Author's Note: Hiiiiiii. How are you lovies? I know you probably all hate me cause I just disappeared but hopefully this will kinda make up for it for those of you who are actually still here. Fun fact never used the queue before so we'll see how that goes. Also I vaguely remember the read more thing not working that well with asks, but I don't remember what I used to do to fix that so hopefully this works. Love all of you and miss you *mwah* please interact with me so I get more motivation lol

The second the door shuts to the condo you share with your love, you can already hear his unmistakable voice call out for you, “Baby, come here! I have a surprise for you!” You roll your eyes, knowing that some insanely expensive gift was probably waiting for you around that corner. Shawn wasn’t the type to randomly spend a large portion of his money on things he didn’t need, but when it came to you, there was no limit to his spending. Anytime he saw something that reminded him of you or that he thought you’d look stunning in, he couldn’t stop himself from swiping his card. It wasn’t like you didn’t appreciate the copious amount of gifts he gave you; you knew he meant well and that one of his love languages was giving gifts. However, as someone who was raised to be independent and not accept “handouts” from anyone, you found it hard to be constantly given things you didn’t work for and you didn’t believe you deserved yet. You didn’t find it fair that you weren’t at that stage in your life where you could gift Shawn something as expensive as what he gives you, but you constantly get those things from him. It wouldn’t have phased you as much if it was just for holidays, but this was an almost every other day occurrence and no matter how many times you told him not to buy things for you, he never seemed to listen.

this is the sweetest! i miss being on here so much, i like to pop in every now and then to see what’s going on!

i’m not sure, i’m going to wait until they reschedule the dates because i’m going back to college this week which is down south. i could go to atlanta but i had meet and greet tickets and ik i won’t be able to get those anywhere else, so i think i’m just gonna reuse my original tickets at the rescheduled dates and pray i can go with my college schedule🤞

1) i feel like we must live kinda close to each other cause that concert is actually closer to me than the concert i was going to lol

2) i literally haven’t been able to look at any pictures of him or listen to any of his music since i’ve found out i’ve been too sad about it, really hope he’s doing well cause i miss him