Next Step
“So, this is the view you have when you FaceTime with me?” he says in his strong Irish accent as he leans against the doorframe of my bedroom. He’s tall and solid with his messy dark hair that hes been playing with all night and hypnotizing blue eyes dancing across my room. He’s dressed in gray pajama shorts and a white nike t-shirt. He startles me as I am at the mini couch applying lotion to my legs. How long has he been standing there watching me while I was unaware?
We’ve been dating long distance for just about two months. So far, our relationship consists of him staying in hotel rooms, going out on the town in various cities, and a couple of casual visits. This is actually the first time he has stepped foot into my bedroom. We agreed with him sleeping in the guest bedroom as we haven’t even ventured into the world of sex yet. Is this a sign that Niall wants to take the next step in our relationship? I certainly am hoping but, I don’t want to actually jump him despite the many times I thought about him naked. I know I can’t resist my urges for wanting him any longer. It takes every ounce of self control to stop when we’ve gotten close. But, I’ve had my fun in the past and i genuinely liked him. He’s smart and charming, sweet and charismatic. When we go out with friends or even just together on a date he’s respectful and pays attention. He remembered my coffee order after only hearing it once!!! I had fallen for Niall and didn’t want to risk ruining it.
“Actually, if you want the full effect, you need to lay on the bed, right there in the middle. That is where I usually sit when we’re chatting,” I answer as I nod my head in the direction of my bed.
“I thought I recognized the headboard.” Niall climbs on the bed and rests his back on the mound of pillows. He bends his knees up and takes in his surroundings, flashing a mischievous grin at me. Does he sense my desire or is it just wishful thinking on his part?
“Would you like me to show you what happens as soon as we say goodnight after chatting?” I inquire. Letting my hand run up the full length of my leg again .
He nods, smiles and lightly bites his lower lip, his eyes sparking while they follow me. I start to make my way to the light switch on the wall and mirror his seductive smile. I dim the lights giving the room a cozy, inviting glow.
“After turning the lights down, I make my way back to my bed where I lay down right where you are,” explaining while I approach the foot of the bed. I slowly crawl up to him on my hands and knees. He places his legs flat and I straddle his lap where there is nothing more than my underwear and his pajama bottoms in between our intimate places. My sleep t-shirt only covers a few inches of my thighs which is where his hands have decided to caress.
Niall licks his lips and looks me deeply in the eyes with much curiosity and whispers, “then what?”
Spoken in between soft, teasing kisses on his lips, chin, jawline, and neck, “Then I slowly close my eyes and imagine the different ways I would enjoy every last part of your body. Wanting to know what you taste like, what you sound like.. Mm. It always just turns me on and makes me soo wet . So,I reach my hand down…” as I gently lead his hand between my legs. “And I just have to pleasure myself wishing it was you .” I slowly guide his fingers beyond my pussy lips and into where I have yearned for him to explore with more than just his fingers. Our breathing quickens.
Niall’s thick fingers gently slide inside and I tense up for a second as I realize I may have finally been able to seduce him to the point of no return. I have him on my bed and hopefully under the same sexual attraction spell he’s had on me. I hear him lightly moaning with each sensual kiss. His thumb is wandering in search of a way to send me over the edge. Like a pro, he finds it without a hitch and slowly caresses my clit while sliding his fingers deeper inside. He certainly is excellent with his hands. His movements become faster and I begin moving my hips along with his hand. My fingers are curled into the hair at the back of his neck. His mouth swallowing the curse that slips past my lips. My body starts tensing as I feel the burst in my core. My breathing slows and I hold my breath with my back arching slightly away from him. Leaning my head back, Niall’s lips feeling lost from mine begins kissing my neck as I hit my peak. My whole body trembles with a moan of his name and a genuine blissful smile.
“Is that close t’what happens when you’re alone?” Niall whispers into my ear. His breath gives me pleasurable shivers all throughout my sensitive body. His accent in its lower tone invoking another layer of foreplay that I’ve yet to experience before.
“This was so much more fun than doing it alone.” A relaxed chuckle escapes my mouth as I reach my hands up his shirt and pull it off over his head. His heart is pounding throughout his chest. With this much excitement, you would think he was the one who just got off with a toe-curling orgasm. He sits up towards me, wraps his arms around me, and holds me close while caressing my back.
