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until dawn multi muse  // featuring canon and oc muses  //  independent  //  private  //  highly selective  //  kept alive by daddo  //  est. 07/12/17
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    HELLO  FRIENDS  &  FANS,      yes  i  know,  i  haven’t  been  active  in  like      .      .      .      well,  let’s  just  say  it’s  been  a  while.      a  lot  of  shit  happened  in  my  personal  life  which  meant  that  i  found  it  difficult  to  be  on  here  and  around  these  muses.      that  being  said,  i  am  planning  on  remaking  this  blog  very  soon.      EVERYTHING      will be  dropped,  memes  /  drafts  /  mains  /  exclusives,  everything.      but  this  is  not  a  post  to  announce  my  remake,  it  is  in  fact  just  to  inform  you  that      SAMANTHA  GIDDINGS  CAN  BE  FOUND  HERE      and  i  hope  that  you  all  are  still  interested  in  writing  with  her  because  she  is  definitely  my  fave.      once  i  get  more  comfortable  writing  in  the  until  dawn  universe  again,  i  will  remake  this  blog  with  a  personal  request      -      if  you  are  only  looking  to  write  with  josh  washington,   there  are  plenty  of  amazing  solo  josh’s  (  boningzone  /  ghostinhumanshape  /  strangemines  to  name  a  few  )  who  are  worthy  of  that  love  because  i  personally  can’t  handle  constantly  being  in  josh’s  headspace  to  the  point  where  i  allow  it  to  burn  me  out.      i  love  josh  but  i  don’t  want  him  to  be  the  only  muse  i  explore  on  my  new  blog.      but  anyway,  i  love  you  all  and  i  will  see  you  all  very  soon.
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evilsbitch

two word starters

  • “ please don’t ”
  • “ i’m sorry ”
  • “ trust me ”
  • “ fuck off ”
  • “ don’t go ”
  • “ please stay ”
  • “ i tried ”
  • “ you’re wrong ”
  • “ you’re right ”
  • “ i know ”
  • “ don’t run ”
  • “ go away ”
  • “ don’t stop ”
  • “ it’s hard ”
  • “ don’t cry ”
  • “ we can’t ”
  • “ calm down ”
  • “ i’m scared ”
  • “ make me ”
  • “ wanna bet ? ”
  • “ run away ”
  • “ don’t look ”
  • “ i promise ”
  • “ try harder ”
  • “ believe me ”
  • “ don’t move ”
  • “ you’re mean ”
  • “ i’m cold ”
  • “ you’re beautiful ”
  • “ hold me ”
  • “ let me ”
  • “ come here ”
  • “ shut up ”
  • “ fuck off ”
  • “ it’s complicated ”
  • “ you’re okay ” 
  • “ wake up ! “
  • “ you’re on “
  • “ i’m pregnant “
  • “ you’re sick “
  • “ how long ? “
  • “ what happened ? “
  • “ stop it “
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I want to talk about what happened without mentioning how much it hurt. There has to be a way. To care for the wounds without reopening them. To name the pain without inviting it back into me.

Lora Mathis, If There’s A Way Out I’ll Take It (via thequotejournals)

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heathers: the musical starters

i think i’m a good person. you know, i think there’s good in everyone. ” ” college will be paradise if i’m not dead by june. ” ” what did you just say to me, skank? ” we still on for movie night? ” ” i would fight for you if you would fight for me. ” ” that’s not pate. that’s liverwurst. ” ” if you’re nice, i’ll let buy me a big gulp. ” ” that’s like going to mickey d’s to order a salad. ” ” i don’t really like my friends. ” ” everyone’s lives have got static. ” ” does your mommy know you eat all that crap? ” ” the sky’s gonna hurt when it falls. ” ” the parents are gone ; and i got my party slippers on! ” ” okay, so it’s salt, then lime, and thennnn… shot. ” ” there’s no alcohol in here! are you trying to kill me? ” ” hope you brought kneepads, bitch! ” ” let’s get to it. beg. ” ” i just killed my best friend! “ ” jesus, you’re making me sound like air supply! ” ” i need help. i’m at the cemetery. ” ” look! booze! drink! ” ” i’m really looking forward to your apology for being such a stone-cold bitch last night! ” ” you are the only thing that’s right about this broken world. ” ” god have mercy on my soul. ” ” any war has it’s causalities. doesn’t mean it’s not worth fighting. ” ” we don’t choose who lives or dies. ” ” well, FUCK me gently with a chainsaw! ” ” do you have the guts? ” ” did you have a brain tumour for breakfast? ” ” are you gonna kill yourself on stage? ” ” its as good a time as any to say that i faked it, every single time. ” ” if you were happy all the time, you wouldn’t be human. you’d be a game show host. ” ” thanks for coming after me. ” ” don’t call me. don’t… talk to me. we are over. ” ” i was avoiding you. ” ” why are you pulling my dick? ” ” your problems seem like life and death– i promise, they’re not. ” ” sorry to come through the window ; dreadful etiquette, i know. ” ” get out of my house. ” ” hiding in the closet? c’mon, unlock the door. ” ” was that good for you? cuz it kinda sucked for me. ” ” the irony here is that i never got to write a suicide note. ” ” i destroy things. never occurred to me to try building anything. ” ” our love is god. ” ” say hi to god. ” ” you look like hell. ” ” the war is over. ” ” i’d be honoured if you’d let me be your friend. ”
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phantomemes
rp sentence starters using lines from r.h. sin’s work , whiskey words and a shovel II  part one  /  part two

