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¿Quién habla de victorias?...Sobreponerse es todo.

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Frase: Rainer Maria Rilke. Avatar: Saezuru tori wa habatakanai by Yoneda Kou.
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jaubaius

Curious fox helping for a photoshoot.

Rating: Cute

This is a young fox, around 5 months old. At this age they are extremely curious and a lot bolder than adult foxes as they start to explore the world on their own. They haven’t yet fully learned what is and isn’t dangerous so are more likely to approach humans if they haven’t already had negative experiences with them. Fox mortality is at it’s highest between 5 months - a year, partially because their lack of caution means they’re more likely to get themselves into dangerous situations.

The way this fox is acting looks like it’s never encountered a human before (or at least not one lying down) and is very interested in this strange new creature. Because the man is lying on the ground he will appear less threatening to the fox. The fox is still showing some wariness, which is good, and suggests it hasn’t been tamed by people. The fox also seems very interested in the sound of the camera shutter and may be checking it out to see if it’s a potential prey animal.  The man also isn’t trying to lure the fox close with food, so this is just natural curiosity.

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my heart goes out to anyone who was made to feel stupid for caring too much. anyone who was laughed at or "cringed" at for being themselves. anyone who cried silently so they don't be a burden. anyone whose love was taken for granted. anyone who feels unsafe in their own bodies. to anyone who felt devastated because others failed to be humane enough. it's not you, it's them. i hope you find a way to love yourself again. you're not alone. you're important.

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vic-saezuru7
Chapter 48 of Saezuru.

⚠️ WARNING ⚠️: This post contains spoilers.

What a great chapter, like all the ones written by Yoneda Sensei. Saezuru certainly outdoes itself, it's the only book that manages to do it in such an elegant way. Thanks to the coordinated and cooperative work of the fandom worldwide, we were able to learn about the events (PLEASE BUY THE CHAPTERS, physical or online version). It brought a bit of everything: lovers' fight, yakuza plot, a breaking point and the best surprise: seeing Yashiro San as we are used to. That reaction left us with a beautiful feeling.

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the dog leash, you have already left me behind, I already forgot... claim dialogues, of broken hearts. Let's remember that Doumeki has feelings and Yashiro too. That they tell you that they're holding your hand because they can't put you on a leash, wooooo I would have reacted that way too, but that Yashiro tells him that he doesn't remember, oh my... that's cruel... although your moment of suffer.

Muraji San thank you so much for accepting Yashiro San and putting this pair of birds to work on the same route, you don't know how much the fandom loves you right now.

The chance to be with you...

Doumeki has already given Yashiro several chances to choose him but the boy doesn't, that disappoints... how are you going to tell Yashiro that anyone is good for you? So Doumeki put you to a "somebody" (sorry Kamiya). Disappointed? It was your fault.

Arrival at the building:

Doumeki must have driven too fast to surprise us all. And on the way to see Yashiro threatening Kamiya ...poor Kamiya doesn't know who this beautiful man is. The conversation between Doumeki and Yashiro, ignoring Kamiya, ends with: I'm not at your level, it's worth noting that Doumeki uses "ANATA" again (yes, I screamed when I saw it) , there he says goodbye and leaves Yashiro in the hands of Kamiya, as if to say: well, go with your dear Inami to solve the case while they jump over the rainbows but I'm not going to see that bye bye...

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Third chance to choose Doumeki ...

Yashiro San at that moment either reacted or lost... magnificent how he takes Kamiya with his left (surprising Doumeki) and Doumeki with his right (Always remember that Yashiro San is a strong and agile man) and leaves Kamiya outside the building saying something like "I choose you" hahaha no no... it's "with you it's fine"...

Yashiro decides and shows him not with a long conversation but with actions what he wants pretending that nothing of the last three chapters happened, but Doumeki reciprocates...

At this point I firmly believe that Doumeki noticed Yashiro's problem with his eye, or at least confirmed it,

but that Doumeki will approach him and whisper in his ear: I'll come back and see the drop of sweat on Yashiro's face, that panel He gave me about 10 years of life...

