one of my favorite things to think abt is play fighting and rough housing with kidd cuz he would love it and do it at any given chance and theres just smth abt rolling around tousling and then getting tired and flopping down with each other
being obsessed with a character is so fucking embarrassing like I'll be getting dressed in the morning like "I bet the 12th doctor would wear these socks" bitch shut the fuck up
they showed this kidd button but this is from an anime scene that hasnt been released yet and im feeling like a wild dog waiting to see this animated i neeeed to lay on him and sit in his lap
my brain is constantly full of aphelion lore and story development and thoughts abt kidd and killer but then i come here and dont post any of that and just go "HRRRRG EUSTASS KIDD.... HATE HIM......" once or twice a day
very specific f/o / selfship type I love: looks like they could kill and would kill, or even have killed. hardened, rough, strong, imposing, merciless, such a dangerous reputation that their mere presence strikes fear in the hearts of everyone who sees them... except you. they are so kind and tender and gentle with you, they make you feel safe with them, they take every precaution not to hurt you in any way. they are soft for you
“Don’t get us wrong. We’re only here to take Kaido’s head. If you stand in our way we won’t spare any of you either”
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I mean he’s kinda ugly and freaky looking I’ll admit it but he’s special to me so it’s fine
MY PATHETIC GIRLFRIEND IS BACK IN THE CSM MANGA WOOOOOOOOOOOO
getting emotional at 2 am because im thinking abt Killer... he's so sweet and nice and handsome and i want to tell him hes soooo perfect and also special and important in this relationship
so ive been going back through archives in the group chat to see when the Kidd Rot started and looks like strop showed me the OP movies (Stampede and Red) the last week of September and then i was like. ok maybe there are some hot men in here (i had 2 faves who werent kidd) and then just a few days later i went.
hey wasnt there a hot big guy with a metal arm and red hair im gonna look him up on google- oh no hes kinda hot hm.
and then i told my friends abt him like 2 or 3 days later cuz i was simmering in it. and then it all kinda went downhill from there with kidd staying kinda on the sidelines while i was busy with miguel, but he was a frontrunner when it came to the crushes and he was the OP man i would keep coming back and posting periodically.
and then the new year hit and he said Enough waiting im here to stay
aaaaAAAAUGH eustass kidd god damn eustass kidd every day he makes me feel Emotions
healing is realizing it’s okay and fun to decide your f/o is clingy and obsessed with you and literally won’t leave you alone