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I spend too much time on Choices but that's ok
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thank you x

wishing you all a happy new year 🌟

2020 has been a shit show to put it very lightly. most of you know the things I've been dealing with this year and I'm still working through it all right now but I really, really hope things will get better from here on out.

my writing has slowed down considerably but I am considering writing a Camille focused fic (like a memoir I suppose). I don't know who would be interested in reading it but I'm thinking it could be my 2021 project.

you all have been so kind and supportive this year. I appreciate all of you and I hope you will keep happy, safe and healthy in 2021. Keep your head up, keep smiling, keep taking it day by day. We got this.

Thank you x

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I haven’t been around much this year (my PhD is a shitshow to put it mildly) but I’ll be back to read everything you’ve written and tagged me in, and i look forward to it 🥰

I hope 2021 only has good stuff in store for you, Kween! You’re right, we got this 🥂 @camillemontespan ❤️ Wish you all the best in this new year, and see you very soon for the Fountain Pen Chronicles, reloaded 😉

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20somethings [AU. TRR. part three: i know you are]

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‘Maxwell, isn’t this place a bit too… expensive?’ Hana asked delicately as her eyes scanned the drinks menu. 

‘Pfft, money is no hindrance!’ Maxwell crowed. ‘Pick what you like!’

‘Max, seriously, it’s $15 for a mojito-’

‘WHAT?!’

Maxwell finally set his attention on the menu and paled. He hadn’t realised this bar would be so expensive. But, considering it was the newest drinking establishment on the Upper East Side, he really shouldn’t have been surprised. 

Cherry Blossom was clearly a bar made for the beautiful people. New York’s elite. Men in sharp business suits drank scotch while entertaining their lady friends in the corner booths. Women with manicured fingernails and pressed silk shirts flashed their credit cards at the bartenders as they paid for yet another bottle of champagne. 

‘It’s fine,’ Maxwell said tightly. ‘We’re here now. We’re going to buy a ludicrously expensive drink, sit here and pick up women.’

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This was sooo delightful! Aww, Hana was actually a good wingwoman to Max! And I love that she called Liv to the rescue, it’s so cute! Love that the waitress is Kiara!

The line thing—‘I know you are’—that reminds me of a video i saw recently, of Matt LeBlanc saying the famous Joey line ‘How you doin’?’ To Emilia Clarke who tried to keep a straight face but right away she broke and giggled :D some lines are just powerful, nothing to do about it! :D

Love the subtle hint that Liv is kinda into Leo....

Camille not wanting to call Drake first because of He’s Just Not That Into You... if I had a dollar for each time I told myself that in my early twenties, I’d be rich :D But now rewatching the film recently I was like... I see the point of the straightforward approach, but it’s also super sexist :D so I’m glad Camille ended up calling him! Their chemistry is off the charts, even on the phone!

Love this ❤️

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20somethings [AU. TRR. part two: a heart hammering in the ribcage kind of love]

a/n: I wasn’t expecting to get so much love for the first part of this! So I thought I would continue to write and this is the second part already. Think of this like a romcom anthology. 

warnings: Discussion about sex

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Drake and Camille knew they would be spending the night together as soon as their eyes locked. The chemistry was lit from the get go; there was no denying it. Drake had instantly been taken in by this beautiful woman sitting in front of him, with her brown eyes, dark hair and mischievous smile that curled around the rim of her wine glass. He wanted to find out everything about her. He needed to know everything about her. 

Camille had eyed his broad shoulders, the veins that corded through his arms, the way his shirt was just a little too tight due to his muscles and the genuinely kind eyes that crinkled up in the corners as he smiled at her. His smile was gorgeous. And that smirk, Jesus Christ. When he hit her with that smirk, Camille felt her ovaries explode. 

I want to have his babies.

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Ahh I can’t stop reading this fic! It’s everything! ‘You literally repel women’ is such a good line—savage, in pure Olivia fashion!

