steeb the dweeb™︎

best harringrove ao3 tags

No because you have to understand, I don't love Billy hargrove in a -he's hot I want to fuck him- kinda way.

I love Billy hargrove in a - I understand he has faults and is constantly an asshole to others but deserved better, abused his whole life by a bigoted father who forced him to reflect those same ideals, abandoned by the only person who ever cared for him, never had any real friends, could only rely on himself, homesick for a home he never had, forced to conform to a version of masculinity he despised, English nerd, grade A student, repressed gay man who used his oversexualised relationships with women to distract from a queerness that cost him the only safety and stability he ever had, resented his sister and stepmother for being spared his father's abuse but longed for a meaningful bond with someone who might finally understand him (max), would do anything to make sure Max didn't have to grow up as afraid as he did; even if his methods weren't great, weirdly obsessed with Steve harrington, sacrificed himself to prove to his sister that despite being controlled his entire life, saving her was a choice he made - kinda way.

STRANGER THINGS 4 (2022) Chapter One - The Hellfire Club

I’m what the kids call ‘an atrocity to god’.

STRANGER THINGS | 3x01

im the sexiest bitch in this secret government containment facility

Billy in S3

Billy in S4

Beach Boys - Wouldn’t It Be Nice From Another Room

I can’t listen to this without crying

I’m going to reblog this at least twice a day increasing in frequency until it’s the only content on my blog…… nothing else matters…… at all……..

you’re a 12 year old boy in 1966 and your 17 year old sister has barricaded herself in her room with her records after your parents forbid her from seeing her boyfriend

this sounds like I’m watching a memory through a closed glass window

This is so, so important you guys.

I could really go for a sweet text about how much I’m worth to somebody

university is ALSO just *goes to bathroom* *stress cleans to avoid homework* *buys on sale bread* *peace sign in mirror while bawling your eyes out at 3am* *always has a cold* *glasses r fogged up* *granola bars* *falls asleep in class* *does laundry* *staples something* *takes an ibuprofen* *listens to the same song for 3 days straight* *no free seats at the library*  *checks phone to see how long until class ends but forgets to actually look at the time* *naps. regrets nap* *microwaves something* *has crisis about major* *contemplates dropping out every other week* *buys toilet paper*

Honestly-

bev in the deadlights: beautiful, tragic, graceful, haunting

richie in the deadlights: me waking up at 3pm hungover in my jeans to the sound of my cat puking on the floor