good news: yesterday my friend and i were contacted about an available apartment and we accepted it. we’re going to get the keys cut on tuesday.
bad news: i went to the doctor yesterday with bronchitis and she prescribed me an inhaler that my insurance wouldn’t cover, which forced me to pay $50 out of pocket for it, which was all the money i had.
good news: the inhaler did work like a charm, and i’m feeling much better today, and i’m starting to clean and pack my things to move into the apartment.
bad news: since that inhaler was all my fucking money, i don’t have anything for food or transportation for the coming week, i don’t get paid until friday, and we’ll immediately have to pay the rent for september on the unit, plus a portion of the deposit, plus the pro-rated rent for the remaining days in august, plus a $53 bus pass for work transport from the new place, which won’t take all of my check but will be a sizeable portion, and i’m kind of in a little bit of despair as to what i’m supposed to do about it. i’m sure when that check comes in things won’t be terrible, but in this time leading up to it, after i go to work tomorrow i literally will be broke.
i have my birthday post out, since my birthday is also tomorrow, and all the good news above has been spectacular, but like, i’ve even given my family the news about getting the apartment and no one has offered shit and it’s not like i can ask for anything, and i don’t want to sound like i feel entitled to the help but nothing has come in from that post and i have absolutely nothing right now. if anyone can donate anything to my paypal at amai.shoujo@yahoo.com or through cashapp i’d be very grateful because this is just a cluttering of circumstances that are happening very quickly right now and i had thought my family would be willing to help for once, but, nothing. please rb this post if you don’t mind.