of his life until he met Itachi.

     ❝...I...want to stay with you tonight, Itachi.❞ Meandering the street like a ghost was what he normally did as he gained information in regards to what was going on around him. It had become a goal to keep his mind busy, but right now, he didn't need to think about any of that. The city could wait one night without his presence. ❝Don’t stop.❞

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Sometimes his curiosity leads his mind to such ridiculous heights, and he knows he shouldn't ask certain questions. But Amon was a Ghoul now, a half Ghoul but it still count. He couldn't eat regular food, so what did he eat? ❝ If you wanted, you could take a bite out of me....you don't seem like you're eating anything and I don't want you to waste away. ❞

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     ❝….❞ Those words made him fall silent, blue eyes shifting until they landed on Itachi. There was no denying that Itachi smelled delicious—a thought that Amon found repugnant to have. He hated how his stomach growled sometimes when he was in Itachi’s presence, how when he kissed his neck the temptation to sink teeth into soft flesh ever present. He felt an intense desire to bite no different from those vampires in movies he used to see. Amon knew that the other male would taste wonderful, and it was that very image that made him want to shy away. He fought against it, of course. Amon could never hurt Itachi even if the other man offered himself in such a way. 

     ❝I—no…no I don’t want to see you as food, Itachi.❞ Itachi was his beacon of light in this city. He did not want to hurt him for any reason, even if it meant he did have to waste away as a result of his obstinacy. ❝Don’t worry. I have been…❞ he gave a pause, nearly cringing at the words that slipped past his lips, ❝…eating.❞ Ghouls were unpleasant and disgusting to eat, but it was far better than the alternative. 

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He happily sinks into the embrace of the other, a happy hum sounding from him as he gets even more comfortable against the larger frame. The affection given to him is enough to make him grin, wiggling a little bit in place before he settles down to listen to Amon properly. Sometimes his excitement made him distracted and miss what the other had to say— which just simply was unacceptable when they were talking about something as serious as this.
Lack… a proper understanding…?
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Diesel frowns a little before pursing his lips, leaning back to study the other’s expression before huffing in annoyance. He just didn’t understand. If he didn’t feel so strongly for the other then he would have never attempted to make him his mate— that was how it WORKED. He’d heard others talk about it and everything! You were just supposed to… know… to feel a connection and strong bond towards another of your kind that made you want to spend every waking moment with them. Certainly Diesel hadn’t the faintest clue about the actual act of mating, but for all intents and purposes Amon fit the profile perfectly.
“I understand it jus’ fine! It means I wanna be with ya, right? An’ I do! I don’t want anyone else t’be my mate— just you.”

     AMON NEARLY HUFFED, WONDERING if he would ever be able to reach this unruly pup when it came to any form of explanation he could offer on this topic. No matter how much he attempted to explain the concept of a 'mate', he always felt as if Diesel just believed it meant they were really close friends rather than lovers as the word was meant to imply. If he had proudly proclaimed that around others, they would assume the same thing, gazes sliding over to Amon with surprise that would certainly embarrass the large man. Just thinking about it right now made his cheeks want to turn red, but he did his best to keep some semblance of control on his expression or Diesel would most definitely zoom in on that splash of color against his tanned skin.

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     Maybe a part of the reason he felt so frustrated was because he couldn't tell just what it was that Diesel saw in him. Were they friends? Something more? The other's naivety only made things twice as complicated. He had asked himself WHY that was---why he even cared as much as he did, and though the answer was right there within his grasp, he found himself unable to reach for it. Fear of intimacy was probably the largest reason---fear that someone could love him far more than he believed himself worthy (and Diesel certainly had enough love to fill an entire room). ❝Are you sure? You might grow bored with me one day---find someone else that fits with you better.❞

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WHILST SHE GLANCED AT THE DROPS OF rain which kept falling rapidly, ‘twas the voice of the man whom she helped not so long ago which awoke her from that trance. If anything, Yuna had expected him to leave shortly after, thus she allowed her own mind to wander. Turning to look at him properly, she once again glanced at the falling rain from the corner of her eyes, uncertain whether to accept this suggestion or refuse. “Mhm.” It was low enough for her only to listen to, nonetheless, there was no harm to accept, as he was simply making an attempt to thank her. “That would be lovely. I do have a bit of time.” A bit of time before she was supposed to head to her own place, although she was not bound by a schedule as it appeared he was. “Troubled by the sudden change in weather, I assume?” Indeed, it had been unforeseen, thus she counted her own whim to bring an umbrella nothing but pure luck. “I have heard some say the sky is weeping or somebody regrets having passed away earlier than they should have. I do not know if it is entirely true.” But she would say it might be true, as that day the rain was heavy as well, it had been tough to make a difference between the rain and her own tears. “What do you believe about this, mister    ? This also reminds me, I have never caught your name. My name is Yuna Aleksandrov.”

