My therapist asked me to create something “motivating” so I made these.

lol.

I really love these, and I reblog them every single time. Some of you don’t realize how easy it’s to forget to do some of those stuff or how hard they can be some days.

This blog will be safe on Halloween

This blog will NOT post:

- Screamers 

- Gore

- Blood 

- Purposefully triggering content 

Reblog if your blog will be safe on Halloween

Of course!

reblog if you think little boys can wear pink and play dolls and little girls can wear blue and play cars

*stares intensely at angel and sina*

YEP TOTALLY ABSOLUTELY IVE DONE IT

Yes of course i would <33

i’ve done it three times already, one of them was recently on a school night….

reblog to heal a person

Tumblr Code.

This is an absolute tumblr relic. I feel like an archaeologist right now. This is incredible that this is on my dash.

this is from an era long passed

Okay but THIS STILL APPLIES

*asks everyone I know*

REBLOG REBLOG REBLOG

I LIKE YOUR SHOELACES

Reblog if you're grateful for your internet friends

I made these in response to hate crimes in my community. They are full size and free to download and print if you’d like to use them, too.

Since these are going around, I wanted to fill in some of the gaps! Here are seven more posters for communities under threat. As with the first set, these are completely free to download, print, share, repost, etc with no credit needed. This is open source activism.

I can never hope to cover every community, but in light of these difficult times, I wanted to make the additions above. Hopefully, you would be able to find the poster you need to respond to any type of violence in your community. These are especially meant for allies who want to state loudly that they are here to stand with vulnerable members of society. Remember: if you just say “everyone is welcome”, some secret bigot agreeing with you is marking an asterisk in their head beside a vulnerable group they hate. Be specific. Stand up. Resist.

Strange Things Did Happen Here Part 5

Part 5 is here and one more chapter to go! Thank you guys for all your support! I’m planning on releasing part 6 on Monday but due to Hurricane Irma I may or may not have internet so it may be later. I’ll probably be able to post on time but we’ll see. This can be read on ao3.

Relationship: Prinxiety

Warnings: Suicide, Death, Choking, Hanging, Self-Hatred, Angst

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Honestly Anxiety’s room would’ve been the easiest to figure out how everyone would act in there but that’s been handed to us.

What I wanna know is what Logic’s room would do to them. I haven’t seen anybody talking about his room that I can remember. Do they all just see things more clearly? I feel like it wouldn’t be nearly as dramatic as the other rooms.

I feel like Patton would start using all those Big Words he knows.

Virgil (or one of the others, idk but I just picture him doing this) randomly spews knowledge and slams his hand over his mouth like “wtf just happened”.

Roman starts spitting out pop culture trivia. Virgil has a bunch of distressing/depressing facts and charts. Patton, to everyone’s surprise knows a lot about philosophy because that has to do with morals.

the emotional sides (patton and virgil) would get corrupted v easily in there by the logical thinking and weak emotions of logan, i think maybe virgil would be affected more since when i get anxious i usually try to reason to myself why logically everything is fine

This post keeps getting better.

I feel like it would become a lot more civilized and debate like. Like the more it effect them the less emotional they become. And I love the idea of Patton using all the big words he knows and everyone being like “How?” And him just smiling.

I feel his room would be drastic to Thomas’s personality because he’s such an emotional and creative person. So with the corrupting of two emotional Sides and his creativity becoming logical Thomas himself might become too cold and too logical.

But what do you think would be the eyeshadow color. I say ice blue.

Or maybe there’ll be no eyeshadow. It makes a lot of sense for Virgil as he wears it anyway, but maybe the Sides outfits slowly become more professional the longer they’re in there.

I can just think that Virgil in Logic’s room is a very scary idea. Because the arguments he normally uses to get Thomas anxious are cognitive distortions and fallacies, but, by acquiring logical thinking his arguments would be much more convincing.

Normally, one would be able to battle anxiety with logical thinking, but what if you can’t? And that logical thinking turns against you so you have no way to overcome it??

… @chocolatey-umbreon  You.  I like you.  I’m also in awe and a little frightened of your brain.  Because fuck that’s terrifying.

oh my god I never thought about this before

and imagine things like, princes sash turns into a tie

or anxiety’s jacket becoming a suit

and morality wearing his cardigan instead of having it wrapped around his shoulders

Okay but why would they be going into Logan’s room? Did Logan clock out because Patton kept making fun of him for a simple error? Could it be because Logan thought of himself as a buzzkill?

How would Thomas act on account of Logan leaving? Would he be terrified? Or would he be bubbly and just shooting off at the mouth?

How would Roman take it? Logic gets in the way of dream chasing, so would Roman be okay with it? Or would Roman be concerned that Thomas didn’t have a relative plan to follow?

How about Patton? Would he be confused? Or maybe he would be the one who feels the worse because he always made fun of Logans simple mistakes

And Virgil. How would he feel? Would he be less grounded? More anxious? Less anxious? Would he be mad at Patton?

Okay I doubt Logan would ever leave. That’s illogical. But this is really fascinating to think about.