“ i’d like to feel nothing. ” “ i just want to feel at ease. ” “ i just want a lover who knows how it feels to feel like me. ” “ you are good enough. ” “ they only treat you how they feel about themselves. ” “ i just want to know love like i know hate. ” “ i just want a love similar to my own. ” “ i’ve always given myself in small doses. ” “ i’ve learned to expect nothing. ” “ you can’t get hurt if you feel nothing. ” “ you can’t force something to be more than what it should. ” “ i’m not giving up. ” “ i hope it’s you who survives. ” “ sometimes you have to drown to learn how to swim. ” “ i learned the lesson of settling for someone. ” “ teach them self-love and respect. ” “ everything you are is everything that i need. ” “ i know when your heart is heavy. ” “ there’s still magic in a heart that’s been broken. ” “ that’s what it always boils down to. ” “ you fall only to discover their true self. ” “ you’re in love with a mask. ” “ i understand, i’ve been there. ” “ i know how difficult it can be. ” “ losing something fraudulent makes room for something real. ” “ loving someone doesn’t make them the one. ” “ i don’t want puppy love. ” “ i’m not a child. ” “ i no longer have the need for childish things. ” “ i want your love in its purest form. ” “ i want you. ” “ you deserve to be someone’s only choice. ” “ we try our hardest to force life into things that must die. ” “ love doesn’t feel pure anymore. ” “ i can’t say that i miss it. ” “ yet somehow we end up in hell. ” “ your heart is stubborn. ” “ your regret will always come at a moment too late. ” “ i’m still trying to forgive myself. ” “ i’m still trying to make peace with all the broken pieces of my past. ” “ it’s the harsh reality of falling in love with the surface. ” “ i should just change my number. ” “ this is my way of forcing you to feel what i felt. ” “ stop engaging with those who can’t afford you. ” “ you’re not okay but you will be. ” “ you either be consistent or become nonexistent. ” “ i’m afraid you won’t be able to comprehend my love. ” “ you have this perception of love that is false. ” “ you loved the idea of something they could never give you. ” “ i won’t be standing where you left me. ” “ i no longer seek closure. ” “ the pain means you’re alive. ” “ you belong to you. ” “ sometimes your soul mate is yourself. ” “ all i saw was pain, scars, and darkness. ”  “ it gets better, just give it time. ” “ you’re in love with how you remember them. ” “ you’re attached to an idea that no longer exists. ” “ no one misses you until you walk away. ” “ you avoid love altogether out of fear of more hurt. ” “ you deserve a break. ” “ to love the wrong person is hell on earth. ” “ your heart is fractured but it’s still valuable. ” “ sometimes nightmares occur while we’re awake. ” “ i’m too loyal to myself to entertain anyone who can’t remain loyal to me. ” “ your past lingered like a rope around your neck. ” “ not everyone you love will stay. ” “ some people only exist as examples of what to avoid. ” “ betrayal makes the heart fragile. ” “ handle yourself with care. ” “ love has always been like winter. ” “ we’re all looking for the same damn thing. ” “ ask yourself why you miss me. ” “ i’ll never let you back in. ” “ sometimes the devil promises us a piece of heaven. ” “ sometimes darkness disguises itself as light. ” “ even good people with big hearts who love hard have their limits. ” “ unhealthy relationships are dead things waiting to be buried. ” “ we fall in love with untrue versions of others. ” “ the path toward peace is filled with chaos. ” “ you can’t help who you love. ” “ but you do decide who has the potential to be loved by you. ” “ there’s something inside you that can’t be found elsewhere. ” “ walking away doesn’t mean you stop caring. ” “ i’d like to be a part of your future. ” “ you won’t let go because you’re waiting for things to change. ” “ i wanted you to come back. ” “ i refuse to be broken. ”

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melamemea

intimacy . // meme .

  • “please… just kiss me…”
  • “i really want to feel your hands on me”
  • “touch me.”
  • “kiss me.”
  • “hold me…”
  • “just a little longer”
  • “come closer”
  • “keep whispering”
  • “god you make me feel alive”
  • “i want your tongue all over me”
  • “put your hand on my thigh”
  • “i love the way your hand feels”
  • “you smell so good”
  • “i don’t want to let go”
  • “i don’t think i can let go”
  • “there’s something in the way you touch me”
  • “your breath leaves goosebumps on my skin”
  • “closer…”
  • “more, please…”
  • “your breath is so warm”
  • “your hands are so cold”
  • “your hair is so soft”
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