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that wilfred owen poem about everyone kissing the crucifix but he kisses the hands of the boy whos holding it hits HARD not sure why but damn

found it....

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soyoumusik
“Go into the arts. I’m not kidding. The arts are not a way to make a living. They are a very human way of making life more bearable. Practicing an art, no matter how well or badly, is a way to make your soul grow, for heaven’s sake. Sing in the shower. Dance to the radio. Tell stories. Write a poem to a friend, even a lousy poem. Do it as well as you possibly can. You will get an enormous reward. You will have created something.”

— Kurt Vonnegut (via lazypacific)

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Theo: Boris, care to explain why there’s six golden retrievers in our house?

Boris: they’re golden retrievers. they retrieve gold. i did this for us, potter.

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Theo: I-

Boris:

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andrewmnyard

listen…. boris pavlikovsky and theo decker…. are so good…. such complex characters….. I love them……. so much….. i could read a million books about them…. please donna

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mywholelife

please donna

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florizels

The pure essence of Theo Decker is that he is not meant to end up with everyone. He is a walking monument of destruction and he loves what he can never have. The moment that bomb blew up, it pierced not only his body, but also his soul. He does love Boris and Pippa, but maybe it is the fact that he can never truly be with them is what compels him to love. He loves the chase towards something he can never have. 

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pavikovsky

sometimes i get caught up in how those quiet moments must have been for theo and boris; moments lying on their backs with the cool sheets against their bare skin, staring at theo’s ceiling—hands stretched above their heads examining their fingers with wide eyes. moments on the floor of the living room, where it’s so hot outside it’s simply unbearable; with the fan whirring in the background and the tv on mute (gone ignored in favour of lazily dozing, boris fiddling with the hem of theo’s shirt, taking advantage of how stoned they both are). moments in the dead of night, shoes dragging through the dirt, an endless expanse of desert stretching out in front of them—a bottle of vodka passed between them, no words spoken, feelings known but buried. everything must have seemed so infinite.

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some theo x boris moments

  • their relationship literally started with boris laughing at theo and theo telling him “fuck you” 
  • and then theo asks boris to say something in russian and he literally tells him “fuck you up the ass” 
  • boris once stole cough syrup for theo when he had a cold
  • boris makes fun of theo’s american accent sometimes
  • after boris got beat up by his dad, he drunkenly sang a polish lullaby about kittens and translated it for theo 
  • also then theo sprayed perfume on boris’s injuries to clean it and boris punched him in the face
  • when theo had bad dreams boris would put popchik on his chest 
  • and also boris would make him lay back down and they’d sleep in each other’s arms listening to music on theo’s ipod
  • theo got angry (even when boris didn’t) when his dad would make fun of boris’s accent
  • boris taught theo russian curse words very patiently
  • boris would clean up theo’s vomit and put his clothes in the washer and take care of theo when he was blackout drunk
  • theo was so jealous of kotku he literally couldn’t keep himself from having mean thoughts about her
  • boris and theo would sit in their dark rooms and listen to radiohead’s “karma police” over and over again together
  • they literally cuddled at night
  • oh and they casually got each other off like multiple times and the only reason theo thought it was weird was because boris was so chill about it
  • boris and theo literally wanted to run away together
  • and even theo knew he was making a giant mistake when agreeing to go to california, he agreed because he knew he’d be with boris
  • boris kissing theo goodbye with both hands on his face and then theo regretting not asking him to come again or saying i love you
  • theo was super embarrassed and started choking and almost left when boris brought up their gay teenage years
  • and then boris tells him that they just needed girls but that theo “thought it was something else” 
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