The Drake and Camille moments are so sweet! Love when she laughs as he tells her he’s scared of Liv (Hana is scared of vaginas, Drake’s penis is scared of Liv... so much fright around genitals :D)

The TV show: brilliant touch!!! It made me smile so much! Liam not knowing what barn raising is :D

The Hana part was awesome—I loved to delve into her thoughts a bit more! Hana and Maxwell take New York—now that’s a TV show I would watch! ❤️

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20somethings [AU. TRR]

A/N: Just something I randomly started writing, I might not continue it, depends on if people like it and want to read more. Set in New York, the TRR gang! Navigating their late twenties - relationships, jobs, friendships.. it’s a hot mess. 

Warnings: Risque. 

@ibldw-main​ @emichelle​ @jovialyouthmusic​ @sirbeepsalot​ @marshmallowsandfire​ @marshmallowsaremyfavorite​ @notoriouscs​ @katedrakeohd​ @dcbbw​  @princessleac1​ @gardeningourmet​ @kingliam2019​  @saivilo​ @rainbowsinthestorm​    *******************************

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This is SO right up my alley—I love the way you write the group scenes, even the ones when the guys and the girls have just met feel super intimate and full of complicity. So many moments I loved in this chapter, and believe it or not, I don’t have my fountain pen with me so I didn’t take notes, so bear with me :D Hana being scared of vaginas, and admitting it to Max at the end! LOVE his response! ‘Join the club’ 😂 i love him in all your fics, he’s such a delight. Of course Leo jumps in as soon as he hears the word ‘vagina’, typical Leo! And also, of course Olivia knows everything and has tried everything 😂 not gonna lie, I did read her lines in my head with Samantha Jones’ voice 😂 🍸

But my favorite moment? You probably guessed—the guys commenting on Max being alone at the bar, so who knows what he’s gonna order. And then a couple of paragraphs down, what do you know? Max has a tray full of sambuca :D Gotta love that man! I’m headed to the next part right now! Can’t stop won’t stop!

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the walkers: a day in the life [part two]

No warnings!    **********************************

9.45am

‘Camille? Camille? You’ve just been staring into space for fifteen minutes.. Are you okay?’

Camille blinked and focused her attention back to Liam who was looking at her with alarm on his face. Clearing her throat, she gestured for him to pour her a glass of water. Liam obediently did so and watched as Camille tossed the water down her throat. 

‘God, Li, you need to learn how to prepare someone with a bombshell like that..’ she muttered. 

Liam laughed. His eyes crinkled up in the corners and sparkled; this was the happiest Camille had ever seen him. Her shock was quickly replaced by a warmth in her soul at how Liam had finally found his happy ever after. 

‘Okay so on that note.. Would you like to meet her?’ he asked.

‘She’s here?’

‘She lives with me.’

‘Jesus Christ, Li!’ Camille cried. ‘How many secrets have you been keeping from us?!’

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Um I almost cried at the end with Milo talking to the leaf 😭 what a soft boi, i love him

LOVE Aurelia, I am so pleasantly surprised with her personality, love when she just answers the question no frills! I see how she’s good for Liam, he needs spontaneity in his life!!

Leo the teddy bear 🧸 that was adorable how he got pumped about birds, and how he packed sunscreen for Luna 💕 what a man! I also love how he calls Olivia a scary redhead :D

Loooove this ❤️

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All of The Lights - Ch 9 (TRR AU)

Book: The Royal Romance

Pairing: lots of pining.

Rating: M (I can’t make them not curse I guess…).

Word count: ~ 4,000

Notes: I’m a bitch and I have no right to ask for forgiveness, only thank those who are still putting up with my bullshit!

WARNING: Read the Prologue! Every chapter has TWO timelines, Before (about a year before the Prologue) and After (two years after the prologue), if you don’t pay attention to that you might get confused!

Iris

And I would give up forever to touch you

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Omgggg this was sooo good! I’ve been away so long —I have to do a lot of work-related writing and I just didn’t have the time/energy for writing for myself— and I actually hadn’t seen my notifications, but as soon as I saw that you wrote another chapter I jumped on it!! This was soooo endearing and well written. ‘Hum, hello everyone. My name is Drake and I lost a bet’—this line killed me :D this man is both adorable and sexy. The song, what a perfect choice!

