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┊Employee 427┊[AP]

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confession starters

"I miss you."
"I hate your family."
"I ran over your cat."
"I have a drug problem."
"I slept with your best friend."
"When I said I loved you, I didn't mean it."
"I've had feelings for you since I met you."
"I wish I never met you."
"I don't feel the same way anymore."
"I hooked up with your [relative]."
"I think I might love you."
"I'm a murderer."
"I wasn't really visiting my cousin last weekend."
"I'm not actually single."
"I don't think we belong together."
"I stole money from you."
"That's not my real name."
"I sell drugs."
"I was your secret admirer that wrote those letters."
"I should have never married you."
"I inherited some money. Turns out, I'm a millionaire."
"You weren't my first."
"I read your diary."
"I kept everything you have ever given me."
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musingmemes

three word starters

  • “i’ll do it.”
  • “please just don’t.”
  • “i hate you.”
  • “i love you.”
  • “you love me?”
  • “please stop it.”
  • “i can’t breathe.”
  • “just go away.”
  • “you’re an ass.”
  • “you’re a bitch.”
  • “don’t leave me!”
  • “don’t walk away.”
  • “stay with me.”
  • “i’m begging you…”
  • “for fucks sake…”
  • “clean this up!”
  • “please kiss me.”
  • “get off me!”
  • “you are despicable.”
  • “are you okay!?”
  • “don’t do this.”
  • “please shut up.”
  • “are you drunk?”
  • “don’t forget me.”
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smollmikey

Protective sentence starters??

because visualizing muses in these situations generally equates to puppies guarding each other and its wonderful

  • “No, don’t do that it’s not safe.”
  • “You’re scared of that, aren’t you?”
  • “Don’t touch her/him!”
  • “It’s cute that you tried to protect me and all, but you’re like a foot shorter than me, you know?”
  • “I will always step in between you and something like that.”
  • “Why? Because I don’t want you to get hurt, that’s why!”
  • “Do you think just because my feet don’t touch the bottom of the pool that I need a floatie?”
  • “The stepping stool is unecessary.”
  • “I’m not apologizing for what I said to that asshole/jerk… He/she was saying terrible things about you.”
  • “If you say another word about her/him, you’ll regret it.” 
  • “I don’t want to put you in that type of environment.”
  • “Make sure to tell me if you get worried, or nervous, or claustrophobic, or-”
  • “You could have been hurt.”
  • “I indirected him/her on Twitter for your honor.”
  • “I think you should leave this type of thing to me.”
  • “I’m gonna protect you.”
  • “You can hold onto me if you’re scared, you know?”
  • “I’m not leaving you alone.  Not now, not ever.”
  • “Let’s all watch a different movie.  This one freaks her/him out.”
  • “I get where you’re coming from dude, but honestly shut the hell up and don’t talk about her/him that way.”
  • “She/He isn’t an object.”
  • “She/he told me what you did, and all I’m gonna do is tell you to stay away.”
  • “You don’t know anything about her/him!”
  • “What?  You think that was funny?  You just insulter her/him, and expect me to laugh?”
  • “I’m not gonna let you put up with that.”
  • “Really, if you told me to I’d go punch them for you.”
  • “Wait, let me walk you home.”
  • “I’ll drive you, please– please don’t go like this.”
  • “It’s dangerous.”
  • “I’m worried about you.”
  • “I meant it when I said I would protect you.”
  • “I’m not stepping aside until you back up.”
  • “It’s too cold for you to come out here without a jacket on.”
  • “I’ll go see what the noise was.”
  • “Stay on the phone with me.”
  • “Promise me you’ll be safe.”
  • “I don’t feel comfortable with you going there on your own.”
  • “He/She did what to you?”
  • “I won’t let you go through something like that again.”
  • “I’m not perfect, but I’m trying my hardest to do everything to keep you safe.”
  • “Stay behind me.”
  • “I promised your mom to make sure you didn’t do anything stupid tonight.”
  • “I love you.  Of course I’m gonna defend you like that.”
  • “No, he/she isn’t good enough to take you out.  Trust me, I know.” 
  • “Are you planning to stay glued to my side this whole evening?”
  • “I’ll be okay, because I know you’re back here ready to step in if I need you.”
  • “Thank you for always sticking with me.”
  • “I’m really worried about her/him, but I don’t think he/she wants me to call.”
  • “I don’t know what I would do if something happened to you.”
  • “Like, I don’t expect to ever have to take a bullet for you, but I would.”

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                                     There’s someone inside                                                                                                  Inside..                                                 I cannot hide                                                         Inside..                                     From the one inside of me                                                                                                It lies..                                           Say things I despise                                                           It lies..                                             It wants me to DIE

                                             🚪             🚪              🚪

                                           Written by The Narrator Creedy
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“You need to snap out of it, it’s a flashback. Nobody is going to hurt you anymore, trust me!” /from John

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Not Accepting!