I don't see the dialogue at the end as sad, but if melancholy, there is the expected conversation or part of the conversation, it is normal for Doumeki to have doubts, Yashiro must clearly tell him that he is Inami for him and that he will not see him again (it is the greatest wish of the fandom) although we know that this will harden Inami. Then Yashiro closes the chapter with: go quickly... (Hayakuikeyo/早く行けよ) Yoneda sensei you are perfect... that is to say: my handsome king, I am waiting for you here.

The meaning of the gun:

In the Yakuza not all members have access to weapons, weapons are given to subordinates to fulfill a specific mission, as Kamiya had the mission of protecting Yashiro San because Tsunakawa San assigns him a weapon . Doumeki going for this weapon is confirmation that Kamiya will no longer be the one to work with Yashiro, it will be Doumeki. The weapon has one purpose: to protect Yashiro San and will only be used by the bearer who accepts that job.

I love this chapter, Saezuru will never bore me, I have read it so many times and there is always something new.

It will take a long time to get through this panel... actually I'll never get over it, it's perfect (I'll see the lack of the glove as a meaning and not a mistake hahahahaha Let's say Doumeki left the performance he's immersed in for a moment and Yashiro exposed it, that's why the lack of the glove, but he did wear them, is a meaning, Yoneda Sensei doesn't make mistakes, Fin)

What did you think of the chapter?

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genuinely so fucking tired of people leveraging the "groomer" argument against people who support sex ed because scientific literature over decades shows that comprehensive sex education starting around kindergarten actually prevents children from being sexually abused and groomed because it teaches children the correct words for their body parts and also teaches them concepts of privacy, personal space, bodily autonomy, the difference between appropriate and inappropriate touching, and the fact that sex is something that only adults do. children with this knowledge are not only better equipped to identify abuse and predatory behavior and communicate that its happening to a trusted adult, but also prevent it from happening in the first place by recognizing when something is happening that shouldn't.

sex education does not sexualize children, it prevents children from being sexualized. anyone who is against early foundational sex education and claims they are doing it to protect children is a fucking liar.

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Disabled people actually usually downplay their symptoms out of fear of making others uncomfortable.

Disabled people actually usually downplay their symptoms out of fear of making others uncomfortable.

Disabled people actually usually downplay their symptoms out of fear of making others uncomfortable.

Disabled people actually usually downplay their symptoms out of fear of making others uncomfortable.

Disabled people actually usually downplay their symptoms out of fear of making others uncomfortable.

Disabled people actually usually downplay their symptoms out of fear of making others uncomfortable.

Remember that next time you ask if something truly is needed, or if it really is that bad.

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gefiltebitch
Anonymous asked:

What do you say to those people who go "why free narcan for junkies but not free insulin," "why clean needles for drugs but not diabetes" etc? Also I'm curious do trans clients come to your needle exchange or disabled clients, or just drug users?

good questions, thank you for asking.

first, I do needle exchange in two contexts- I'm a peer intern at a formal public health exchange, and I do syringe access & other supply distro with my local mutual aid community / a radical collective I formed with other PWUD.

in both of these contexts, clean sharps are provided to anyone who needs them. trans people, people who inject prescribed meds, and people who inject any drug, licit or illicit. we do have a trans specific needle exchange day at the nonprofit so that people can choose to be in that specific space for various reasons (including their own safety / privacy / being amongst other trans people), but trans participants are always welcome to show up at regular exchange, and we carry gauges/types that work for intramuscular and subcutaneous injections. same goes for people with other injection reasons/needs.

"why free narcan for [people who use drugs] but not free insulin" is a strawman.

I have never met a harm reduction worker/activist who wasn't also loudly demanding accessible healthcare and disability justice across the board.

the reality too, is that "people who inject drugs" "disabled people/chronically ill people" and "trans people" are not 3 separate circles without overlap. many people who use licit or illicit opioids, or other substances that may contain them (who are therefore at risk for opioid overdose) also have a medical condition or disability. that's a common intersection. people use drugs for many rational reasons, but pain is certainly a common one. there are also exchange participants who are trans and injection drug users. we don't silo people off into categories when they walk in the door or approach us during outreach - they need sharps, we give sharps.

