ARMS = TIRED

ATLASCURSED ! ( chaos ensued by lux )  ( age 25 : she/her )  ( selective  &  mutuals only )  { multi-muse study focused deciding on which is heavier        the earth or the heart. } { &  bearing that weight on tired shoulders. }

a random collection of headcanon based muses including : 

my computer screen cracked. 

ANNOUNCEMENT !  i’ve decided that i’m going to move eddie to his own blog.  reason 1 being: he’s obviously taking up a lot of my headspace right now since st is my current hyper focus & also i just feel like in order for me to do him justice- really write & study him properly, it will be easier for me to do so in his own space.  and reason 2:  it’ll give me the chance to add more muses i’ve wanted to without overwhelming myself.  this DOES NOT MEAN i’m abandoning this blog, i have a few talks in plots with some mutuals with deadpool and bellamy -  and i am very excited to write and plot with all of you! so please do not worry. 

my birthday is in like...? 10 days. 

i’ve done three long drafts, can i have a pat on the back now.

@killaers​ :  JAMIE ! 

     he’s watching her carefully between the words  &  small silences ,  head canting to the side just slightly as he’d work to decide what angle he should go with.  her relationship with her father was. . .  complicated.  complicated  &  fucked up        but honestly so was his  &  it was times like this that ever so slightly frustrated him because all he wanted to do was help  &  give advice.  though the problem was that he obviously wasn’t an expert on the subject ,  so it’s not like he could really say or do anything useful.      ❛ it’s like i said before ,  jamie-bean.  you can’t pick the family you’re born in        but you can sure as hell pick the one you want. ❜  spoken through quite a overzealous sigh ,  brow raised as his smirk stayed firmly in tact for her. . .         up until she touched the figure on the table.  &  immediately dark eyes would slightly squint as they watched her ,  the action so blasphemous to him given his generosity of letting her even sit on the sacred set-up.  the animated expression of offense so intense that it would be seen by a crease in his skin between furrowed brows.   ❛ well we won’t be if you’re dead. ❜  his tone almost sounding that of a boy who had just had their favorite toy completely destroyed.  dramatics were not lost on him. ❛ touch anything else,  n’i’m biting your tiny hand off. ❜

@tobedisastrous​ :  CHRISSY ! 

     it couldn’t be helped when a smirk began to spread along his rough features ,  watching her as she mumbled to herself whilst picking through the bin.  it was evident that as simple as a suggestion like the one he’d made was enough to already throw her off balance        maybe even dared to take her out of her comfort zone just a little bit.  but to him that’s what made it all the more fun.  making him already wonder about any other opportunity he would have to get the same reaction out of her before their time of  “ just a little longer. ”  ran out for the evening. 

     getting out of the store now ,  eddie would take a quick moment to flip the sign to  CLOSED!  before locking up.  ❛ listen        you don’t have to worry ,  okay ?  ❜  the ghost of his smile would remain as he looked to her now ,  following her as she walked backwards to his van        one that he so lovingly named  “ the orgasmatron ” after the motörhead song  ( but he was positive that information was the absolute last thing chrissy needed to know right now. . .  or ever ).  ❛ the old bastard worships me        if for the only reason being that i give him an excuse to not have to be there as much.  so trust me. . .  they’ll be gone  &  back before he even notices. ❜  a quick wink was given to her before he’d haul the door open for her to climb in,  the lovely shit box screeching in protest.      ❛ if you’re still worried about it though ,  there’s still time for you to make a break for it. ❜  dark hues would sneak a look to her with a raised brow after he’d hopped in from his own side        settling into the broken-in seat with a satisfied sigh. . .  he loved this damn thing.  ❛ otherwise       ❜  ringed fingers would reach toward her stack of music she’d picked before plucking it from her hold ,  not even looking at what it was before popping it in.  ❛ i say first we get slushies before absolutely anything else        so i’m gonna need to know cherry or blue razz before i head in t’get them. ❜  he was also already beginning to drive to the gas station. . .  so if she was going to change her mind        she was gonna have to jump out.  

jfdklsfLKJFLDKS listen here: if you make me cry, i'm sending you my therapy bill.

@sheetbashed​ :  TEENIE ! 

     lips would press following her small response ,  choosing to keep his gaze at the task within his hands rather than look at her in that moment.  given her reaction when he’d shown up  &  the evidence of buried emotions now on full display        he figured she didn’t entirely want to be stared at right now. . .  despite his every growing need to take her in for just a moment.  if only to make sure that his presence was actually helping at all.  just because they were talking again ,  it hardly meant that he knew just what the hell to do.       ❛ right ,  right        yeah ,  i know. ❜  unruly hair would jounce along with the hurried shakes of his head once she continued ,  fingers still going through the motions of wrapping the joints        ❛ that’s fine ,  i don’t mind that you are.  i mean. . .  it’s your bed.  i just thought        you know. ❜  no ,  she most likely didn’t because what he was saying had made no damn sense.  to make you comfortable. . .  is what he’d meant to finish with        for the last thing he wanted to do just as they got good again was to fuck it all up by pushing boundaries all over again.  but it seemed as though he would keep it as said ,  his hands now coming to his mouth        joint between digits so his tongue would slide along the paper to seal the job.  ❛ i can’t sleep in these damn pants. ❜  he added.  no        almost grumbled from even just thinking of having to do it.