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No more, not again..

     Stanley’s eyes were as wide as saucers, his body had gone entirely RIGID. Hands balled so tightly they were pale, his breathing now uneven and fretful. The hands placed on his arms were only pushed away, the frightened man having a full-blown panic attack. Fear repeatedly stabbing itself into his stomach and TWISTING the knife his gut.

❝ Hh...mmh...hh....nn...nn...

     The whimpers and  p l e a d i n g  whines that escaped him were pitiful. Whatever attempts John made to assist Stanley weren’t working, for the employee had been mentally transported into a different reality. One where he could feel the harsh burns of cigarettes against his skin, stinging on his cheeks from rough slaps, the IMPLOSION of his lungs from lack of air as the freezing water washed over him..

     Tears began to form in the corner of his eyes as his breathing became more labored and faster, then it was even faster. Hyperventilating as his imagination forced him to relive the trauma that sewed his mouth firmly SHUT for years.. the seems coming undone in that moment out of pure desperation. Damaged, dry and broken..

❝ Nn..nnn..oo..

     His back collided with the wall, hands reaching up to dig into frazzled hair. The salty liquid flowing from tear ducts as he slid downward. The man’s knees were brought to his chest as he roughly pulled his own head down. Curled up like a distraught child. Quiet sobs were the only sound he made.. except..

❝ Mm.....om... D.....aad...

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☂ = giving them their jumper to keep warm .

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Not Accepting!

  • ☂ = giving them their jumper to keep warm . 
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She was as cute as a button, and frankly Stanley felt undeserving of her.

     It fit him a bit too snuggly, seeing as how she was smaller in comparison. Though the blue woven fabric kept him sheltered. In all likelihood Bella had seen him shivering from the frigid autumn wind in just his white shirt, and elected to allow the man to borrow it. Now, not only was his body warmed, but so were his cheeks.

     His head was drawn back to the Narrator and the dreadful things he said. Causing Staney’s smile to disappear briefly. Ugh, he could HEAR the patronizing voice bouncing around in his mind. ‘Who would want to commit their life to YOU?’

Ignore those distasteful thoughts..

     Thankfully, his joyful grin returned as he leaned down and placed a peck on her forehead. An amused and grateful expression telling Bella all she needed to know.

╭║———————- 📈 📊 📉 ———————-║╮

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“Go and criticize me, you know you wish you had my power. But you can’t have it, and it KILLS you. Rather… I will.”

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Not Accepting!

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❝ . . .

[ I know. ]

     An eye twitched, fingers curled into fists, his glare deepened. His annoyance clear as crystal, yet he chooses to continue walking anyway. Heh.. CHOICE. It was a joke, especially in this Office. But it was the one thing the Narrator didn’t have, and couldn’t take away from Stanley. The long dark hall seemed to become more confined with each step, nearly closing in on the rail-thin man. A foreshadow to his ‘imminent’ death.

[ Believe whatever you want to. But I DON’T want your power. ]

I just want to get the Hell out of here.

     But employee 427 knew the ending to this path already, he had taken this same route before. Why would he do it again when he had the full knowledge that he would be literally CRUSHED by the end of it all? Simple, another more favored disembodied voice gave him a reason.

 When every path you can walk has been created for you long in advance, DEATH becomes meaningless, making LIFE the same . . .

     Through experience, Stanley was able to discover and subscribe to the meaning of this philosophy. The Narrator had stolen the Office clerk’s life hundreds of times, to the point where death could no longer be truly weaponized against him. It was akin to getting the mail, or taking out the trash, or watching television. It had occurred so many times, Stanley was able to get used to the pain, to the cold embrace of death..

     On one hand, the employee hoped no would else would EVER have to be ‘okay’ with that feeling. The inability to BREATHE, the cracking of bones from falling.. humans should rightfully fear their last moments, but Stanley no longer did. On the other hand.. it provided him a sense of  f r e e d o m . He wasn’t as frightened or meek in the presence of the Narrator as he was when the story began. Now, the man could do whatever he wished without consequence laying on his chest.

Stanley felt hasty, reckless...  he didn’t care anymore.

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     Finally, he slowed his footsteps, eyes rolling in his head as he sucked in a deep breath. Letting it out in the next moment before signing.

[ Lets just get this over with.. ]

He had someone to see, someone he deemed worth his time.

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                 I cannot stop this..                                                            ..sickness taking over..                          It controls and..                                             drags me into nowhere..

                                      I need your help I can’t fight this forever.

                                                     I know you’re watching, I can feel you out there..

                  Ş͜A̸͝VE̶̴ ̸́M̶E ͟҉I̸̴̕F̀͜͠ ̀͠I ͘͞BÉ͜C҉̨Ơ̸M̷E ̀͞MY̡͠ ̵̵D̴ÈM̴͘ON̶S̷̕.

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