     ❝VERY MUCH SO. I love rain, but ah...I am sure my boss will not get overly aggravated with me being late. It's a rarity, after all.❞ Amon was always punctual without hesitation. A tornado could be destroying the city and he would still find a means to get to work knowing him. Such a shame his perfect record was ruined by this rain, but that was fine. It meant he did not have to rush to get to the subway. Besides, he had time. Despite his sighing and groaning, Amon was already quite early. Had he gone to work right now, he would have been at least forty minutes early. Perhaps taking a step back and just enjoying a moment's relaxation was what he truly needed. This woman's rather solemn words made him turn his gaze back towards her; solemn as he listened to her explanation of rain.

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     This city always had so many deaths, most of which brought about by creatures that roamed the night known as 'ghouls'. He wouldn't be surprised if someone's spirit wept because of their abrupt death. ❝I...believe that the rain encompasses a great number of feelings. Happiness, sadness---it all bleeds together when rain falls. There's something serene about it, yet it can also bring about bittersweet feelings or even melancholy.❞ He paused, chuckling as he offered a smile. ❝My name is Amon Koutarou. It is a pleasure to meet you, Aleksandrov-san.❞ Yuna's last name bounced off the tip of his tongue with ease despite the foreignness of it. 

     His adopted father had been Russian, and though the language was not used by him anymore, he could still remember pronunciation. ❝What an odd name. I assume you are not from Japan?❞ Then again, it wasn’t as if his last name was not peculiar either. How many Japanese citizens had last names like ‘Amon’.

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   How easy it would have been to want everything back to the way it had been before all these years had passed and dark feelings hadn’t had a chance to fester their lives. But Itachi knew better, he was far more realistic than that. Men like him didn’t get a chance at solid happiness, not without having it ripped from him. Nothing, absolutely nothing would ever be the same for them and most might welcome that change, and usually he didn’t mind but right now, it was so incredibly overwhelming. Was he happy with seeing Amon again? Incredibly. But he couldn’t suddenly change how he felt all those years when he learned of his ’ death ’ then to see him? He’d probably never get over that.
            ❝I remember Seidou…he often tried to engage in conversation with me when I bought breakfast for everyone, sweet kid.❞ Lips curved into a faint, fond smile at the thought of the talkative, and earnest boy. Itachi believed that Amon would save his friend, because that familiar conviction convinced him as it always had. ❝ I’ve no doubt that once you get through to him, he’ll…he’ll be alright.❞ Normal was the word he had wanted to use, but nothing was normal or right in this word, not even close.  He missed those days, going to the CCG, visiting Amon but those days were no more.
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                Truthfully, Itachi wants to believe that promise, but he won’t lie to himself. Smiling a little, and knowing it didn’t reach his eyes, he looked down, letting out a quiet breath. Didn’t Amon know Itachi would always worry? There was no erasing that, not because it’s what he felt, because the assassin loved him, and that had never died. ❝ Don’t worry about me…..I’’ll–,❞ He shrugs, not even sure what he can say to those words. Because there’s nothing he can say without the ache in his heart stealing his breath, ❝I don’t know. I really don’t know what to say to that.❞ Quiet, humorless laughter escapes him and he lets his hand fall from Amon’s features, shoulders shrugging as his opposite hand lifted and wiped down his features and getting rid of the tears dampening his lashes. Ack, pesky things. ❝ You’re stubborn and will no doubt do something to make me worry, it’s in your nature as protector. To think of others.❞ And never yourself.

     HAPPINESS WAS A CONCEPT that Amon had not known well. Even as an investigator, he had moments were he wondered 'am I happy?' as he went about his business. He certainly felt fulfilled as an investigator, as if he had finally found some kind of purpose in his life, yet there was also some kind of emptiness there too. Such would be hard to explain to anyone, and it was not as if Amon had ever really shared his feelings with another before. He talked to his mentors about some uncertainties he felt such as Shinohara or Kureo; however, he never really sat down and talked about how he felt entirely. Just bits and pieces here and there. Itachi had been the only one privy to that---to seeing the real him beneath the stone-cut image.

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     Smiling softly at Itachi's words, he felt instantly comforted by what he was told. ❝Mmm...yes...you're right. I know once I talk to him once more, everything will be work itself out. I believe the Seidou I knew is still in there. I have to believe it.❞ Even if Itachi did not believe his own words and only offered comfort, it was enough for Amon. It reignited that powerful sense of hope that he had always clung to tightly to, that hope that he had long since forgotten how it felt. Leaning down, he placed a soft kiss against Itachi's forehead...although he soon trailed a couple more down the side of his face as his hand lifted to rest on his cheek. It was his means of thank you, and also comfort. 

     If Amon could apologize twelve thousand times he certainly would have. ❝Thank you, Itachi.❞ He did not say what for, perhaps because he couldn't pinpoint one thing to be thankful for in regards to this man, but he wanted him to know just how grateful he was for Itachi always being there. Considering how unstable Amon's life was in concerns to friends and their eventual fates as investigators, having someone he knew would not be taken by death or any other means was...comforting.

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