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@simonsrosebud / simonsrosebud.tumblr.com

lizzy! 21. she/her. aftg // kevin day x dalton miller oc // carry on. ao3 simonsrosebud. profile pic credit @bloodydamnit
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sammichly

obsessed with jeremy knox. he genuinely loves exy so much. hes dedicated to being a good role model and maintaining the trojans image. he is actually so angry so often. he made himself jeans partner to help him acclimate to normal life. hes taking pottery for fun this semester. he has negative relationship points with his whole family. he is still unflinchingly considerate despite this. his best friends keep a cardboard dog for him at their place. he's trying so hard to respect jeans privacy despite the Everything About Him. he'll protect him with everything he's got. he stays up past midnight waiting for him to get home. RAHHHHHH JEREMY KNOX MAN THAT YOU ARE NEVER CHANGE

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no thoughts just kevin being such a little nerd that he went out of his way and convinced riko to be a history major with him

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GIVE HIM A FUCKING GUN.

i am near trembling with anger boy i cant imagine how he is. he needs the gun rn or else

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sudaca-swag

at least its been confirmed by all characters now that kevin has pretty privilege bc his personality is insufferable but everyone wants to blow him

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the twins both being just fast enough to save a life with a racquet and sheer desperation, can I get an Amen

"If Andrew had been a half-second slower-"

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1200flowers

the sunshine court spoilers here but:

I’m sorry I cannot stop thinking about “Now I am not safe with you, captain.” I just. Jean felt safe enough with Jeremy to tell him he felt unsafe in that scenario, trusting that Jeremy wouldn’t take advantage of or ignore his fear, trusting that Jeremy would respect his boundaries. Do you think Jean has ever exercised a boundary in the past three years? I don’t think so. I think that every time he tried at first, Riko would use that knowledge to hurt him even more, to deliberately cross them. I think that the boy who expects everyone to hurt him, the boy who says “Contrition, coach,” the boy who insisted he could swim while having a panic attack next to the pool—I think that boy tries so hard not to have boundaries because it’s safer that way. Because no one can exploit them if they don’t know what they are.

But he lets Jeremy know.

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alexxx362

I've see a lot of people taking about Jeans prospective of Andrew hauling ass to get to neil to save him. People saying that he can tell that Riko was going to hit Neil because he's been in foster homes and such but I just know that Andrew took one look at Neil and Riko together and was like yup he's gonna run his mouth shit shit 🏃 shit 🏃 shit 🏃

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u bet your ass jeremy is gonna make the ugliest little ceramic bowl for jean when he starts taking his classes in the second book and jean’s gonna melt to the fucking floor

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Parts of TSC I can't stop thinking about (after my first read)

  • Jean having a few minutes before Riko got to him and using it to text Renee a warning. NOT asking her to help him. But warning her. Probably to protect Kevin and Neil more than himself.
  • Jean viewing himself as a captive with Wymack and Abby
  • Jean calling Neil Nathaniel until that sudden switch (just like when Neil thought of himself as Nathaniel)
  • Jean being the same age as Neil, so one of the youngest characters we know
  • Jean worshipping Thea and her calling him Paris
  • Jean throwing out Andrew's candy
  • Jean roasting Aaron for being unimportant even with a murder investigation going on
  • Renee giving Jean forehead kisses
  • "Right person, wrong time"
  • Jean taking Renee's picture and it being the only picture he has
  • The way the world perceives Riko as a martyr after his death
  • The way the world brushes aside that he almost killed Neil on live TV
  • "The only one close enough was andrew"
  • Jean reaching towards the TV as if he could save Neil and wanting him and Andrew to run
  • Jeremy being brunette through the events of TFC
  • The Trojans being okay with their plan for the foxes game because they knew they'd lose to the ravens eventually anyway
  • Jeremy living at home and having an estranged family situation
  • Jeremy having a butler he loves and trusts more than his family
  • BarkBark
  • Jean's promise to Kevin
  • Jean calling Kevin a "beautiful boy"
  • Both Jean and Jeremy trusting Kevin whole heartedly
  • Kevin giving truths about the nest to Jeremy
  • Kevin admitting to sticking to Andrew like glue because he didn't know how to be by himself after the nest
  • The coaches concern as they realize the way raven coaches treated Jean
  • The rumors about Jean and that Neil never thought of them
  • Jean being confirmed a bi king and simping over everyone except canon beautiful Neil
  • Jean probably not simping after Neil because he's the partner that could've been, aka a brother/safe space he never got
  • Jean not realizing why top surgery scars, and his abuse scars, would be seen differently
  • Jean not understanding why Trojans can pick their own clothes, food, majors, etc
  • Andrew letting Neil go to the FBI in California without him because he trusts his runaway to come back
  • Neil's immediate response to hearing about Greyson is hiring a hitman
  • Neil sassing the FBI
  • "I guess Drake wasn't a biter"
  • Neil telling Jean he can lock his door if it makes him feel safe but he doesn't have to worry anymore
  • Cat wanting to teach Jean to ride a motorcycle
  • "Kevin has earned the right to be"
  • Jean being afraid to ever teach anyone French again
  • Jeremy hiding from the police
  • Elodie
  • "That's putting it mildly." WHAT THE FUCK STUART.
  • Jean's list.
  • Jean still texting Renee
  • The reason the Trojans stay so positive
  • "I'm not safe with you anymore"
  • The parallels between Jean and Neil
  • Jean thinking he never got anything he didn't deserve
  • Jean only having a carry on bag like Neil
  • Wymack giving Jean money and his note
  • The Trojans giving Jean forehead kisses
  • Jeremy being into Jean but wanting to allow Jean to be able to heal first