Logan is interested in how things work. Maybe Thomas loses at least part of his curiosity.

If Logan left it’d probably be to teach a lesson, honestly. Feels like they’re all not listening to him and he now knows that for this universe the videos take place in “clocking out” is an option so he figures out how to do that and decides this is how he teaches a lesson.

But like I said he probably wouldn’t leave.

This sounds to me to like when your mom is tired of you laying around and tells you you’ll never get anywhere by being that lazy when she’s no longer helping.

He would snap and go to show them what a mess they’re life would be without him.

And the others will notice how bad everything is without Logan when Thomas is doing nothing but still anxious about it. Like when you’re procrastinating your work, you’re still stressed that you’re doing nothing and you still keep leaving it for later.

And since Logan is the one who gets their discussions on order, like a debate, it would be the other three just shouting at each other and getting to no compromise.

Okay that means everything would be messy without Logan but to put the thought in a new direction wouldn’t it be creepy af if Patton left (for whatever reason)?

Because Patton is his morality his heart so to say. If he left Thomas would be cold, without empathising towards stuff. And without any morals.

I honestly think that would throw the others off the most.

Roman needs Patton for his creativity, Virgil obviously likes Patton because he is the only one who loves him no matter what and without that I think the others would be even harsher towards him especially since anxiety would be the main feeling inside of Thomas. Logan even though he wouldn’t have anyone who annoys him without Patton Thomas’ decisions would be strictly analytical but also guided by anxiety.

And who wants a Sociopath with Anxiety?

That could be terrifying. He’d basically just be left with self hatred, fear, shame, and cinicism. Just scared in the corner. He might have a filter but it would be built on what others think of him rather than his good nature. That sounds like a horrible existence. Afraid with no hope. Creativity with no passion. Intelligence with no direction.

It’s hard to picture. I have a hard time seeing how it could stay funny.

Okay this got a thousand times better from the last time I saw it.

I feel like if Patton left we’d have more of the sociopath route because Thomas literally cannot care about anything or anyone. We’d have a blunt and unfeeling Thomas, a Thomas who doesn’t care if he hurts people, a Thomas who can’t stop the bubbling feeling in his chest as panic rises. A Thomas who doesn’t know how to deal with the feeling so he lashed out on his sides or his friends? We’ve got a Thomas instead tries to help people, he manipulates them because he has no morals and he will do what he can to get what he wants. We have a Thomas that doesn’t laugh.

We have a Thomas who does things on the basis of fear alone.

We have a Thomas who is incredibly smart but doesn’t use his brain to aid others out of sheer good will (think BBC Sherlock first season)

As for his creativity? Don’t forget that Roman is cannonily creativity and passion. So we still have this amazing creative brain… but it gets really dark and cynical. He doesn’t care if what he’s created is harming others. It’s based on facts and spreadsheets and many of those facts are not good.

Because now we have educational videos, we have songs that are threaded with scary themes because now Roman only has the emotional backing of Virgil, we have vines that deal with racism or sexism but with no upside, they’re just stating what’s happening. (Thomas wouldn’t become a racist/sexist because logically there’s no reason for anyone to be looked down upon because of the amount of melanin in ones skin or what parts they happen to have).

I think creativeity without morality/positive emotions would be the most interesting personally.

Wow, this really GOT better. Thanks @abstractedthinking! I want to see Thomas play this role really badly now. It would be so interesting to see his take on this. His chance to play a really BAD guy. LOL

Strange Things Did Happen Here Part 4

Here’s Part 4! Thank you for all the wonderful comments! Ok so this is only my second time writing dialogue and my first time writing dialogue between 2 people so go easy on me lol. But if you have any tips on writing better dialogue let me know! Read this on ao3.

Relationship: Prinxiety (future chapters)

Warnings: Suicide, Death, Choking, Hanging, Self-Hatred, Angst

Tag List: @you-can-call-me-verge, @thebaagelboy, @nightmaretyrantvantas, @wentzdayz, @cup-of-blue, @reallyawkwardlyawkwardhuman, @hauntedprincekoala, @superwholock-7234, @longlivethecarcrashstars, @snaked-beans, @fandom-trash-304, @shimmerthenerd, @fandoms-n-ship, @here-to-vent, @heartsthetics, @gracefullyinsanedancingunicorn, @eternal-sanders, @moxietyisreal, @toxicsanders, @ssides, @ts-virgil-angst, @lostin–translation, @holdnarrytight, @asexual-trashbag, @emovirgil, @yourdailysunshine, @ts-sideblog, @darude-sanderstorm, @virgil-must-be-angsty, @pattonscardigan, @nerdynessa, @virgil-sanders-protection-squad, @bitterlyjitteryannotveryglittery, @the-prince-and-the-emo, @thagrinbery, @imsorryaboutallthejack, @jacky-laurens, @parkersanders, @infinitesimally-patton, @trans-boy-jaybird, @randomslasher, @nonbinarypals, @fandomsandanythingelse, @sparklyshiz, @septickitty, @depressedlittlefuckerr, @tinyten19, @dan-yuna, @queer-ax, @thestrangest-of-them-all, @nyxwordsmith, @lackingroman, @scaredysanders, @edgy-side-of-me, @twinkly-lights. Send me an ask or message or just reply to this post if you want to be added or removed from the tag list.