Love Damien Nazario’s smooth cameo :D

The After parts always feel heartbreaking but this one gave me a lot of hope, actually. Well, broke my heart a couple of times—the line about pulling her half-dead body out of the ocean, oof, what a line—but overall made me more nostalgic than sad :) I’m so excited about this fic and even if it may take me a while to get to reading chapters—at least until i finish that dissertation...—, I’ll always read it with a lot of excitement 💕

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the walkers: a day in the life [part one]

a/n: I started writing this and didn’t realise I had written so much. So, to avoid reader boredom and a huge ass one shot, this fic looks like it will be split into parts.  This is the first proper Drake x Camille fic I’ve written in months so I really hope you enjoy. 

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Monday 5th september 2020 7am 

‘Now we move into downward dog.. Feel the muscles in your calves tighten and stretch.. Easy movements…’

Camille moved into position easily, ignoring the beads of sweat that were slowly forming on her forehead. She was following an online yoga video as per her usual morning routine and months of practice had transformed her body. But more than that, it gave her a sense of calm within a life of organised chaos. This was her Camille time. Her time to forget her job, her responsibilities, her worries. She could just focus on the yoga move and try to remember to inhale and exhale. Speaking of..

She took a deep breath through her nose and held the downward dog position. Thoughts of the upcoming day began to creep into her mind; but she pushed these thoughts out. No. This was yoga time. Keep focused on the yoga. 

Camille closed her eyes and continued to breathe deeply. 

It was only when she heard deep breathing beside her that she slowly opened her eyes. She knew who the deep breather was before her eyes had fully opened. 

‘Hey Lily Bug..’ she murmured. 

Her five year old daughter giggled. ‘Hey mommy.’ 

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I loved this! It took me a while to reopen tumblr and start reading things again —dissertation crunch time, unfortunately...— but today’s the day! I was so excited to get started on everything you’ve written while I was gone, and it did not disappoint! I love the glimpses of Drake and Camille’s life as parents, Lily is sooo cute! And I always love a good Milo leaf 🍃

LOVE Liam’s quiet announcement, and I remember being very intrigued about Aurelia (love that name!) when you first introduced her in another fic—excited now to learn more!

❤️

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roman holiday [drake x camille video call] [very short one shot]

Drake waited for the call to connect, each second as the dial tone echoed around the room making him bump his knee up and down. He was so anxious to speak to her. He needed to see her face and hear her voice. 

‘Hey baby.’

Camille’s voice sounded before the screen turned from black to show her come into view. Drake smiled and settled back against his chair, content that he could now talk to her.

‘Hey beautiful,’ he murmured, running his hand through his long hair. He couldn’t take his eyes off her. 

She was dressed simply today - from what he could see. She was wearing a white shirt and her black hair was pulled back into a low ponytail. Drake watched as Camille leaned closer to the screen, her eyes sparkling with joy. ‘I miss you,’ she told him. ‘I know it’s only been like two days but god, Drake, I miss you so much.’

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God this is so lovely and romantic and every bit of fluff that I needed ❤️

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All of The Lights - Ch 8 (TRR AU)

Book: The Royal Romance

Pairing: Well… It’s Riley and her pain in this one.

Rating: M (I can’t make them not curse I guess…). 

Word count: ~ 6,800 (longest chapter I ever wrote)

Notes: There will be one big note at the end. But just thank you for still being here!

WARNING: Read the Prologue! Every chapter has TWO timelines, Before (about a year before the Prologue) and After (two years after the prologue), if you don’t pay attention to that you might get confused!

Hardest to Love

And what we had is dead inside, yeah You’re actin’ like it’s still alive And you still wanna make it right, yeah I know But I’ve been the hardest to love

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This was a boss of a chapter!!!! Amazing! About the Before:

Totally loved the bitchiness coming from Madeleine’s side—and when I say loved, I mean love to hate 😂 that woman is HEINOUS! Love how Riley withdraws some crucial info, like meeting Lady Gaga... I also reaaaally loved Riley’s dad, and all the complex background about the family heirloom he gives her. You truly write in detail, love it! The end of the Before was soul crushing.

Now about the After... I adore the group dynamics between Riley, Max, and Hana! Love Hana’s reluctance to be a Big Bad Bitch :D Riley’s scene at the bar was soooo good! And meeting Cassidy—the angst!!! I did love their back-and-forth before Riley realizes who she is.

This was so good!!!