“I can’t stand it anymore; I want you,” I whisper as he’s running his hands through my hair and kissing along my bare shoulder from oversized t-shirt he’s gently tugged. I am completely lost in the land of lust. So much so that I am almost oblivious to him pulling my night shirt up and exposing my breasts. Niall gives me an knee weakening smile and I help him take it off, throwing it on the floor next to his shirt. I can feel the warmth of his body next to my naked stomach and chest. My fingers running down his chest and over the curly chest hair. Niall takes a nipple into his mouth and teases it with his tongue, making light nips with his teeth on my sensitive skin. Closing my eyes, every scenario I’ve played with in my head about to finally be reality. Will he be a gentle, slow lover or will he take the reins and be more dominant? I guess I am about to find out.
We roll over together and I can feel his throbbing cock pressed against me. Now beginning to feel nervous. I haven’t had sex in well over a year and I haven’t been intimate with someone I’ve felt something for in longer than that. I feel that nervousness and excitement as if I have reverted back to being a virgin; new to all the feelings both physical and emotional.
My hands wander down his muscular back, tug at the waistband of his shorts, and smoothly slide over his well-rounded and tight butt. He moves back and slowly pulls his shorts and underwear the rest of the way off. I have seen him without a shirt plenty of times but never completely naked in person. I find myself in awe as I stare at him. My eyes canvas the beautiful art of his body. He’s perfect. He doesn’t spend his time in the gym to look like a bodybuilder; he sticks to a regimen that keeps him healthy giving him a more natural look. His chest is well sculpted with his light chest hair; shoulders broad, pale skin speckled with freckles. Taking him in and remembering this is what many women would love to run their hands and tongue over. And in this moment he’s mine; all mine. I feel a rush come over me as I realize this, pushing down my underwear and kicking them off.
I sit up while he is still kneeling between my legs and he leans forward to kiss me. My hands cup his head , fingers running through his hair, across his stubbly cheeks, down his neck, over his chest and coming to rest on his stomach. I’m intimidated at first to fondle and stroke his dick but I am able to quickly overcome that feeling and go ahead with a firm grasp with and long strokes. It is hot to the touch, The skin is tight and throbbing from within.
We lie back together on the soft hill of pillows. His warm body heat is comforting and the weight of him on top of me makes me feel safe and protected. Our mouths everywhere, finger tips dancing across skin. I’m trying to be patient but I feel myself subconsciously grinding my hips against his, yearning for him to slip inside. Niall’s deep, sensual kisses have sent me to another plane. My surroundings are gone; there are only the two of us in my new little world. Nothing else exists or matters.
Niall makes it obvious that he is on a mission. His kisses, licks, and nibbles are on their way down to my stomach. His hands move up to cup my breasts. With each firm squeeze and a light pinch of my nipples, I find myself gasping with delight. He is a busy one, that’s for sure. Niall’s eyes flick up to mine everytime a mew or whine escapes my mouth. My mind is racing and I don’t know where to focus. His tongue is kissing and teasing my stomach. His eyelashes tickling my skin. Fingers griping me down where he wants me. I am mentally lost but I know I am in a good place. He’s moving his kisses and licks down even farther. I can’t stand it! I just want him to have his way with me. Slow. Fast. Rough. Intimate. I don’t care. This moment has been a long time in the making. I am ready to explode with sexual energy that has been pent up for so long.
Suddenly, I realize there is a pause. Is something wrong? Has he changed his mind? There is silence except for my panting. Just when I feel as though I may be rejected, he makes a direct hit with his tongue that causes my toes to curl. I am in such sexual overdrive that it isn’t long before I am taken over by pleasure once again. My one hand buried in his hair the other gripping the duvet. And, somehow over my near screams of delight, I am able to hear him moan with satisfaction. Mission accomplished.
Niall climbs back up while I am still reeling with aftershocks and quivers. I can smell and taste myself on his lips as he kisses me. Before I can catch myself, I blurt out, “My God you’re more amazing than i dreamed about.”
I was sure he would be taken aback by the confession, i surely felt embarrassed by myself but rather he looked me in the eyes and whispered. “so are you” His lips turning upward into an almost cocky smirk. I take the moment to admire his dark pink lips and the slope of his nose. His tongue licks across his lips and my eye move back up to see his face. “do you, uh, do you have a condom?”
I nod and reach up to the night table pulling one out, when he goes to take it from me i shake my head, “nope, i’ll do it” Pressing him lips to his and gently pushing him down onto the bed. I take my time kissing down from the cleft in his chin, over his Adam’s apple, letting my tongue circle and just suck the tender skin. My mouth traveling down the center of his torso, gently flicking each of his nipples. I take my time along his navel, teasing him and enjoying the light happy trail. My nails lightly grazing along the sides of him, causing him a shiver. Niall’s resting on his elbows, watching me intently. Glancing up at him, i can see the dark lust in his eyes, he’s biting his lip just as a low groan escapes. He reaches out and sweeps my hair up holding it behind my head . His grip is tight and I find myself getting a thrill out of the slight tugging of my hair. I don’t believe his intentions are to be a little rough but I certainly am not complaining.