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Strange Things Did Happen Here Part 1

My second attempt at a Sanders Sides fic! It’s going to be a lot longer than my previous fic, it’s 6 chapters long! I’m excited! This can also be read on ao3. Title comes from the song The Hanging Tree from the Hunger Games series.

Relationships: Prinxiety

Warnings: Suicide, Suicide Attempt, Self-Hatred

Summary: Virgil tries to hang himself but it unaware of the one rule that governs what the sides can do: they cannot die. This, of course, causes Virgil to suffer. (Takes place as an AU before Accepting Anxiety).

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I can’t take it, I can’t take it, I CAN’T TAKE IT.

Memories of the other sides raced through his head: the disgusted glances, the annoyed glares, their angry faces. Logan either screeching at him (FALSEHOOD!) or calmly picking apart his every sentence, explaining exactly how he was wrong. Roman’s constant insults, wearing him down day after day. Patton’s disapproving features and disappointed sigh whenever he made Thomas anxious over something that didn’t really matter. His own nightmares that kept him awake at night that consisted of the others yelling at him, telling him how absolutely worthless he was and how much better Thomas would be if he would just die already.

Virgil’s breath hitched and his fingers shook as his hands fumbled trying to tie the last knot. He was right on the verge of a panic attack, his own spiraling thoughts threatening to push him over the edge. He desperately tried to calm himself down; he couldn’t panic now of all times, after all, it was almost over.

Breathe in for four seconds, hold for seven seconds, and breathe out for eight seconds.

Virgil went through his breathing techniques as he tightened the rope and stepped back to take in his room. He had pushed all the furniture to the sides of the room in order to keep the middle clear for the noose that he had spent the last three hours setting up. His laptop was still open to the tab showing information about how to tie the noose and construct the rigging. Virgil had to manipulate his room in order to make the ceilings higher so when he fell, he wouldn’t hit the ground.

All that was left in the center of the room was a chair that resembled Thomas’s dining room chairs. Virgil would have to stand on the back of it and kick it out from underneath him.

Virgil took another shuddering breath and looked at the white note that he had placed in his traditional spot on the stairs next to his headphones. The handwriting in it was sloppy and there were a couple teardrops but it got his point across. He was useless, pointless, worthless. All he did was bring Thomas down. He made him overly anxious about tiny things that never mattered in the big picture. He shot down all of Princey’s ideas, made Patton sad, and caused Logic to be ignored. All he did was harm those few people that he loved. If that was his purpose in life… then he didn’t want to live this life anymore.

He had wondered if there would be negative effects of his suicide on Thomas. In fact, he panicked for hours over the thought while trying to come up with the answer. Virgil thought he knew what would happen. His hypothesis was that Thomas would be completely free of anxiety for a while, but not permanently. Virgil knew that no anxiety at all would cause harm to Thomas and his reputation, but it needed to be less than what he caused in order to be healthy. His reasoning was that after his death, a new Anxiety would form. The different sides formed at different times, surely new ones could form. After all, just because Thomas didn’t have a side for that particular trait didn’t mean he didn’t have it.

Virgil was counting on the others to control and regulate the new Anxiety so he wouldn’t have the same malevolent power over Thomas that Virgil had. He felt sorry for his future replacement and the existence he would live, but his misery made him selfish. Besides, if the new Anxiety didn’t make Thomas so anxious and unhappy, maybe he could be happy. Maybe the other sides would accept him.

It was time to stop stalling. He knew this, but he still had some doubts. If the sides did care about him at all…. No, that was a foolish thought. Virgil sighed, the noose was ready, and he was ready to die.

He climbed up onto the chair and reached up to grab the noose. Virgil used it to help balance him when he stepped up onto the back of the chair. He wobbled a bit, but was able to get his head through the noose. Tears ran down his face but it didn’t smear his makeup. It was one of the benefits of living in someone’s mind and not having to conform to the rules that ran reality. One of the benefits that he would no longer have.

Virgil looked around his room, trying to decide what the last thing he was going to see was. His eyes settled on his Nightmare Before Christmas posters that were set up in the corner that mirrored Roman’s spot in Thomas’s living room. He had regrets, of course. Everybody had regrets. He regretted that he could never fit in with the other sides. He regretted that he could never help Thomas. He regretted that he could never enjoy his life. He regretted being too cowardly to tell the others his name in any way other than a suicide note. He regretted that he never showed the other sides how much he loved them.

Stop stalling you worthless coward. Virgil flinched at the thought but agreed. He took one last shaky breath, and in one movement kicked out the chair from underneath him. Virgil fell and the last thing he felt was his neck snapping before the darkness came.

Virgil felt a painful tingling in his neck and reached up to rub it but he felt rope. His eyes shot open as he remembered. He had killed himself. He had hanged himself. But he was alive. His neck was in one piece.

And he was choking.