there is a deep suffering in your bones / a clawing ache in your chest . it’s a kind of un-becoming — like heartstrings unthreading themselves , like a faded whisper that never makes it past your trembling lips. and you can’t help but feel that there is something strangely familiar ; IN THE ART OF DISAPPEARING .
( canon multi - muse blog , as narrated by ana )
there is a deep suffering in your bones / a clawing ache in your chest . it’s a kind of un-becoming — like heartstrings unthreading themselves , like a faded whisper that never makes it past your trembling lips. and you can’t help but feel that there is something strangely familiar ; IN THE ART OF DISAPPEARING .
( canon multi - muse blog , as narrated by ana )
so... about 2 hours ago i met , shook hands and posed with ben mckenzie ( yes ryan atwood ) & i'm still in disbelief ! now all i wanna do is rewatch the oc ( and most likely re-add ryan and marissa / or make an indie ryan or marissa and see if i can get that fandom back ) . someone slap me , cause today wasn't real . i also saw kristian nairn ( hodor ) , nathan fillion ( castle & caleb ) as well as morena baccarin ( gotham & ben's wife ) . aND I GOT HIT ON BY THE CUTE CASHIER IN THE STORE ACROSS THE STREET !!! THAT BEING SAID ; i have the rest of the weekend off , so i will FINALLY continue working on the revamp / specifically theme remaking & tags retagging !
INQUIRY . i’m pretty sure the twilight fandom is basically dead , but with me having put bella on her own blog , i kind of feel like i want some exclusives with her ( especially the cullens to be honest ) , so if any of my followers want to be exclusives with my bella , please message me on @saccharineblood . as for a blog update ; tomorrow things shall be happening !!
heckity heck, i’m awful at expressing my feelings towards these things, but i didn’t want to ignore it and just let it go. today marks one year since i made this blog ( beginning with infinityxposed then thundcrstorm and now leftoverfear. )
before i made this blog, i had only ever written within one fandom before, so taking on a bunch of new muses in fandoms i wasn’t at all familiar with was terrifying, but this has been an incredible experience and has completely exceeded my expectations. i can’t put into words how important all the characters on this blog mean to me and how great it has been to write them with everyone i have gotten a chance to write with. thank you all so much for being here???
i’ve never done a giveaway of any sort and i’ve been wanting to since i reached 1,000 followers on two of my blogs, so here’s a PSD pack that was made by me, all from scratch. most of the PSDs i use for my icons and graphics were downloaded by others, but i wanted to create something of my own for my followers to enjoy themselves, so hopefully you can find these useful in some way. feel free to edit them as needed / layer them with others, but don’t distribute them as your own!
DOWNLOAD HERE.
UPDATE / no , i have not abandoned this account , i’m still fully working on it as we speak , it’s just taking me a long time to try and figure out fully which muses i want to keep , which ones i want to remove and how to sort them ( primary , secondary , exclusives ) . the tagging is the worst however , since i want to do them all a lot more detailed ( for myself especially since i’m genuinely just a mess most of the time ) . that being said , thank you all for being so patient with me . feel free to add me on my new skype if you want to plot ahead of time or want to know which muses i’m definitely keeping ; saccharineblood@outlook.com . also , you can find bella on her own account now as well !! it’s @saccharineblood .
i survived because the fire inside me burned brighter than the fire around me . / independent and private bella swan from the twilight franchise .( bothnovels&movies)as narrated by ana .
creeps in to wish everyone a happy munday !! 🦄❤
another update from yours truly / i’m currently sorting through muses yet again to see who i still have muse for and who not . some might get moved to their own blog ( yet again ) and i will let you know when / if that’s happened . for now , i just want to thank everyone for being so patient with this blog . it’s taking me an awful lot of time to just finish this entirely . if you really want to write with me while i do this revamp , you can find me on @beavfort @girlmurdered @murdernovels @cravingpower and @girlconquered . no , i have not dropped this account , i just need to be absolutely sure of who i want to write & who i don’t want to write .
creeps in to wish everyone a happy munday !! 🦄❤
small update that is quite important this blog be getting a major revamp in a the next days to follow . i’ve realised that ( for me ) i need to do this to keep my mental health more at ease ( this is a big part of why i have not been around much ) . i have transferred some muses to their own blog , and there are definitely some muses that will be switched around . i’m contemplating on maybe changing urls , but i’m not entirely sure as of now . everything that is drafts and threads and memes will be deleted as well and a new tagging system will be put into order too . i hope everyone will understand that i’m doing this mainly for myself and my inspiration , since it is very much there , but i never know who is there the most when going into drafts .
small update that is quite important this blog be getting a major revamp in a the next days to follow . i’ve realised that ( for me ) i need to do this to keep my mental health more at ease ( this is a big part of why i have not been around much ) . i have transferred some muses to their own blog , and there are definitely some muses that will be switched around . i’m contemplating on maybe changing urls , but i’m not entirely sure as of now . everything that is drafts and threads and memes will be deleted as well and a new tagging system will be put into order too . i hope everyone will understand that i’m doing this mainly for myself and my inspiration , since it is very much there , but i never know who is there the most when going into drafts .