so this myth that we turn away people who need sharps for other reasons, or steal from their supply, is bullshit. non-illicit drug using people who access syringes are welcome at every harm reduction program I've seen.

underfunded harm reduction programs also have to go through great lengths to get naloxone. it's not like we're getting handouts left and right from pharmaceutical companies.

when Dan Bigg and other drug user rights + harm reduction + recovery activists at Chicago drug user union & Chicago recovery alliance were first fighting to convince doctors to prescribe naloxone to laypeople, and to change laws to allow this on a greater scale, it was around $1 per vial (of the injectible variety). since then, not only has the price of injectible naloxone been raised steadily by all the companies who have made it, but other delivery methods have come out and been popularized as well (nasal, + auto injector), and price gouging has become a new norm. so most naloxone on the market is not accessible to low barrier harm reduction programs unless a significant foundation or benefactor donates it.

Pfizer is the only pharmaceutical company that has cut a half-reasonable deal with low barrier harm reduction programs to subsidize their naloxone. they have an arrangement with a network of on-the-ground harm reduction organizations called the OSNN naloxone buyers club. the ~112 small, underfunded community harm reduction programs that participate in this buyers club are distributing more naloxone to people who use drugs and our loved ones than any larger public health or medical entity, who could afford thousands and thousands more doses.

since COVID started, while most social service programs became overwhelmed and reduced capacity, these overworked programs that participate in the buyers club (mostly run by staff with lived experience) have actually worked harder, and managed to ramp up their naloxone distribution significantly despite financial strain, staff shortages or burnout... we are some of the only people who care about our own.

there's some grim news around this too - this year, Pfizer announced a shortage of that naloxone. so now the only pharma company that subsidizes naloxone for community-based harm reductionists has stalled putting out product. this is going to translate to thousands of deaths.

there are a couple takeaways here. a glaring one is that pouring naloxone into communities as the single form of palatable harm reduction is not enough. small orgs of marginalized people trying to stem an onslaught of death with more and more low barrier naloxone distribution programs is one of the most vicariously traumatizing and burnout-inducing things I've ever witnessed. we need an end to the prohibitionist system that fuels the ever-more-chaotic illicit supply. we need to meet people's needs, both diverse needs around their drug use itself, and their general wellbeing (which impacts their drug use) in ways that involve sweeping systemic overhauls and autonomy and access to resources.

the other takeaway is that the idea that harm reduction programs are coddled & given resources that could be allocated elsewhere, is a stigmatizing myth. we are barely given any resources as it is. it's clear to me that any resources given to PWUD are considered too many resources. we could be given a $5 budget and they would tell us to give it to someone else. our lives are devalued.

there's something rotten happening when corporations can make more than enough supplies to resource anyone who needs them, then jack up the prices on them and create artificial scarcity... yet scrappy low-barrier programs serving PWUD are the ones getting scolded for causing... disparities that aren't even accurate. we are on the same side of the disparities that do exist. PWUD are not getting a wealth of resources where diabetics aren't.

at the end of the day, many people who say "what about free insulin" are only caring about poor people with diabetes in the form of lip service, with the ulterior motive of a put-down toward PWUD.

insulin getting price gouged and naloxone getting price gouged are issues that go hand in hand. both insulin and naloxone are needed by highly vulnerable populations who are being taken advantage of, and there is overlap between them.

disability / healthcare justice, critiques of medical and pharmaceutical institutions, and anti-capitalist concerns need to include people who use substances. it is a human behavior, it shows up in a vast spectrum of ways, whether or not it's problematic. and when it is problematic, that's systemically informed too. leftists need to have a reckoning with the amount of War on Drugs propaganda they've learned to cough up on cue.

I know that "free narcan but no free insulin?" is framed as a rather conservative argument, but I've seen leftists parrot it, and there is a noticeable amount of vitriol in left spaces for PWUD. and the amount of people who have come to me to ask me to break down why that argument is bullshit is jarring- not because I'm mad that you or anyone else came to me, I'm happy to talk about it. I'm mad that we have all been so thoroughly propagandized about this, that it isn't intuitive to argue for the value of drug user human life, and include PWUD in these types of resource access concerns and justice efforts.

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