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sneak peek - her one constant final chapter

I started writing again last weekend. Usually, I can write a whole chapter in about two hours but thanks to the funk I’m currently in, it’s taking me weeks to summon enthusiasm or ideas. I’m not out of the woods yet and I’m still anxious about basically fucking everything, but this is what I have for Her One Constant so far.

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Camille turned to watch Drake sleep. He looked peaceful, more peaceful than usual. His arm was slung across her body, holding her close, keeping her safe. Camille smiled and snuggled into him, inhaling his scent. 

This is what my life will be like. He is all I need.

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LOVE IT! 😍

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Now and Then 5:  Jealousy

Synopsis: The story of Alexis’s and Drake’s friendship since they met when they were 10 years old until they become roommates after college. (AU)

Pairings: Drake x ?, MC x ?; Liam x Olivia 

In this chapter: Lexie and Leo’s new ‘friendship’ makes Drake question himself.

To catch up: MASTERLIST

Warning: Teen angst, unrequited love, jealousy, underage drinking.

THE CONTENT OF THIS BLOG IS NOT SUITABLE FOR UNDER 18

A/U: Cordonia is in Europe where the average legal age for drinking is 18. Still most characters are underage (17). Leo, who buys the alcohol, is 20. 

Disclaimer: All characters belong to Pixelberry. 

I’m using @mskaneko​ prompt: Person A: “I can’t believe we’re finally here, I never thought we’d make it.” Person B: “Oh for fucks sake, my driving isn’t that bad.”

Tagging:  @lauzales​ @oofchoices​ @ac27dj​ @twinkle-320​ @kimmiedoo5​ @loveellamae​ @burnsoslow​ @mskaneko​ @pedudley​ @debramcg1106​ @ravenpuff02​ @pug-bitch​ @princessleac1​  @marshmallowsandfire​

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I love this fic! Great chapter— I love getting some insights on the dynamics between Drake, Lex, and the others! The ending was sooo angsty, I love it!

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Tears in Heaven 10: Endings

Synopsis: Alexis O’Brien is about to get married but memories of her old life are coming back to haunt her.

Pairings:  Drake x MC (TRR)

Warnings:  NO ONE UNDER 18 should read this story. This is an 18+ blog.

Mention of child death, mention of depression, grieving

N*FW content!

A/N:  There will be a small epilogue next week, but this is the official ENDING.

I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it.

Thank you so much to all the people that read it, shared it and commented it. Every single like, reblog or comment gave me life! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

@mskaneko​ Thank you for all your amazing insights when you read and your incredibly inspiring edits and mood boards. You’re one of a kind!

@pedudley​ Thank you for pre-reading every chapter and being such a great, supportive friend. Your feedback meant a lot/

@burnsoslow​ The MVP of this whole thing!!  I was so stuck before your brilliant book idea!! Thank you for that and for the hours and hours (and hours) of editing!! Without you I would’ve never been able to write this fic. You’re an amazing friend and human being. THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR HELP.

I LOVE ALL OF YOU SO MUCH ❤️

To catch up: Masterlist

Disclaimer: All characters belong to Pixelberry. The edit at the end of this fic belongs to the talented @mskaneko​

Word count: 7 697 (!!!)

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OMG this was everything!!! I absolutely loved this chapter. I love how you didn’t make us wait in agony for Lexie’s decision and we knew right away that Liam was not her choice. I also loved that Liam noticed right away how much better she had been, ever since seeing Drake again...

Lexie’s decision to not move in right away and continue therapy is so mature and healthy! I enjoyed those passages, of her taking the time to heal.

The book omg... I loved absolutely everything about the last couple of parts of this chapter: Lexie getting ready and being nervous about Drake being there, the reading itself (i teared up, it was so sweet and the perfect tribute to Tom!), Max and Liv, and then the aftermath, with Drake and Lexie reconnecting ❤️

This was so beautiful!!!

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her one constant [part fourteen: the human shield] [drake the bodyguard AU]

Warnings: Mention of blood/violence

A/N: Hey guys. I’m sorry for taking ages to write this chapter. Some of you know that I’ve been going through a shit time right now and writing hasn’t exactly been top of my priorities. I just can’t bring myself to do it. I guess I just want to roll up into a blanket and do nothing. 