Shimmying myself down the bed, I taunt over where i know he’d want my mouth most and massage his thighs, while my lips kiss along his inner thigh. I can see he taken special care to groom this area. Was this done recently in hopes of getting me right where he wants me? Maybe I’m not the only one who planned ahead. I’m certainly willing to show him how appreciative i am. Using my tongue, I lure one testicle into my mouth and carefully suck on it. I do the same with the other. Flattening my tongue, it lick his complete length before encircling around his girth, sucking him slowly while unwrapping the condom .I start sucking and stroking in rhythm and I can feel his body tighten. I’m now at an angle where I can see the enjoyment on his face.. My mouth takes all of him in, before massaging his testicles and then blowing cool air over the tip of him. HIs body shivers and i work my way down his length again. Popping off of him, my tongue teases the frenulum as i slide the condom over the head. I hear him curse, his grip on my hair tightening while my mouth moves down to suck each of his testicles, my hands making sure to have properly put on the condom.
“JAYSUS WOMAN!” Niall curses pulling at his hair. “Need ya now.“ He pulls me back up onto the bed moving back between my legs. Giddy, I giggle from his excitement. He lines himself up and he is being slow and steady. I am feeling nervous, anxious, and excited all at the same time. My body tenses; my grip tightens on his shoulders as I prepare to be completely filled by him. He notices the change.
He picks his head up and looks at me with concern stopping. Theres a little wrinkle in his forehead . “Am I hurting you?”
“No, I’m ok,” I reply with a genuine smile, letting my nails gently graze up and down his back. Niall flashes a smile of pride and makes a fulfilling thrust. My head falls back with a gasp and my breath is instantly taken away for a second. Lord, help me.
With each deep thrust, I feel a rush travel through me. I can feel his breath panting on me with each exploring kiss he makes; my lips, my earlobe, my neck; all of these places feeling the warmth and softness of his lips as he passionately tastes me. I finally find myself relaxed once again. The intimidation is over; the fear of pain is gone. I am now able to enjoy each and every move our bodies make in unison. Niall must sense this as well as his movements become faster and harder. He is reaching depths I didn’t even know was possible. What have I gotten myself into? I went into this not knowing what to expect. He is certainly more than I imagined. I need to regain myself and let him know that I can hold my own.
With a swift kick of my legs, I am able to roll us over. It’s time for me to take charge before I have no energy left to show him what I’m made of. I sit upright, rolling my hips and taking his erection completely in. He’s watching my breasts as they rise and fall with each quick breath. His hands linger on my thighs before making their way to my hips. NIall’s eyes are wide and dark taking in everything he can possibly take in. Looking down, I can see the small beads of sweat that have formed on my chest and breasts. My hair has started to get wet around the edge of my face. He uses his muscular arms to slowly rock my hips back and forth. Once I take over the motions he is clearly begging for, he allows his hands to find my perky nipples; they are staring at him with the same amount of attention his eyes have given them. My head rolls back to my shoulders and my hands lift up to push my hair back, mainly for sexual affect and partly for my own gratification. It cooled me down a bit.
Niall’s eyes finally break away from with my breasts. “Come here,” he instructs with a whisper.
I lean forward and grasp the headboard. He takes the weight of each breast in his hands and guides them to his mouth one by one.
“You’re soo beautiful,“ he mumbles, his flicking tongue and nipping teeth arouse me more than I ever thought possible. My grip on the headboard tightens. Rolling my hips before maintaining a steady bounce. I’m at the perfect angle for getting the best leverage for power and pleasure.
Leaning forward has allowed my over-sensitive clit to enjoy each and every thrust and grind against him. I feel that need and desire to orgasm again but I’m afraid a third will do me in. Do I have the energy? Can I handle another one even though the end seems to be nowhere in sight for him? His stamina is amazing. The only thing I can think of to stop the inevitable from happening is to take a moment.
I stop all motion occurring between our hips and I pry my hands from the headboard expecting to see imprints from my adrenaline-fueled grip. I place my hands on his chest and I can feel it heaving with every deep, quick breath he takes. The sweat in his scarce chest hair glistens in the lighting. I slowly elevate myself off from his slick cock. He looks at me with profound interest. What do I have in mind? I lean down and plant a passionate kiss upon his lips. I tease him with the tip of my tongue; slowly slipping it between his lips and lightly rubbing it along the bottom of his front teeth. He opens his mouth and invites my roaming tongue in. We moan simultaneously with each deep, exploring kiss.