Honestly more but this is enough for now lol

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Parts of TSC I can't stop thinking about (after my first read)

  • Jean having a few minutes before Riko got to him and using it to text Renee a warning. NOT asking her to help him. But warning her. Probably to protect Kevin and Neil more than himself.
  • Jean viewing himself as a captive with Wymack and Abby
  • Jean calling Neil Nathaniel until that sudden switch (just like when Neil thought of himself as Nathaniel)
  • Jean being the same age as Neil, so one of the youngest characters we know
  • Jean worshipping Thea and her calling him Paris
  • Jean throwing out Andrew's candy
  • Jean roasting Aaron for being unimportant even with a murder investigation going on
  • Renee giving Jean forehead kisses
  • "Right person, wrong time"
  • Jean taking Renee's picture and it being the only picture he has
  • The way the world perceives Riko as a martyr after his death
  • The way the world brushes aside that he almost killed Neil on live TV
  • "The only one close enough was andrew"
  • Jean reaching towards the TV as if he could save Neil and wanting him and Andrew to run
  • Jeremy being brunette through the events of TFC
  • The Trojans being okay with their plan for the foxes game because they knew they'd lose to the ravens eventually anyway
  • Jeremy living at home and having an estranged family situation
  • Jeremy having a butler he loves and trusts more than his family
  • BarkBark
  • Jean's promise to Kevin
  • Jean calling Kevin a "beautiful boy"
  • Both Jean and Jeremy trusting Kevin whole heartedly
  • Kevin giving truths about the nest to Jeremy
  • Kevin admitting to sticking to Andrew like glue because he didn't know how to be by himself after the nest
  • The coaches concern as they realize the way raven coaches treated Jean
  • The rumors about Jean and that Neil never thought of them
  • Jean being confirmed a bi king and simping over everyone except canon beautiful Neil
  • Jean probably not simping after Neil because he's the partner that could've been, aka a brother/safe space he never got
  • Jean not realizing why top surgery scars, and his abuse scars, would be seen differently
  • Jean not understanding why Trojans can pick their own clothes, food, majors, etc
  • Andrew letting Neil go to the FBI in California without him because he trusts his runaway to come back
  • Neil's immediate response to hearing about Greyson is hiring a hitman
  • Neil sassing the FBI
  • "I guess Drake wasn't a biter"
  • Neil telling Jean he can lock his door if it makes him feel safe but he doesn't have to worry anymore
  • Cat wanting to teach Jean to ride a motorcycle
  • "Kevin has earned the right to be"
  • Jean being afraid to ever teach anyone French again
  • Jeremy hiding from the police
  • Elodie
  • "That's putting it mildly." WHAT THE FUCK STUART.
  • Jean's list.
  • Jean still texting Renee
  • The reason the Trojans stay so positive
  • "I'm not safe with you anymore"
  • The parallels between Jean and Neil
  • Jean thinking he never got anything he didn't deserve
  • Jean only having a carry on bag like Neil
  • Wymack giving Jean money and his note
  • The Trojans giving Jean forehead kisses
  • Jeremy being into Jean but wanting to allow Jean to be able to heal first

Honestly more but this is enough for now lol

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adamsrcnan

i can't believe i'm living in a reality where a book about jean transferring to usc Actually exists and that it's called "the sunshine court" and that jean calls jeremy "captain sunshine" and they both drool over each other in secret but like it's so obvious at the same time, and jean lives with cat and laila and shares a room with jeremy, and jean was actually in love with kevin, and he and neil are essentially friends, and jean had a little sister that he loved and missed. like it's been 2 weeks and i still can't believe it's real

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AFTG is a very good example of narrator bias, because if we didn’t get a book from Jean and Jeremy’s POVs we would have no way of knowing the world does not actually in fact revolve around one Andrew Minyard

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