I didn’t want to post this until I was 100% happy with it because you deserve a well thought out chapter, not just a shit post. I hope you enjoy this. I’ve got about 2/3 chapters left of this to write. Thank you to everyone who has commented and enjoyed. Your feedback means a lot.

I also see that I’ve lost some followers recently - all good, I’m not mad. But I have been posting a lot of BTS/Jimin content instead of Choices stuff, so that alienates a lot of my followers. Sorry if all the BTS content is annoying - I’m finding that they are helping me calm down. Something about Jimin’s smile makes me feel better. But as a result, my blog is now a hot mess. 

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Lou had his hand wrapped tightly around Olivia’s arm as he dragged her through the chaos of the ballroom.

‘Let me go!’ she shouted. ‘I can handle them myself, I’m armed!’

‘I don’t give a shit,’ Lou said fiercely. ‘I’m getting you out of here.’

Olivia let out an exasperated shriek but Lou ignored her, pulling her through the crowds. He knew Olivia was fierce and could look after herself; but he wished she would let him protect her without objection. All Lou wanted was to keep her safe and give her no reason to use her favourite dagger. 

His eyes scanned the room for any more threats. 

He saw the Duchess of Valtoria on the floor. He couldn’t see Drake.

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I cannot believe it took me so long to read this amazing chapter— @drakeandcamilleofvaltoria I’m so sorry I took so long, life has been (and still is) weird and hectic over here, but I was missing your stories too much.

Is it weird that I love Lou? :D

The whole buildup to getting them to safety was such a rush, and so well written! I love Olivia’s role in it, too! She is still kind of a biatch but she gets it.

Camille removing the bullet, holy shit! What a super woman!!! And casually saying ‘my mom was a nurse’ like it makes her any less of a badass! (My mom is an accountant but I can’t do a long division to save my ass)

The bullet thing reminded me of the movie Game Night, with Rachel McAdams trying to remove a bullet from Jason Bateman :D but of course Camille is sooo much more successful!

Ugh the ending made my heart go nuts! I love it! I also love your canon of the topaz—mine is an emerald :)

I love this!!

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The Parent Trap (one-shot, Drake x Amara)

Book: The Royal Romance

Pairing: Drake Walker x Amara Suarez

Rating: PG, unless my foul mouth couldn’t help itself and let some bad words slip through the cracks :p.

Word count: about 1,700

Notes: This is my first time doing a one-shot. I’ve been working relentlessly on my thesis lately and haven’t been able to sustain the rhythm of a series as well as before (but I’m still very much writing That’s not why I’m staying, though!! Just with little breaks in between…). So, I’ve been having ideas for one-shots. I don’t want to spoil anything in terms of the end of Book 2, so my one-shots will have very minimal context, just enough for you to read them :) This is set in the future, about 2 years or so after Book 2. I hope you like!

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‘Let me carry this,’ Drake frowns.

Amara sighs. ‘I’m fine. Seriously.’

Drake nods but intercepts her carry-on anyways. ‘Sorry babe. Not taking any chances.’

Amara snorts. ‘Fine. Carry it all, if that is your wish!’

Drake hoists Amara’s bag on his shoulder. ‘Yup,’ he says, planting a kiss on her cheek. ‘You tired?’ He asks.

She shakes her head as she looks for her phone, buried deep in her purse. ‘I’m fine, I watched a few movies and dozed off right after you.’

‘Good.’ He eyes her oversized purse. ‘Are you sure—‘

She stops in her tracks. ‘Drake. Please don’t ask me if I want you to carry my freaking purse. Is it massive? Yes. But come on. I can manage one thing.’ She unlocks her phone and finds her dad’s contact info. ‘So glad we didn’t check any luggage. Nothing better than just hopping off a plane and into the sunset.’ She presses on her phone. ‘Alright, calling my dad. He should be in the cell phone lot.’

Drake smiles. ‘I’m so excited.’

‘Hi Dad,’ Amara says into the phone.

‘Sweetheart!’ Jorge’s voice is incredibly excited. ‘Did you land?’

‘We did. Walking towards the exit. Terminal A, Dad. Are you around?’

‘Yes, I’ll be there in five, amor.’

‘Awesome, I can’t wait.’

She hangs up. Drake takes her hand and strokes it. ‘Let’s go?’

