And if I die tonight, will it matter?
I have missed chanbaek moments like this 🥹
Btw I went to the EXO-SC con. My ticket is also one of the lucky VIP tickets that got the send-off so I got to see SeChan one last time.✌🏼
I will never get over how weird it feels to have tragic and emotional chapters of your life where you just also still go to work, and the grocery store, and see funny videos online all while feeling such paralyzing fear and heartache
life just goes on no matter what
marcel the shell with shoes on (2021)
proof of life
Hair is now blue.
~ Sunkissed Madonna lily and orange lily ~
proof of life
[230319] rover — kai
Franny Choi, from “Unlove Poem,” American Poetry Review, May 2022
— Virginia Woolf, from “Carlyle’s House and Other Sketches.”
“December. This heart full of tears and of night.”
— Albert Camus, from Notebooks 1942-1951 [translated by Justin O'Brien]
Man I really spent my night yesterday crying and playing Genshin.
Bones and All (2022) by Luca Guadagnino
Book title: Housekeeping (1980) by Marilynne Robinson
— Nelly Sachs, from “The Seeker.”
I finished reading Bones and All. Prior to that, the last novel I also finished was Tender is the Flesh. What a weird trend for me.