i’ve been on my knees change the prophecy

The older I get the more I admire people who are earnestly, genuinely into whatever their thing is. I know it sounds like an annoying cliche but unless you're being cruel or hurtful there is really no need to be normal about things. The dude with the bad fake accent at the renaissance faire is having the time of his life. The people having photoshoots with their fashion dolls are loving it. The old lady with a yard unreasonably full of tacky ass lawn ornaments is having a blast, HOA be damned.

Don't waste your time being too cool to have fun, y'know?

i hate it here, i look in peoples windows, and the prophecy on one album is so diabolical.

YOU SAID YOU WERE GONNA GROW UP THEN YOU WERE GONNA COME FIND ME

A GREATER WOMAN WOULDN'T BEG...BUT I LOOKED TO THE SKY AND SAID

PLEASE!!!! I'VE BEEN ON MY KNEES!!!!! CHANGE THE PROPHECY!!!! DON'T WANT MONEY!!!!!! JUST SOMEONE WHO WANTS MY COMPANY!!!!!!

LET IT ONCE BE ME!!!! WHO DO I HAVE TO SPEAK TO ABOUT IF THEY CAN REDO THE PROPHECY?

AND I HOPE ITS SHITTY IN THE BLACK DOG WHEN SOMEONE PLAYS THE STARTING LINE AND YOU JUMP UP BUT SHES TOO YOUNG TO KNOW THIS SONG THAT WAS INTERTWINED IN THE TRAGIC FABRIC OF OUR DREAMING CAUSE TAIL BETWEEN YOUR LEGS YOURE LEAVING AND I STILL CANT BELIEVE IT CAUSE OLD HABITS DIE SCREAMINGGGGGGGG

augustine betty james inez dorothea emma sarah hannah chloe sam sophia marcus aimee cassandra peter robin

i guess a lesser woman would've lost hope. a greater woman wouldn't beg. but i looked to the sky and said please

i'll miss you on a train, i'll miss you in the morning, i never know what to think about, so i think about you. do you think i have forgotten about you?

my beloved ghost and me, sitting in a tree d-y-i-n-g

tell me in the tags what ttpd lyric is in your head RIGHT NOW

i didn't opt in to be your odd man out. i founded the club she's heard great things about. i left all i knew, you left me at the house by the heath......................

it actually kind of blew my mind that taylor talks about thinking of matty before actually breaking up with joe so openly because she could’ve easily omitted that part, but i think she wanted it all out in the world and be free of it. chloe or sam or sophia or marcus being about how they’ve known each other for a decade and they could’ve been together if not for his issues and other people they were with, and how to get her this time, he simply just needs to confess he loved her then and loves her now. and thinking about how she’s talked about the songs being made in the last two years (not one), and then thinking about fortnight and how she talks about him constantly just being there (and knows about her issues with joe), and then thinking about how in guilty as sin? she talks about him sending her “downtown lights” and telling her bad thoughts are not a thing because she didn’t actually sleep with him while being in her relationship, and then in florida!!!, her singing “they said i was a cheat, i guess it must be true”… now the morality of all of this is a different topic, but she just needed a clutch to be able to leave and she lays out the story and how sinister it was that he knew about the cracks and made his way through, and her admitting that she can’t be abstained of guilt because she let it happen is just so. raw and honest.

in how did it end?, taylor singing “fell victim to interlopers’ glances” and “come one, come all, it’s happening again” sinister getaway car indeed

^ @stumbleonhometomycats tags

going from “chains around my demons” to “and hire a priest to come and exorcise my demons, even if i die screaming” is such a punch in the gut

i might just die, it would make no difference :(