She nods. ‘Vamos.’

*****

‘Amara, Drake!’ Jorge screams as he gets out of the car.

Amara runs into her father’s arms, and he lifts her up, just like when she was little. Jorge twirls her around and she faces Drake, noticing his worried face. She frowns at him. He catches on and acts as if nothing had happened.

‘Drake, mijo!’ Jorge yells, wrapping his son-in-law in a tight hug.

Drake hugs him right back. He only sees Jorge every three months or so, but in just a couple of years, he has become a father figure to him. His father-in-law’s hug is everything his own father has never overtly given him: warmth, support, blatant love.

‘It’s good to see you, Jorge,’ he says. ‘Sorry we’re a little stinky. Long flight.’

Amara playfully elbows him in the side. ‘Speak for yourself, Walker!’

Jorge laughs heartily. Something else that Jackson never did. But Jorge Suarez doesn’t shy away from emotion. He laughs, he cries, he tells his loved ones he loves them.

He lives. He has to. Because his son can’t anymore.

Drake shakes the thought away. He’s been thinking of Sergio a lot lately. Not just because Michael is taking new steps in his life, not just because he and Amara are here in Philly where the Suarez siblings grew up.

‘Alright, honeys, let’s go. Nancy is preparing lunch, she made spaghetti carbonara, so we don’t want to be late.’

*****

The four of them sit at the kitchen table, happily exchanging stories and eating spaghetti.

‘When are your parents getting to Philly, Drake?’ Nancy asks, between two sips of homemade lemonade.

‘They’re checking into a hotel as we speak,’ Drake answers.

It always made him feel weird when anyone referred to his mom and Barry as ‘his parents’. But again, that was Nancy speaking, lovely Nancy who thought of Amara as her own daughter and did not make a difference between her and her own son Matthew. Inclusivity was the main word with Nancy, which Drake loved, partly because it forced him to confront his own hangups about his mom’s husband.

‘I still wish you’d told us, mijo, we could have put them up here,’ Jorge says, shaking his head in disapproval. ‘Family doesn’t stay at hotels!’

Amara smiles. ‘Dad, the hotel is very close, they can hang out with us and have their own privacy. Best of both worlds, relax.’

Drake takes his wife’s hand, and absentmindedly plays with her rings. His thumb moves around her engagement ring, his grandmother Adelaide’s. Then, it finds her wedding band, made of yellow gold, just like his own. ‘Jorge, don’t sweat it, we already really appreciate you guys cooking for all of us tonight.’

‘Of course, honey,’ Nancy responds. ‘Jorge and I are so excited to see Bianca and Barry, we haven’t seen them since your first anniversary. I hope they like enchiladas, we’re honoring Marisol’s recipe tonight.’

Drake smiles. ‘They will love that.’ He looks at Amara, suddenly worried. ‘Babe, will you be ok with um…’ he thinks of the best, most innocuous way to ask what he wants to ask. Judging from her annoyed face, he knows he has to reroute. ‘With a big family dinner? I mean, um… you might be jetlagged. You didn’t sleep much on the plane.’

Phew, good save, he thinks. Until he sees her eyes roll back into her head.

‘I love that you’re so protective with my daughter,’ Jorge jokes, clapping Drake’s back.

*****

Amara walks into her and Drake’s bedroom. He is already in there, folding her clothes into the dresser. He turns his head to look at her upon hearing her footsteps. ‘Hey there,’ he whispers.

She walks up behind him and wraps him in a hug. ‘Relax, babe,’ she whispers back. ‘You’re the one who needs to breathe.’

Drake sighs. ‘I know. Sorry about my tiny freakout at lunch.’ He turns around and kisses her deeply. He sits down on the bed and guides her on his lap. ‘I don’t mean to be a pain in the ass. I just want you to be as comfortable as possible.’

Amara strokes his hair tenderly. ‘I know that. And I appreciate it so much. But Drake, you have to remember that, first of all, I’m not sick. I can walk, and carry stuff, and eat enchiladas. I’m half Mexican and half Puerto Rican, since when can’t I handle a little spice? Chill out. And second of all, your little anxiety fits will blow our cover. We invited Bianca and Barry for a reason. It would be a shame to be discovered before everyone gets here.’

