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one week from now, i’ll be done with my AKU entry exam, that’s crazzzyyy

thought i’d log this last bit of the AKU journey so that i can come back to it regardless of if i pass or fail

today i’m going to do the entirety of SAT II Barron’s Biology- a good full bio revision since bio stays with me a while, it stores in my long term memory automatically, aside from that i want to do a good chunk of SAT I Maths as well, just getting back into it since i’m not too worried about the math portion, AND if i’ve got the time and energy which i goddamn should i’ll do all six 2019 papers, chalo fit scene, wish me luck!

ishaAllah sab ho jaye ga,

30 days for AKU

DAY 1

things completed: atomic spectra (physics) + analytical (chemistry) [notes made] a few practice questions from the AKU board, no a level questions attempted

hours studied: 5.5 hours (that’s pretty chill)

thoughts: both these chapters are aku exclusive, after research i’ve come to the conclusion that FBISE is probably best for chemistry, PTB is solid for physics, im okay with these chapters especially at the current time, i understand them and am getting most aku questions right, i’m worried idk because i’m surrounded by these really intelligent kids and all and sometimes it feels like they’re miles ahead of me, but it’s okay i’ve got this, in my own time hopefully, i’m also kind of letting go of the 100% in the MDCAT dream, i mean it’s kinda unrealistic let’s be honest, at least till september 6 after which it’s UHS MDCAT all the way hahahahaha, it’s okay let’s keep going, worked out a bit too today, should talk to mum about moving the treadmill into my room, i think it’ll be more in use that way even if it kind of ruins the privacy of my room well let’s see, i kind of want to incorporate like at least half an hour to an hour of working out everyday at a fixed time hopefully i’ll get there, positive for the next 29 days, yay let’s go!!

day 1

did all i had to do, yay!

going to bed early too, yay!

finished all english work that had been assigned till today, yay!

logged onto google calendar, hurrah!

hahahahaha lol i’m sorry about how non serious i’ve been these past hmm two weeks i guess, we’ll now the pressure is building up and i am here 1:25am, 15 April 2020,

i’m going to push out an hour or two of more studying since things are quieter and less hot in the night, mate it’s so hot

i’ve been finding that i’m a lot more productive if i record myself studying so that’s what i’ve been doing slowly accumulating my study footage folder in the other hard drive

lizards have been driving my crazy please don’t enter my room please

had a chem class today and i studied a lot of english, mr chips to be precise, working on chem conversions, going to practice chapter 9 and 10, so that when sir asks me tomorrow i’ll have some goddamn answers, physics class on friday, saturday and sunday! let’s go ive got this, be grateful, things have been hard lately but i’ve got this, we’ve got this, alhumdulillah

Look at my feet, look down

The shadow resembles me

Is it the shadow that's shaking

Or is it my feet that are trembling

Of course I‘m not unafraid

Of course it's not all okay

But I know

Awkwardly I flow

I fly together with that black wind

day what/30

man ive been full on wasting these past days, gotta change something waking up at 8 just isnt good for me so today ive been up since 4:48am which i think is my preferred time, lets turn this around, no more excuses, ive got things to do and uh i forgot where i was going with this, anyway steady on, please dont fall off again 

day 3/30

today was a bit weird and hectic of course, i had my peer support training session (that never ended up happening) as well as a mod session (also didn’t happen) it retrospect it wasnt super busy but my schedule was filled however all that time was wasted TT i didn’t complete everything on my list because i didn’t feel like it and staying up late isn’t really my forte so early tomorrow morning hopefully. also been feeling the need to shop, curse you lockdown

day 2 of 30

well, ok it was good i mean i wanted like memorize everything thing, it wasn’t that but a solid 7-8 hours, so that was good i forgot to update tumblr last night, i’m an idiot but printed extra info for bio yesterday - for just that extra bit of effort, it’ll pay off hopefully ~

let’s just keep going

day 1 of 30!

ahhhhh bit of a rough day, still feeling a bit unmotivated and hmm “first-gear” not to worry a bit of progress has been made *confetti* wanted to go to bed, as usual, but forced myself to make a proper study plan that i could come back to, it has come to my attention that if my study plans arent pretty i wont bother following them, so this one is meccha pretty and follows my O3 pattern, so fingers crossed future nawaal follows it properly 

mama and i have vowed to watch no other k-drama except school 2017

daewi please give some top student vibes my man

im back!!

3 years later and i logged back in, i miss this, especially the study diary thing, i’ll be doing it again ~ yay!

Andy appreciation post

I feel very sappy and I’m at home sick not at school. I’m also so bored and andy is a wow person

Reasons andy is cool

1 Tk shipper oh my g

2 is also 5'7

3 very funny good meme usage

4 is not problematic

5 is nice even to some idiotic anons

6 will help you even if she has no idea who u are

(I remember that one day andy, I still cry thinking about how gr8 you are)

7 understands the feeling of having parents that are super strict

8 does not judge you on your ethnicity, religion, sexuality

9 is so open and cool

10 MOST BEAUTIFUL PERSON I HAVE SEEN TO DATE OH MY GOD

11 good taste in music

12 logical and mature

13 does not cause drama

14 appreciative

15 things happen to both of us at the same time like shit wow

16 song recs

17 fic recs

18 likes to refer to her non existent dick pretty often

19 porn rec

20 has a porn side blog which I keep accidentally clicking in public and then I have to fucking flip so no one can see

21 her first tumblr post was *drumroll* who would the signs make out with (5SOS edition)

22 in her early days she said that her life would be over if harry left 1D

23 has used oh mah gawd at least once

24 helped an anon with maths despite hating maths

25 her first bts related post was a gif of shirtless jungkook

26 she’s got a nice haircut

27 likes physics which is very good

28 shares her diet and skin routine

29 knows a bit of korean

30 she’s cool 30 is a good number because she was born on 30th of March

I’m going to bed now but I love this qt she’s cool more love 4 andy pls