The two of us move on our side, my leg hitched over his hip. I . "You are just.. so good. And so sexy.. and” The smell of sweat, adrenaline, and sex filling the room. His hand travels up my back and tangles into my hair.
"Oh, yea?,” He questions, Our mouths and kisses getting hotter and deeper.. My hand moves to reach down to stroke him. But his hand grips at my leg on his hip and he quickly sits back up, tossing my leg to the other side of him.. “how about i show you just how good ya’ make me feel?” He looks me in the eyes as slides himself back inside of me watching the pleasure fill my face. This time I am able to take him in all the way without hesitation. I roll my hips against him before finding my rhythm again. Knowing that i’ll be experiencing the peak of my third climax…but who’s counting, right?
He moves up into me a few times before stalling his hips and holding mine.. "You’re holding your breath, aren’t you?” he asks with a knowing grin.
He’s right. Holding my breath is a sure sign of me about to get off. My body is soo close again, its almost like its screaming at me in frustration to have stopped again. He pushes me up so I’m straddling his lap once again and he pulls himself up so we are face to face.. I wrap my legs around him and he crosses his ankles behind me. We have completely enveloped each other. I run my hands through his thick hair, completely wrecked with sweat and sex.. I kiss his lips lightly and the two of us are soo close i can feel his heartbeat against my body.
“You are so sexy,” Niall whispers in my ear. "Let yourself go.” It won’t be hard since we fit perfectly together like a puzzle in the most intimate of positions and I’m still right there on the edge.
“Fuck me” I beg. He gives me a startled look probably not expecting that i’d be so blunt but that quickly fades as he finds the determination to please. Niall reaches to grab a handful of hair and tugs. My head tilts back and I squeeze him with every limb as I moan out his name. Our bodies moving in unison with the same goal in sight. I can feel the fluttering and tightness close before the rush of my climax.
Just as I start coming down from my orgasmic high, his body tenses and his grip on my hair tightens again. He lets out a satisfied groan accompanied with a final hard thrust. I am completely in tune with his body and I can feel each pulse and flex of his cock exploding inside of me. I am paralyzed; I can barely breathe. Dropping my head to his neck.
It is now that I realize how much I am truly falling for this man. I have questioned this for some time now but after this amazing experience, I definitely know for sure. I want him. I need him. I never want to let him go. But, I have yet to tell him. Before I get the chance to say anything he tenderly takes my face in his hands. We are nose to nose, feeling each other’s breath on our lips. We both gently go in for a feather light kiss and then a nose bump. “uh, not wanting to ruin the moment, but i gotta..” he motions to the bathroom and i giggle falling onto the bed and suddenly reaching to get under the comforter.
He laughs awkwardly and turns holding himself and making the awkward walk to the bathroom. I cant help but enjoy the view of watching him walk away. I mean, butt naked or covered its a great butt. I shuffle onto my side of the bed, and pull back the sheets for him to get in. He comes back a few minutes later, A wet towel in his hand for me. It makes me smile at the thoughtfulness. Finding his underwear and putting them on before searching around the floor to pick up the rest of the scattered clothing. I’m not sure if its to get me the shirt or just to give me time to clean myself up. But, either way it was nice. Eventually he gets back into the bed and i slip my sleep shirt back on. “damnit, was hoping to sneak another peek.” he gives me a playful pout.
“ooOoh better luck next time, horan.” i grin wiggling the shirt down and pulling out my hair. “but i’d like to thank you for the view before.” turning onto my side to face him. “You have a great ass.”
He drops his mouth in shock “excuse you!” he plays offended and reaches around to tickle me. I kick and try to move away. The two of us giggling, as i try to push him off. He uses his length to grab at my hands, intertwining our fingers and holding them down. “I gotta break the news to ya…” he trails off. And for the first time since he sat on this bed earlier the nerves and anxiety fill me again. I’m unsure of what he’s going to say and I’m hoping for all of my self esteem that he isnt telling me that he has to leave for some reason. Swallowing hard i look back at him a bit wide eyed and nod waiting for him to continue. “Wasted your time changing the sheets in the spare room. Think id like to stay here instead.” He pauses before breaking out into a full faced smile. “Much better view.”
The compliment makes me blush and the smile on my face magically grow so wide my cheeks are hurting. “Sweet talker. If i didn’t know better, id say you were trying to get in my pants.”
He cackles, his loud infectious laugh that causes the butterflies in my stomach to flutter. “well, its a good thing ya do know,’cause you aren’t wearing any.” the two of us getting comfortable in bed continuing to laugh, talk and cuddle. Niall’s personality comforting me from any lingering thought that this wasn’t the right step at the right time with the absolute right guy.