Drake nods, and plants a kiss on Amara’s hand. ‘You’re right. I need to calm my tits.’

‘Exactly. You think your tits can remain calm, hmm…’ she looks at her watch. ‘Another three hours?’

Drake laughs and buries his face into Amara’s chest. ‘I don’t know if I can keep it in. It’s not just the anxiety. It’s just that… I’m so fucking excited.’

Amara gently kisses the top of her husband’s head and smiles. ‘Me too, babe. Me too.’

*****

‘Hi, lovely lady,’ Bianca whispers as she hugs her daughter-in-law tight. ‘How are you?’

‘Good, thank you, Bianca, how about you?’

She lets go of her and grabs both of her hands. ‘I’m great, especially since I get to spend time with my amazing children. And your parents!’ She opens her arms wide for Nancy, who gives her a warm hug. ‘Thank you for having us, honey, we’re so excited to be here!’

Barry walks around giving hugs and handshakes, mostly silently as usual. Bianca is the outgoing one in the relationship, while he’s more reserved. Bianca is all crazy, curly hair, turquoise rings, flowy white tops, and expansive declarations of appreciation. Barry is more of a quiet presence.

After the two sets of parents met for the first time before Drake and Amara’s wedding, Jorge had told Drake that he really liked Barry. Drake thought it was sarcastic at first, because well… Drake has never understood the appeal of Barry. So, he laughed. Then, Jorge said to him, ‘Why are you laughing? I’m serious, mijo. Barry is a solid guy. You can see right away that you can count on him. He doesn’t say much, and he’s probably annoyed at how much I talk, but I like his calming presence. It’s hard for a person to join a family in mourning, and Barry doesn’t want to take anyone’s place. So, he doesn’t even take his own.’

This made Drake realize how much he’d overlooked his stepdad. So, he tried a little bit more.

He could do better. That’s for sure. But it’s a start.

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Nancy had served champagne flutes with the appetizers. Amara sits down at her spot, and notices Drake’s panicked face at the sight of the champagne. She makes eye contact with him and gives him a firm look. Soon enough, he silently laughs at her annoyed face.

Jorge gets up and raises his glass. ‘Nancy and I are thrilled to have you all beautiful people here. Thank you all for coming, and we love you all.’

‘Aw, thank you Jorge, we love you too,’ Bianca says, about to take a sip.

That’s Amara’s cue. She takes Drake’s hand and squeezes it, her heart jumping out of her chest. He looks at her, and she sees tears forming in his eyes. That’s it. That’s the moment they flew here for.

She gets up, raising her own glass. ‘If you can wait just a little bit before you take a sip, I’d like to say a few words.’

Everyone nods and smiles. Drake squeezes her hand again and wipes away a tiny tear. Amara’s gonna need to keep it together for the two of them.

She continues. ‘Dad, Nancy, thank you for going with the flow when I told you we’d like to come here for a few days. Bianca, Barry, thank you for being so flexible and coming all the way here just to see us. I promise it’ll be worth the trip.’ Drake chuckles. Amara smiles and continues on. ‘I know we saw you just a couple of months ago at our anniversary in Ramsford, but we couldn’t wait until our next visit.’ She takes a deep breath and shakes her flute. ‘I’m not going to drink this, but my heart’s in it.’

She looks at Drake, and they share a knowing look. A look of excitement, of love, of fear maybe, just a little bit. But, as long as they have each other, their family, biological and chosen, they’ll be fine.

Amara takes another breath and fights back tears. She smiles widely and says, ‘I’m pregnant.’

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Reblogging because I love this so so much, Drake is beautifully portrayed and Amara is one of my favorite MCs. 💕💕 

@axwalker thank you so much, love, and so sorry it took me so long to comment! Life has been crazy. Much love ❤️

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Tears in Heaven 9: Awakening

Synopsis: Alexis O’Brien is about to get married but memories of her old life are coming back to haunt her.

Pairings:  Drake x MC Liam x MC (TRR)

Warnings:  NO ONE UNDER 18 should read this story. This is an 18+ blog.

This story will deal with very dark subjects such as death, severe depression and suicide attempt (among others) if you’re triggered by any of those issues, PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS STORY

A/N: We’re close to the end! After this one, there will be only one more chapter and the epilogue.  

To catch up: Masterlist

Disclaimer: All characters belong to Pixelberry.

Word count: 6 700

Thank you, @burnsoslow for being an amazing friend, Beta reader and correcting and editing so many grammar and English mistakes.  @pedudley for pre reading and your great feedback and huge support. 

I LOVE YOU ❤️

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I ADORED this chapter omg. I was on my toes the whole time.

I love how straightforward Alexis is. Liam won’t get out of this conversation easily...

‘Perhaps you’ve forgotten how bad you were, but I haven’t.’ —Oh, so we’re doing low blows now, Liam? Jeez... and then he tries to stop her from going to empty Tom’s room? No Kween.

Alexis hit the nail on the head. Liam still sees her as a broken woman who needs him in order to stand up. He won’t let her grow.

Not gonna lie, the smiling gray rabbit broke me. And his name is Buttons 💔

Liam telling Leo that Lexie isn’t strong enough is making my blood boil. How can he say this, when she’s actually making progress when she’s with Drake? Yes she’s still grieving, and she always will be. But baby steps are happening! Liam just knows that when she gets better, he won’t be able to bend her will as easily.

I love Leo’s truth bombs. And I also love how he calls his dad Old Connie.

OF COURSE Drake remembers how Lexie likes her cheeseburgers 💕

I love Drake and Dan’s friendship!

The Brown-eyed girl part killed me.

I loved the ‘It was a horrible idea.’—the narrator knows what’s up 😆

The end was perfect—Drake admits she’s frustrating him with her inability to decide, but he loves her anyway. Their scenes together at the cabin were perfect, too. I loved this chapter so much!

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WIP WEDNESDAY

Thanks for the tag @ao719! You got me excited now, too!

This is from the next chapter of Full Circle :

He stood silent as Liam spoke, the darkness of the corner he was in casting an eerie shadow over his already angry face.  

“… Here’s what I don’t understand, Tariq. You must know Lady Remington has a lot of men that would step up to protect her without hesitation, myself included. What could have possibly been so important that you’d, in a sense, risk your life just by knocking on her door?”

The silence urged Liam to continue, frustrated as he tapped his fingers on the table. “The only way for you to help yourself here, is to tell us exactly what happened.”

Drake couldn’t contain his scoff. “What he means, asshole, is that, at this point, a jail cell is the only thing that can keep me from killing you. The sooner you’re charged and locked up, the safer you’ll be.”

Thank you @iplaydrake <3, let me see…

This is from the next chapter of All of The Lights

 (AFTER)

“Well… I’ve rehearsed enough times to say things like that” Liam said taking another sip from his vodka, “It’s for the best, it’s over now… It wasn’t anyone’s fault it just didn’t work out… She was a good girl, just wasn’t the one… We just grew apart. I couldn’t say you wrecked me, could I?

He moved closer to her, sharing the moonlight bathing her sitting on the windowsill; she felt embarrassed. His hand moved to her cheek and the coldness from his finger startled her.

“I won’t drag your name through the mud. We both know I could” His gentle hand now gripped her chin as his breath was felt on her lips, she trembled under his touch pulling her face from his grip. “… maybe I should.”

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So you can see I was real about writing again: @saivilo @kimmiedoo5 @pug-bitch @axwalker @laurmillen

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@andy-loves-corgis haaaa I am so excited about All of the Lights!!!! (Btw I saw a corgi today on my run and it brightened my day)

Thank you for the tag, love, here is a little piece of my WIP, my next chapter of That’s not why I’m staying:

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Michael shrugs. ‘I felt like giving Bianca’s gross tea another go.’ He looks down at his mug. ‘Still disgusting.’

Max smiles. ‘At least you gave it a fair shot.’

‘Am I making too much noise?’ Michael asks. ‘I’m sorry, I know you and Bertrand are sleeping pretty close to here.’

Max shakes his head. ‘Nope. As you can imagine from his drunken state earlier, Bertrand is fast asleep. I can’t sleep, but it’s not because of you.’ He pauses and looks up, a glimmer in his eye. ‘Well, not because of you making noise, that is.’

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Tagging: @drakeandcamilleofvaltoria @axwalker @emceesynonymroll sorry if you’ve already been tagged!!!

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